Together
His words barely register and you choose not to focus on what they mean as you make your way to the kitchens to get some food. Peter is waiting for you when you arrive and motions for you to come sit and eat with him. His smile is warm and comforting reminding you about how much you care about him. “how was it?” he turns to look at you suddenly picking up on the expression of discomfort on your face. “Y/N are you okay, what happened”.
“I couldn't get him to talk, I failed everyone Peter” he takes his hands in yours and holds them tight. With this simple act you already feel so much better and you long for him to take you into his arms where you feel the most safe.
“hey, you did your best and if Loki didn't wanna talk then he wasn't going to, don't beat yourself up about it okay” he looked up at you trying to elicit a smile out of you, you were powerless to stop you lips spreading wide across you face. “that's more like it”. At that moment Bucky came to sit across from you two, stuffing a chicken sandwich into his mouth you took the moment to remind him of you multiple victories over him during your training earlier that morning.
“Hey Parker did Bucky tell you how I beat his ass constantly during our training this morning” you gave the super solider a jesting look as he raised his finger at you to correct your statement.
“I’ll have you know that she only beat me because I am injured and I still knocked her down a few times”
“excuses excuses” you retorted
“Damn Bucky that’s pretty embarrassing for ya” Peter’s voice tainted with a mocking tone.
“like you can talk, I’ve never seen you beat her once little spider”
“hey that's Mr spider to you” all three of you laughed as you finished your food before going about your days.
You and Peter slipped off to your room to get some alone time again. “are you feeling better now Y/N?” His voice was cautious but reassuring and you felt safe when he was around.
“so much better”
“that's good, now I wonder if there’s anything for us to do here together” a playful smile making its way onto his face. You pulled him towards you and kissed him passionately.
“I’m sure we can think of something” you both fall to the bed utterly enveloped in each other’s arms. You kiss his neck and playfully bite it while he fumbles with your button up shirt. You help him remove your shirt and bra exposing your naked chest to him. He quickly rips of his shirt exposing his muscular chest. You could get used to this view. He unzips his pants revealing his already hardening cock. Grinning at the sight you remove your own pants and jump on top of him. leading the way you guide his member inside yourself silently cursing as it makes its way past your entrance.
“fuck Y/N you feel so good” he moans, as he bottoms out inside you, you start to ride him, slowly at first before picking up the pace. Soon you’re almost exhausted but the waves of pleasure growing inside of you keep you going. As he continually hits the sensitive spot inside you it becomes clear that you are close to orgasming and judging by Peters face he is close to.
“I’m gonna cum Peter” Hearing those words and feeling you clench around him sets him off as he begins to cum to. You both ride out your orgasms before you fall on top of him, nestling into the crook of his neck.
“you’re amazing Y/N” you stared up into his brown eyes are you thought about how lucky you were to be with him.
“I’m sure you say that to all your girls” he playfully swats your head holds you tighter.
“you know you’re the only one for me, I don't care what anyone else would think or if it would affect the team. I love you” your heart fills with joy as you realise the immensity of his words and you know that you feel the same way.
“I love you Peter, but you know what Tony thinks about dating within the team” your mind flashes back to Tony’s rage when he discovered that Natasha and Bruce were conducting a secret affair. It was Tony’s outrage and their suspension from going on missions together that eventually broke them up and you were damned if you were going to let someone get between you and Peter.
“he just wants the whole team to be safe and to be sure that no one has any divided interests” in truth in was a stupid rule but you were both fine keeping your relationship a secret. Secrets are fun right.
The rest of the day is a blur and you can’t help but think back to Loki’s final words to you. “I’ll see you tonight Y/N” did he think you were going back to question him that night, surely Tony would leave him there longer before questioning him again and he certainly wouldn’t be taking you.
Night falls fast as you ready yourself for bed as you slip into your bed it becomes harder to drag your mind from Loki’s comments part of you wants to go down to his cells just to ask what he meant, is this what he wanted, to torment you.
You had always struggled to find rest and most nights you could spend hours tossing and turning but tonight was different. It was like Loki had slithered his way into your thoughts making it impossible for you to fall asleep. You decided to go down to Peters room to see if he was awake and possibly to crawl into bed with him, but as you consciously made the decision to leave you fell asleep. During the night you’re visited again by the darkness but this time it feels strangely familiar.
“Hello Y/N, open your eyes” you obey but it takes a second to work out what is going on around you. All you see is darkness all around you, except for the tall silhouette before you. Your eyes adjust to the light and you finally see him.
Loki
“what’s the matter doll, don’t look so frightened” his words cut through you like a knife and you try to scream but you can't. “you can't scream here, you can't even run. I make the rules”. You try to turn and run but it’s not use. Even if you had control of your body you would have to fight against his strong grip around your arms. Each of his hands wrapped around your wrists, his nails digging into your flesh as you stood opposite him. His grip tightens as he pulls you closer bringing his face dangerously close to your own. He moves his lips to your ears and begins to whisper. “you’re mine now, your mind belongs to me and you will do what I say”