Chapter 1
When the apocalypse happened it almost seemed like a dream. The shit we usually see in movies that seemed so unrealistic, happened.
Overnight the world was brought to its knees.
I lost most of the people around me.
Lost my family 6 months into the apocalypse and my friends, well i just have no idea where they are or if they’re alive.
I dont stick around many places, i always keep moving. Its better that way really no place is safe ,there always breeches no matter how well guarded or how many walls are up.
Yesterday i was locked up in a convenient store which ironically was not convenient considering almost all the food was gone.
I scored some canned goods and some power drinks so thats good enough for me.
I was heading down the road looking for a different place to rest tonight. The store was fine but its attracted too much attention, didn’t want any one coming in.
This apocalypse also made people lose their moral compass.
I stopped dead in my tracks when i heard grunts
Plural
It sounded like a hoard was coming this way
Shit shit shit
I moved faster trying to find a car that was still working.
I saw one that looked in good shape and instantly headed to it. As I peaked through the window i saw the car was absolutely recked on the inside . It looked like someone tried to get it going but it didn’t work.
I looked behind me and i could see the hoard
Fuck fuck fu-
A car
A fucking car was moving in front of the hoard
They could help- no they could also try to kill me or worse.
I cursed and ducked down beside a car. I held my knife tightly against my chest and moved under the car laying down on my back.
I steadied my breathing. Knife in one hand and bag in the other, i could bolt if shit goes south.
The grunts were getting closer and so was the sound of the car driving by.
I counted the seconds wishing it would move faster.
15,16,17,18,19,20,21,2-
The car stopped
Why did the car stop
Shit
Okay stay calm
I could see the car right next to the car im under.
The door opened and someone stepped out
They were wearing black boots and black pants. From the looks of it, it looked like a guy
He walked to the back standing in front of the trunk
What was he doing
Next thing i know i hear shots
He was shooting the zombies
After a few minutes he stopped
I could see walkers dead on the ground
I looked back to the car only to see the black boots right in front of me
Standing right next to the car. I held my breath
“Come out. I wont hurt you” he said
Shit I didn’t know what to do. This guy could be crazy
“Come out i dont have all day. The walkers can still come back.”
He had a gun if i didn’t come out he could make me
I scurried from under the car
He moved back a few steps to give me space
I stood up holding my knife tight in my hand
“No need for that doll i just wanted to help” he chuckled
Thats when i looked up at him. His hair was slicked back but it looked long almost shoulder length
He was thin but fit and tall and fucking gorgeous
Christ
“Where you headed” he looked me from top to bottom. Eyes lingering on the knife in my hand
“Dont know. Just trying to find a place to spend the night” I tried to sound un phased but it still sounded shaky
“Well youre welcome to come with me. Im not going anywhere just trying to find a place to spend the night like you” before giving me a chance to reply he walked to the drivers side and opened the door.
He leaned on the open door looking at me
“By the way darling the offer stands until i get in this car and close my door. After that youre on your own”
It took a second to think about it
Continue walking with the possibility of sleeping tonight or get in a comfortable car that might lead to a safe place faster
As he got in and was about to slam his door shut my hand reached for the passengers door and i got in.
The cool air hit me and i sighed
He must have had the ac on before he came out
“Good choice” he chuckled starting the car
I turned to him “thank you um for helping me” i thought it would be best to thank him incase he did wanna murder me maybe he’ll change his mind.
“No need darling, you looked like you needed the help”
The car moving made it hard for me to stay awake. I hadn’t realized how tired i was but now that i was comfortable and cooled down it instantly came over me.
I didn’t wanna sleep next to a stranger
“You can rest darling i wont hurt you. Trust me if i wanted to hurt you I wouldn’t have saved you”
He did make a fair point “ yeah you’re right. Im just tired and trusting people in these times isnt the best” i let out a small chuckle and so did he thank god
“You got that right. You look like a smart girl though so you shouldn’t worry about it” He turned and smiled at me this time and i felt something deep in my stomach flutter
“Whats your name doll”
‘Doll’ that sent shivers down my spine
“Nat” i mumbled
“Hmm nat…that short for something”
“Yeah natasha”
“Natasha thats a pretty name” he tapped his fingers on the steering wheel “im billy darling . Now I suggest you get some rest “
I nodded adjusting myself
My bag was by my feet, my knife was in my right hand resting between the door and the seat
My head was turned to the left facing him
I closed my eyes a little but i could still see him
My eyes drifted to his hands on the steering wheel
The veins on his arm
His fingers on the steering wheel tapping slowly lulling me to sleep .
Everything was quiet
I opened my eyes slowly
My eyes focusing on the ceiling above me
Thats when everything started coming back to me.
I sat up fast looking at my surroundings
I was in a motel room
I glanced at the door and thankfully it was bolted shut.
How the hell did i get here
Did he carry me ? Wh would he
Where is he
I stood up checking the room
I found my bag by the bed side table
Everything was still inside it including my knife which im guessing he put there.
I walked over to the bathroom thinking he would be inside but it was empty
I went inside locking the door.
I was sure there was no running water but i tried anyways
To my surprise some water trickled down
I leaned down brining my lips to the water
I drank until i felt my thirst fade
Wiping my mouth i looked at the mirror
My face was covered with smudges and dirt
Dammit
My clothes were a mess too
Bringing my hands together i filled them with water and started washing my face.
After there was no more dirt on my face i thought maybe now was the time to change my clothes.
As i was about to leave i heard the door open
I pressed myself firmly against the door
It could be an intruder or it could be billy
I waited for a sign that it was billy
“Its just me darling “ his smug voice called out
I opened the door and walked out
“Hey.. i thought you left me for a second”
He had a bag hmm looks like he went for a supply run.
“Wouldn’t dream of it darling” he smiled setting the bag on the bed before he continued “went to get some things. Food , medicine and some clothes. I figured you need something to change into” damn was it that bad
I walked over to him stopping right next to him
“Thank you. You really didn’t have to, you could’ve woken me up its dangerous to go out alone” i was serious i mean he could’ve died
Wait why do i care
“Aw now dont worry about me. Besides ive been on my own since the beginning i know how to handle myself.” He pulled out the clothes and gave them to me “I noticed your clothes were ripped so i got you some more thats all. “
“Did you carry me ?” I knew the answer was obviously yes but i still wanted to ask
“Yes i did, you were as light as a feather,Now go change ill make us something to eat”
He liked giving orders thats for sure
“How do you have guns” i found myself asking him as i walked to the bathroom.
There was no reply
As i turned to close the bathroom door he was standing right behind me making me gasp
“I was in the army. Thats all you gotta know” he looked me up and down before moving back
I mumbled an ‘okay’ and closed the door
After changing i checked myself in the mirror
The clothes fit really well thank god
I left my hair open, dont really need to tie it unless im going out.
I stepped out and he had two plates ready
I sat on the floor in front of the bed
He looked at my questionably raising an eyebrow
“What its comfortable”
“If you say so darling” he handed me my plate before sitting in front of me “you call me darling a lot. Why?” I already had a spoonful in my mouth
“Youre really curious today aren’t you” he chuckled “it suits you thats all. Why do you want me to stop, darling” the way he said it this time was teasing
“Nope i dont mind just wondering”
We ate in silence after that
———-
After eating and relaxing a bit
Billy took a nap while i stayed guard
I watched him sleep which i know sounds creepy but I couldn’t help it
He was so handsome
He was laying on his back one hand beside him while the other was resting on his face covering his eyes, His neck stretched out.
He shifted a little and i turned my head, looking at the window.
“I can feel you staring at me doll” his voice was rough and again it sent shivers down my spine
“Just making sure you’re still alive billy” you could hear the sarcasm in my voice.
He smiled and chuckled “i like the sounds of my name coming from your lips” he sat up
My cheeks burned as i looking at the floor
I did not want him to see me blushing.
I heard shuffling and footsteps and suddenly i saw his boots right in front of me
His hand reached forward and gripped my jaw pulling my face up so i was looking at him.
I never really noticed the height difference till now. I looked up him, his eyes were almost pitch black but i couldnt look away from them.
“Id like to hear it more” he leaned in closer to me
His nose an inch away from mine “im not going anywhere doll so dont worry “ his thumb stroked my jaw for a few seconds before he pulled away
“Get your things. Were going to the store down the road , there were some supplies left we should take them before we start driving” he grabbed his bag and i was left a little speechless and out of breath before moving snd getting my own things.
We headed out to his car
It was a short ride before we stopped near the store and got out and started walking.
“Stay close to me doll. There aren’t many walkers but we gotta be carful “ i walked closer to him, knife held tightly in my hand.
Inside the store it was almost empty. We walked to an isle and he started grabbing things. Canned goods, water bottles, some medical supplies.
We froze when we heard the door open and the sound of multiple voices filled the store.
Billy instantly reached for me and pulled me behind him.
The voices got closer and suddenly four men stood in front of us.
“Well well well what do we have here “ one of them spoke walking closer “shes a pretty little thing. What do you say i take her off your hands” he looked at me in a way that made my skin crawl and bile rose to my throat “i like her in my hands, so i suggest you back off or you wont like what happens” his tone changed completely it sounded almost deadly
The men laughed and thats when i noticed the bats and axes in their hands “ common now were just having some fun. We dont see women alot these days it would be selfish if you didnt share. Now hand her over and the supplies you have or you wont see the light of day pretty boy and your girl” he stopped and looked at me smirking and grabbed his crotch “well take good care of her”
I gripped billys right arm out of fear
He stroked my hand with his thumb comforting me. His other hand reached behind him and thats when i noticed the gun he had in his waist band.
“I’ll give you 5 seconds to back the fuck up or non of you are leaving this place alive” billy spit out the last word
They laughed again moving forward and almost at the speed of fucking light billy pulled out the gun and shot all 4 of them.
A bullet between the eyes precisely.
They dropped to the ground and billy squeezed my hand reassuringly before moving forward, pulling out a knife from his boot and stabbing each of them in the head.
He got up and looked at me calmly walking towards me
He pulled me in his arms “you alright doll” he mumbled against my head .
My hands were by my sides shaking
“I-im okay” fuck no im not
“Common lets get to the car, the gun shots probably drew the attention of walkers” he picked up the supplies and grabbed my hand and we left the store
When we started driving again thats when i calmed down
Something about billy pulled me to him
He scared me 100 percent but still .
“Listen doll” he pulled me out of my thoughts “at first i was gonna drive you to wherever you wanted to go and thats it. But now huh no now youre staying with me. got it “
It took me by surprise I didn’t expect that
“Ah billy i-i dont know what to tell you . I dont have a place to go to my one rule is to keep moving no matter what. And to not get attached to anyone because if i do ill get hurt”
I didn’t wanna get attached it wont end well for me or him
“Oh darling im not asking you im fucking telling you, youre staying right here with me”
now that fucking scared me but who does he think he is he cant just make me stay with him
“Billy if i wanna leave im gonna leave you cant keep me fucking hostage” i snarled at him
“Now thats where your wrong your staying here with me. You weren’t complaining when i saved your life” he snarled back
“Thank you for saving my life but you cant keep me against my will i can leave if i want and you cant fucking stop me” i unbuckled my belt “pull over “
this wasn’t gonna end well i had to leave
He slammed on the brakes almost sending me flying against the windshield
“What the fu-“ my words were cut short
In an instant he leaped from his seat wrapping a hand around my throat turning me and slamming the back of my head agaist the dash board
My legs were on the passenger seat
Both my hands on his
His hand dangerously tight on my neck and the other rested on the dashboard next to my head
His right knee slipped between my legs
I felt him breathe agaisnt my face
“Now i can be very very merciful or very fucking cruel sweat heart. And trust me , you dont wanna see that side of me. So i suggest you do what i tell you to or elss ill tie a noose around your neck, attach it to this car and make you run till your feet bleed and a fucking hoard is just waiting for you to slip so they can eat you whole”
His eyes flickered to my quivering lips before lifting up again “ understand” his tone was low and deadly
I nodded too terrified to form words
His hand tightened “words sweatheart”
“Yes yes I understand” i barely managed to slip out the words and my throat ached
He smiled and brougtht his lips to my ear
I could feel his warm breathe against my earlobe
“Good girl” he whispered before moving his lips to my forehead planting a kiss that sent shivers down my spine
It wasnt comforting
It was a threat
And just like that he went back to his seat and started driving
“From now on youre mine” he stated it like a fact
I was still shaking
I slowly turned around bringing my legs back down to the floor
My eyes never left him
Too scared he might try something again
I sunk back in my seat as further back so i could leaning away from him and further into the car door
I dragged my eyes away from him and focused on my feet which were still shaking very visibly
“Sleep. We have a long road ahead of us”
I almost wanted to scoff
As if i can sleep after what just happened
His threat was burned in my brain
Resting my head on the door i tried to even my breathing and calm down
It almost worked after a few minutes
Almost
I gasped in a sharp breath
His hand wrapped itself around my left thigh
His thumb stroking the side of my thigh gently
Was he trying to comfort me?
Wtf was wrong with him
His grip tightened suddenly “i said sleep doll. Dont make me repeat myself”
God how i wanted to drive a knife through his chest
Fuck him
Well maybe i wanted to do that too
Fuck
i was too terrified to retaliate
So i shut my eyes taking in a deep breath
And tried to fall asleep
As i drifted off to sleep ignoring the heat pooling between my legs wtf is wrong with me
His hand never left my thigh
His thumb kept stroking
But he never looked my way
Not that i would know that with my eyes shut
But i couldn’t feel his burning gaze on me