Love is Selfless, It's kind

"Im so joyous that you feel so y/n, I'm very proud of the man he has become since he arrived on midgard and I also know how you have helped him be the best version of himself, could never thank you enough" she squeezes your hand and you tear up, she's so kind, no wonder loki is how he is, he was raised by a woman like her. "You never have to thank me, I'm truly blessed to have him in my life, he has changed my life in ways I never could have imagined for myself" you smile and you feel Loki's eyes on you, he knows that voice, he knows that look, you're so happy it's making you all emotional. But he never likes to see tears in your eyes.

Before frigga can answer he speaks "As much as I love the appreciation I'm receiving from my most precious women, can you both kindly do it in my absence?" You chuckle as you hear him and he gives you a smile. Loki first took you both to see the empire state building because why not and then he took frigga and you somewhere he knew his mother would enjoy, a museum. Loki brought you once here before and he was so eager to know more about the history behind several midgardian artifacts, his mother shared his interests and they had a really good time together. After you're all done with enough sightseeing for the day, he takes you both for lunch and frigga enjoyed every midgardian cuisine loki ordered for her "midgardian cuisines have such variety" she mumbles as she feeds a bite of her pasta to lo and then she offered you.

All of you were almost out of the restaurant when Some people recognised loki , his face is everywhere these days because of the case, so they approached him to take pictures. "I'm such a huge fan loki, and I'm rooting for you" she says as if loki was a participant on the dancing with the stars. She asks you to take a picture of them both, and when she found out about frigga she wanted a picture with her too. Most of the times his "fans" ignored your existence and that's how you liked it. You wouldn't want them to be jealous of you or end up as the person they hate on his fanclubs or on gossip websites "Is this a norm here my child" frigga asks you and you nod.

When you three come back to the compound you are greeted by thor, he visits Asgard now n then unlike loki, he hasn't been there since new york incident. Thor decided to not bring him to the allfather as he sensed something wasn't right with him. "You two are hogging all the attention from mum" thor complains like a child and loki chuckles "are you envious brother?" He asks and thor just shruggs. "Actually I have had enough of you two and I would like to talk with y/n in private" frigga says and they both groan, they are acting like such kids , you wouldn't believe they are supposed to be gods and stuff. Your heart breaks when you think of how these loving brothers went through such rough times after loki found out about his heritage, frigga never wanted to feed him lies but ultimately it was upto Odin. You wonder if he'll be as kind to you as frigga is.

She takes you to her room and you both sit down on the Ottoman next to her window. Your nerves subsequently calmed down during the day as she's one of the nicest person you have ever met. "You want to see Loki's childhood images?" She asks and you smile "I would love it, he has never shown me " you thought she would show you photographs but she just waves her hands and you see it in front of you like a hologram " there is loki as an infant and you awwed audibly as you see him "Adorable isn't he? This is the day Odin brought him to me" you smile as she continues to showcase different pictures of him from different stages of his life. "This is thor and loki after the horse riding lessons" you smile as you look at his boyish features "he still have the same smile, so pure" you mumble and she smiles "I love both of them equally but loki always had been the one i worried about the most, not doubting his capabilities or his bravery but he stayed alot to himself even as a child, thor was always the lively one, he had his peers he hung around with while loki would just get himself engrossed in his books, away from everyone and everything, didn't help when everyone would try and pit them against each other, his father and thor casts such large shadows, that's why I shared my gift with him so he could find some sun for himself" she tears up a little and you squeeze her hand assuringly

You feel grateful that loki atleast had a mother like her in his life, the thought of him having no friends and always being under Thor's shadow wounds you deeply, you both lived such lonely lives till you found each other and now that you have him you'll never let him feel that way again "He loves you more than anything and he has evolved so much since he came here, he always was the good one, he may have lost his way somewhere but he have made redemptions for his mistakes and he is doing his absolute best, everyone is so proud of him, he's so rare and special" you tell her as you tear up too and she kisses your forehead "I see why he's so taken with you, you see through him, you see his pain and you never judge him. That's all he has ever needed, you're an amazing young woman y/n, I'm glad he chose you as his partner" she hugs you and you can't help it but sob, you have never had a motherly figure in your life and you never felt as if you missed having one until you saw her and loki together.

"Can I come in please?" You both hear a knock at the door and it's loki. He steps in and he looks at your tear stained face and starts worrying "princess you okay?" He walks upto you and you nod "never been better" you smile and it makes him feel better and he sits next to frigga "my dearest mama, what did you say to her, look at her" he asks like a child as puts his arm around her and pecks on her cheek, but his eye are glued on you. She gives a little laugh and you do too "it's confidential, it will stay between me and my daughter" she says and you could have cried right there. Your bliss doesn't last very long as you hear another knock on the door. It's thor "mum lady sif is here, you gotta get back to Asgard, king requires your presence" you see frigga rolling her eyes at that, she's leaving so soon? "Ma no you were supposed to stay for 2 days at the least" Loki's voice had sadness in it as he finds out "I know my love, I'll be back I promise, I'll be here for you on the day of the court proceedings"

She turns to you and she conjures a bracelet of sorts in her hands "I didn't get anything for you but think of it as a little welcome gift, I'll see you both soon, take care of each other will you?" You nod and all of you get back to the living room, where thor was conversing with sif , her eyes spots frigga and she bows down "all mother, king requires your utmost presence, he sent me to retrieve you safely off this planet" she speaks, and frigga nods. She is beautiful and looked very strong like a warrior. "Causing more troubles mischief?" She glares at loki and he rolls his eyes "good to see you too sif" he smirks and it was her turn to scoff. You watch them both having a staring contest, they have a chemistry, you wonder what's that about. Frigga hugs everyone before she leaves, it hasn't even been a day since she arrived but you know you're going to miss her. Once they leave, you feel Loki's hands intertwining with yours "as much as I'm gonna miss ma, I'm glad to have you all to myself" he kisses your forehead and you smile.

"What was that about? You and sif ?" You question him and he looks around "nothing at all princess, it's nothing important" he mumbles and you give him a look "we had a little thing in the past but it's way back in the past" he admits and you just knew something was there, you could always tell "I thought you never had a serious relationship" you ask him and he chuckles "it wasn't a relationship princess, we just had sex once, and then I cut her hair and she's been scorned ever since" your eyes widen at the statement "you cut her hair lo? Why would you do that baby?" You can't imagine loki being like that with a girl, it's kind of mean. You both start walking towards his room as he continued to talk "sif is one of Thor's best mates but she has always wanted thor more than just a friend, his friends never gave me the time of the day unless they wanted to mess with me, sif lost a bet against fandral, his other mate, and she had to sleep with me, so she did what she had to do and I did what I did" he chuckles and you want to laugh too but you're just hurt, you don't know how he felt about sif prior to that but its must not be a nice feeling to get used like that for a bet.

You reach his room and you both get inside "Did you like her before that?" You ask him and he nods in no "I was attracted to her but then at that age I was attracted to almost everyone who wasn't related to me, she's not important to me in case you're running your pretty little head over it" he kisses you softly and you cup his cheeks with your hands. He lifts you up and sits down on his couch with you on top of him "mmm princess" he mumbles and you know that voice, he needs affection and he needs hell alot of it "what sweet baby?" You ask him as you smile, he's just so adorable when he gets like that. "Princessss" he mumbles again and you kiss his forehead "whatttt?" You tease him, and he whines as pleads you with his eyes "mmmm missed you, touch me please, need kisses and hugs" you can never deny him when he asks you like that, you hug him tightly as you wrap your arms around his waist, and put your neck between the crook of his neck, you suck on the soft skin and he moans as throws his head back on the couch "that good sweet baby?" You mumble "so good my pretty princess, always so good to me" he caresses your hair and he kisses your cheek as he tucks a strand of your hair behind your ears then you feel his lips on yours as he kisses you soft and slow, so slow as if he's trying to savor you, not with lust but with love, pure love. You kiss him slowly and you unbutton his shirt, you need to feel his skin.

He moans at the contact, you're so soft and gentle with him, it makes him want to melt in your arms and stay by your side every second of his life, "princess?" He mumbles and you hum "what do you need my sweet baby, you know I'll give you everything right ?" You look him right in his big innocent eyes and he leans his head down on the couch"Can you rub me there please? Don't want to cum, just need to feel princess" he asks politely, always so polite, he hides his face between the crook of your neck "You just had to ask sweet baby" your hands proceed to unbutton him but he stops you "mmmmhm just like that princess" he keeps your palm over his hardness and you understand what he means, he just wants you to feel him like this. So you do, your hands caress over his clothed hard cock while your mouth explores his, sweet moans erupting from him whenever you squeeze him a little. The longer you pleasure him like this, the more he falls into his space "you like this sweet love? Love being felt up like this don't you babyboy?" He whines desperately at the pet name and bites your shoulder to stop himself from sobbing. You stop touching him and you pull his head back on the couch, his eyes are so glassy, his cheeks flushed, his hair unruly because of your fingers between them. You have never seen someone so beautiful, you can't believe he allows himself to be yours solely.

"Have you ever done this before lo? Ever let someone touch you so intimately that you're floating in your head?" You question and all of a sudden he's not looking at you and you hate that, shouldn't have asked. "Requested Carla once" he mumbles and god you hate the woman so much, whatever he's going to say is not going to help "what happened then babylove?" The thought of her touching him like this makes you enraged with jealousy, nobody deserves to see him like this. He squeals at the petname, each one of them makes his heart skip a beat "she ..umm..made ..fuun" he looks at you and sniffs a little as his eyes tears up more and it breaks your heart, but that would be an understatement, you're completely shattered, what kind of monster does that? Did she not feel anything at all for him? How do you hurt someone who look like this and behaves like this when he needs affection and gentleness. You cup his cheeks and kiss him softly, you want him to forget, want him to forget about that moment.

"I'm sorry baby, shouldn't have asked, you're so good so beautiful, so adorable when you get like this you know that right? I can stay like this forever with you" you mumble in between the kisses and he nods "thank you princess, so loving, so sweet to me" he sucks a mark on your neck and you hug him tightly, your hips moving involuntarily over his crotch. "All mine, love you so much princess,you love me?" He asks you, you love him so much you'd die for him "so much baby, more than anything, you're going to cum like this okay, just like this, you wanted to feel baby? Feel it" you command as you increase the pace of your hips and he nods "yess please my princess, will do everything you ask, everything you need, I'm your man, you're mine right" he mumbles, his voice so soft, so low , so far gone in his head. "You're mine my sweet little baby, god you're killing me lo, you're killing me with this, I just want to ruin you even further, cum whenever you want, make a mess in there lo" you keep your hands on the either side of his head as you pick up the speed, his hands on your hips helping you to move "yes please, I need to be ruined by my princess, gonna cum sweet y/n, wanna make a huge mess for you" he moans your name as he let go and you can't hold back anymore either, the sound of his voice, the look on his face, his grip on your hips, that's enough to drive you over the edge.

You hold him tightly as he drives through his high, his head between your neck, your fingers massaging his scalp. Once you feel his breathing come down you call for him "Lo baby you there?" You ask softly and he puts his head up to look at you "mmm here" goddamn him and his cuteness have no limits. "Let's get cleaned up Okay?" you ask him and he blushes "princess" he whines and it makes you giggle. You both get showered and change out of your clothes, you clean his boxers and your panties and hang it to dry. Then he puts you in his clothes just because he can and he loves seeing you like that. And you love wearing his clothes, it just smells so good like him. "You know when we were apart I used to sleep in your shirts" you smile at him as you see him fixing his freshly showered hair in the mirror "you did? Did it make you feel better?" He asks softly, those four months he spent away from you will always come back to haunt him, thought of you being so alone and hurt makes him want to suffocate you with so much affection that you'd forget all about it. "it always did, it felt like you were hugging me" when he's done with his hair he walks up to you and pulls you in by grabbing your shoulders "what does my princess needs now?"

You both spent the day glued to each other, and you had to work next morning so he takes you back home, during that week you felt so happy, his mother likes you, the trial is on next week. You both were just hanging out on your couch, in your usual position, your feet in his lap while you laid down the other side. You received a link from wanda and open it, shouldn't have. There was a picture of loki with some girl outside a private club of sorts, Tony took him there last week for some meeting. "We totally did it that night hashtag best sex ever" other people were commenting and squealing under the picture, calling her lucky bitch n stuff like that, more like lying bitch. However there was one comment that caught your eyes "she so didn't, he have a girlfriend, they both visit the restaurant I work at very often, he's grossly in love with her even though she ain't anything special in comparison to him" you had no idea how to feel about that comment, should you be happy she defended Lo or sad that she insulted you "Lo look at this" you pass him your phone and his eyes widened as he read the caption.

"I know nothing happened lo, baby you don't have to worry" you know he would never cheat on you like that, he could never hurt you that way "I'll never break your trust in me princess, I would die before I do that" he says to you and you smile "I know sweet baby but don't die please" you giggle and it makes him smile. When he read that comment that bothered you he felt upset, why would someone look at you and say that, he was taken with you ever since the first meeting, you're the most special girl in the universe for him . Midgardian people are so petty sometimes, he can't wait to take you to Asgard where you'll be respected and loved like you deserve to be. Like a princess you were born to be.

You get up to make tea for you both when he gets a call from Tony to watch the news so he turns on the tv.

"In the current news, lawyer Carla Davidson who accused Loki Odinson for domestic violence and was later charged with defamation suit is apparently missing for a week now, her mother tried to contact her while her friends and family members also tried to reach out to her but her phone was out of reach, she was last seen getting inside her apartment and then she just vanished, there are no security footage of her coming out or anyone entering her apartment, she just disappeared into thin air, when cops broke into her apartment, there were no signs of struggle, the case was supposed to be on trial on 26th but with Carla missing the date might change"

Loki looks at you as he hears the news , he can't believe this, it's been three weeks since he visited her and if she was doing fine then what happened with her? Who did this?

"What is this lo, what's happening? You ask him and he shakes his head "I have no idea princess, wait my lawyer is calling me" he picks up the call and he was called for an urgent meeting regarding the case "princess you have off tomorrow right? Can you come with me and stay in the tower? it just doesn't feel safe leaving you here alone" he asks you and you nod. You pack your necessities and he starts driving towards the tower. You can see him lost in his thoughts so you rub his shoulder assuringly. Where is she? Why would she disappear like this? There were so many questions running around in your head, you guys were so close to having justice.

When you reached the tower, you're greeted by wanda and thor, you give wanda a hug and she takes you with her as loki will have to be at the meeting "I'll see you soon princess" he kisses you and you smile "don't stress too much okay?" You mumble and he nods before you leave. He didn't leave your hands untill wanda glared at him. When you're out of sight thor pulls loki aside with him.

"it's her behind Carla's disappearance" thor says to loki in a quiet hushed tone as he looks at him.

"Don't you dare accuse her like that, she did nothing" loki defends you quickly.

"Not lady y/n, loki"

"Who are you talking about thor?" He huffs

"Mother"