Love is Selfless, It's kind

"I only said that because the night she visited us, I went to her room to talk something about father, but she wasn't there, where did she go? According to reports , Carla has been missing since that night only" he tells loki and that worries him, if frigga is somehow involved in this, it's going to create a huge mess for everyone.

"She would never be forgiven for her crimes against my son" Loki thought about what she said to him but she still didn't want to believe that his mother could harm someone like that. "And then she left so suddenly even though she came to stay for a longer period than that" everything thor is saying is making sense but he still don't want to believe it. He needs to find Carla.

"This video of her entering her apartment and disappearing is so eerie, what do you think happened?" Wanda asks you , you both are hanging out in Loki's room. "Don't know wan but I have a feeling it's nothing good, as much as I hate her, I want her alive n well so she can be punished properly for what she did with lo" you tell her and she nods.

After spending an excruciating painful hour with his lawyer he gets back to his room, he sees you and wanda as he enters the room. "I guess it's my cue to leave" wanda sighs as she looks at him "you can stay wanda, we love your company" loki smiles at her and she does too "Stay and watch you two being grossly cute with each other no thank you, besides vision is waiting for me" she smiles but there is a hint of worry on her face "What's wrong?" You ask her and she shrugs "Nothing it's just something about vision, nothing to worry about though, good night guys" she greets you both and loki closes the door as she does. He walks over to you, you are on his bed smiling at him "missed you princess" he climbs up on top of you and kisses your forehead, then your nose and finally your lips "I missed you too love, what happened with the lawyer sweet baby?" You ask him and he looks at you "if Carla will not appear for the trial, they will push the date forward, that's not optimal" he tells you and that saddens you, he finally took a stand against her and she was finally going to pay for what she did. You guys are so close.

"Mmm I'm sorry about that baby, I hope they will find her soon, I just don't understand how can she disappear like that, think she did it herself?" You ask him and he gets lost in his thoughts "could be, she's a lawyer, she knows ins and outs of the it, I wouldn't put it past her" he mumbles and suck on your neck softly. He don't want to tell you what thor said to him, he needs to figure out the truth before he can divulge that information. "Don't worry about it princess okay? Just be here and be good for me, be safe with me" he mumbles and it makes you smile "yes sweet daddy" you giggle and he tickles your tummy which makes you laugh and scream at the same time "nooooh don't... you dare, you stop right there I swear to god" you laugh as you try to grab a hold of his hand to stop him from tickling "oh y/n I finally found your weakness" he intertwines your fingers with his and hold it above your head. He kisses you to stop you from struggling and laughing, his fingers trailing over your torso.

You hear your phone ringing and you plead loki to stop his tickle torture on you. He slides up and picks your phone and hand it over to you, you see an unknown number and it makes you curious "hellooo"

"Hi, am I speaking with miss y/n y/l/n?"

"This is she, who am I speaking to?"

"This is Eddie Brock from the daily globe, can I have few words with you about miss Carla Davidson?" You sit up on the bed as you hear him and you don't know what to say, is he a reporter? ofcourse he is , what does he want and why he wants to talk to you?

"Ummm I'm sorry but what do you want to talk about with me?" You ask him curiously.

"Can't tell you on the call miss, can I see you tomorrow ? Trust me it won't be a waste of your time, you can choose the place and time" he says to you and you look at loki. "Umm can I confirm in an hour?" You say politely and he agrees, once he hangs up you look at loki.

"What the hell was that?"

"I have heard that name somewhere" loki says to you and you raise your eyebrows "let me Google search lo" you type his name and he's not some unknown reporter, he used to be a hot shot but he was fired from the daily globe like more than a year ago after a meltdown. Why did he speak to you as if he still worked there?

"That's why I could remember his name, he interviewed me once during my trial" loki informs you.

"What does he wants from me and should I even see him? Would it hurt the case?" You ask him and he hugs you, he lies down on the bed with you on top of him "You're so considerate princess" he smiles and it makes you blush "maybe he knows something, and can help with whereabouts of Carla" loki says to you and you nod. So you call him and agree to meet him, ofcourse lo won't let you go see him alone. He would go with you. You don't have to worry about it tonight though. Things are getting messier everyday, all because of a stupid narcissistic abusive woman. You miss how blissful your life used to be when it was just you and loki.

"Y/n" you hear Loki's voice and turn around to see him standing with flowers in his hands. Loki picks you up everyday after work to drop you home, you live in a not so safe neighborhood and that worries him, you can't afford anything better and he wanted to help but you're not going to take his money, that's just wrong. Are those flowers for you? Is he finally going to tell you he likes you more than just a friend? Your friendship with loki grew so quickly in last month ever since he came back to see you. Sometimes you couldn't believe someone like him actually enjoyed spending time with you.

"Loki hi" you smile and he approached you. "These are for you, I remember you telling me how much you liked them" he raises his hands up and you take it from him and give it a sniff. "It's beautiful loki, thank you" you smile and it makes him smile too and moments like these are the reasons you're falling more n more for him everyday. His smile is so contagious and you can't help but stare at how pretty he looks like that. "You ready to go home?" He asks you and you nod. On the way you don't say much, your eyes linger over his sharp features as he focuses on driving. If only he knew the kind of thoughts you had in your head about him, he would stop being your friend.

When you reach to your apartment, you finally decide to invite him in. You haven't done it before, you're kind of ashamed of your crappy studio apartment but as much as you know him, he's not the kind of god person who would judge you for that. "Lo would you like to come in and hang out?" Hang out? Smooth. He smiles widely as he hears you "is that going to be my nickname?" He asks you and you smile "only if you like it"

"Ofcourse I do and I would love to hang out y/n" once he settles down, you offer him something to drink "I don't have anything alcoholic, would coffee do?" You ask him and he gives you his signature smile again "do you have black tea?" He asks and you nod. That was the first time you made his tea for him, he hung around and you both talked several things, he didn't ask you out that day but you became closer to him in different ways.

You didnt even realise when thinking about the past made you drift deep into your sleep. Next morning you woke up early with his arms wrapped tightly around you. You both decided to see the brock guy afterall, so you got ready and he took you to the cafe where you were supposed to meet him "He's late, he is 15 minutes late" you look at the time on your phone and your impatience makes loki giggle. Not even a minute later a man runs inside the restaurant and approach your table "hi I'm Eddie, we talked on the phone, sorry I'm late I was dealing with an..uhh emergency" he sits down and shake Loki's hand "Mr loki, wasn't expecting to see you here, don't know if you remember me"

"I actually do that's why we agreed to meet" he responds and you could see Eddie fidgeting alot "I have seen you too but not on tv, I have seen you alot in the store I work at" you raise your eyebrows, he's that weird guy famous for buying chocolates in bulk. "Yeah I have a sweet tooth and lots of nephews..noooo you shut up" he growls and you and loki look at each "are you okay, you seem shaky" you ask him, and he smiles "let's talk about that stupid bitch Carla" you're taken aback by his language and nod your head.

"First of all I'm really sorry about what I'm going to say, it might seem like i was stalking you but I was just keeping an eye on her. Ever since the case was filed against her I was thrilled, I finally found a motivation to do something instead of just wasting my days away drinking and eating chocolates" he zones out for a bit and you look at loki. "Like three weeks ago she visited you in the store right? I was there on the other side of the aisle. I recorded your conversation with her, and it can be a proof of her trying to harrass you mentally, here it is" he passes you a pendrive and you take it from him "why did you do that? What beef you have with her?" You ask him curiously and he sighs and then seem irritated again "no we are not going to eat her, shut up" he bangs his hands on the table and loki glares at him "can you please calm down mr brock, there's a lady here" loki warns him, god hes hot when he's angry "I'm so sorry, I just don't like the food here so we won't eat here" he sighs but he is still fidgeting.

You keep your hand over his in a soothing calming way and he calms down instantly, maybe he's on drugs or drunk. Loki's eyes goes straight towards your hands, you're touching him like that, with so much of care, that's how you assured him too when he came to the store and told you about carla "Eddie relax please ? I know you're going through something but just take a deep breath and focus on me, I find it really helpful to focus on a particular thing or a person during anxious moments" you say calmly and he looks at you. You could feel Loki's eyes on you, is he jealous? He shouldn't be you're just trying to help him. "Okay thank you y/n, that was helpful" you leave his hands when he seems less fidgety "you asked me what beef I have with her?" He says to you both and you nod. "The same beef Mr loki have here" your raise your eyebrows at the revelation, did he date Carla, is he one of the ex of hers? This could be huge for the case, if a past victim comes out and that too with proof, there's no way she'll get away with this. He takes out his phone and shows you a picture of him with a black eye and you wince "she did that?"you ask him and he nods "did you ever get hit or just the good old emotional abuse?" He asks loki and loki looks away "I heal instantly from mortal injuries and I never thought of having a proof, I didn't even realise I was being abused until recently" you turn to look at him and you hold his hand under the table to soothe him, Loki used to think this was reserved for him but apparently you're like this with every man, he pulls his hand back and it shocks you. Is he really pissed about you holding Eddie's hand to calm him down?

"I can testify, I should have done it a long time ago but she manipulated me, told me she loved me and she can't help it if she have anger issues, told me I would lose my job and my reputation, shouldn't have listened to her, I lost everything anyways" he sighs, you feel awful for him. You should have known loki must not be Carla's first victim, she treated him so horribly she must have done it before "She lost interest in me when she found you, I should have warned you, when I interviewed you and saw her later with you, maybe I should have warned you about the monster in her but I didn't, I did nothing but you're willing to fight against her and I can't be quite anymore"

Loki listens to him intently and sighs, he really was just another pawn in her abusive games, she never really cared even a little about him, he was just a new toy to play with and she dropped him when she found another one. And maybe you're like that too but on the opposite end of the spectrum. Maybe you were just looking for a broken sad man to fix, if it was Eddie or someone else that day in the store instead of him, you'd be with him. He doesn't make any difference.

"Thank you Eddie, this is really going to help with the case, only if Carla is found, nobody knows where she is" Loki tells Brock and he sighs, where is she? It cannot be his mother, he just don't want to believe that "I'm trying to figure that out too, I am also in touch with another one of her ex, but she's not willing to come forward and speak about it" he says to you. She ? Did Carla started to abuse woman first and then moved on to men to assert more power. What is this woman. Brock leaves and he gives you a kiss on your hand like an old timey gentlemen and you're taken aback by the reaction "thanks for your generosity today,I'll stay in touch" After your meeting with him, you were going through the evidence Brock gave you, you will have to give it to his lawyers. Loki is awfully quiet and it's giving you an anxiety.

"Lo? Baby?"

"Hmm?"

"Something wrong?" You turn around in your seat and you lift your hand involuntarily to scratch his scalp like you always do but he pulls away.

"I was never special or important was I? That's just how she is with everyone" he says to you and he is talking about Carla but you just know it have to do something with how you comforted Brock.

"Lo are you talking about her or me? You know I was just trying to calm him down right, he was probably on something and that's why he was acting weird, you can't really be jealous about something so silly" you huff and he glares at you, his eyes teary and you regret your words instantly.

"You're right I'm the silly one, always have been, a woman shows me slight affection and I start building fairytales in my head " he chuckles. He's really doing this huh. "Loki baby that's not what I meant, please stop taking everything in wrong way, I don't intend to do that, you know I love you lo" you speak softly and for a moment his eyes softens but he's too deep in his insecurities to see reason.

"You allowed him to kiss you"

"On the hands, it's not like I asked him to, he just did it out of nowhere" you raise your voice a little he's really being silly right now.

"Then maybe I should get kissed by every woman I meet as well, trust me they'll love it" you glare at him and you don't want to argue anymore, this is the pettiest fight you have ever had with him until now. And you don't want to say something hurtful to him, that's one of your major flaws, once you're angry or upset , you say stupid things.

"I'm done with this conversation lo, talk to me when you calm down"

"Maybe squeezing my hand would work, it worked on him and worked so well he had to touch you again" he taunts you and you gasp audibly. You can't believe this. This is ridiculous, especially after everything you both have been through. "Really lo? Really?" You're angry and frustrated now. Once you reach the tower, you storm out of the car and don't even wait for him, but then you have to wait for him at the main entry because you still don't have entry access to the tower, you're not an avenger or anyone important. He's going to regret this, he just knows he's going to regret hurting you like this, you were just trying to help him, nothing more, but his possessiveness for you knows no bounds, you're his and his only.

"I'm going to hang out with wan, I can't be around you right now" you say to him, and the look he gave you made you want to run to him and shower him with affections until he's ridden of these stupid thoughts but you just know you're going to fight again and that's the last thing you want. You leave him to ponder over what he did.

So that's how it's going to start, that's how he is going to push you away, that's how he's going to make you love him less n less everyday till you don't feel anything for him. He can't keep his happiness for long can he? He have to ruin the best thing in his life, just because he's an insecure ass. Few hours away from you drove him crazy, he realised what a huge ass he has been, you're going through all this trouble for him, atleast you had peace in your life before him but now you have to deal with his superhero job, his admirers, his court cases and on the top of it his insecurities.

Once you calm down you start missing him like crazy, he's your baby and he's hurting and doubting your love for him and you should be there to calm him down. You say goodnight to wanda and you make your way towards Loki's room. Once you get inside, it's very dimly lit but you can see him in the center of the room, right next to his bed, on the floor. He was on his knees, his palm placed in his lap, he wasn't wearing a shirt or a pant, just his boxers, God hes beautiful like that, Kinky little baby "lo what are you doing baby" you ask him as you get closer to him "Trying to apologise princess" he says softly and his face makes you want to ravage him until he can't take it anymore. You sigh and walk over to him. He's looking down so you grab the back of his neck and makes him look at you. Yeah definitely going to destroy him.

"So you're almost naked on your knees because you want to apologise?" You rub your thumbs over his lips and he shudders "mmm want to pleasure you, you do so much for me, put up with so much because of me and I disappoint you, don't deserve you" he speaks softly and it hurts you, you never want him to feel that way, never want him to feel like you pity him, you love him so much, everything you do you do it because you love him crazily "Don't say that sweet baby, that hurts me, you don't disappoint me lo, never, you felt bad when I held his hand?" You ask him and he nods, his eyes tearing up at the memory. He don't want to think about it "So bad, I thought that was only reserved for me, but that's insensitive of me to think that you wouldn't or shouldn't be how you are. You are a caring loving person and that's just who you are princess and I'm sorry I tried to possess you as if you're a thing, a property to be kept, you're a goddess and you deserve to be treated as such" he kisses your fingertips one by one once he's done talking "oh sweet baby, you know I'm all yours right, you treat me so good and I'll be your property if you would want me to be, I'll let you brand me with your name if it makes you happy" the thought hardens him instantly, how could you still be dominant even though you're talking about him marking you permanently "you never have to think about me treating someone else the way I treat you, I could never sweet love, I could never in my life feel how I feel about you, with you, could never give myself the way I give to you, can never trust or fall for someone like I did with you, you're you loki and I'm blessed, there are no men like you, I love you insanely" you mumble softly and you lean down to kiss him. He kisses you back, his hands still on his lap, god hes the subbiest sub there ever could be.

"Princess, needs to pay for hurting you, need to be your pet, need to submit to you please princess, let me worship you" he pleads you and how can you ever deny when he is like this, when he looks like this. You compose yourself and if he wants to submit you're going to fulfill his desires and make him submit properly "you were forgiven as soon as I entered the room lo, you're my good boy right? You're always my perfect boy" you caress his hair and he moans your name. So soft, so so gentle, he wants to combust. "Princess pleaseee" he whines and it makes you smile, he looks so desperate.

You undress yourself slowly and he watches you take your dress off until you're just in your lingerie. "If you want to be my pet lo, be a pet properly, where is your collar?" You ask him and his eyes widens, you want to put him in a collar, maybe even a leash someday, god he is so painfully hard at the thought. He conjures one as soon as the words left your mouth, black leather strapped around his neck. He's so hot and you need him. "Such a good little pet you're, the best one lo, look at you,so so pretty for me" he whines at the praise and you push your thumb in his mouth, he sucks on it. The filth you had in your head after that, you couldn't even believe your own depravity. "God lo ..you be like this for me and then you doubt my love for you, think that I'll ever be able to not love you?" He looks at you with his big innocent eyes and you can't wait anymore "make me cum in your mouth lo" you command him and he squeals, you feel his mouth below your abdomen and he pulls your panties down . You step out of it and kick it with your legs behind you.

Your dripping soaked cunt makes his mouth water, he needs to have his fill, he needs to drink all of you, he pulls you in by grabbing your ass and his mouth starts to suck on your lips slowly. You moan loudly as you feel him "ohh god, such a perfect pet, making me feel so good baby" you praise him and that motivates him to go faster, he licks and sucks harshly on your cunt and then you feel his tongue inside you. He lifts one of your legs up and wrap it around his shoulder so he have better access. You won't last long, the sight of him so lost in you is enough to drive you over the edge, the humming noises he is making as he eats you is like music to your ears "gonna cum lo, gonna fill your mouth, drink it all thirsty baby" you mumble as you let go finally. He grabs onto your legs, supporting you , he knows you're weak in the knees after that. His mouth is covered in your juices and he's admiring every little reaction of yours. Your body shaking, your head thrown back.

"Fuck lo that was so good, such a good boy" he whimpers at the praise. You look down and his cock is so hard in the confinement of his boxers..you rub his cock with your feet slightly and he could have cum right then if he had your permission "oh nornsss princess pleasee" he whines and sob a little at the sensation..he's so close to the edge, eating you out like that and feeding on your nectar already made him lose all his senses "think you can cum like this lo, with my feet rubbing your cock? " You ask him and he just sobs in revert "pleaseeee pleaseee I need to" he pleads with you and he looks so ruined you love it. You can reduce him to this and he allows you to. You ask him to get completely naked and he does it instantly. You lay him down on the floor itself and you start riding him hard n fast. Both of your moans fills the room and you lift him up by pulling his collar, you wrap your arms around him "cum my pet, cum for me, now" and he does quickly, he let go and you feel him filling you up to the brim, his cock twitching inside you. He is spent, completely spent, physically, emotionally, his soul is spent and it's yours, he wraps his arms around you and lie down with you on top of him so you both can catch your breath.

"I love you so much princess, can't ever lose you" he mumbles softly and you kiss his forehead "you think I can be without my sweet baby? Never, I love you so damn much" he smiles as he hears you "take this off baby, need to pamper you with neck kisses" you point towards his collar and you could see the blush on his cheeks "that was so kinky" he giggles. You take care of him and he takes care of you after that and you realise that no matter what happens, or how much you fight, you both will be okay as long as you have each other. You both will be okay.

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"Please let me go, I'll do whatever you want me to do pleasse just let me go" Carla pulls on her chains that were used to bind her, she has been in the dark cell from a week now. She have no idea where she is and who these people are, but they are not humans. A figure approached her inside the cell and she cowers in the corner.

"Tch tch tch mortal, do not be frightened, all this pain will lead to fruition, mercy will be bestowed upon you if you devote yourself to us" the figure taunts her.

"What do you want I'll do anything pleease" she cries and screams.

"What's his weakness mortal? What is that one thing that brings the god of mischief to his knees?"

"Is that why you tortured me you bastard, I could have given that information for free you asshole" she starts screaming as she feels immense burning pain in head. "Stop please stop I'll tell you I'll tell you, it's not what ,it's a who, his weakness is not a thing or a power he possesses, it's a woman"

"Go on ,mortal, share"

"Y/n Y/l/n"