Chapter 7
It's been two weeks since you got back together with loki and you both couldn't have been happier. You both fell into the old routine you had before the shit storm named Carla fucked it up. You would go to work, miss him terribly for 8 hours and then he would pick you up. When he didn't have to be at the tower he would be at your place, called it his home, that sweet precious baby. Sometimes you would come back to your apartment squeaky clean and bath ready. Then you would be pampered, fed and loved untill you fall deep in slumber, safe in his arms. And sometimes when you would be in a certain mood which to be honest happened quite frequently, you would strip him down, tell him what a good boy he has been all day and pleasure him until he is floating deep into his happy subby space.
Your new workplace was much better than the old one, it also had very distinct group of people. Your manager was very nice, though clueless at times, and there was this whole "will they won't they get together" thing with two of your coworkers and it was quite entertaining. You loved working here. But sometimes you can't help but wonder if you had a stable family and you went to college, would you have done something more? Maybe become a doctor or a lawyer. That reminds you of Carla though, she's the worst person you have ever met in your life. You still can't believe she would ever put your lo through all this, did her heart not hurt when she did that? Did her heart not clench when he would be on his knees crying and begging, asking to be forgiven for things he didn't do wrong? Just the thought of it makes you enraged and give you murderous thoughts.
Once Loki got hurt during a mission so he went straight to you like always, however on his way, a certain memory played in his head over n over again "hey angel, can I come in?" Loki asked as he winced from the pain he had in his arm, he just got back from a mission and he was hit with a giant high tech spear of some kind "yeah sure what happened?" She asked him and he told her about the mission and how he got hurt "okay well that's bad, but I was working on a case that needs my full attention so can you just stay quiet while you are here ? And don't sit on the couch please, it's white and also god you need to shower, you know what can you stay in the bathtub until you heal? you're kind of bleeding on my floor" so he did everything she asked
He snapped out of his thoughts as he reached home. You. "Baby you're hurt badly" you were hyperventilating and pacing in your apartment, your voice cracking as you see the gash he had in his stomach "you don't need me,you need a hospital loki, let's go please?" you told him worried sick about the state he was in "princess calm down and come here okay?come to me please?" You have seen him hurt before but never this badly, all that blood made you lose your mind, he was on a mission and he saw a child almost getting crushed to death but he stepped in and got himself hurt. You walk up to him, your face tear-strickened with worry "just patch me up princess like you always do and I'll heal sooner than you think, I know it looks bad but trust me with this okay?" He said softly, he wanted to hold you and calm you down, he hated seeing you like this. So you did what he asked and then you hugged him carefully not wanting to hurt his wound. Your mind went to alot of dark places, what if the the stab was deeper? what if he was stabbed through his heart? Thought of him dying made you want to never let him go out again
"I'm okay sweetheart and I'm right here with you, not going anywhere okay ?" He said softly and you nod as you sobbed "Also I'm sorry I stink, all that adrenaline made me sweat profusely, I should shower " he scrunched his nose and it made you smile a little, always so soft n polite "you just smell funky, honestly I was getting sick of you smelling so damn good all the time" you roll your eyes as you continue to talk and it makes him give you that sweet smile that makes your heart skip a beat "it's natural and never ever apologise to me when you're like this, as if you didn't just come back from saving lives, just let me stay here around you for few minutes okay? Then I'll prepare a bath for you, just how you like, with lots of bubbles" he adores you, he's completely insanely wholly besotted with you at this point, you kept your head on his shoulders like that for however long you needed to and soon he started to heal more n more, some frost giant genes he said. And then he was okay, so you pampered him in the best ways you knew how.
"Don't think I have ever told you this but I love your marks too" he mumbled as his lips trailed over the stretch marks you had on your thighs. You have your day off today and both of you just wanted to stay in, being as close as you can with each other "you do?" You smile "mmhm they make you look fierce which you truly are, love every inch of you my goddess" he crawls up and kisses you softly and you run your fingers through his scalp, scratching it gently "you're truly kind lo, my ex never said anything ever about them but on my birthday once he gifted me hell loads of beauty products, and I liked most of them but that included an oil or something that's supposed to get rid of the stretch marks and that made me sad, so I confronted him and he just flipped out" you stop talking and he caresses your cheeks with his thumbs as he kissed you softly, his heart hurting at the thought of someone making you doubt your self worth, his soft kind princess who didn't deserve it from anyone and then the last thing you said made him angry "did he hurt you princess?"
"No not physically atleast, but he said that just because we were together that doesn't mean he have to love even the ugly parts of me, he was my first serious relationship and I was so crazy about him up until that point, then he soon cheated on me so good riddance" you chuckle. "He sounds like someone I would love to have one on one with, That's the whole meaning of loving someone, you have to love every little inch of the person you're with, and there are no ugliness anywhere in you, I hope I make you feel loved my princess, never want you to feel any lesser than that ever" he says softly as he suck a mark on your neck. "You always do lo, i have never felt how I feel with you, you make me feel so beautiful, all the time" you speak softly and feel him going down "let me worship you sweetheart, let me show you how much I relish every little thing about you" and he did, he traced every mark you had on your body with his lips, kissing each n every one of them and then sucked on your clit untill you were dripping and his face was covered with your juices, then he turned into his ice baby form and made you sit on his face and made you cum until you couldn't anymore. "God lo that's it, that's enough, I can't anymore please" it was your turn to beg him for a change "Give me one more princess, you look so tempting from here, give me one more or I'll tie you up and make you cum all night I swear" and that promise made you cum once more.
"Let me braid your hair baby" you were giving him a head massage once when running your fingers through his soft silky hair made you want to braid his hair "mmm okay princess, will I look good?" He asks as he turns his head to look at you "I don't think it's possible for you to look bad " you giggle and combed his hair then made a French braid, he purred everytime he felt your fingers on his scalp, you took few of the strands out in front after you were done and he looked gorgeous like always, but the braid somehow made him look even more pure, and he liked it too, loved it, after that he would ask you to braid his hair whenever he wanted. Life was too close to being perfect again, and you couldn't help but feel scared sometimes. You were both away from each other and the love you had for him only grew instead, him being the literal embodiment of pure sunshine didn't help either. Once he came to you , with a very serious stoic expression and asked you a question, he often did whenever he was confused about some earthly matter "princess?" He looks at you intently "Mmmhm?" You look at him thinking he's confused about something "what does it means? If someone texted ' you're being a hoe..BIG HOE' to me?" You spat out the water you just took a sip of, his focused expression as if he was taking an advice on very intellectual subject made you die from laughter "oh sweet baby who texted you that, I'm gonna kick his or her ass" you asked him and he showed you the back n forth bantering him n clint were having about something , so you explained him and boy he was so offended that he called Clint to explain why he wasn't a hoe , you couldn't stop yourself from giggling at how cute he was being "can you believe it? How rude is that? I'm not a hoe " he huffs and you give him a hug "definitely not" you smile and bit your lips as you were trying to not laugh. Yeah life really was perfect in that moment.
He was lost deep in his thoughts while you were cooking and it made you wonder what he was thinking, "lo? What's wrong baby?" You ask him softly and he looks down "there's something I should tell you" he says , his voice low as if he was afraid "Carla keeps calling me, she wants to see me again, also sends me messages on my device" he said softly, he didn't want you to be upset. As soon as you heard that she was trying to trap him in again, you felt your blood boiling. Hasn't she done enough? What does she wants now ? "Do you still talk to her?" You walk up to the counter he sat on in the kitchen, he was helping you chop veggies for the dish you were making "I don't pick up her calls or open the written messages princess, I swear" he says to you and you hug him tightly "I know you don't love, I didn't mean it like that, I just want her to stop bothering you okay? Can I see your phone?" You tell him and he nods and when you checked, all the texts were unread as he said so you open it and everything you read made you furious "loki stop avoiding me, you know I love you" "you'll never have anyone like me again considering you look like that in your natural state, I'm willing to accept you" "I'll always be better than her loki, you need me" "loki I miss your cock sweetie, come I'm waiting ;)" and there was a nude attached to that text, a fucking nude. "Loki you better return my calls or else I would do something you wouldn't like"
How dare she? There is something very sinister about her, something very wrong wrong and you couldn't have been happier that loki was out from her clutches and avoided her completely, some of the texts were from back when you two weren't together but he didn't respond to any of them. You so wanted to delete them but your gut told you to keep them as proof against her in case she pulled a scene again. "Lo baby, don't read any of that okay? I took screenshot of these texts n calls just for proof but still don't delete any of them, she's truly insane lo, why did you ever like her?" You ask him and he looked down as he got lost in his thoughts, you shouldn't have said that. You're saying all the wrong things today.
"Loki, Hi, I am Carla Davidson and I'm going to be your defendant and help you get cleared from your case against the state of New York" she introduced herself and loki shook her hand. This woman right in front of him was gorgeous and she had a smile on her face, something loki wasn't used to from mortals, after what he did he didn't even feel like he deserved their sympathy in the least. While she worked on his case, they met alot professionally but sometimes she would praise him, tell him how good he was doing, and how she was going to help him get through this. She was really nice to him, once she invited him to her house to talk something about the case and then she kissed him, he hasn't been touched in years at the point, he wasn't a virgin, ofcourse he have had sexual relationships before but that's just what it was, sexual. So when she kissed him so intimately he felt something he haven't felt before, after that day loki started to fall more n more for her, but few weeks into the relationship she started to show her true colours, Started to be mean to him, started to Gaslight him.
"Well when Tony hired her and her management to take my case, she was nice to me, she was really nice in the beginning, I don't know what happened afterwards, I could never understand why she would get so upset or mad" he said to you and you hug him "I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that,and none of it was your fault, none of it, it's just she's the worst person I have ever seen in my life" and she is, you can't help but wonder what she's planning to do, because it's been months and she's still sending him texts and calls, she's upto something. "I'm sorry princess, should have told you before, just don't want you worried okay?" He says to you and you nod. You really wanted to have a revenge and do something, as you planned but loki pleaded you to let it go and forget it, he didn't want things to get escalated and have you in danger again. That night loki had a nightmare and you woke up to him shaking and sweating in his sleep as he kept mumbling your name. So you woke him up gently and held onto him till he stopped shaking but he wouldn't share the dream "whatever you saw, it's not real, It's just a nightmare baby, you're safe " you cooed in his ears and he nodded as he held you by your waist tightly, almost crushing you. It was about you leaving him forever, leaving him alone, you dying in his arms but he didn't tell you that.
"You look very pretty princess, need to have you soon" he whispered in your ear as you slow danced with him "thank you baby, and thank you for buying me this beautiful dress and of course you can have me anywhere you want, however you want, whenever you want" you whisper seductively in his ears and he smiles, "whenever? Anywhere? How risque of you.. mischievous minx" he mumbles and his voice makes you shiver. You both were at the tower celebrating Tony and pep's engagement . "Argggh you two are disgustingly cute" you smiled as you heard wanda and you look behind you , she was dancing with vision. They finally started dating but only Clint and you two knew about that.
Then Tony received a call from one of the publicist that handled Avengers affairs in media "watch the news, what the fuck did he do ?" He heard on the phone, the publicist was angry about something so Tony quickly shut the music off and turned the tv on and he shouldn't have. "Guys something happened"
"Yeah he would beat me up for no reason, I have proof and he blackmailed and threatened to rape me and kill me if I didn't do what he said" everyone gasps as they showed a picture of loki and carla together, his arms around her. "Why did it take you so long to come out with this?" The journalist interviewing her asked "why? Do I need to say more? I was afraid beyond measures, did we all forget what happened in new york, what he did? He's from some other planet, he is powerful, a monster still lives inside him and I have seen it, he never changed, I thought he could but he didn't, I'm heartbroken" she wiped her fake tears as she finished, you feel Loki's hand clutching you tightly "is this the reality of our almighty Avengers? Is that how they are behind closed doors?watch as high profile lawyer Carla Davidson reveals the truth about Loki Odinson from Asgard, the full interview tonight at 9 only on CNN"
God That BITCH.