Chapter 8
"So that happened huh" Tony sighs and he turns around to look at loki, all eyes were on him at this point and you just knew he must be feeling humiliated. You interlocked your fingers with his and that made him look at you "I did nothing like that princess, you have to trust me" he says to you and his voice devastates you "you really think you have to justify that to me lo?" You mumble softly and squeeze his hand assuringly.
"He did nothing" you look around and then you heard an unanimous "we know" in agreement and that made you feel better. His people believes him atleast. "What are we going to do,what is she doing? Why is she doing this? What kind of person stoop this low? Why is this happening?" You blab mindlessly, you are so furious, so upset, so mad, why wouldn't she let you two live? Why she wouldn't let him live? Loki feels you slipping out and gives you a tight hug to assure you that he was still there and that he wouldn't let go.
"Stark, Virginia I'm so sorry for disrupting this little gathering of yours , we will take our leave " he says to both of them. "Are you kidding me right now ? Screw the party, no offense pep I love you so much"
"Oh none taken trust me" she smiles
" We are going to figure out what to do about this, also mark is going crazy, it's going to be a big scandal and the media is eating it up"
Tony turns the tv back on and flipped through several new channels, the news have spread like a wildfire, "let's go find out what general public thinks about the incident, jake what's the public's reaction?" The news caster asks the reporter, "reviews are mixed around here Paul, but mostly in the favor of miss davidson, she's standing on a solid ground here, she's a high profile lawyer with a clean record and she's a woman. And did we really forget how much loki have made us suffer when he arrived?" Loki hears the last part and it saddens him, no matter what he does, he's never going to be forgiven.
"Let's go ask people what they think "
"Excuse me what do you guys think about the claim Carla have against loki from Asgard?" He asks a woman passing by, she looked around your age, she had her friends with her too "does she have a proof? " She asks, woman of sense you see "I don't think abuse victims should be blamed if they don't have the proof" other one said "I don't know, I mean these are literal gods from like other planets, who knows what they are like" the third one said and the reporter moves to other people with the same question.
"What we need is a world where such powerful beings shouldn't exist, I'm with Carla, I feel for her"
"Isn't he like a terrorist? Why are we surprised?"
"I don't trust that woman, btw loki if you're watching this oh my god you're very hot, and I support you" one girl said as she giggles and squeals, Tony raised his eyebrows and grinned as he looked at loki. Lo was embarrassed to say the least. And You, well, you knew this day would come sooner or later, he's too attractive to go unnoticed.
"Loki saved my grandchild's life and he wasn't afraid to sacrifice himself to do so, Carla Davidson, I hope karma gets you, that's all I want to say" you hear the elderly woman and it makes you feel better, it's just the whole media circus, cancel culture and the the belief that men can't be abused is what pissing you off plus, you don't know what she's going to say more in her interview, she have done enough damage.
All the avengers along with loki went to see their publicist to tackle with the situation and do damage control. And you sat in his room waiting for him to come back so you can make him feel better, it's 7 pm, the interview will air at 9 and it makes you very anxious. You're also worried about how loki must be feeling about all this, he just started to smile again and be genuinely happy and she's here to destroy that again. After few minutes loki comes back and you run towards him to give him a hug , he hugs you back tightly and put his head down on your shoulder, his princess was here and that's all he needed. "Lo baby, you okay? Everything will be okay I promise" you can't, you don't know what's going to happen but you know that you just want him to feel better.
"Princess can I ask you a question?" He asks you as he pulls away from the hug "anything love" you caress his cheeks with your thumbs lovingly "was I abused? By Carla?" He asks you like a child and it breaks your heart. He clearly was mentally and emotionally abused by Carla, she gaslighted him into believing that everything was his fault. But how do you answer that ? How do you tell the man you love,that the woman he thought cared about him at some point didn't care about him at all. That he was just another pawn in her sadistic and cruel mind games. "Loki none of it was your fault okay?"
"But I am a man, how can I be abused? I'm not supposed to be abused, I cannot be the victim of abuse by a woman especially a mortal" he whispers and the tone of his voice breaks your heart completely "I know, that's how the society is, that men are too strong to be abused , that a woman can never be in the shoes of an abuser, but it happens, it happens everyday with many, but most of them are in denial and the toxic masculinity stops them from opening up about it" you say to him and hug him tightly "lo? Did she ever hit you ?" you were not even sure if you even wanted to know the answer but you needed to know, you needed to know every horrible thing she subjected him to. He pulls away from the hug and walks towards his bed, he needed to sit down. "Sometimes when she would be mad about something, she would try n punch me but she would apologise later, but mostly in bed, she said it wasnt because she was mad,it was one of her sexual kinks, that she desired to do this to me, that it made her feel so good when I would allow her to strike me, that it made me good and worthy of her" he spoke to you but he wasn't looking at you, he was ashamed of they way he allowed her to treat him. Your heart breaks at his confession, all this time you thought he was only treated horribly psychologically but nope he was abused physically too and he didn't even realise that "Did you consent to her kinks lo?" You walk to him and sit down on the floor in front of him, you kept your hands on his knees as you asked "lo did you consent to her kinks? Did you want her to do that?" You ask him and he nodded in no, he buried his face in his palm, he was so upset, so frustrated. "I don't like being hit like that in bed, no, reminded me of things I tried so hard to forget, maybe lightly, but never liked being hit as hard as she used to, it was more of a pain then pleasure but I did it because it made her happy, she would be so happy and it made me happy, I was supposed to make her happy right" he mumbles and you caressed his thighs in the assuring manner, ofcourse he didn't like her sadism, he was a gentle affectionate man, he didn't like being downright mean to you even when he was fucking you rough he would be soft in his own sweet ways, and he always wanted to be smothered in love and get drowned in affection filled with gentle touches, caresses and kisses. But she never gave him that did she? Only took it from him however she wanted.
"A relationship is a two way street lo, if you don't like something and you don't feel comfortable with something, you don't have to do it okay? No matter how much I want to do it, if my partner is not comfortable I am supposed to be considerate. Anything that's happening without your consent and making you feel horrible is wrong and criminal, it wasn't love lo, it was abuse because you didn't consent to it" you say to him softly and you sat on top of him to hug him as tightly as you could, you needed him to feel the love , the affection, he needed to know that none of it was his fault. You feel his arms wrap around your waist, as you hugged him.
Always so soft and gentle, you never made him feel bad about anything, from day 1, from the first time you both got intimate, you were so considerate and loving of his wants, you never asked, never demanded anything. Just loved him selflessly. He puts his head up from your shoulder and kisses you softly which soon turns heated, he needed to forget, he needed to feel the touch of his sweet princess..he needed to get drowsy with your taste.
"Princess, need you, please" he whispered between the kisses as he continued to kiss the side of your mouth. You feel his hands squeeze your breasts and that makes you moan loudly. You would give him the world if he asked you to but he was vulnerable right now and last thing you wanted was for him to feel used again "lo baby you know I want to, but we don't have to do it right now okay?" You whisper as you wiped a tear that fell on his red cheeks. "I want to, need to feel you around me, need to be inside your warmth, please princess?" He whisper again as he continued to kiss you and how can you deny, he is hurting and you want him to feel better, to make him forget all the pain. "Let me take care of you okay?" You slowly unbutton his shirt one by one, awfully slower than usual, with your mouth kissing softly on his neck, the sound of his moans and mentions of your name fills the room. You were not even done unbuttoning him fully when he felt your hands sneak inside his shirt, caressing his chest and back , the feeling of your nails scratching softly over his skin makes him hum then he feels your lips on his, and then your tongue inside his mouth, at one point he felt your lips sucking onto his tongue and he almost came at the intimacy, when you finally pull away you palm his hardened cock and give it a squeeze , then you rub him, making sure he feels the sensation. He bends backwards a little, supporting his weight on his elbows and god he is beautiful, he's so beautiful you want to swallow him whole.
"You're gorgeous lo, did you hear that girl on the news today? She thinks you're hot, she probably makes herself cum thinking about having you like this" you mumble, you don't know where that came from, you were jealous, he was yours to love and fuck, he was yours to adore. You pull his shirt out that was tucked under his pants as you lay on top of him, you started to kiss your way down from his forehead. "She probably thinks about your hard big cock pumping in and out of her every night" you whisper as you peck him on the lips, but he didn't want anyone that wasn't you, if looks could kill, you would have been dead by now, his innocent big doe eyes makes you want to corrupt him in the worst ways possible "you want to know how I know that?" You ask him and he nods in no "because that's what I did the day I met you, thought about you all night, your beautiful face, how would you look when I'm pleasuring you, your voice as you moan my name, how would your cock feel inside my cunt, I thought about everything and made myself cum atleast twice, even moaned your name desperately and shamelessly and you didn't even know me properly lo" you put your hands on his neck as you finish talkin' and you hear the loudest whimpering whine you have ever heard from him "oh fuck princess, you're so indecent ..fuck please.. don't stop ..keep talking..keep doing whatever you're doing right now, you're destroying me" he mumbled,his mind hazy and foggy with lust and love for you. His sweet princess thinking about him like that even before they got together, the thought of you making yourself scream his name as you came undone thinking about him made him so painfully aroused and hard.
"Don't want anyone, I only want you princess, I only think about you,only need you, always need you so bad it hurts, tell me that I'm yours princess please, I need to be yours forever" he mumbles as he feels you going down further, he feels your lips right below his belly button. Such a gorgeous beautiful handsome man and he craved you, the thought never failed to make you gush. "Oh you're mine little love, you always will be, you think I'm ever letting you go when you're like this for me? They can only dream about you while I get to ruin you slowly everyday and you would let me hmm ? You would let me do whatever I want hmm" you kiss his cock over his pants and he falls deep into his subspace, the way you're making him feel, the things you're saying to him, nobody can make him feel so good like this, nobody can fulfill his need to submit like this, his need to be yours , to be cradled by you, to be your little pet, to be at your feet while you tell him what a good boy he has been for you, to lose control completely till he is mindless and at your mercy. Only you can. Because he knows he's safe with you, that he can trust you, his sweet princess would never harm him.
"Yes princess please please please, do whatever you want to me, I'm all yours to use and please,ahhh whatever you need princess" he sobs softly, you hate the sound of his cries but not when he is in this state, when you make him sob with pleasures he is in heaven and so are you. You can feel him slipping and you need to make sure he's okay. "Lo ? Baby ? Remind me of our safeword again please" you ask him softly and he opens his eyes to look at you "target" you hear him so soft and meek. "That's a good boy, so good for me, you're so good you know that right" you praise him and the next thing you heard almost made you cum in your panties, you didn't even know you would have this kink "yes mommy please oh please, take me please " he realises a few seconds later what he said and he looks at you as if embarassed, he have never said it before, it just slipped out. "God lo, oh god you're perfect baby, mommy will take care of you don't you worry baby" he watches your reaction and that makes him feel better, you're not turned off , you are turned on by this.
You lay him down on the bed and you unzip him, his cock sprung out , standing tall and erect against his stomach, the tip swollen and leaking, you rub your thumb against his tip, wiping the pre-cum off and you use it as a lube to stroke him slowly. "Undress me baby, use your magic" you command and he waves his hand, one flick and you're naked, the sight of your naked body as you stroke him with your hand makes him want to be inside you as soon as possible. "Please take me princess need to feel your warm quim, need to drown inside you" he whispers and you can't wait anymore, you'll give him whatever he needs in the moment, you line up his cock and proceed to sit down on him, the loud grunt you receive from him was worth the wait. You slowly push him in inch by inch and you feel him grunt and moan everytime you take him an inch deeper. "So big lo, so hard, so perfect" you praise him, and he closes his eyes at the sensation he is feeling "mmm yes that's it, uhh I'm all in you, right where I belong, all yours" he mumbles, his voice almost inaudible. You start to hop up n down on him slowly and you lean down to look at him, you put your hands on the either side of his head and they would come up to caress his hair and cheeks whenever you wanted, you know he would cum soon and so would you, you both need this desperately. You feel his cock twitching inside you and you're so close to exploding. The room gets filled with the aroma of sex mixed with his scent and it's driving you crazy.
"Look at me lo, I need you to look at me while you fill me up with your cum okay?" You command him and he opens his beautiful green eyes instantly, his hands leaves your hips and one of them comes up to hold the back of your neck while the other one squeezes your breasts one by one "so close uhh please so close mommy, can't cum, wouldn't cum, promise" he mumbles and you know he is too far gone in his sub drop and you need to be careful with him. He needs to cum desperately but he wouldn't disobey you or do it without your permission "cum baby, cum inside me, now, you needed my permission right? cum my sweet little baby, fill me up" you hear a loud shrieking moan erupting from him as he let go and you feel his cold cum cooling your insides, no other man could ever do what he does. The sensation makes you break as well , you grab a hold of his hands with yours as you both run your highs, his head thrown back, eyes closed, back arched, the sensation is too much, the climax was too much for him.
After you come down from your high you see him still lost in the pleasure, you caress his hair and run your fingers massaging his scalp "lo, my sweet love, I need you to come back to me okay?" You kiss his forehead softly and he opens his eyes and look at you, he never thought he would ever feel this level of intimacy with anyone but here he is "m here princess" he mumbles meekly and you smile. He wraps his arms around your waist and pull you closer "thank you my darling, thank you so much my princess" he shows his gratitude and you kiss his neck, you won't let him get hurt ever again, atleast not in the way he has been hurt by her "Never have to thank me love, never" once he's completely out of his space you both take a shower, you did make him forget everything for a while but the truth is, devil in the name of Carla is still running havoc and you need a plan.
After you both showered you both go to the living room to watch the infamous interview she did, and everyone was gathered there, thor walks up to loki and hugs him. You smile as he does, he needs all the support he can get "don't worry brother, I won't let you go down for such horrible accusations, she have no idea who she's messing with" loki hugs thor back and you all sit down. "Did you two shower together?" Wanda smirks and you give her a look to shut up "that's something couples do sometimes, especially post coitus" nat replies and smile at wanda. Kids.
Your mind can't help but wonder, what proof does she have? Loki never put his hands on her so how can she have proof, your heart was in your mouth, she is a lawyer, this is her job, maybe she planted fake evidence somehow. "Well I Can't say I didn't warn ya loke, she's batshit crazy" Clint exclaims and you glare at him "what? I warned him in the beginning itself, something just felt off about her, something.."
"Sinister" you finish for him and he nods "I know" .
You heard the interview starting and you all focus on the tv, you sat too close to him, his arm was around your shoulder and you intertwined your fingers with his "welcome to our prime time segment, this is 'tell all' and I'm your host Jonah mckain. Domestic violence happens everywhere, everyday ,but it doesn't get talked about as often as it should, some people are afraid to even come out with the abuse they faced, but today we have the lawyer Carla Davidson with us today who is a perfect example of bravery. Independent successful women can be victim of abuse too and carla will reveal today how she fell into the trap of the demigod from Asgard, Loki Odinson, hi Carla welcome to the show"
Everything you heard from the host pissed you off, they have already decided that he abused her, they have no proof, no theory for the claims but they are already making her out to be the victim. "Thank you for giving me the voice, I know that what I say today will help millions of women like me who are suffering and going through the same thing" she smiles, she's so god damned fake it's crazy.
"How did it started, tell us how you guys met"
"Well I was hired by Tony stark to work on his case, and that's how we met, I did my best to get him out from the crimes he committed, under Thanos's influence or not, he was still a criminal and he is a charming man, aren't they all?" She laughs as she pretends to tear up. She's a good actress you have to give it to her. "So we became friends and he wanted more, at first i was afraid but then I saw a different side of him and thought he is not what I'm assuming him to be but I wish now that I listened to my gut instead of my heart, mere few weeks into our relationship he hit me for the first time during sex, told me that it made him hard to do that, and I convinced myself that it was just sexual but.." she weeps as she pretends to get overwhelmed "but then he would do it outside of bedroom as well and he was so powerful, he is not a normal man, he's is a sorcerer so I was afraid and did everything he asked, took everything he gave me"
Then they showed the whole segment we saw in the evening and the journalist asked her to show the proof and as I assumed there were none "I have proof, and the proof is me sitting here baring my soul in front of the world, I'm not here to victimize myself, I'm here to show all the ladies out there that you can fight back, you can escape and get back on your feet and.."
"That's it " you turn the tv off and stood up "she got nothing I knew it yes..the bitch have nothing on him" you get excited and everyone stares at you, loki have a little smile on his face, she just wanted to humiliate him and hurt his ego in public, and ofcourse the media would get in frenzy, they love the circus, she must have paid them and she knew loki wont harm her "we can get her down right? We can file a defamation case against her right? While we are at it also charge her for physical and psychological abuse ? I have the proof of her tormenting loki these past few months, I have all the texts all the voicemails, the harrassing texts, the nudes" You stop talking and Tony grins "you're one smart cookie, and we can definitely do everything she said, she have done her research, well done y/n" you jump excitedly as you hear tony , you're finally going to give her the taste of her own medicine. "But wait does loki wants this? Are you comfortable with everyone finding this out? " Thor questions and you go down in front of him to look at loki , he was lost in his thoughts, he looks at you as you plead him with your eyes to take the stand.
"I do brother, I'm done with her evil schemes, I'm going to fight back and I'm going to stand up for myself and I want payback for what she did with me and my princess, I'm so exhausted" he says sternly and you smile through your tears. It's finally going to happen, she'll finally be out of your lives for good. The sudden surge of confidence that soared in him makes him want to give you everything, if it wasn't for you he would have let it go, he wouldn't have done anything but he can't let himself down anymore, and most importantly he won't let you down anymore.
"Let's do this lo"