Chapter 3
That night, after you stopped kissing loki, well for a minute, you realised making him moan into your mouth was probably one of the hottest sound you will ever hear. So you proceeded to sit him over the couch, while you sat on top of him. Showering him with affection as best as you can, and that included, lots of kissing, so much of kissing, he loved being kissed, it made him feel closer to you, and when you sucked on his neck every whimpering sound he made just turned you on more n more, and when your hips bucked into his and you heard that breathy mention of your name come from his mouth you almost came. You thought about him, everyday,every night since you met, it wasn’t fair, he was your friend, you felt dirty thinking about him like that, but how couldn’t you, he was irresistible. Especially when he looked at you with his big doe eyes like you were the best thing to ever exist, you couldn’t help but wonder how he would look at you as he came inside you.
He loved it, he loved you, not that he was going to confess so soon but he loved everything you were doing to him in that moment. He would let you break him down and build him back up over n over again if that meant that you would be like this for him, on him, all over him. He heard you moaning everytime he did, you told him how turned on you were when he moaned, best sound you had ever heard, that’s what you said. He roamed his hand everywhere, clutched everything he could, bit wherever he wanted and god you let him, you didnt deny, you didn’t reject, you didn’t turn him away. He wasn’t used to this, he wasn’t used to receiving, he always gave, and gave to Carla but she never made him feel the way you did in just last few minutes, as compared to that whole relationship. So loved, so cared for, so beautiful. You were right when you told him he’ll be better, that he’ll be okay and he was more than okay, he was ecstatic. So when his hands wandered under your shirt, and he felt your bare skin, the way you reacted to his touch and threw your head back and bit your lips, the little noise you made, he felt like he was in heaven. And the mess you were making of his neck, he knew when he would look at the marks you gave him, he would think about all the things he would do to you all night, and the things you would do to him.
“Princess, oh my sweet princess, we have to.. stop, as much as I don’t want to, as much as i want to get consumed by you.. I can’t uhh I won’t be able to stop if we keep doing this” he caressed your hair, his voice all soft and broken because of your ministrations on his neck, you put your head up from the crook of his neck, that pale smooth skin turning red and it makes you go crazy with desire to engulf all of him with in you. You look at him and smile “you want to stop my sweet pretty baby?” You bring his hand up to your lips and kiss on his fingertips one by one as you wait for him to answer. How could you make him feel so hot for you just by doing such an innocent gesture, he have never been called that midgardian term of endearment before but he already knows he’s going to want to hear it more n more “I don’t want to but I should, I want to treat you like my princess, because that’s what you are..want to take you out on a proper midgardian date, win you over” he really thinks he hasn’t won you over yet? Hasn’t earned your touch yet? Does he really think you wouldn’t just let him absolutely ruin you completely if he wanted to? He was wrong, But You would love to wait and do it however he liked, however he wanted, whatever made him happy, he deserved to feel that that more than anything. You’re going to make him feel so appreciated, you just want to take away all his pain, ease his trauma, silence that voice in his head that makes him feel like he’s not enough.
Because he’s so much more than that, he’s everything.
So you stopped, and he stayed for a while, you could just tell how happy he was, he couldn’t stop smiling, he stood behind you and held you in his arms while you made his favourite tea for him in the kitchen. His hands wrapped around your waist, his chin rested on your shoulder as he rocked you side to side slowly, kissing your cheeks every now n then. This right here was going to be one of your favourite memories, you just knew. You loved the way he sipped on his tea, the way his pinkie finger stood out as he raised the cup to his lips. Little details. He was made of perfection. “You’re so posh” you giggle and he looks at you “is that a bad thing? Am I being annoying?” He freaks out a little as you say that “no no no lo.. I meant that in a good way, you’re so elegant, everything you do is just classy, it must be the royal asgardian prince in you” you smile and his smile comes back, who hurt him this bad to think that everything was an attack, who told him that he was being annoying when he was just being his pure adorable sunshiny self. Oh you knew who ,that soul sucking bitch he dated. You prayed to the god of thunder thor himself to put you in her path once, just so you can give her a piece of your mind.
You thought he was royal? Oh how wrong you were, he wasn’t an asgardian, he would never be, he was a frost giant, a hedious looking monster. He wants to tell you the truth, he wants to rip the bandaid off and get it over with. But he can’t, not after what happened with Carla. Not that he would ever keep you two in the same space, you were above anything she could ever be, your heart was pure and truly kind unlike hers. He can’t lose you just yet, he just got you. He had to remind himself to not stare for longer then few seconds, oh how beautiful you are, he has never seen you bare faced before but now that he did he wonders why would you even go through all that trouble of masking your pretty face. You were gorgeous in every sense of the word. Carla did hurt him in the worst ways possible and when they broke up all he wanted to do was go back in time somehow and undo it all, but he doesn’t anymore, he would do it all over again if it meant he would end up right here in front of his gorgeous princess.
He finishes his tea and puts his cup down. “I should go princess” he says to you as he gets up but you didn’t want him to, you would miss him terribly. You get up too and engulf him in a bear hug. And it makes him smile. He gives you lots of forehead kisses and he kisses your nose, then finally your lips. And he tasted sweet just like the tea he just had, you were already so addicted to him. “I want to do that too” you whisper as he kisses the side of your mouth softly “what princess?”
“Forehead kisses but you’re so tall and I can’t reach you” you pout and he gives you a little laugh “just ask me to bend down whenever you want princess, or better yet” he picks you up by holding your waist as if you weighed nothing. He wasn’t even struggling. “Mmm I like this” you giggle and hold on to his cheeks as you shower him with affection. Not just forehead, his whole face. He puts you down and you both walk towards the door “uhh is it alright, if I pick you up around 4 tomorrow for our date?” You nod your head in yes. You were so excited for the date, you felt happy, vibrant, after so long you felt like you were living again. All because of him, When he left, you told him to call you once he reached safely, you didn’t need to worry about him, he was way too powerful and would survive whatever mortal dangers lurks outside, but you still worried. You didn’t want him hurt even if it was just a scratch.
On your first date, you dressed up in his favourite colour and he couldn’t believe how gorgeous his human was. He didn’t look any less than a prince charming himself, loki took you to the theme park you always talked about and you two went on each n every ride, giggling, laughing, like kids. You had one of the best days of your life. Then he took you to dinner, he saw how nervous you felt as soon as you both entered the fancy 5 star restaurant he picked. So he decided to ditch it and took you to the place nearby your apartment, where you felt comfortable and relaxed. That’s all he wanted, you being comfortable and relaxed. Then you both went to get ice cream and you realised how yours was melting but his stayed the same, sometimes when you would touch him he would be cold, really cold. But then he would be warm, maybe that’s just how he was build, some asgardian genes. On the way back to your apartment you noticed how tight his grip was on the steering wheel. God he looked so sexy in that tucked in white shirt he wore. His sleeves rolled up to his elbows. You put your passenger seat down a little and leaned backwards, then put your feet up on the dashboard and it made your dress ride up over your thighs. You wanted to mess with him a little, get him all worked up before you let him devour you. Loki didn’t miss your little subtle seductive actions, he turned his head around to glance and he felt himself enticed instantly at the view you were providing him. All that skin you showed off for him, he imagined how would your thighs look wrapped around his head as he sucked on your clit, the look you were giving him right now, you would be the death of him, you wanted to be intimate with him, and you were so willing, then he felt your hands playing with his curls , your fingers scratching his scalp and he wanted to combust right there.
When you reached your apartment, you fumbled with your keys as you tried to open the door, you were nervous, he was a god, you were just a mortal. What if you disappoint him, what if he never wants to sleep with you again after this, you won’t be able to handle it. You stepped inside and he waited for an invitation. Always such a gentleman, even after you tried to seduce him on the way back. You look at him and smile and then you slowly took off your heels. “Are you going to stay there and watch ? I would love to strip down for you but I would rather want you to undress me with your hands” he hears you and he felt himself hardening quickly, he stepped inside and closed the door. His sweet princess, his adorable little princess could also be a commanding minx and god he loved that. He wanted to submit to your every whims and impulses, he would let you do whatever you wanted with him. He was so into you that it hurts him physically to not have you anymore. He kissed you fiercely and picked you up by your waist, you wrapped your legs around him and kiss him back with same ferocity. You needed him, god you needed him. He puts you down on your bed, and you get on your knees, your arms wrapped around his neck as he starts kissing you all over..he traced his lips over every inch of your collarbone, earning soft little moans from you.
“So beautiful princess, you’re the prettiest woman I have ever known, my sweet princess” you smile and bite your lips at the praise and it felt torturous when he took his sweet time before he even unzipped your dress. You wanted him to see you, see all of you, you wanted to show him how he made you feel. When he took off your dress, he stopped to admire how beautiful you looked in the green lingerie. He undresses you slowly and you did the same, if you thought you were crazy about him before, you were completely gone now. He looked as if he was sculpted just perfectly, just right, just how he should be. And His cock, so thick and big, you didn’t think you would be able to fit him in but you’ll die trying if you have to.
He rubbed your clit with his thumb and his fingers played with your lips. every inch of you was perfect to him , you were so wet, dripping all your sweet juices on his fingers, and god you were sweet as he licked on his fingers, the fact that he made you so wet for him drove him crazy. You couldn’t wait anymore you needed him and you needed him now “oh godd lo l, baby I need you so bad, please take me, I can’t wait” you whine and he lays you down gently on the bed. He wasn’t aggressive and that’s exactly what you expected from him, he was gentle just like he was all the time and he was everything you needed. “Don’t worry I’m on pills” oh he wasn’t worried about that, you couldn’t get pregnant as long as he didn’t want to. When you felt his cock inside you the first time, you screamed, he was big, too big and he stretched you out like never before “oh norns, you’re so tight” he almost came when he entered you, you felt perfect, and he could just stay here forever..he slowly started to glide in and out of you and he just knew he wouldn’t last long.
“Feels so good lo, god your cock is perfect my sweet baby, I’m so blessed” you praise him and you hear him panting and moaning at the praise. And that’s when you realised that He liked being praised, he liked being told how good he was being “feels good princess? Not too much?” He asks softly and you look him right in the eyes “no baby, you feel perfect, you’re doing so good lo, making me feel so good, you’re going to make me cum all over your cock, aren’t you?” You praise him further and you hear him groaning and you felt him twitching inside you as he moved slowly. His cock hitting all the right spots “Mmmhm keep talking princess, please, you’re so good to me ,don’t even deserve it ” he increased the pace of his thrusts as he whispered, Oh how could you ever deny him, he really loved being told he was being good, you wanted to see if you could take it further “oh you do baby, don’t you ever dare think that you don’t deserve this, you deserve this and more honey, You’re such a good boy lo, so good for me, my good boy, all mine” as soon as the words left your mouth he came, his whole body shuddered as he did and you felt his cock twitching inside you, rubbing perfectly against your spot, and you let go too. You never saw yourself as being the dominant one in the bed, but you really enjoyed it, enjoyed it more than you have ever enjoyed anything, it was perfect. The look on his face when you called him a good boy, you would cross rivers to see that look on him if you have to.
After that night, you two couldn’t keep your hands off each other, he needed you as much as you needed him. The way you made him feel, he has never felt that way before, the more he got to know you, the more he fell, you were a blessing for him, it’s like the universe finally decided to have mercy on him. You didn’t just praise him in the bed, you showered him with love at every chance you got. You made home cooked meals for him, you became the bigger spoon when he wanted to hide from the world and just disappear with you, with his head between your breasts you would snuggle him and tell him how proud of him you were, and for a moment he would feel enough, for a moment he would feel worthy of you. You took care of him when he would hurt himself during a mission. However he hated how sad you got whenever he got hurt, Sometimes he would just show up at the store, so you could have lunch together and he loved spending all his free time with you. He started to stay at your place more n more and he hugged you whenever he could, as much as he could. He even took you to the tower on occasions, you gasped at everything you saw there, you were nervous about meeting his superhero friends but they were so nice, especially thor. He was truly happy that loki finally found someone. “I like this one, such a contrast to that selfish woman I can’t seem to remember the name of” wow you liked him too just for that sick burn. “Ahh I remember” Clint said “it’s barley” he snickered and you glanced at lo to make sure he was okay with this and he was, he was more than okay. He had you, he was finally content.
“lo?” You call out his name to get his attention, your feet hurts, you didn’t get the chance to sit down even once today at work. Holiday season. You both were on the couch, he sat on one side reading one his books, while you laid down with your feet in his lap “Mmmhm princess?” He looks at you and you pout “my feet hurts” you whine and he uses magic to make his book disappear, you’ll never get used to being with someone who can do stuff like this like it’s nothing. “Let me help then” he smiles and he lifts one of your leg to massage it gently “wow you’re a pro at this lo” you giggle and you feel instant relief as you feel the pressure of his hands “I have actually never done this” he mumbles “ohh yessss lo ..right there oooh” you moan loudly, why did you have to do that, now he is hard. “Aahh yess, can you go lower ,just above the ankle? Oh yeah right there mmmm” you moan again . “If you want me to continue princess, you need to stop with those sexual noises” he looks at you intently and it does something to you. Everytime you two had sex he has never been rough with you, always gentle always submissive, so you can’t help but wonder about the other side of it “mmmmm I’m trying but aaah you’re so good lo” you moan intentionally this time, and he stops.
He lifted both of your legs off of him and climbs up on the couch on the top of you “What did I say about noises princess?” He asks you as he tucks a strand of your hair behind your ears “ummm to not make them?” You whisper, god he is so hot. “and what are you doing?” He rubs your lips with his thumb and you kiss it “I’m still making em” you mumble and he smiles “that’s right, you know that’s bad right, you are my good girl hmm?” Oh god you have never heard his voice like that, now you know why he loves it so much when you praise him. “Mmm want to be good lo, please make me good” you take his thumb into his mouth and suck on it , the sight makes his breath hitch in his chest “oh you are princess, always so good for me, just need a little help, gonna fix the insolence out of you” he bucks his hips into your heated wet core and you moan again, your head thrown back, back arched, you’re the most beautiful sight he has ever had the pleasure of seeing. “Lo baby please” you beg, you’re not sure what you’re begging for “what do you need princess, need my cock? need my mouth? need my fingers? What does my filthy girl wants today hmm? tell me and I’ll give you whatever you need my love” he whispers in your ears, oh you like this you like this alot “mmm your cock please” you beg again and you feel his lips on your neck “where do you want it my puppy?” Oh you could have cum right then, the non usual pet name made you gush in your panties. “Oh god lo” he smirks and sits up and waves his hand, to make both of your clothes disappear. “You were thinking about this weren’t you, wanted me to take control hmm?” He lines up his hard cock and rubs it against your wet dripping lips “you didn’t answer me sweet pup” it’s too much, you needed him and you needed him now “I was lo, I think about you in several dirty ways and all of them ends up with you being in my cunt, need you so bad, pleaseee” you whine and he enters you in one go “such dirty little mouth you have my love, you’re just perfect sweet princess, made of stars and moonlight, I’ll give you everything you’ll ever need so just ask my love” he grunts and moans as he started to move. He held your hips tightly, they’re going to be bruised you just knew, this was new for both of them and it felt thrilling, he was still gentle,still careful, he locks his hands with you and leaned down to kiss you, he couldn’t just help himself, this was his sweet princess and he would always be careful with her, he would never hurt her. He fucked you quick and rough as he satiated your lust over n over again, he just knew what you needed and how much you needed it, let’s just say you didn’t make it to work next day.
Once, he came unannounced to the store right after he started seeing you and one of your co-worker informed him that you were dying from cramps- her words, because of your periods and was resting/hiding in the stock room. Loki has always heard about how words can be triggering, when there is a bad memory attached to a word it can trigger negative emotions and he was triggered. Don’t know why his heart felt heavy as he walked towards the stock room, he didn’t want to see you with some other man, were you done with him? Did he drive you away so soon ? What did he do wrong? You didn’t even know about his true self yet..Just the thought made him want to shrivel up and hide , his princess choosing someone else and leaving him, he wouldn’t be able to take it, he would lose his mind.
But then he entered the room and there you were in the corner of the room, on the floor, your hands clutching your tummy, your tear stained face as you looked up when you heard the door opening. His heart hurting at the sight, Why was he thinking such horrible things about you when you were in pain for real, how could his mind even think about his sweet princess like that. You were not Carla, you could never be, you would never hurt him like that “Lo” you mumble as you groaned in pain. He walked towards you and bend down to pick you up in his arms. You clutched onto him and sobbed in his chest, the pain was unbearable. You took two pain killers already but it was taking its own sweet time to work. “Lo..it hurts..bad” he hears you sobbing and it broke his heart. His sweet princess was in such pain and he couldn’t take it. “I know sweetheart, I know, just let me take care of you okay, I’ll make it better I promise” he lifts you in his arms as he decides to take you home. Didn’t even let you clock out, the pain made you not care. He lays you down in the passenger seat and starts driving towards the apartment. At one of the stop lights, he kept his hand on your swollen belly and you groaned but then it felt cold, almost too cold, like an ice pack. It felt good. How was he doing this? You made a mental note to ask him later. Is it part of his magic? But then you forgot all about it and only remembered how he took care of you that day. How he went back to the store and got all of your favourite things and how he spent the night watching Harry Potter with you as he rubbed your back and fed you your favourite ice cream like a baby, and how he cuddled you and whispered sweet things in your ear as he did. You have never been cared for like this and it felt so good you ended up crying because you loved him so much and then he cried because you were crying and that’s exactly when he professed how much he loved you but he never wanted to see you cry again so you stopped and snuggled him all night as you thanked your stars. Everything felt like a dream, there was no way you had the most wonderful man in the universe by your side.
He would pick you up everyday from work and as soon you both would get inside your apartment he would absolutely smother you with affection “Mmm princess, missed you” he would mumble as he hugged you “missed you more, sweet baby” he was the most adorable person you have ever met and ever will “mmmmm need you princess, need your love, need to give you love, have so much of it” he looked at you and you could see how he scrunched his forehead, as he rubbed his nose with yours. God you wanted to make sweet love to him and then cuddle the life out of him. So you did.
When you finally told him how you didn’t have a good relationship with your parents and how you don’t exactly have many friends apart from him, he brought wanda with him one day. She just lost her brother in the fight against Ultron and she needed a friend as much as you did, and soon you two became very good friends , you two had alot in common. Oh yes there was this Ultron maniac but Avengers fixed it, you had your heart in your mouth while loki was out there fighting with the Avengers.
You didn’t see him for 5 days and it was the longest you have gone without seeing him, you couldn’t even contact him and it was driving you out of your mind. But then finally on day 6th you heard the bell ring and you finally saw him, you finally could breathe properly. He hugged you so tightly and that’s all you needed. He was okay, he was safe and he was here “I’m here love, right here” his voice was so soft, on the verge of tears, he thought about you every minute “mmm thank you because I was losing my head here for a bit” you said what he said to you the first time you met, you giggle through your tears and you feel his thumbs wiping them from your cheeks “I can see why you would be, it was kind of terrifying” you hear him and chuckle, that was the first ever conversation you have had with him and he remembered. You had him even before he realised. Once you both calmed down he showered you in 5 days worth of love and affection and you did the same. He was bruised up and all you wanted to do was take away every pain he felt.
You kissed every little bruise he had on him, and then you made him sob with pleasure as you rode him, you wanted him to feel pampered, you put your hands on his chest , running your fingernails all over him “oh baby, look at you, so beautiful you are, so perfect, so good for me,” you praised him and he started to float in his head, how could you love him so much.. what did he ever do to deserve this, to deserve you. You heard him panting “please y/n, princess, please let me cum, need to fill you up, please miss, haven’t had you in so long ” how could you ever deny a request like that, you can’t, he had no idea how gorgeous he looked like this. The first time you took him in your mouth, he lost his mind, his sweet princess with his cock in her mouth, looking so gorgeous. You made him cum not once not twice but three times that night, in all the ways you could have. Until he was spent completely. And then he spent most of the morning, with his mouth on your pussy, making you cum over n over until you couldn’t cum anymore. Everything was perfect.
“I’m almost done” you tell him as you emptied your locker, as usual he was there to pick you up. “Take your time princess, I’ll wait as long as you want me to” he chuckles on the phone, he was standing outside, waiting for you. His eyes looking for you to appear in his view, He missed you terribly today, it has been a long day for him and all he wanted to do was go home with you, feed you dinner and then love you all night.
“Loki laufeyson, what a surprise” he heard a voice and the shock from it made him drop his phone. You hear the noise and get concerned “lo you okay?” You ask him but you don’t get a response. So you take your bag and rush out quickly.
“What are you doing here?” He asks her, she was the last person he wanted to see today or ever if he was being honest. “Question should be what are you doing here? I live nearby, I’m sure you remember” she smiles and picks up his phone “awnnn do I still make you nervous loki? Oh you dropped your, what did you used to call it? Yeah Cellular device right?” She laughs and he put his hand forward to take it but she snatches it back to observe it “Oh no it’s broken, reminds me of this guy I used to date” She smirks and gets closer to him and he takes a step back. Has she always been like this? How did he not see through her ? This wasn’t love, you loved him and it’s only after being loved so immensely by you is when he realised she never did, she only said that she did “What’s wrong loki? Are you scared sweetie? I should be the one scared.. afterall you’re the big blue ice monster” She mocks him and he glares at her, why was she being so awful to him, she cheated on him. “Look at you, still being the sad little pathetic boy you always were, You’re never going to man up are you?” Is that what he was for her? Is that how she felt the whole time? Is this how you feel too? Do you pity him as well because you feel bad for him? He felt his eyes tearing up with frustration and how hurt he felt.
“Lo, I was worried, why did you-” you stop talking as you look at the woman standing in front of him. Who was she ? He had his back turned to you so you walk up to him and you held his hand, And then you looked at his face, you know that look, the look you hated, the look you haven’t seen in a long time, he was hurt and broken, he was thinking about the past, thinking about the pain you made him forget, and that’s when you realised who she was.
Carla