I HAD TO DO IT.. (Jesse Pinkman/Male Reader)
The sound of glass smashing on the floor invaded your ears
"Man... you did WHAT?!? You really went and killed Jane? What the hell man? You seriously shouldn't have done something like that, yo. That's awful, man. What the hell is wrong with you?" Jesse yelled.
You knew what you did was wrong but you couldn't help but know you had a good reason "its not my fault there was a good reason behind it..." You tried to explain.
He shook his head breathing heavily "Just tell me, why did you do it? Why did you kill Jane, man? Why?" You had to admit he was adorable when he was angry.
"I can't tell you why." You knew it would ruin everything if he knew.
He picked up a gun and said "tell me or I will shoot you man" you could tell he didn't want to shoot you, the tears welling up in his eyes said pretty much anything, he had to know the truth but you just couldn't get it out.
Jesse didn't take the silence well at all "So you just let someone die? Someone you loved? Just like that?" He said towards the of response. You avoided eye contact, this was insane he had to know.
"Listen jesse I know you loved her-" you said before getting cut off by jesse saying "Man... that's just cold, man... I mean, you're my partner, man... She didn't do anything to you. I can't believe you just killed her like that. You could've left her alone man, but you just didn't. I can't believe this..."
The silence between you two was unbearable, he was waiting for your response and you were also waiting for your response
"You uh" he trailed off " you had to at least have a motive right?" You fidgeted with your hands, "I did.."
He averts eye contact "oh yeah...What is it exactly?" You knew he had to know and this was the time, Jesse I think..." You rub your arm nervously. As you're trying to get these god fore saken words to come out of your mouth. In a menacing tone he says, "just say it." He said his voice almost giving out from the crying.
"I think I was jealous of Jane" you say as you feel your face get hot, how could you say something like that at a time like this?
You both stood in silence for sometime, until he broke the silence at last "So, you let someone you loved die... because you were jealous... of her and me?"
"Yes because..." You said trying to think of something to say that wasn't the truth.
"Because what?" He said tightening the grip on his gun. "Come on, say it!" You had no choice you had to tell the truth.
"Because i think im in love with you jesse" you said tears welling up in your eyes, this was the end of your friendship with him.
He slowly puts down the gun looking at you "H- Huh..?"
You step closer to him, "I have loved you ever since I saw you back in Mr. Whites chemistry class, I never thought i would see you again until you started dating jane, I was her best friend but I just couldn't stand you being with her I had to do something.."
"W- wait... Seriously...?" He said teary eyed completely dropping the gun. "Jesse, this is the most serious I've ever been right now"
He Slowly moves towards you, then suddenly pulls you into a tight hug "Oh... Oh my God..." He says through sobs, "I've dreamed of this moment for so long..." You just hold him for a while as he sobs into your shoulder, you like this closeness.
When he pulls away you wipe his tears and ask "so like you guys?"
"Yeah, always been into guys, to be honest... Just was a bit too nervous to admit it for some time..." Your heart flutters a bit this was the cutest you've ever seen him, "it's alright we all figure it out in our own ways" you said in an accepting voice, "Thanks, man... And I forgive you... For what you did to Jane... I mean, I'm never gonna forget about it, but... I mean I understand your reasoning."
He looked down at his feet "And i'm so sorry for threatening you with a gun." You feel a smile grow on your face and say "don't worry about it every good romance starts with some gun violence,"
He chuckles "So, what now? Where do we go from here? Do we just, like, carry on with the meth stuff like normal or, like, I dunno maybe go take a romantic bath or something?"
"I dunno, maybe we should just see where this night takes us" you say glancing at his lips. "Yeah I guess so," he says as he starts to lean in and you do the same.
Your lips meet and you feel him smile into the kiss, "god he is so cute sometimes" you think to yourself. You want this moment to last forever.
He breaks away, then immediately pulls you back in again" So, like... does this make us, like, officially a couple now or what?"
Out of breath you respond "I'd like to think so"