Teach me how to hurt

Marvel Cinematic Universe The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
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Teach me how to hurt
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Summary
Bucky doesn’t understand pain. It seems like a weird thing to say, a weird thing to admit considering that he is— he was—, is he still the Winter soldier? Is he Bucky? Is he James? —The Winter soldier. Decades of torture and hurt would make it seem like a joke if Bucky said anything about it, would make someone laugh and pass it off as dark humor while Bucky sat there, lifeless and wondering if there was yet another thing wired incorrectly inside him. Or Bucky tries to navigate his life after being free, fighting and making up with Sam, trying not to murder someone and learning how to hurt.
Note
This fic takes place a while after TFWS, also Bucky has long hair because I said soTW:Self harm tendenciesThis chapter is pretty short the others are longer! :)

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