
Chapter 13
Y/N’s POV
Bucky was holding me against the bed as he thrusts in and out of me. I hate the fact I feel like I’m in heat. I can’t get enough of him fucking me.
His metal arm held my hair back while thrusting inside of me.
I didn’t realize he was an amputee until he took off his clothes and his glove.
Bucky smiles as he held my neck and moving his hands to grab my breasts “I’ve dreamt of taking you many times. I had to wait for the right opportunity. You’re perfect. Steve was right, you’re worth the wait.”
He thrusts in me harder causing my body to react as he chants “So tight… it’s going to be fun all night long. Steve thinks I’m just observing and checking out where you are but he doesn’t know I’ll be spending all night inside his girl’s body. I’m going to cum inside of you.”
My tears were coming down my face and I begged “No! Please, Bucky!”
Bucky whispers “I’m not going to let you take your birth control pills. Let’s watch Steve thinks you’ve betrayed him. He’ll try to hurt you but I’ll protect you. Now, cum for me.”
I try not to but his fingers reached my slit and he was rubbing me aggressively causing my body to react. I shook my head as I didn’t want to cum. It felt like a tidal wave that washes through me. Not my choice.
My body clenches around him and Bucky groans “Fuck! So perfect.” he slaps my ass and then he picked up the pace fucking me so hard that he roars while cumming inside of me.
I fell forward onto the bed as my eyes were blinded by the tears of betrayal.
Bucky kept taking me over and over again until I felt sick.
It is obvious that Bucky has a plan and he is not afraid of Steve.
I’m worried that when Bucky returns to Steve, Bucky is going to kill Steve.
I can’t picture Steve being guarded around Bucky. I have to warn Steve.
My body was used to the extent of aches and pain all over.
Bucky took his little dagger and carved his initials into my shoulder ‘JB’ as a way to mark my body like his and he kisses it “You’re mine.” I lay on the bed feeling hopeless as I continued to cry quietly while laying flat on the bed.
Bucky asks “Are you going to be good to me? I’ll make sure you and your mother are safe.”
I nodded.
He kisses my shoulder causing me to hiss in pain but he lapses his tongue licking my blood as it turns him on. He spreads my legs apart and he whispers “Can’t get enough of you babe.”
He positions at my entrance and I held the bedsheets as he thrusts inside of me again.
I cried out as he ignores my pleas and pain. Driving into me until he reaches his climax.
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Steve’s POV
Bucky confirmed that Y/N and her mother are safe in the mansion. We can’t strike to get them back unless we know the bombs are neutralized.
Bucky suggested that he needed some time to figure it out.
Peter and I sat down to discuss our options on how to take Alexander down.
Peter says “They will use Y/N to get to you, Steve. That’s what they will bet on. Brother, what if she’s one of them?”
I glared at him “She wouldn’t unless she’s a great actress. It’s not her.”
Peter says “I understand that you care about her but…”
My phone rings and then I see an image of Bucky and Y/N both strung up as they write “Come to the warehouse by the harbor, West end at 7 pm by yourself or else get reach for two body bags.”
Peter took a look at the photo and he grits “It’s a trap. How the fuck did they capture Bucky?”
I growled “A mole. You need to check Sam, Natasha, and Tony.”
Peter writes “On it. You can’t go in by yourself.”
I turned to him “I have to. They will kill her.”
Peter says “It’s dangerous…”
I raised my voice “One is my best friend and one is my girl.”
Peter didn’t like it but he will have my back. He’ll make sure to keep an eye on the warehouse.
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Y/N’s POV
Bucky had the men take images of me being strung up with Bucky so that it can lure Steve.
I stopped crying as Bucky helps remove the ropes off my hand. He was touching the redness and screams to the men who tied them “You fucken hurt her. I told you to make sure it wasn’t too tight.”
My wrist was red and it could have bled if we hung there longer.
He was grabbing his gun out and I yelled “Please don’t… Bucky!” because I knew he was trying to take a shot at them.
He was aiming at the man’s head but then he shifted to his knee blowing out the man’s knee cap.
Bucky screams “Get out of my face now!” as the man cries in pain and the friend helps the injured man out of sight.
I followed Bucky who expected me to stay by his side. We drove back to the mansion.
I tell him “Alexander isn’t going to let you live.”
Bucky smirks “What makes you think he’s going to cross me? I’ve got a lot of shit on him.”
I simply tell him “If I know anything about that man, he’s not a man of his words. You should wear a vest because you will be strung up for the show to kill Steve. I’m quite sure Alex will kill you first while killing Steve.”
I may not be able to help Steve but I can plant seeds of doubt.
Bucky held my hand and said, “It’s cute that you think you can manipulate me but try to do that again, I’ll hurt you myself.”
I sigh “I prefer being alive with you than my stand-in father. He’s only going to sell me to the next highest bidder. You are the lessor of two evils. I just don’t want you to die.”
I turned to Bucky as he can see my vulnerability. I’m not trying to conceal that I’m watching out for myself and he sees it.
I ask “Can you make sure that my mother is safe? Mom told me what Alex has done to her over the years and she’s still struggling. I’ll do anything you ask as long as you can help her. Please.”
Bucky looked at me and he nodded “Kiss me and maybe I’ll help.”
I wanted to kill him for Steve but I can’t. I simply moved closer so that I could kiss him.
It was soft and gentle. Enough to convince him. He was happy enough that he grabbed my shoulder and I cried out.
Bucky hisses for me “I’m sorry!” his hand was covered in some blood because he carved me yesterday and the wound is still fresh “I’ll help you as long as you remain my good girl.”
I simply nodded.
Bucky grins as he thinks he has won.
We headed back to the mansion, Bucky tells the men to leave as he’s here to watch me. There’s another rotation of guards coming in an hour.
They followed his orders and then he turns to me “Call your mother down. Tell her to leave the country and that’ll we will meet her in Greece or something. Pack the bag for her. She has to leave within the hour. I’ll arrange the ride. Alex always hid her in the third room down the hall on the left. I only found that 2 years ago.”
He was explaining to me that he didn’t mean to hurt me or betray me until recently.
I don’t even know what to feel for him. I hate him and yet, he’s the only person who's making me feel safe during this entire ordeal even though he’s forcing me against my will.
I gave him a firm nod with a genuine “Thank you” as I rushed to go upstairs to find her.
I found my mom in a room that they confined her in. All these years, they kept her close to me and I didn’t know. She never made sounds so that she could stay close and she watched surveillance tapes of me. She saw everything that happened to me including the torment of Darren Cross.
I headed to her suite because I want to make sure that she was free.
I opened the door and I see her lying there sleeping.
I said “Mom… Mom!”
As I walk around the bed, I saw mom’s eyes were wide open and she was not moving. She was laying on her tummy.
I screamed “Mom!” I yanked the blanket off her and it was covering her naked body. There were knife marks on her body, all over, and then I see JB all over her body.
Bucky rushes into the room by my side and says “What the fuck?”
I grabbed Bucky as I screamed “You killed her!” as I attack him but he screams my name.
I couldn’t hear him as I saw red.
I used every defensive move I’ve learned to attack him including kneeing him in the chest and I was trying to fight him to get his gun so I could shoot him.
Bucky held me down on the ground and he yells “I didn’t fucken do this. You know I wouldn’t lie about this. I was with you all night long. Motherfuckers… Alex”
I screamed, “Get off me!” I covered my mother with the blanket and then Bucky touches her forehead.
Bucky says “I wasn’t supposed to drive you back. His goons would have but I shot one of them in the knee. You were meant to see this without me. You’re right, Alex wanted you to doublecross me.”
I was crying and I asked, “Why are you double-crossing Steve and the Starks?”
Bucky’s metal fist clenches “I lost my arm for the Starks. They didn’t do anything to show me appreciation besides handing me some money for my medical bills and giving me a bonus. While I was doing physiotherapy and rehab, guess who was fucking my girlfriend? Your husband, Howard. He was having affairs even when his wife existed.”
I glared at him “You killed Marlene Stark?”
He shook his head “No, that’s Alex. It was meant for Howard but, he was too busy fucking my girlfriend in the strip club and forgot the time. Lucky son of a bitch.”
I asked him “What about Steve? Why are you doing this to him? You’re hurting him by hurting me.”
Bucky looks at me and says “He fucked my girlfriend because he was angry at Howard then he broke her heart. It was a power trip for them both that they don’t realize they were playing with hearts.”
I asked “What’s her name? What happened to her?”
Bucky answers “Sharon Carter, she OD and died because she was sick of men playing games and was reckless. I’d try to be there for her but she refused since I lost my arm and she couldn’t get closed to being with someone like me.”
I looked around and I held my mother as I cried.
Bucky picks out his phone and says “I need you to come to clean up a body.” then he turns to me “I’m getting your mother’s body out and we’ll do funeral arrangements. My men will take care of this and we’ll make sure Alex pays for what he has done. I know it’s hard for you to trust me but I didn’t do this. I’m not Alexander Pierce.”
I was crying as I held my mother “I’m so sorry!”
Bucky made me get off the bed as soon as his men came in to wrap my mother up in a body bag and they cleaned up everything including taking the mattress.
I was screaming but then Bucky shook me as he tells me “Don’t make me drug you up.” he makes me sit at her desk. I was shaking as he goes to his men and tell them what to do.
I was angry but I saw something on the bookcase. It was books that my mother would read to me and there’s my favorite blue book that I’ll always remember her reading to me, Cinderella. I took the book and cried as I touched it.
I was opening the book as I flipped through the pages but then a letter falls out.
I picked it up right away and no one has noticed, I tucked it back into the book.
I saw on the bookshelf, there are 7 books in the collection. I took them all since they were small. Bucky noticed that I was grabbing the books.
I tell him “She used to read them to me. I thought they were gone. I’m taking it to my room.” He nods as he walks me back to my room knowing that I’m grieving.
Bucky says “Don’t do anything stupid. I have access to Kathy and her entire family.”
I glared at him “You’re as sick as my father.”
Bucky shook his head “I have plans and I’m not going to let you derail it. Once, we are done here, you and I are leaving where no one can find us.”
I cried out “Why me? Why are you doing this?”
He grabs my chin and kisses me “You’re trapped as much as I was. I’m here to free you and I’ll get you out. Every person who has wronged us will be crossed out.” that’s when I realized Bucky isn’t in this to win the war and become a leader. He’s simply out for vengeance for Sharon Carter. Now he’s going after Alexander Pierce because of my mother.
I’m simply stuck in between us.
I was left in my room alone. I opened the first book where my mother wrote a long letter in the front and back of the book.
I cried because she was telling me how she fell in love with my father. They met before she got married to Alex. They went to school together and they were in love. However, due to family obligations, she was forced to marry Alexander Pierce who was 10 years older than her.
She broke Edward Stark’s heart so that he could move but he couldn’t move on. During her marriage, Alexander cheated on her many times. He couldn’t get off unless he was rough and hurting someone (BDSM). That’s why they couldn’t even have sex often to have children.
She didn’t know much about pregnancy and thought she was infertile.
However, Edward Stark always kept an eye on my mother so he used means to reconnect with her. They managed to have an affair without being caught. That’s how she became pregnant with me.
However, Alexander knew by simply testing and rumors spread because the mother was caught walking out of the hotel.
She was pretty sure Alexander killed Edward because a tragic car accident claimed my real father months after.
I was crying as I finished the first few books. Mom went into a lot of descriptions explaining why the affair. I can see why she wanted to explain to me the affair.
I can sense her blaming herself.
I didn’t get to finish the rest of the letters because Bucky came back into the room as he takes off his clothes. I don’t want to do anything with him.
He comes for me and starts removing my clothes. My tears fall slowly. He kisses my cheeks and then carried me to bed as he lets me lay in his arms.
He holds me and says “It’s never easy losing someone you love. Time will help. Let the grief fuel you to hurt those who deserve it.” he was spooning me “Alex wants to wedge between us and he is conniving because he wants to marry you to Grant Ward.”
Bucky pulls the blanket to cover us so we can stay warm.
Bucky tells me “Grant Ward is a sick man. He’s in disguise and he loves torturing all the women he comes in contact with. Alex met him at the special Rosie’s Lounge place and they want to do business. I’ve claimed you but Alex wants to send you to Grant. The fucken bastard. I know he’s just trying to use me to stir the shit in Stark’s world.”
I couldn’t help but say “You betrayed your friends. How did you think this will end? In the end, no one will ever win. There’s always collateral damages.”
Bucky was rigid and he knows that shit wasn’t going to go as smooth but he wanted to execute his plans.
I even asked “Did you think you can just pull me along and hoped that we set sail into the sunset? Bucky, your girlfriend left you because she was selfish. Howard and Steve were selfish. Alex is selfish. My mother is dead because of you…”
Bucky shifted me so that I’m laying on my back and his face was on top of mine “Your mother had an affair, Alexander would have treated you well if you were his daughter. Everyone is fucken selfish for their reasons. Everyone wants something.”
I asked him “What are mine?”
Bucky’s eyes changed and he knew that I didn’t do anything wrong besides trying to survive in this world and he hated that I’m stuck in between “You will have your reasons.” as he touches my tummy and my eyes were wide at the realization, he’s trying to give me a reason to live and a new life that could bring me closer to him.
I shook my head as I try to hit him with my hands but he already slid his body between my legs and used his body’s strength to hold me down. He caught both my wrists and placed them next to my head.
Bucky says “I’m selfish, I want revenge but I also want someone to love and I chose you.”
I screamed, “You’re being crazy…”
He kisses me refusing to let me talk. I bit on his lip causing him to bleed a little but he shoves his metal fingers up inside of me causing me to cry out. It hurts.
Bucky yells at me “You fucken bite me again, I’ll make sure your pussy pays for everything. You’re mine the moment I called you beautiful.”
His fingers were ruthless and I cried out as he thrust them harder inside of me. The sudden intrusion hurt and I begged “Bucky! Please stop! Stop!”
Bucky looked possessed and he became more gentle and I laid there crying as he took his wicked way with me. Nothing was stopping him from taking what he wants.
Bucky groans “Baby, we’ll be happy. One day, you’ll understand that I’m doing this for us. I have to kill him.”
He’s trying to justify why he has to kill Steve, his best friend since childhood. All because it started with Sharon Carter who he loves.