His Obsession

Steve’s POV

Peter and I assessed the situation as much as we could but we couldn’t figure out the mole then Peter had a good suggestion.

We’ll try to find the mole while we are at it.

It’s almost 7 pm. I was given an address. Peter tells me “You need to watch out, brother. I will have eyes on you. Natasha and Sam are being questioned and kept away.”

I looked at Peter “You know what to do if I don’t live through this.”

Peter shook his head “I’m not going to let you die. You didn’t let me die in Russia years ago which made you lose Y/N and what you have shared with me. Alexander Pierce may be our father but he’s an animal.”

I hate the fact our results were in and that our father is Alexander Pierce.

We were able to confirm that Y/N is indeed Tony Stark’s Cousin. Tony puked again once the results were in. We realized how important it was to get Bucky and Y/N back and make Alexander pay.

I’m entering the warehouse by myself without weapons. They checked me so that I can walk forward to see both Bucky and Y/N strung up.

Y/N’s mouth was taped but not Bucky’s.

An assessment that tells me they only want Bucky to talk not her. It can’t be.

My gut is telling me something else. If they wanted to use her to manipulate me, it would be her, instead, it’s Bucky.

Peter told me to notice these small details because he’s a professional profiler and that I have to watch out how the victims react.

Y/N shook her head and she’s shaking her head.

Bucky tells me “Steve, you shouldn’t have come. They are going to kill you.”

I turned to him as I can feel Y/N struggle with her restraints trying to tell me what I am about to confront.

It hurts because Bucky has been my best friend for a long time. How? When did he turn?

I ask “Bucky, we both know you don’t need to hide the truth anymore. When did you decide to work with Alexander?”

Bucky is anything but a liar. He can manipulate but how could I not see it?

Bucky pulls the rope and it came tumbling down and he says “I knew there’s a chance that you would figure it out, but it’s too late.”

Bucky was pulling out the gun behind him aiming at me.

Y/N was screaming “No…”

Bucky turns to her and says “It’s okay, babe. We’ll be gone after this.”

I looked at her and I tell him “Please don’t hurt her.”

Bucky smirks “I wouldn’t hurt the mother of my child.”

I glared at him “What the fuck are you talking about?”

Bucky says “She’s been mine for a while. She’s carrying my child. Oh, she didn’t tell you.”

Y/N was shaking her head and she was screaming but then I can’t hear her. Bucky wants me to die knowing that she betrayed me.

I had to ask him “Why are you doing this? What have I done that was so wrong for you to turn against your best friend?”

Bucky was angry and he says “I lost my fucken arm, you and Howard got me this metal arm and a bonus that meant nothing.”

I yelled back “The bonus bought you a nice house. Howard appreciated…”

Bucky screams back “my girl… he fucken laid with Sharon and you know how much she meant to me.”

I tell him “You told me you were over her for being a gold-digging whore. She slept with me to get back at Howard for moving on so quickly.”

Bucky placed the gun at my head “Don’t fucken call her that. She just grew up differently and wanted to feel worth something but you guys pushed her…”

We both know Sharon OD in her death and some people thought it was intentional. I didn’t know Bucky was hurting or else I would have handled it differently. I looked down because I do feel guilty for his pain.

Bucky says “Now you feel guilty? She was my girl and you fucked her. You left her like she was some trash. You used her to get back at Howard, the man you claimed to be a father figure to you.”

I tell him “I never said I was perfect. I made mistakes but I never meant to hurt you.”

Bucky says “Well your girl is mine. Don’t worry, I plan to take good care of her. Very good care of her especially when she’s all mine.”

Y/N was crying and begging Bucky to not do this. I can hear the pain.

Just when Bucky was going to take a shot, we hear a bullet ring out.

I shut my eyes thinking I’m the one getting the bullet but it turns out I’m fine. It was a bullet into Bucky’s chest. His eyes were wide as he falls back onto the ground coughing.

I looked up to watch Alexander Pierce walk into the warehouse with 4 goons beside him “Good riddance. That asshole thinks he’s my boss. Get her down.”

Alexander says “Well played, Rogers. You kidnapped Grant Ward and made it look like me so that his parents could come after me. Now return Grant.”

The idea Peter gave was a genius but we aren’t safe until we get out of this warehouse.

I know Alexander will come for me again.

His goons were taking down Y/N and removing her ropes.

They don’t notice that Bucky wasn’t bleeding out. Alexander was going to kill Bucky by shooting him in the head “Let me finish him off. Don’t need loose ends.” but I grabbed the gun before Alexander could take a shot.

I broke Alexander’s arm in the midst of it trying to protect the man I’ve been best friends with ever since childhood. A choice had to be made and I couldn't watch Bucky die.

Bucky got up and his gun raised to aim at the goons, he’s a good shot as he takes them down.

Y/N was crying and stood there shaking. Four men fell to the ground.

Alexander screams in pain “You idiots!”

I grabbed ahold of Alexander and dragged him back as I used his gun on him. More men pile into the warehouse.

Bucky grabs a hold of Y/N’s hand and I tell Alexander’s men “Back down or I’ll shoot him.”

Brock Rumlow and ten other men rushed in and they study the scene.

Brock screams “Bucky, what the fuck? Are you doublecrossing us?”

Bucky says “Your uncle shot at me first. Now back off or I’ll put bullets in him.” aiming the gun at Alexander who was now furious.

Alexander screams “You worthless piece of shit.”

A shot rang out but it wasn’t me or Bucky.

It was Brock who smirks, he shot Alexander’s stomach.

Brock says “Sorry Uncle. You said so, can’t let the enemies win. I don’t have a choice but to kill them off.” At that moment, Bucky drags Y/N behind the metal barrels and I jumped as Brock and his men start to shoot killing Alexander.

Brock is now the man in charge.

I screamed “Brock, you kill us then you’re never going to get Grant Ward back.”

Brock screams back “I don’t need him. My uncle just wants to build an alliance. I’ll just tell them the truth that you had Grant the entire time. Bucky already told us how to penetrate your group right? My men will reach out to Sam by grabbing his girl.”

Bucky grits “Fucker…”

I looked around and noticed there were barrels around the warehouse so we could shoot them to blow up shit if it has oil. I looked at Bucky and did the motions in my hands. He nodded.

We looked outside the warehouse and directed him to run through the garage door and jump off. A boat is waiting for us but it’ll take some time, we will need to swim.

Bucky was whispering to Y/N and she nodded. She was scared and I wished I could hold her.

This distance between us isn’t helping.

Brock screams “Get out and maybe I’ll spare you guys. We can sit down and negotiate.”

Bucky screams “You’re just lying.”

At that time, both Bucky and I started to aim for the electrical box to cause sparks and barrels where it could start the fire. Brock and his men start to scream as they watched the oil rushing down the warehouse with fire.

I looked over Bucky and nodded. The three of us started to run for the exit.

Brock and his men were shooting at us as we ran.

The three of us jumped into the water and I screamed before getting in the water “Head towards the red light, a boat is near there.”

The water was cold but it only made us swim faster because Brock and his men were shooting at us. I turned to see Y/N was swimming as fast as she can to get away from the dock. I was relieved to see Bucky surface. I’m going to kill him but first I needed answers.

We were swimming as fast as we can. Brock Rumlow and his goons were chasing after us trying to shoot us. I was doing my best to swim faster into the boat and maybe get it to Bucky and Y/N faster so that we can get out of here.

I tell Y/N “I’m coming back for you.”

Y/N and Bucky were behind me.

As soon as I got to the boat, I screamed “Aim at those men at the dock. Fire!” I grabbed the radio to tell Peter “Attack the dock! Brock Rumlow is in charge.” We watched the warehouse go up in flames and then I see Brock grab the sniper rifle. I screamed, “Swim faster!”

I watched Brock shoot Y/N in the back and then she was going under the water.

I turned back to my men “Get over there now!”

They turned on the engine, I screamed “She’s been shot Bucky!”

Bucky didn’t notice at first and then he starts swimming back but I watched Brock aim at Bucky.

I screamed “Bucky!” but it was too late.

Bucky got shot in the head. Brock smirked “That’s for making me kill my uncle.”

It was night time so it was hard to see underwater.

I jumped back into the water where the blood was coming up. Bucky was sinking so I grabbed him first and got him out of the water. I tell my men “Bring Bucky to the hospital right away.”

I went into the water hoping to find Y/N and Peter was on his way with another boat.

I didn’t like how the chance of Y/N living was slim now that Bucky getting shot has delayed the search for her.

I felt my heart break into pieces as Peter grabbed me out of the water and tells me “You can’t kill yourself. A war is breaking out.”

I turned to Peter and his men “She was shot in the back… Brock Rumlow took a sniper rifle and shot both Y/N and Bucky.”

I screamed “Y/N!” as the boat goes around the pier hoping she was near.

The current could have taken her and a body will resurface later.

I felt my body go rigid and numb as we head back. Brock Rumlow got away and he’s now taking over for Alexander Pierce’s role.

I screamed as we rushed back to the hospital because Bucky was rushed into ER.

After 12 hours of continuous surgery, Bucky was alive but he wasn’t going to come out of there like the same man. He lost a part of his brain but is no longer life-threatening. Bucky was going to make it.

I looked up to Peter and told him “Find Y/N. Dead or alive.” as my tears come down for my girl.

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2 Weeks later - Steve’s POV

I woke up every day feeling the dullness in my heart.

A war was prevented because Brock Rumlow and I agreed. I was able to return Grant Ward to his parents and blamed Alexander Pierce for trying to start a war against us all.

The truth is that we lost a lot.

Bucky was the man who assassinated Howard Stark and Darcy Lewis because of Sharon Carter. I should have known that Bucky loved her.

I was too blind in my pain to see it at that time.

Tony wanted to kill Bucky as soon as we pieced the puzzle together with Brock’s help.

It turns out Alexander just wanted to make Y/N’s life a living hell. He knew she wasn’t his daughter so he used her mother.

I found out that Y/N’s mother was killed by Alexander and his goons. Alex wanted Y/N to suffer the same fate as her mother’s for betrayal. He had plans to marry her off to Grant who he knew would treat her like shit and break her.

If Alex was alive, I would skin him alive.

Y/N’s body hasn’t resurfaced. What if the sharks came after her?

Bucky is slowly recovering but he’s not the same man I know. He is different from a vegetable child-like state mind. Seeing everything for the first time. I can’t even ask him “What did you do to Y/N?” he didn’t have answers for me.

Natasha begged me to spare Bucky’s life and let him live as I almost shot Bucky in the head after Brock told me what he did to Y/N. He took my girl against her will that was enough details to sentence Bucky to death.

However, Natasha tells me that Brock has an incentive to lie to kill the loose ends.

I have to stay patient which isn’t my strength.

Every day it felt meaningless as I watch outside my window by the tower. None of this is worth anything if I don’t have her.

A call comes through with the ID of “Peter”.

I pick it up and I felt something lodge in my throat as I hear Peter says “We found her.”

My eyes close as my heart felt like someone was squeezing it but Peter says “She couldn’t remember who she was, that’s why they couldn’t locate her until…”

I felt like I heard muffled sounds and tunnel vision but then I was smiling with happiness “Where is she?”

Peter says “She was in New Jersey. I guess the current pulled her not too far off the shores but she was out and near death. They managed to remove the bullet however her head hit a rock or something, she can’t remember who she is. They couldn’t locate anything off her and it took a while to find out her identity. I’m bringing her home to you in an hour. She’s cleared to go.”

I was relieved and then I laughed “Thanks, brother!”

Peter says “I know you care a lot about her. She’s coming home soon. You have to be patient with her.”

I tell him “I’ll do anything at the moment. She has me wrapped around her finger.”

Peter sighs “You are pussy-whipped. See you soon.”

~ Hours later… Y/N and Peter haven’t made it yet.

I called Peter and he says “We just parked. Sorry! Y/N wasn’t happy because she doesn’t trust people easily. It took a lot of convincing. I had to use old photos to convince her that we know her.”

After what felt like all eternity, my penthouse elevator doors open and I see Peter walkout. She didn’t come out and Peter says “Come on, Y/N!”

She was walking which was good. She looked like a scared baby deer, looking around and trying to absorb what is going on.

Her eyes looked everywhere and then it landed on me. Her head tilts like she felt like she should recognize me but draws a blank. She shrugs “I don’t remember him.” to Peter.

I try to walk closer to her and then she backed away trying to hide behind Peter from me.

The idea that she doesn’t remember me does sting me. What do I do with Y/N when she can’t remember me?

I softly say “Y/N?”

Y/N looks at me and says “I’m still trying to wrap my head around that name. Can you not walk towards me like that?”

I ask her “Like what?”

Y/N says “Like you’re trying to kill me. You’re half-naked. Where’s your shirt? What is up with all those tattoos? Is he some gangster?”

Peter tells her “Well, you’re technically a Mobster’s wife.”

Y/N looked between both of us and her mouth was gaping “You’ve got to be shitting me? Did he shoot me?” pointing at me.

Both Peter and I said “No!”

Y/N looked pist and then she walks towards the kitchen “I need some water! You need to explain to me who I am because I have no fucken clue!” even though she was angry, she knew where the cup was and started pouring herself some water before looking at us “Well, spill it! Am I married to him?”

Peter shook his head and says “Let’s order some food because we are going to need to sit down for this talk. It’s a lot.”

By the end of the night, we gave her a summary of what happened and who she is.

Y/N laid on the sofa “This is crazy.” Peter was still sitting between us because I grabbed her hand earlier and she freaked out.

Right now, she just wants to keep a distance between me and her. Even though she understands that we both are in love with one another but she doesn’t feel that way right now.

She asks us timidly “Can I just go to bed after a shower? I want to rest.”

I nodded as I show her, where she will be staying and the things she needs.

As soon as I walk back to Peter, he says “Don’t push the girl too hard. She’ll recover soon.”

I will wait for her to be better. Peter was leaving.

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~ 2 Weeks later, Steve’s POV

Y/N started to stay in routine with me. She wakes up to go for a run to clear her head and is followed by swimming. I hate the fact that I can’t touch her intimately.

She is still on the fence and lately, her headaches happen at night.

She vomits when she’s thinking too hard.

I’m making breakfast because Y/N loves the bacon and toast.

As she approaches the food, she starts to run for the washroom and she tells me “Oh no! Not again.”

Natasha and Bucky watched Y/N run and says “Is it possible that Y/N is pregnant?”

Bucky hasn’t been the same. He moves slower and can’t speak properly. Natasha has been helping him and noticed that he’s doing better with Y/N talking to him. Since Natasha keeps an eye on Bucky, she’s doing that with Y/N as well.

It was safer for them three to stick together.

The possibility of Y/N being pregnant doesn’t scare me. She was kidnapped and perhaps she missed the birth control pills. We did have unprotected sex.

Natasha already called for the doctor to come and we have a doctor in the building. Sam is dropping by. I went to check on Y/N who was in tears while she puked “I hate it.”

I helped her wash her face and then I finally saw her shoulder “JB” because she was wearing a tanktop. All her bruises and scars were doing better so she’s finally wearing a tank top. I haven’t been close enough to see her wear less even the swimming suit was a one-piece that covered a lot.

Motherfucker!

I was rushing out trying to kill Bucky but then Sam who came in with a doctor who lives in the building stopped me.

I screamed “Bucky, you fucken marked her!”

Natasha and Sam tries to keep me from killing Bucky who looked dumbfounded at me. He smiled and asks “Do you want to play?” Bucky’s mentality has shrunk into a child’s mental age. He can’t react or talk to us since he lost a part of his brain. He's innocent and gullible.

I want to kill him but I can’t. Sam was holding me back from tearing Bucky apart.

The doctor went in to check Y/N and by the time the doctor comes out.

He says “Y/N is pregnant. We need an ultrasound to confirm how many weeks along she is. I can prescribe medication to help with nausea.”

I saw Bucky’s grin like he was the happiest. If you tell me that Bucky doesn’t understand what is going on, I think he does. He may not convey his proper speech but he is happy that Y/N is pregnant.