Chapter 15
Loki carried you to your room and laid you down on your bed. He looked over you and let out a sigh. He liked seeing how relaxed you looked while you slept. Even if it had been a few days since you arrived since he worked his magic he noticed a change in your behavior. You weren't as scared as you were just a few days ago.
"I wish you wouldn't get so weak from your power." He sat down on the bed and began to think about his youth when Freya would teach him magic. He never really became so tired however she didn't push Loki to the point of exhaustion. He glanced over at you as you slept and smiled. Freya would adore you. In your sleep you reached for Loki and grabbed his hand. You felt warm to him feeling your pulse within your fingers was just a reminder of the power you held. Loki Took your hand in his and allowed his magic to flow into you. A small trick he learned from Freya. He watched as your magic and his mixed within you with amazement. Your power wanted to be with Lokis. He continued to watch as the green and purple moved throughout you then Loki noticed something. While he was watching you some of your magic must of been absorbed by him as he saw the green and purple run up his arm. He went to pull away but you grasped his hand tighter as you slept. "how is this possible?" Loki began to feel drowsy as he saw the two colors spread further up his arm and across his collar bone. You slowly released your grasp on Loki and he pulled his hand back. Slowly you opened your eyes and looked at Loki.
"Please don't leave." barely a whisper you reached for Loki. He wasn't sure if you were talking to him or not. Quickly he flicked his hand and locked your door as to avoid Thor from just walking in and assuming the worst. Or worse waking you. Slowly he laid next to you as his eyes felt like they were burning from exhaustion. How had you managed to do this to him? He was to exhausted to think. You pulled yourself closer to him and let out a sigh. Loki moved his arms around you and sighed half asleep. He placed his hand on your head and ran his fingers as he started to drift off to sleep. The room slightly illuminated but Loki was too exhausted to keep his eyes open. Thor was walking to his room as he noticed green and purple light coming from your door. Tilting his head he leaned against the door but didn't hear anything. He didn't want to bother you if you were sleeping but he was feeling concerned about the light from under your door.
"Voice in the walls can you open this door?" looking up as he spoke Thor felt silly every time.
"Sir Mr. Loki locked the door. Ms Y/n is fast asleep." Jarvis spoke in a whisper like tone. Gods he was so human at times it creeped Thor out.
"Open the door so I can see that for myself." With a click Thor looked at the door and went to turn the knob. "Thank you. I won't disturb her if she's sleeping." Slowly he opened the door and peeked his head around. He noticed the light was coming from Loki and you where your hands intertwined. He took a step into your room and was surprised by what he was noticing. Streaks of green and purple danced around You and Loki as you slept. Almost as if it had formed a magic like shield around the two of you. Loki looked peaceful as he held you in his sleep and you smiled in your sleep. Thor couldn't believe it. The last time he saw something even remotely similar to this was when Loki and Sigyn were healing each other or when they mind linked.
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You were walking down a long hallway. You could hear your heels click against the marble floor as you made your way towards huge golden doors. Loki stood by the doors wearing the most beautiful armor you had ever seen. A smile spread across his face as he saw you approach.
"My love you look absolutely ravishing." Loki kneeled and took your hand "I am one lucky god to have such a radiant goddess"
"Loki you flatter me." A blush spread across your face "Where are we?" You asked as you looked around.
"Well my beauty" He stood as he spoke also looking around "It appears we are in my home." Loki snaked his hand around your waist as he pulled you close "A dream this much be because my love I desire you so." his voice sounded like velvet as he leaned close to you. Your heart began to pound at the closeness of you and Loki.
"A dream? Loki Why am I dreaming of you?" he lowered his head and placed soft pecks along your neck and jaw sending shivers up your spine. You weren't use to this feeling. Your cheeks began to heat up as he kissed you. You knew you had a strong attraction to Loki but you didn't know it went this deep. How did you dream of his home if you never been there?
"My love I dream of you. Every night. Let me enjoy my dreams till I can make you mine one day" Your eyes widened. This wasn't just a dream of yours. This Loki thought he was dreaming which meant..
"Loki.." You pulled away from Loki as he looked at you confused "This is my dream." He tilted his head and started to realize what was happening. Slowly his eyes widened as realization washed over him.
"Y/n I-I'm" Loki began to blush! Actually blush you never thought you'd see someone like him blush "Y/n I am so sorry" he began to back away as you grabbed his hand
"Don't be sorry. Please don't be sorry." You gently pulled him close "I enjoy our closeness. " With a sudden burst of courage you leaned in and kissed him gently on the cheek. He put his hands on your waist and locked eyes with you "Please allow me to enjoy this dream. Even if I don't realize how this has happened I feel safe with you Loki. I crave being near you. But in the real world I am so scared of getting close to anyone. I am scared of everything. Even if i'd never admit it outside of my dreams Here I feel..." You looked around then back at Loki "I feel free." Suddenly some words filled your thoughts "I feel this is my glorious purpose" Lokis eyes widened at your words. There wasn't any way for you to ever know he said those words. He knew in dreams locked away memories could make a weird way back into view. Loki pulled you insanely close to him, cupped your face in his hands, and kissed you. His lips were pressed firmly to yours and his kiss was passionate. It was your turn to be surprised, but when you finally realized what was happening, you kissed Loki back. Your hands grabbed on to his armor as you stretched up onto your toes, making sure you were especially close to Loki.
You didn’t have a chance to be filled with worry as Loki kissed you. He moaned against you as he gripped your hips and pushed you backwards onto the doors. You fell backwards against the doors. He hovered slightly above you caging you against the doors as he continued to kiss you with such passion. However you wanted him closer as you pulled him even closer pressing him against you. You knew what was about to happen if you didn't stop this however it was Loki who pulled back
"Y/n Listen to me please." His voice was raspy and full of lust and longing "As much as I crave to do this with you" He placed his forehead against yours "This is a shared dream. This is me. Not a dream." You shook your head silently and placed your hand on the nape of his neck "Y/n if we don't stop now I fear you'll wake up and regret this." He went to kiss your neck and stopped himself he couldn't allow his desire to do something you'd regret. He had to much respect for you. He pulled back slightly and locked eyes with you. You looked at Loki and felt a wave of rejection fill you. A lump filled in your throat as you looked down. Loki quickly realized what was happening and lifted your chin. "Listen to me. I would love nothing more then to lay my lips all over your body But I refuse out first time to be in a dream. Some how our energy has mixed. We have to wake up." You looked back at Loki and nodded not saying a word "My love I'm not rejecting you please." He gently placed his lips on yours and kissed you again. The warmth spread like fire between the two of you again and it took ever ounce of strength within Loki to pull away.
"I'm so embarrassed " You admitted while looking down "I'd never have to nerve to act this way at the tower." Looking away you sighed. You began to think of Tony and Stephen as guilt began to fill your heart. You knew what you'd have to say to prevent things from being awkward "I doubt I'll remember this but if I don't Just know I care about you a lot Loki you really do make me feel safe and cared for." Loki nodded as he pulled you in for another embrace. The room filled with an extremely bright light blinding Loki for a moment.
When the light died down Loki opened his eyes and found he was in your room however you were still asleep. He looked over to you with admiration in his eyes. His heart ached for letting you down. He touched his lips and could swear he still tasted you. The sun was beginning to rise and he knew that meant everyone was going to be waking up soon. He slowly stood up and covered you up as you cuddled into your blanket you whispered Lokis name and sighed. He placed a kiss on your forehead and headed to the door. Part of him hoped you would remember that encounter between the two of you. Another part of him swears it was just a weird dream of his. After all why would someone as perfect as you desire him?
"Y/n You are going to consume me. I will follow you to the ends of the universe." He whispered as he walked out of the room. leaving you to sleep for a bit longer. As the door closed your eyes opened. You listened to Loki as he left and you felt your heart being torn apart. You cared about Loki so much but you were also drawn to Tony and even a bit to Stephen. You knew you had to take time to get to know them all before fully allowing yourself to fall for someone. You touched your lips and sighed missing the feeling of Lokis lips against yours.
"Loki.." You whispered as you closed your eyes again hoping to get some more sleep before training.
