Mistakes and Movies (part3)
Previously *
“But we want to start our apology right now, you get to choose the movies we watch tonight” Wanda said before y/n excitedly interrupted her
“ooh can we watch Brother Bear?”
Nat smiled “ we’ll watch anything you want”carefully she placed y/n down on the couch as she and Wanda got on their knees before her, they had something special planned as an apology.
They knew their omega loved to hear their voices. When y/n had first arrived in their lives, music was her first form of communication so together they picked two songs that they knew she liked and said what they wanted her to hear. Wanda hated her voice, she couldn’t sing like Nat could, but she would do anything for them.
Together they held one of each of y/n’s hands as they began to sing …
Now *
Natasha started singing first.
Nat:
“Perhaps I had a wicked childhood
Perhaps I had a miserable youth
But somewhere in my wicked, miserable past
There must have been a moment of truth”
“For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should
But somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good”
“Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good”
Wanda:
“For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should.”
Nat:
“So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good”
Both of them:
“Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could”
Nat:
“So somewhere in my youth”
Wanda:
“Or childhood”
Nat:
“I must have done something…
Both of them:
Something good”
As her two alphas finished singing, y/n was on the verge of tears “something good” from the sound of music was always one that stayed with her, because she always found herself lucky to have them, but here they were on their knees before her, singing it to her instead, and they didn't stop there. Y/n listened with her undivided attention as both her alphas started to sing another song for her.
Wanda was more nervous about this song than the one they had just finished singing, it was a good song, but she just hoped she could pull it off for y/n like nat could. With FRIDAY playing the background music she took a deep breath and started singing ‘Come what may’ from the musical Moulin Rouge, with her mate.
“Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart
Can you hear it sing?
Telling me to give you everything
Season may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
All revolves around you
And there is no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song
And I will be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather, stars may collide
But I love you
I love you
Till the end of time
Till the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may
Come what may
Come what may
Come what may”
As Wanda and Nat finished singing, they panicked seeing their omega cry before them.
Nat was quick to apologize again, not above begging if it would keep their omega with them. “We’re so sorry Detka we know we’ve made mistakes and that our past is painted in red but please don’t leave us” her rambling was stopped short as y/n placed a finger to her lips.
“ I'm not going anywhere you big dummies. That was beautiful and I'm so touched” she sniffled “ and I know it's hard to remember sometimes, but I'll say it again and again, you are not what they tried to make you, the red is on them not on either of you. I know how I reacted and hurt you and I'm sorry, but that's on them too” she looked away “ that… That conditioning is hard to break and I'm still working on my response to different pheromones” y/n closed her eyes shaking away some bad thoughts then looked them in the eyes again “but you are mine and I love you. No we aren't perfect, no one is, but we're perfectly imperfect. My broken and jagged edges fit perfectly with yours. We were made for each other.” she didn't want her mates struggling with their demons again, so it was her turn to sing, and she knew the perfect song. ‘Be kind to yourself’ by Andrew Peterson.
“You got all that emotion that's heaving like an ocean
And you're drowning in a deep, dark well
I can hear it in your voice that if you only had a choice
You would rather be anyone else
I love you just the way that you are
I love the way He made your precious heart
Be kind to yourself
Be kind to yourself
I know it's hard to hear it when that anger in your spirit
Is pointed like an arrow at your chest
When the voices in your mind are anything but kind
And you can't believe your Father knows best
I love you just the way that you are
I love the way He's shaping your heart
Be kind to yourself
Be kind to yourself
How does it end when the war that you're in
Is just you against you against you
Gotta learn to love, learn to love
Learn to love your enemies too
You can't expect to be perfect
It's a fight you've gotta forfeit
You belong to me whatever you do
So lay down your weapon, darling
Take a deep breath and believe that I love you
Be kind to yourself
Be kind to yourself
Be kind to yourself
Gotta learn to love, learn to love
Learn to love your enemies
Gotta learn to love, learn to love
Learn to love your enemies too”
As y/n finished singing, she got off the couch and hugged both her mates. All three of them openly crying now… They were going to be okay.
Just outside the room the rest of the pack watched on, happy for the three mates.Yelena held her omega to her chest as she smirked in her sisters’ direction. Nat had come a long way with her mates at her side.
y/n always had a way of making her alphas feel better, without knowing it, she was the glue that held the pack together. She gave them all hope. She helped them all become a big family together.
Respectfully they gave the three mates a few more moments before they started spilling into the room.
The theater room was one of the pack’s favorite parts of the compound, the screen was huge. And the setup was amazing. It was actually split into three levels. The first level was the ground level which had counters for any food and drinks or catering. And a few tables, chairs, and couches for those who wanted to eat at a proper table or for parties. It was the ground level so it eliminated any bad seats that would have caused anyone to strain their necks and provided an easy access area to get anything while not obstructing anyone else’s view of the screen.
The second level was the one that was used the most, it was basically one big mattress with three tiers to it, and each had a pile of blankets and pillows. It was basically the wolf pile level, and yes pack piles happened more often than they used to. It strengthened their bonds, it helped everyone feel safe, secure, loved, needed, and protected. During the movie they would shift and lay in a line as they watched, but if they decided to sleep, they created a massive circle. Omegas in the middle then betas and Alphas on the outside.
The third level was by far the least used but still very much broken in. It was a few rows of seats like in a normal theater, but each row was like an enormous couch with pillows, a few blankets, and hidden armrests that could be pulled down if wanted or needed.
Everyone headed towards y/n and their alphas on the first floor. This was a crucial step in pack movie nights…..
The picking of the movies. Nothing happened until they had a list of movies ready and waiting and in order. After that came the great debate…..
What to eat. Everyone usually wanted something different, sometimes they voted, other times it was fend for yourselves, and on special occasions it was get everything and sample it all. Those nights were the best.
After those decisions were made and the food was ordered everyone either shifted or went to find their seats and then the movies began.
Before anyone could get in a word Nat made it a point to inform them of what they had overheard “ y/n is going to pick the movies we watch tonight”
Some of the pack made noises of displeasure, but they were going to let y/n have her night. She surprised them though, or well decided to be her kind and generous self.
“Actually Ill just pick the first movie, as for the others, I'll take down any suggestions and put them into my ‘Daily Decisions’ app that way it's fair for everyone” she declared as her mates smiled at her. “So, does anyone have any suggestions?”