
Learning to love again
You were watching Thor fly the spaceship, turning around to see ships flying towards you two trying to shoot you two down.
“Uhh, Thor. We got company.” You said as you went back and forth to him and the ships.
You then saw a ship fly towards you and shoot down the others that were firing at you. You sighed a breath of relief when you saw that it was Valkyrie.
“I saw you go up to Loki while I was getting onto the ship. What sis you say to him?” Thor glanced up at you with an eyebrow arched. You looked down at the ground then back up at him.
“It’s not important. He made his choice, I just wish it was a different one.” You said looking at him. He looked at you with a confused look on your face then he nodded.
“Listen, my brother can be very convincing when he wants to be. I have been at the end of that knife too many times. Leaving his was for the better.” He said as he turned the ship sharply. You grabbed onto the seats arms as the ship flipped to the right to miss a building.
You nodded understanding, but the feeling in your chest was starting to burn a hole. You hadn’t known Loki long, you were only on Sakarr with him for about a week. But with the dinners, the parties, the investigating and even the talks you two had in your room was enough to know him a little. You saw a side of him that you thought even Thor hadn’t seen before. Glimpses of the kind and protective man he was, that he hid behind a mask when he was around others.
You thought it was ginuene, you knew it was. Just like you before, you were told so many times of who you were, how to be that person, it was just easier to play along than to prove that you weren’t.
That’s why you felt as strongly as you did, you knew the real Loki was somewhere behind that illusion he has made. You just wished you could break it down.
You were suddenly broke out of your thoughts when you saw banner come up behind you grabbing onto the back of Thors chair.
You looked outside and saw ships surrounding you. You sighed and stood up.
“Wait where are you going?” Thor yelled back at you as you looked at him.
“Someone has to deal with these ships, were never going to get out of here with people shooting at us.” You said as you jumped out of the ship and landed onto one of the guards ships, you looked ahead and saw two others shooting at Thor. You let your hands form the purple glow as you stood and formed a giant ball of water from the ocean below, your then made it swirl around into a ball, letting the water flow into a whip you flung it at the closest ship, letting it crash into the other.
You then saw Thor jump out of the ship and start helping disband the other ships. Wave after wave, and blast after blast you and Thor took down the ships. You then looked down to the ship you were riding to see the alien pointing a gun at you, Thor then came and landed beside you punching the glass door and grabbing the alien showing him out before he should shoot.
“I had that one.” You smirked at him as you knelt down and started to direct the ship towards the main one bruce was flying.
“Then why was he still in here.” Thor teased back as you two was coming up under the golden ship. You saw Valkrie jump out of her ship and land into the ship asx you and Thor Jumped to.
You landed in the back of the ship and steadied yourself looked up at Thor and smiling a little.
“For someone that vowed to stop fighting you still got it.” He bragged and you laughed a little as you and him walked up to where Valkrie and Bruce were.
Thor and Valkrie took the controls as you and Bruce sat behind them. You started to fly through the giant red portal the ship rocking and all you could see was red.
You grabbed onto the seat and closed your eyes. You let out a breath and relaxed your muscles. You had to make a shield around the ship, or you knew it wouldn’t make it through this. You then scrunched your face concentrating on the ship as a whole. Letting the purple that was surrounding your hands snake its way around the entire ship.
You then felt the ship go forward faster a little and then burst forward as the energy from your magic vanished. You groaned as you rubbed your head, you hadn’t used that mush magic in a while before, the other were shaking their heads and seamed like they were waking up.
Looking around and outside the windows of the ship you saw beautiful snow capped mountains and the most gorgeous sky, looking down to the city below everyone was up in flames, with smoke making its way up to the side of the ship. You whispered some explicit words as you and bruce walked up behind Thor and Valkrie.
“I never thought I’d be back here.” She mumbled
“Thought It’d be a lot nicer. Not that it’s not nice it’s just everything on fire.” Bruce said as you swatted his shoulder earning a troubled ow from the scientist.
Thor delivered the plan to you three, you three were to help get everyone off Asgard while Thor distracted Hella, you were then to come help Thor try and finish off the job.
You four landed at the palace and started to get ready. You helped Thor grab things from the infirmary and walked back to the ship. He loaded the weapons onto the ship and then handed a folded up suit to Valkarie.
The pastel blues and purples with outlined of gold were beautiful. She gave him a small smile as you gave Thor a pat on the arm and made your way onto the ship.
“You three be safe and Y/n, don’t come for me until everyone is off Asgard.” Thor ordered and you nodded.
“Be careful Thor.” You said as the ship started to hover and take off.
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You walked along the rainbow bridge with Hemidall making your way to the bifrost. He then started to slow his pace, in the distance you could see the outline of a shadowy figure. A giant wolf looking creature, hemidall then drew a giant golden sword out and you started to ground yourself raising your hands to your sides letting the purple haze fill the air around your hands.
“That’s a big dog.” You mumbled as hemidall looked over at you he then waved at the people
“Fall back” he yelled at them as they all started to turn back going the way they came. You two then looked ahead as the giant wolf tarted to rub towards you all.
You and Hemidall started to walk backwards keeping your eyes trained on the wolf when the ship came into view sending fire down at the wolf. You looked yup and smiled to see Valkrie and Bruce flying above distracting the dog. You the turned to the people.
“We need to go back until the wolf is gone.” You yelled at everyone. You and hemidall split, him in the back and you made your way up to the front of the crowd of people. Just in time to see an army making their way onto the bridge.
“Shit.” You whispered as you looked at the people around you. You saw a few of the younger people nod at you, you nodded back.
“Okay, there’s only one way out. Through them. I’ll need all the help I can get okay?” You said to them, everyone nodded. “Look out for everyones back. And Don’t stop till every last one of them are dead.” You said as your raised your hands making the purple glow brighter. You then saw the army start walking.
“Alright everyone. Fight.” You said as you all started to fight the army of what looked like mummies.
You sent out blast after blast of fire, as tons of soldiers surrounded you. You looked back quickly to see the Hulk drag the Giant wolf backwards and fling him to the other side of the bridge. With the wolf distracted you and Hemidall turned your attention to keeping the soldiers from the crowd of people in between you two.
You sent a wave of water to the group of soioders in front of you sending them into the ocean below. You sighed a quick breath of relief as you looked ahead and saw even more running towards you. The sigh of relief turned into a groan as you were about to send another wave. You were starting to feel your energy deplete, You knew you had to keep going but you didn’t know how much you had in you. You sent a bolder towards a group of soldiers as two came from behind and swung their towards to your feet. You yelled out in pain as you were sent to the ground. You looked uo in time to see the guards get shot and fall into the water below.
You then saw Korg walk up and look down at you. You gave a smile and laughed a little as he help out his hand to help you up.
“Hey there magic hands. Were gunna jump on that spaceship and get out of here. Wanna come?” He said pointing to the sky. You grabbed onto his hand and stood up looking up at the sky.
You then saw a giant ship start making its way through the clouds. You then started to see the siluet of a man, the gold horns on his head with the cape flowing through the wind. You smiled and let out a laugh of repel when you saw him.
“Your savior is here!” He yelled as the ship landed just ahead. You walked up to Loki as he stepped out onto the bridge. He saw you and smiled running to you and grabbing your elbows steading you.
“You came back.” You said faintly with a smile so big the whole crowd could see your emotions.
He nodded and smiled softly to you, his smile smaller but his emotions still printed brightly in his eyes.
“I couldn’t let you have all the fun. Now could I?” He remarked as you rolled your eyes turning you attention back to the soldiers ahead of you. Hemidal welcomed him as you all started to fight the running soldiers.
You kneed a solider in the stomach and then sent a blast of air sending him off the bridge. You looked up and saw Thor and Hella fighting on the palace balcony.
“He needs help!” You yelled at Loki as you started to run to him but then you saw Thor jump up with a gigantic lighting bolt following him. He hit Hella sending her falling to the ground as he flew over to the bridge to help you. You smiled and laughed a little sighing as he made his way over to you all. Lighting bolts flying in every direction.
You heard screams of people fighting all around as you turned your attention back to the fight ahead. You sent a blast of fire swirling to the guard that was about to attack Loki from behind. He heard and looked around as he stabbed another solider. He smirked at you and flipped his helmet in his hand then sent it through another sending him falling.
You looked at the people who were running.
“Get on the ship! Now!” You yelled at you sent a blast of purple magic to another solider. You and Loki walked up to Thor panting.
“Youre late” Thor said to Loki
“And your missing an eye.” Loki snapped back. You let out a chuckled then patted Loki’s arm pointing behind Thor.
“This isn’t over.” You said as you three walked to here you saw Hella walking towards you. Valkarie catching up with you.
“Hit her with a lighting blast.” Loki ordered as Thor scoffed at his brother.
“I just hit her with the biggest lighting blast in the history of lighting and it did nothing.” Thor replied
“We just need to hold her off until everyone’s on board.” Valkarie said looking at Thor. You nodded and stepped forward a bit, giving an exhausted sigh.
“Y/n, what are you doing?” Loki asked focused on you.
“OI may have something to hold her b ack for a bit.” You said as you looked back at Thor. “Do whatever you have to do to get everyone onboard, and do it fast.” You said turning your attention back to Hella who materialized two swords.
“What are yo0u going to do.” Thor asked you as you raised your hands letting the purple haze go bright neon, you relaxed your breathing and aimed your hands to Hella.
Your blue eyes flooded to purple as you focused on Hella’s movements. You then shot your magic into her direction. Purple surrounding her body like flames. She stopped in her tracks and looked down at her legs.
You tended your body holding her in place, you glanced back seeing them all stand staring at you.
“What did I say. Move it!” You yelled directing your attention back on Hella. You motioned your hands lower a bit sending Hella to the ground kneeling on her knees.
She yelled back at you trying to send her sword in your direction, but it only flying a few feet.
You could hear Thor and Loki talking in the background arguing about something.
“Listen, can we do the sibling rivalry later. I can’t hold her much longer.” You yelled back at them, you then saw Loki run into a ship and take off toward the palace.
You yelled to Thor and Valkarie to get to the ship.
“Not without you!” Thor yelled back
“Just go. I
I’ll be there in a second. I have a little more.” You yelled back as he hesitated, he sent Valkrie to the ship and came to your side.
You looked at him quickly before turning your attention back to Hella who was starting to move a little more.
“I thought I told you to get on that ship.” You told him. He shook his head and looked at Hella then to you.
“I asked you to come. We’ll fight side by side.” Thor said was he nodded to you.
You yelled in exhaustion as you felt your power drain. Hella laughed a little putting one foot on the3 ground trying to stand.
“Whatever game your playing it won’t work. You can’t defeat me.” Hella yelled
You stumbled a little as she stood up, you groaned and focused the rest of your energy into her stopping her from walking.
“I know we can’t. But he can.” Thor said pointing to the palace that was now in flames. A giant flaming man with huge horns coming out of the ground towering over even the biggest mountain in the background.
With that your energy was gone and the purple power faded. Sending you to your knees. You caught yourself with your hand as you breathed heavily.
Thor then sent a huge lighting both right at Hella. Causing the bridge to crumble sending her to the water below. Thor then helped you up and braced you up with his arm, you wrapped your arm around his waist as you looked up at the Giant sending his sword into the Asgards ground.
“The people are safe. That’s all that matters.” You said as you looked up art the Ship that was taking off hovering higher into the air. Thor nodded
“Were fulfilling an ancient proffacy.” He said as you two watched Asgard go up in flames.
“I don’t really like this prophecy.” You mumbled out of breath.
“So do I, but Satture destroys Asgard, he destroys Hella. So that our people will may live.” He said as Hulk flew into the air landing on the Horn of the giant.
Thor yelled to Hulk to stop and come back as you let your body fall onto Thor a little more.
The hulk came running to Thor and you grabbing you two in one of his arms as he landed in the ship as you all flew away from Asgard.
You braced yourself as Thor helped you. You had a tiny bit of energy left as you stood up by yourself.
“You saved us from extinction, Asgard is not a place, it’s a people.” Hemidall told Thor as he patted his back.
Thor nodded and then looked at you.
“You ever going to tell me how you stopped hella for so long?” He asked as he smiled at you. You laughed breathlessly as you looked up at him.
“It’s called blood bending. I started practicing it a little before you came a got me. I can control water and liquids, blood is one of them.” You started as he stood there staring at you in shock. “I’m not good at it, but I know my way around it enough to be able to do something.” You finished as you patted his arm as he chuckled and shook his head pulling you into a hug.
“Thank you Y/n for all your help. I don’t think we would have been able to do this without you.” He said as you two parted.
“Well, it’s what hero’s do.” You stated his earlier comment. “Now, let’s go get you cleaned up.” You said as you walked away him following.
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You helped Thor clean his eye or what’s left of It for that matter. After he was okay you excused yourself to go rest. The fight took a lot out of you, and it would take a few days to get to earth anyway.
You were walking down the hall to another empty room when out of the corner of your eye you saw a figure in one of the rooms. You stopped and looked, the smile on your face spread when you saw the greens and golds of the leather. You stepped into the room. Loki turned away from looking out the window, he gave you a soft smile. You leaned in the door frame, you wanted to say so much.
“Thank you Loki.” You decided to start off with that, the rest could follow.
He shrugged his shoulders and waved his hands them falling back down to his sides.
“I didn’t do much.” He said as you scoffed and walked a little closer to him.
“Oh yeah, just bringing a giant space ship to save your entire world isn’t a lot.” You stated as you crossed your arms over your chest.
“Just another day.” He said with a small smirk. You laughed at his remark.
“Well either way. Thank you.” You said as he nodded a response.
“You actually stayed.” It came out as more of a question than anything. He smiled and raised his hand out in front of him. You lifted your hand and pressed it against his, he was here. He intertwined your fingers with his and looked down at you.
“I’m here.” He simple stated, you looked up at him and smiled.
“Although I don’t know if everyone else will be as trilled to see me.” He said softly looking down at your hands, he rubbed his thumb on the back of your hand as he thought of something.
“Why wouldn’t they be.” You knew why, and what he was trying to say. But you still didn’t know why people were so against the idea of Loki actual doing good.
“Well, Thor made it very clear he didn’t want me. But I knew you were going to Asgard, I needed to help you. And were going to earth, their not my biggest of fans darling.” He spilled.
He was so used to being the bad guy. Everyone told him he was for so long, he began to believe it himself. You gave him a sad smile.
“Loki listen. Your brother loves you, he’s stuck in one image of you. It’s never too late for someone to show the other side.” You said as you looked at your still intertwined hands, he pulled you closer a little bit wrapping his arm around the back of your waist. You looked up at him placing your other hand on his chest.
“Everyone deserves a second chance, no matter what they’ve done. I speak with experience.” You said smoothing out the wrinkles in his leather across his chest.
Loki opened his mouth, he wanted to say something but the words refused to come out. He closed his mouth and clenched his jaw a bit.
“You don’t believe me.” You stated as you unraveled your hands and placed your other on his chest. You patted his chest softly then stepped back a little. “Go talk to him. You’ll see. He’s starting to see the Loki I know is in there.” You gave him a smile and then turned walking out of the room.
Loki all his life was told one thing but wanted to be another. He built walls to save himself from getting hurt again. You decided you wouldn’t give up on him just like everyone else did. You didn’t know how long it would take. But you would do it.
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You walked into your room after taking rounds of seeing if the civilians were okay. The ship was massive but not big enough for everyone to have their space. People were sharing rooms, and the food rations were starting to dwindle. You knew you all would be at earth sometime today so hop was still there.
You walked to the window of your room and looked out into the starts and galaxies. It was truly beautiful. A knock on your door took you from your thoughts, turning you saw Loki smiling in your doorway. You smiled back as he walked in closing the door behind him.
He walked over to you looking out of the window just as you had done. You smiled as you turned your attention back to the stars. It had been two days on the ship, he had talked with his brother and everyone was coming to terms that he was here. You still saw the shield he was holding up for everyone. But there defenses were falling.
“I need to tell you something.” He said said softly still looking out the window. You looked up at him turning to face him.
“I’ve been holding it in. But it needs to be said.” He turned to face you. You nodded your head for him to continue. He took your hand in his as he tried to find the words.
“I need to thank you. For showing me who I truly wanted to be.” He said stumbling over his words. You smiled at his words
“Loki, I believe you knew who you wanted to be. You just needed someone to tell you they believed in you.” You said softly looking up at him from your hands.
He looked into your eyes, his ocean blue eyes looking into yours. Every emotion was there, he hid from everyone else. But he was different with you, and you felt honored to be able to see it.
“Why did you?” He asked “Everyone has their thoughts of me, but you. Yours were different. You knew my past but still decided to give me a chance.”
“I had a past of my own. I had a second chance, I had a chance to prove to everyone that that wasn’t who I was anymore, I didn’t want to be that person. I just thought you needed one too.” You said to him as you intertwined your fingers with his.
“Tell me loki, what happened? What made you put up so many walls, where you refused to let love in for so long.” You asked.
He looked down at the floor then back up at you. He let go of your hands and opened his mouth trying to find the rights words.
“Love is a dagger” He started as he materialized a dagger in his hand in front of you. “It’s a weapon, to be yielded far away or up close. You can see yourself in it. It’s beautiful. Until it makes you bleed.” He said as he flipped the dagger around pointing to his chest. “But ultamitly when you reach for it…” He trailed off as you reached for the dagger, it vanished as you glided your fingers through the green shimmer.
“It isn’t real.” You finished his sentence and he nodded. Your heart broke for him, everyone fed him lied his whole life he believes them whole heartedly.
“Your wrong…” You stetted as he looked at you and tilted his head bit, “Love is power.” You said closing the gap between you two.
“You…You really think I can change.” He said more of a question than anything. You nodded and then placed your hand on his cheek rubbing softly with your thumb.
“I think if your asking that question, you’re already halfway there.” You said softly as he looked at you and smiled.
“I’ve betrayed everyone who ever loved me. I betrayed my father, my brother, my home. I know what I did…and that’s not who I am anymore. I won’t let you down.” Loki said softly as he wrapped you in his arms pulling you closer to him.
You wrapped your arms around his neck as you looked up at him.
“I want to be different. For you. Okay?” He finished.
You were trying to find the words, but you didn’t have any. You just smiled up at him and nodded your head.
“Okay.” You said back softly for only him to hear. He smiled at your simple reply and bent down a bit to press his forehead to yours. You closed your eyes taking in the moment. Nothing else mattered. You were his, and he was yours.
You then felt two fingers under your chin living your head. You looked to see Loki smiling a bit you smiled back as he leaned in touching your lips to his.
You kissed back as you felt his hands on your back grip you a bit tighter trying to pull you closer to him. You smiled into the kiss placing a hand on his cheek. You felt his hands go under your shirt and press into your skin.
The kisses intensified as you ran your hands down to his chest and gripped his shirt. Loki hummed agist your lips at your touch. He lifted his hands higher to take your shirt off, you let him as he threw your shirt onto the floor. His eyes trailed your bare stomach to your chest, he then looked up at you and smiled, you returned the favor as you pulled him back to you from your hand on the back of his neck.
You ran your hands down to the hem of his shirt lifting it up and over his head throwing it onto the floor with yours. Your hands touched his bare chest trailing down to the hem of his pants pulling him closer you.
He trailed kissed down your jawline to your neck, once he found your soft spot he took you skin in his mouth sucking gently. You let out a soft moan, you could feel the smirk he was giving on your skin as he backed you up and laid you onto the bed.
You looked up at him as he watched you, hunger flooding his eyes. He crawled onto the bed kissing up your neck to your lips. You trailed your hands down to his pants pulling his weight onto you. He moaned against your lips as you played with the hem of his pants.
Loki started to pepper kissed down your neck and color bone leaving love marks as he went. Your soft moans and hums filking the room sounding like music to Loki. His touch was gentle but a little rough to leave you wanting more. He trailed down your stomach and stopped at the hem of your pants. He looked up at you and smirked, you looked down at him and smiled a little breathless.
Your lips were swollen from kisses and your chest went up and down with every breath leaving Loki wanting more. You could see the hunger in his eyes, you lifted your hips a bit hinting for him to continue. He smirked a bit as he started to undo your pants pulling them off you along with your underwear and throwing them onto the floor.
You looked up at Loki who was on his knees looking down at you his eyes trailed your body slowly taking in every inch. Your stomach flipping at his stare, he slowly leaned down spreading your legs. He left trails of sloppy kissed up your inner thigh until he got to his destination. He kissed right above where you needed him most, the heat in between your legs growing with every second. You whimpered softly and wiggled your hips trying to get him to continue. He chuckled breathlessly as he pressed one last soft kiss on your hip before he sent his lips to your folds.
His tongue swirled, your moans filling the air cheering him on. His hands found your hips keeping you in place as he worked. You put your hands in his hair tangling your fingers gripping softly pulling his face in more as you moaned laying your head back.
You could fill the knot in the pit of your stomach build at he kissed and sucked. You gripped his hair tighter and moaned his name as the knot in your stomach came undone. You laid there breathless as Loki licked up every last drop. He looked up at the mess you were and chuckled kissing his way up to your lips. He kissed your lips, you could taste yourself on them. He pulled away slowly as you looked up at him, he smirked at you.
You lifted your hips and whimpered. Loki chuckled as he took his pants off throwing them onto the floor with the others.
“So impatient are we?” Loki mumbled as he ran his hands down to your breasts gripping slitty as he kissed your neck.
“Please Loki.” You wined as you wrapped your arms around his neck, he chuckled against your skin.
“Alright Alright.” He whispered as he trusted inside of you slowly. You let out a breath followed by a moan that mixed with Loki’s. Loki took your hands in his intertwining your fingers, he laid them above your head pinning them down as he started to move in and out.
You wrapped your legs around his waist as he filled you up again and again, Loki kissed your neck moaning against your skin.
You kissed his temple, as he lifted his head and kissed your lips roughly.
You could feel the familiar knot begin to build in your stomach as you moaned into his kiss. Loki started to go faster as your moans got louder the knot building and building as he did. It finally unraveled as you moan his name loudly, Loki finishing at the same time his moans muffled against your chest.
Loki collapsed onto of you as you two caught your breath you played with his hair before he filled over laying beside you wrapping a hand under your back pulling you into his side. He smiled as you laid your head on his chest tracing circles on his chest.
He kissed the top of your head as you two soaked in the moment.