Chapter 7
“Told you to dress up decently, right?” He looked at you as you turned the tv off so you walked into the kitchen and held him from behind. You had his shirt on with a pair of booty shorts, nit exactly decent persay.
“Is this not decent enough for detective Rogers?” You mumbled as you pressed soft kisses on his skin, the scratches from her fingernails had left their print behind so you were kissing over each and everyone of those marks.
He turned around and placed his hands on your hips so you jumped a little and he instantly wrapped your legs around his waist. He walked a few steps backwards and made you sit on the countertop.
“Are you okay?” He asked you softly, you could sense the genuine concern in his tone.
“I am..scared” you held onto him tightly and he sighed.
“Of that monster?"
"Mmmmhmmmm"
"You know I will protect you right?"
You nodded as you pulled away from him.
"Are you okay?” You looked down as you asked him, your fingers trailed over the bite marks on his chest that one of his whores had left behind, sometimes you felt mean thinking like this about them, they caught his eyes and got lucky, it wasn’t really their fault but the jealousy always took over. They had the parts of him he never gave to you. And probably never will.
“You don’t have to worry about me darling” he chuckled as he cupped your cheeks and kissed your forehead, he was pulling away so you placed your hands on his shoulders.
“Don’t leave please"
"Uhhhuh? Then who’ll feed this hungry little pouch of yours” you giggled as he tickled the sides of your waist, his eyes teared up at the sight, sometimes he truly wished that he was powerful enough to turn back the time so he could have protected you better, so he could have done better then what he did.
“Stopppp stooopp please stahhhhp” you screamed so he listened to you for once.
You both heard the door buzzing so you immediately jumped down from the counter and walked past him, he quickly went to his room to put a shirt on as well.
“Hello Mister Steve” you smiled as you looked at Detective Rogers, he stepped inside the apartment so you locked the door.
“Y/n, it’s been a while, I’m glad you’re staying out of trouble” you grabbed his arm and turned him around to hug him as he said that.
“Oh detective I have missed you” you could tell he was feeling uncomfortable and that’s exactly why you liked to annoy him, plus you really wanted Loki to see this, obviously. Steve pulled you off him as he heard Loki’s footsteps approaching, when you looked at him and he was glaring right at you.
“Why don’t you go make a cup of coffee for us? Can you do that?” Loki asked you so you smiled.
“Yes daddddy” you walked past them both, Steve’s eyes widened while Loki’s just rolled like usual.
“Come with me” Steve followed Loki to his room and then you heard the door shutting.
“What was that? Why did she call you that??” He seemed weirded out as he questioned Loki.
“You know why ..you fucking know what she does” Loki answered, a little frustrated by your behaviour.
“I just.. is something going on between you two?"
"You didn’t come here to talk about that did you?"
"She’s wearing your clothes, she’s calling you ’Dadddy’..I’m just worried, she has been through alot..we– " Loki cut him off as he didn’t want to hear anything Steve had to say about your relationship with him. He knew what he was doing.
"I know that and I can fucking take care of her alright? What’s going on between us is not your concern..she’s not a child any longer, you and your bloody laws they can’t take me away from her anymore” Loki’s eyes teared up from anger and frustration. It wasn’t just Steve but the build up from the past days, the tension between you two, Odin escaping, you kissing Peter, it was all getting to him. He was afraid of losing you again.
“Can you calm down, I’m on your side, I have always been on your side Loki"
Loki sighed as Steve said that.
"Where is that bastard?”
“We are searching for him, look you two need to get away somewhere far from here"
"We can’t, she has liabilities, her work..we can’t just ditch everything and run off into the sunset" loki crossed his arms as he said that.
"Well atleast find a safer place, I’m serious Loki, you know he is looking for her and we can’t risk it"
"I’ll take care of her, I just need him caught because you know if I find him first I’ll kill him with my bare hands"
Steve sighed again as Loki said that. That’s mostly how conversations occured between them since the beginning.
"Two officers will be patrolling around the area, just a safety measure, we have our men on every point from NY to LA, he won’t be able to get here"
"How did he look like when he escaped?"
Steve took out a picture and gave it to him, his eyes burned with tears of anger as he looked at the image of his father, the white hair made him look different but that smile still made his skin crawl.
"Well.. that’s the first thing he’d do, change his appearance” Steve nodded as he said that then he got really quiet ad he thought about someone. He had to keep her safe too. “Did you get in touch with her?"
Steve’s eyes flickered as Loki questioned him then he realised what he meant.
"She’s under our observation, her and Nat both, don’t worry”
“I just want Jo out of this, Odin is vengeful and the moment he finds out about our history he will try to use her to get to me” his eyes teared up more as he thought about her and the time he had spent with her, for once in his life he actually thought he’d have it all, he thought of a world where things would finally start to turn around for him, he really did but it ended and it took away whatever sanity he had left with in him.
“I understand Loki, are you still in touch with her?"
"Nooo…it’s been years. What’s the point really? Especially with y/n around now it doesn’t even matter anymore"
"She’s an adult Loki, maybe now is not the right time but once Odin is in our hands again you need to let her go so you both can heal, this whole thing is not good for her you know that..does she even know about Jo?"
"She doesn’t and I want to keep it that way okay?” Steve sighed as Loki said that, he never really listened to him especially when you were in the picture . After the discussion Steve stayed for dinner and you kept flirting with the man just to rile up Loki and you could tell it was working really well as he was getting more and more irritated every time you touched Steve.
“Bye bye detective..see us again soon” As he was about to leave, you got on your toes and kissed his cheeks one by one, that shocked Steve to say the least.
“I have a daughter not much younger than you, behave okay?” He told you so you smiled innocently.
Steve left soon after and you were left with a pissed off looking Loki glaring at you intently.
“You find this funny huh? All of this amuses you right?"
"Nooo daddy” you smiled in a way that didn’t help the situation, it only irked him further, he walked towards you and you noticed how furious he was, his jaw remained clenched, his eyes were moist with tears so you took a few steps backwards until you hit the front door.
“You’re such an attention seeking child"
His teeth gritted together as he spat , your eyes teared up but you knew he didn’t mean it, he was angry, he had to be super annoyed to say that to you.
"Then give me attention” you smiled at him as he cupped your cheeks harshly and pressed your head flat against the door, making you look up to match his eyes “Shhhhh calm down I’m sorry” you clutched onto his shirt and your arms wrapped around his waist as you mumbled, he let go of your cheeks and placed his arms on the door instead so you got on your tiptoes and pressed kisses on his neck.
“I’m sorry daddy, pleasee” your arms flung around his neck and he sighed. He was scared and he needed you close to him right now, he was terrified about Odin hurting you again and he wanted to hold you in his arms to stay calm but he was too stubborn to keep his ego aside and ask you for that.
“Can I sleep with you tonight?” You asked him as you didn’t get any kind of response to your touch, kisses or even your apology.
He pulled you away from him and stormed off to his room making you sigh in utmost sadness, maybe you shouldn’t have messed with him today. After a few minutes as you made your way to his room he was making the bed, he gestured you to get on the bed so instantly hopped on before he would change his mind. As he laid down you quickly snuggled into him, you felt extremely tired from the long day and his warm body next to you lulled you to sleep quicker than you could have expected, his fingers caressed your scalp gently and he heard you humming in sleep.
That’s all he needed tonight, you next to him, safe in his arms, and that’s how he wanted to keep you forever, he didn’t care what the world thought of him or how they judged him. He never cared about their opinions, they didn’t suffer the way you two did.
“I love you darling, please don’t leave me” his eyes teared up as he looked down at her, his cock moved in and out of her slowly, she was the only woman he had ever made love to like this. Jolene, her long black hair and blue eyes mesmerized him since he had laid his eyes on her.
He was 24 when they met, 4 years after he had gotten out of Odin’s clutches, he thought that he was broken beyond repair and he surely was but when he met her , he felt something, she changed him for better, she gave him hope, she loved him and he has never been loved before, not like this, the moment he saw her he knew he was all in but he forgot his reality, he forgot how damaged he was for her, she was an angel, so free of trauma and pain while he didn’t even know how it felt to not feel the pain, that’s all he had ever gotten in life before.
“Not leaving baby, goshhhh I love you too..keep going please” she cupped his cheeks and pulled him closer to her then she wrapped her legs around his waist, in a moment he was flipped under her, he smiled as she rode him slowly. He must be having the best dream of his life to see her again or this would turn into the worst nightmare, he really didn’t care at the moment.
“Pleaseee daddy ” his eyes opened as he heard your voice, Jolene wasn’t there anymore, it was you and he didn’t hate the sight, if he was being honest with himself he really loved the view of you on top of him. He had been thinking about this since that night of your 19th birthday, that’s when he had the inkling that he was going to be fucked even moreso now, the paternal older sibling sort of bond that he had maintained with you wouldn’t be same anymore. He was attracted to you after that night but he has always loved you, in several different ways carrying several different shades of love in his heart, he knew he had loved you all his life.
“Babyyyy” he sat up and you cupped his cheeks to kiss him feverishly, his response was equally saturated with passion.
“I love you lolo” you mumbled softly as you hopped up and down on him slowly.
“It’s always been you sweet buttons, it has always been you for me, you were always mine" you smiled as he confessed what he actually felt for you.
"Yours…I belong to you .. forever"
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He woke up sweating and breathing heavily as the sound of the alarm blared next to him. You were still asleep and he couldn’t have been more thankful, he turned the alarm off instantly then he got up to get ready for the day before you’d catch him like this. That was a weird dream. He hadn’t thought about Jolene in a long time and yesterday’s conversation with Steve must have triggered it. He didn’t want to think about her, his priorities were set, all he wanted was for her to stay out of his fucked life. That’s all she wanted afterall so that’s exactly what he wanted to give her.
While he was making breakfast you were just scrolling through your social media accounts, that’s when you heard the doorbell ringing so you got up.
"Peep first alright?” You heard him yell so you chuckled.
“Yesss sir"
He shook his head at the response. There was a woman standing on the other side of the door. You didn’t know who she was though, you had never met her before.
"Ummm who’s this?” You asked her and you could see she her fidgeting.
“Uhhh hiii ..does Loki live here? I was told I’d find him here” you looked behind and you found Loki staring at you motionless. It was as if he had seen a ghost.
You opened the door before he could say anything, you were met with a woman, probably in her early 30s, raven hair that matched his, blue eyes, she was so much taller than you, she looked really pretty too, the type of woman loki got around with. She was his type.
“I’m sorry, who are you?" You asked her as you felt confused, and you really wished you hadn’t because you weren’t expecting for your whole world to flip upside down all over again.
"Hiii I’m Jolene.. I’m uhhh Loki’s ex wife..is he here?"
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