Chapter 3
He returned to the room with a bowl of cheesy pasta, that was your comfort food and you needed it, on one hand he purposely hurt you by fucking with your head and emotions and on the other hand he exactly knew what would bring you comfort after the day you have had.
“Eat” he passed the bowl to you so you sighed.
“So I have made it to the next round? If I am selected I’ll get the part?” You asked him and he hummed in response, taking his cellphone out he sat down on the single couch you had in your room, ignoring your existence again.
“What about the reward?” You asked him sheepishly and he looked at you, a small smile curved his mouth
“Yeah?? what about it?”
“Ummm when will I be rewarded?” You asked him and he tilted his head, his green eyes pierced into your soul
“Whenever I see it fit” he returned his attention back to the phone and you sighed, you got up with the bowl of pasta in your hand and walked toward him. He glared at you as you snatched the phone away and threw it on your bed.
“What do you need you insolent little child?” you sat down on his thighs sideways, placing the bowl right on his lap as you offered him a bite
“Eat” you said to him in the same manner like he did before so he complied, you kissed on his forehead then you pressed several little kisses to the side of his neck.
Once in a while you pulled your head up and he fed you, this was a pretty normal situation for you two, that’s why you could never get rid of him, you were so addicted to him that whatever he did only made you obsess over him more and more. As you fell asleep in his arms he kissed you softly and tucked you in your bed, he had never kissed you like that, not in your awakened state at least.
Next morning you woke up in a jolly mood for some reason but he was nowhere to be seen. He had left a note behind though
“Don’t go anywhere. Loki”
“Straight to the point I see” you mumbled to yourself and decided to irk him instead. How dare he ask you to not go anywhere?
Of Course you didn’t listen to him, you loved doing things he didn’t want you to do, it was a shady area you two lived in so he didn’t want you to go anywhere without him. But you went shopping for the audition tomorrow, you wanted to look good and when you returned you were met with his angry form.
“You can’t just listen to me Can you?” He asked you Calmly so you smirked just to annoy him. Much to your surprise he didn’t yell at you or grab you to put you in your place, he just shook his head and went to his room instead.
You couldn’t stay still after that, the tables had turned, you couldn’t comprehend why he wasn’t mad at you, curiosity was eating you up so you decided to confront him. His door was left ajar and as soon as you heard his moans your feet were glued to the surface, you didn’t want to move, how could you when he was moaning like that?
You heard the sound of him pumping his cock with his fist and it quickened your breath immediately. To see what he was doing, you peaked your head to the side and the sight almost made you faint. You squeezed your legs together to stop your burning arousal but it was futile. He was sitting at the edge of the bed, all naked, his legs were spread so wide that you wanted to crawl and sit between those strong muscular thighs.
As he stroked himself slowly, his head lulled back once in a while, but he would bring it back and watch his moving fist, pleasuring himself so brazenly. You wondered what he was thinking about at the moment, his sharp jawline clenched with every pump, strings of curses escaped his lips as he chased the feeling. He looked obscene but in the sexiest possible ways. You could have watched him like this forever.
You had to bite on your lips to stop yourself from moaning, his abs contracted with every breath as he continued to fondle himself and then he came so loudly. And so much. He continued to rub his sensitive cock as he rode through the orgasm, you could feel yourself dripping and you just wanted to barge inside, lick all that cum off his torso like a good girl and maybe he’d show you some mercy.
He smiled as he got up to go to the bathroom. He knew you were watching, why else would he put on a show? He did it just to fuck with you and he wasn’t going to stop here, he wanted to ruin you tonight for defying him like that, he wanted to keep you on edge until you’d be crying in his arms out of sheer frustration.
You heard the shower running, so you stepped inside his room, the bathroom door was left open too, you shouldn’t have walked towards the door, you should have controlled yourself but the more he denied you the more desperate you became for his attention.
You stayed at the side of the door, he couldn’t see you but you could see him really well if you peeked your head just right, his wet naked body stood proudly under the shower, that sculpted behind was taunting you that you won’t ever get to touch it. His muscles seemed clenched as he soaped every inch of his skin and when his hands roamed around his shapely ass cheeks? Well that was it, that was your undoing. You quickly went back to your room and laid down on the bed, your breathing got heavier, your panties were soaked with need and you were about to provide yourself a much needed semblance of release when you heard the knock. Pressing the pillow over your face you let out a scream of frustration then you got up to open the door.
“Whatt?” You asked him, a bit annoyed by his presence, you really wanted to get yourself off, this was a torture.
“Come..watch a movie with me” he smiled as he grabbed your arm and started to walk away, you couldn’t see the smirk on his face, he didn’t even ask you if you wanted to see the movie, he just dictated. Turning the tv on he sat down on the couch with his legs wide open, he just had a brief on. Whore.
He tapped on his thigh so you sat down on him.
“Turn around, how will you watch the movie?” He asked you and you nodded. You turned around and gasped as he made you sit right on his crotch. He was a jerk, a mean conniving jerk.
Your panties were soaked and you were thankful for the shorts you were wearing. He couldn’t stop himself from messing with you, he didn’t want to, he had to keep you dangling for that forbidden fruit, as long as you didn’t get to have him you would continue to come back for him. The tank top you had on was made of the flimsiest material that he wondered why you even had it on, the strings of the straps were loose and they kept falling over your shoulders, he could see your cleavage from over your head and he knew your nipples were so painfully erect.
He pushed your hair to the side and you moaned as his fingers caressed your bare skin,
“It’s getting all into my mouth darling” you hummed as he said that, the movie he had picked had the most number of love scenes you have ever seen in your life, all of this felt hellish and he was the devil punishing you for what you had done, one of his arms wrapped around your waist right under your breasts as he placed a soft kiss on your neck and it made you want to grind him to hell, you moved your hips slightly but he immediately grabbed your chin with his other hand to make you look at him
“What do you think you are doing?” He asked you so you turned towards him a little, your breasts were threatening to spill out of your top, he was definitely right about the erect nipples.
“Nothing daddy” you mumbled and he turned your body towards the tv again. You were done with his teasing, now you wanted to piss him off more and you knew exactly what to say or do to get him all riled up.
“Mmm I wonder how her parents feels watching her do such scenes, or her boyfriend if she has one”
You placed your head down on his shoulder and kept your eyes on him, looking like you had caught up to the game and you were playing your own one now knowing very well that you could never win. You didn’t want to, you always wanted to lose yourself to him as long as he’d give you his attention.
“It’s just acting and she wants to get ahead at any cost. Don’t think her so called boyfriend cares enough” he mumbled as he turned his head to look at you.
“Mmmm I should do such scenes too” He glared at you as you said that. He knew what you were doing so he kept his voice calm, he tried.
“That’s what you want to be known for hmm? That girl who fucks strangers on screen for all to see?” He was agitated, the stunt you had pulled on him by defying him in the morning already had him on the edge and now you were teasing him on purpose. He was going to hurt you so good.
“So what? It’s just acting daddy” he grabbed your waist and turned you around so you were facing him, then he grabbed the back of your neck to pull your head back, making you gasp and moan all at once, you were practically half naked on top of him, your modesty was barely covered by the top you had on,
“Acting needs talent sweetheart..this however” he pointed towards the sex scene going on screen and you smiled “A two dollar whore can do this, you want to be known as the whore who will take off her clothes for three minutes of screentime? Tell me and I’ll make you that whore I promise” He’d keep you tied up in his room then allow anyone else to see you like that, but you didn’t need to know that.
Your eyes teared up as he said that, his words burned but turned you on too, you’d be his whore if he’d want you to be, but you knew he’d never exploit you like that, if he wanted to he would have, he has all the permission in the world, he had you all wrapped up around his fingers, he could make you do whatever he wanted to, you were dependent on him entirely.
“Noo daddy I don’t want to be the whore” you whined as your hips moved mindlessly, you couldn’t take this anymore, just a slight stimulation was enough to build the sensation.
“Noo? don’t want them to know how easy you are to exploit? Hmmm??” He snickered as he pulled on your hair with his fist “I know everything about you, I know what you did in the orphanage and the foster homes that you were thrown out of repetitively, I know the reason behind it” you looked at him as he said that. Of course he knew, but you did it all for him, so at the end you’d end up with him.
“No daddy, please I just want you..” He snickered condescendingly.
“Look at you, such an easy easy girl you are, so desperate for attention that you can’t help it can you? You think you’d survive out there? All alone without me to take care of you?” He spoke harshly and you shook your head. You can’t survive without him, you needed him.
“No daddy I need you please, please don’t leave me” the tears dripped down so he cupped your cheeks and wiped it with his thumb, your hips continued to move on him, you were chasing the feeling and he wasn’t even stopping you, you got off on his mean words and that made him feel powerful, as if he owned the precious girl wriggling with such desperation in his arms. It felt good knowing that she was nothing without him, that she didn’t even want to be without him.
“Then be a good girl for me, is it so hard to be good? I’m trying to protect you from those leeches but you keep getting yourself into trouble, keep attracting those men out there who would use you and throw you away like an object” he talked down to you and you shook your head, you were too lost in your head to even respond properly anymore.
“Don’t want to be used.. except if it’s you using me” he snickered as you said that, that made him hard too. You didn’t even know that he planned to use you all your life, he’d never let you go.
“I am using you sweetheart, can’t you see or you’re too dense to understand that?” You moaned loudly at his words, your hips rolled slightly right against his bulge “Such a perfect plaything aren’t you? So malleable and naive, no thoughts whatsoever in that pretty little head”
And you came. Soo hard. He was taken aback too, he didn’t want you to cum, he wanted to keep you on the edge and torture you, he couldn’t even believe that you came just by grinding your hips slightly and listening to his filthy words.
Your body convulsed and you gripped onto his shoulders, digging your nails into his skin as you rode through your orgasm. It was explosive, you almost felt knocked out by the sheer intensity of it. This was everything you needed tonight.
You felt his fingers caressing your scalp as you came back to your senses slowly, his words still haunted you but not in a good way anymore like it did when you were too aroused to care, your eyes teared up again, you didn’t want him to use you and throw you away. You wanted him to keep you for life. You sniffled so he wiped your tears and kissed your cheeks one by one.
“I don’t want to be a whore daddy”
“I know baby, are you done being an ungrateful brat? Done throwing tantrums on purpose to piss me off?” He asked you sternly so you nodded, no matter what happened you were always the one to apologize to him and he loved making you apologize to him.
“Don’t leave me please”
You clutched onto him and he smiled.
“You’re mine for life..aren’t you?”
He asked you softly so you nodded immediately. You were his. But he wasn’t yours.
“Good girl, now I want you to go to your room and clean this mess alright? Then I want you to sleep, big day tomorrow” He commanded you strictly.
“Okayyy”
As you were about to get away he grabbed your arm.
“Want to sleep with me tonight?” He asked you softly so you nodded “Go get ready for bed, I’ll be there soon”
You did what he asked you to do, you showered, changed and got ready for bed. As soon as he entered your room he found you on the bed, you opened your arms for him to hug you so he climbed into the bed and snuggled into you. You held onto him tightly, there wasn’t an inch of space left between your bodies, your clingines had been overwhelming at times but he was never annoyed by you. He could never be.
“Tell me that you don’t mean those words” he chuckled as you said that.
“I do mean them”
“You think I’m easy?”
“You are naive”
“That’s what you think” you huffed
“No baby I know who you are, you’re not fooling me with the act”
“Whatever happened at the orphanage –”
“You did it on purpose I know..I know your every little move so don’t try to fool me” he whispered in your ears and you hummed in response.
“Mmmm maybe I am naive daddy”
“You are baby”
“And easy”
“So fucking easy”
“And dumb ”
“Mmhhmmm” you punched him on his chest and it made him laugh like a sadist. He frustrated you so much but you never wanted to leave him either, you were too engrossed into this give and take. Too addicted to this shared toxicity.
During the final audition, it was down to you and the girl in the red. Just great. She smirked as she saw Loki but he wasn’t interested any longer, they all lost his attention after a night of sex or maybe he didn’t want to fuck them again on purpose, you didn’t know but you were glad. Loki had a call to attend so he went away for a while, that’s when Rita approached you, she had a cup of coffee in her hand that she toppled right over your head, you didn’t even have time to think, you were appalled and shocked all at once.
“What is wrong with you.. you fucking bitch!!!!” you glared at her and she started laughing like a witch.
“Awn!! tch tch tch.. don’t worry I’ll tell them you couldn’t make it today” she made a sad face to mock you and your eyes teared up at the evilness, you had gotten so close but you couldn’t get inside like this for the audition, your clothes were ruined too, thankfully you had the hair dryer and fresh pair of t-shirt Loki always made you carry with you for emergency purposes.
Loki had watched the scenario from a distance and it has pissed him off. He watched you run out of there but instead of following you he decided to talk to Rita instead.
“Hiii there” he smiled at her and she scooted closer to him on the bench “She’s my client, you knew that right?” He asked her as he kissed her softly.
“Come on I’ll pay you when I get selected.. would you like to work for me instead? We can have such fun together, that night was unforgettable don’t you think?? ”
She caressed his cheek with her fingers so he smiled again.
“The offer is indeed tempting” he leaned into her to kiss her again, a bit more passionately this time and she got worked up instantly, he knew of his talents and he knew how to use his sexuality, he has been doing this to you since he came back into your life “Come with me baby” he whispered in her ear and she moaned.
“Babee, laterrr..I think they’re going to call me in soon–”
“I’ll bring you back on time I promise okay?” he told her softly so she smiled.
As you came back from the restroom you watched him walking away with her, hand in hand. How could he want her after what she did to you? Did he not care? Rita was called in but she wasn’t there and you didn’t have much time to dwell because you were called in right after that. The audition went so well that for the first time in your life you had the confidence that you’ll get it.
When you came out he was there, tinkling with his phone.
“Wow fucked her already?” You crossed your arms to glare at him, he looked up as he heard your angry little voice, then he held your hand and pulled you on top of his lap.
“It went well?” He asked you softly, tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear,
“Yesss I think we will get it” you told him excitedly, forgetting all about the incident. He adored how you used the word We instead of I. He kissed your forehead so you nuzzled your face against his neck.
“She almost ruined it for me..your whore bitchhhh”
“Don’t be so crass babyyy”
“You still went and fucked her after she hurt me like that” he chuckled as you said that but his response turned you on and made you emotional all at once.
“I didn’t fuck her darling. I fucked her up. She won’t be giving auditions for a long time, she’d rest long enough to learn that nobody gets to mess with you. Nobody gets to hurt you but me. You’re my only priority, you know that right?” He cooed in your ears as if he was telling a secret only you were supposed to know.
The smile on his face was devilishly cruel so you smiled back at him, how could you not?
“Yess daddy”