Chapter 1
I wonder almost every day what went wrong, what did I do and why this is happening to me?
Why am I here in the land of living? But then I remember Auntie May is here when I need her and the only one, I think I’ll ever be able to love, Tony. But why? Why is he leaving me on seen and hanging up in my face and leaving me on valentine's Day? All for Pepper the women who cheated on him with his friend Steve and made him feel like he was in the wrong, I just don’t get it, he told me that I was his world and that he would never leave me but now I’m on the floor after getting a call that May just died in a car crash.
“Leave him”
Call with Tony
I know it was probably not the right choice, but he was the only person I could think of who could comfort me at the moment. Not like I had Ned to talk with him being so caught up in his studies and being so busy himself. Besides that, the only budding relationship he has ever had with someone (Mj) died out because she and him were just too different. "Hey Tony, can you come over right now” Peter said in a voice that can only be described as Dread filled.
“Umm no I can’t make it can you just tell me over the phone” Tony says in a hurried voice.
“Leave him”
“no I can’t I just…. I just really need you right now” Peter says about to break down at any moment now.
“You're acting really dramatic; can’t you just tell me over the phone” he says in a dismissive tone. Peper is waiting for him, and he really couldn’t keep her waiting because Peter wanted to play the guessing game.
“Leave him”
“I... really need you right now” Peter says while breaking into tiny little pieces as if he were a glass puzzle. The pain he feels is almost unbearable as he listens to Tony disregard the fact that his boyfriend is clearly upset and needs help.
“Umm I don-” “who is calling” Peter hears someone cut Tony off and it sounds a lot like Pepper. Which shouldn’t make him realize as much as it does right now. But Parker luck really has a way of screwing him over, so he notices that Tony hasn’t sounded like his Tony ever since he started hanging around pepper again. It’s only now that realizes that he was in a rebound, the second choice for Tony.
“Leave him”
“Um yea…listen Peter I really gotta go but call me again when you finally figure out how to speak properly.” Tony says before he hangs up the phone not giving Peter a chance to speak. and it was then that peter realized that he has no one else so why should he be giving life his all.
Needless to say, that brings us to this moment where he’s in the bathtub with water filled to his waist and a razer in one hand with 2-foot-long cuts on his left arm and as he sits here and stares at the wall the pain going away quickly. He just doesn’t care anymore, and the worst part is, that no one will miss him. Peter thinks as he smiles with a pained look on his face and his head feeling heavy, his eyes go black, and you hear a small “boom” as his head hits the wall.
In the end I left him, just like he did to me.