a level of release
Peter, he is the love of my life, he is there for me, and I know that he loves me the same, but why, why do I think of Pepper when I’m with Peter and Peter when I’m with Pepper, I just don’t know what to do anymore and at this point I think... I love them both.
[A few days later]
“So what’s this important talk you wanted to have about” Pepper says while sitting on the couch “Pepper” Tony says in a serious voice “I still love you” he says while crossing his hands and for a moment Pepper looked shocked but then said “I know just didn’t think you would tell me now but now that you have and you know that i still love you what do we do now” Pepper says while crossing her legs “That’s the point I love you but there,.. There is someone else I Lov-RING…RINGG…” Tony phone starts to ring cutting him off in his sentence.
“Hey Tony, can you come over right now” in a voice Tony thought was normal but just a bit off “Umm... no I can’t, can you just say it over the phone” Tony says in a hurried voice wanting to get back to talking to Pepper because he was afraid that if he didn’t do it now, he would be too scared to do it later.
“No, I can’t i just…. I just really need you right now” Peter says and a voice that only sounds “sleepy” to Tony.
“You're acting really dramatic; can’t you just tell me over the phone” Tony says trying to joke around knowing that Peter does this all the time when he wants someone to cuddle.
“I…really need you right now” Peter says in a out of shape tone as Tony starts to get worried.
“Umm I don-” Tony says before Pepper cuts him off “who is that” Pepper says before Tony looks at her and put his finger over his mouth telling her to be quiet.
“Umm yea…. listen Peter I really gotta go but call me again when you figure out how to speak properly” Tony says meaning to call him when he is not as Tony thinks of as half asleep.
“It’s Peter isn’t it” Pepper says in a “I know” way “What do you mean” Tony says “The one you love is Peter right and if so then I’m fine with it as long as me and him don’t have to have sex then I’m good” Pepper says as she watches Tony eyes light up “really it’s ok with you” Tony says with a anticipating look “yea and if you ask again I’m gonna take it back” Pepper says in jokingly way
And with that all he had to do now was ask Peter and yet it’s been the 5th time he knocked and still no answer, so he had nothing else to do but use his spare key to unlock the door and now he is searching this little apartment for peter when he looks at the counter and sees a letter he picks it up and it’s a death Certificate but to Tony worse nightmare it was may’s
and in that moment he realized why Peter needed to talk to him and he felt as if a 500 pound weight had been put on him as he screams “PETER” trying to find him, only to walk into the bathroom where he sees a lifeless Peter sitting in the tube with blood tracing all over his body and in that moment 500 pounds was light weight to what he was feeling and it was like 1,000,000 pounds had came at him at full speed and Tony couldn’t handle that so he fell, he fell on his knees and just watched as peter sat there looking lifeless
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Tony felt it, the tears coming out as if it was trying to fill the bathtub to cover Peter up, but it wasn’t enough it will never be enough, not without peter, and no matter how long Peter had been dead for he could never look as lifeless as Tony did right now and the longer Tony stared the worse it got until something just snapped and he stood up walk slowly to Peter and picked him up and then he sat down on the toilet and just held Peter as tight as he could in his arms .
Tony had woken up and two hours had passed, and Tony knew, he knew that it was time to give Peter to the police and as he stood up, he saw it and the only thing you can describe as dread when Tony sees a note on the counter.
“Hey Tony, I don’t know if you are going to be able to read this, but I just wanted to say that if you still love Pepper, it’s ok and I won’t hold it against you. She's pretty, smart, and it seems like you still really love her so I say you should be happy, but I at least want you to know that I will always love you no matter what you do so goodbye Tony” Tony reads as he drops tears on the paper covering dried up ones that Peter made.
And with reading that Tony felt like the weight by went up by 4 and on impulse he called the cops and told them that he killed someone at {xxx st xxxx} and that they need to come now and only after 5 minutes did the police finally come and Tony walked out the bathroom be himself with his hands up as the police are screaming at him to tell them where the body is but Tony is not going to say anything because he already knew why he called them
One of the officers slowly approaches Tony but with a quick swipe Tony his gun and he shoot at a police and he made it just barely miss him and then “POW” “POW” “POW” “POW’ Tony heard 4 gunshots but he did not feel anything and then suddenly Tony was on the ground with his vision going out and only seeing people going into the bathroom to check Peter and in that moment Tony realizes that he’s going to die so he look up a little to where Peter is at smiles and closes his eyes never to be opened again.