She's not my girl...yet
*LILA POV*
- she's not my girl -
- yet -
Yelena was right, Nadya was hard, but it was worth it. I was going to make her realize how important she is to me. Tomorrow I was going to take her for a walk and I was going to ask her to be my girlfriend, I was going to tell her everything I felt for her, Nadya had to know how much I care about her.
I went up to her and asked her if she wanted to come get ready for the picnic, she agreed, but she was a little doubtful whether to leave my brother there alone or bring him with her.
- You can bring him, if you want, so we can take care of him while we prepare - I helped her
- okay - she said, taking him gently into her arms, it was as if it came naturally
- You do it very well - I commented, but there was no response from her, just a simple smile that, although it would have fooled anyone, not me. I didn't want to push her, so I let it go.
We got to my room and I told her that she could sit Nathaniel on the bed, that we would later change him to go to the picnic, she accepted and did as I told her.We began to choose what we were going to wear, Nadya choosing blue jeans, along with a maroon T-shirt and, as it was starting to get colder, I lent her a black jacket. I chose blue jeans and a white sweatshirt.
After getting ready, we had to go dress Nathaniel, we put him in a pair of little jeans, along with a white t-shirt and a yellow sweatshirt that he had.
When the three of us were ready, we went down to the living room, my brother Cooper was also ready and waiting for us sitting talking on his phone
- who has you so busy? - I asked jokingly
- a girl from the university - he admitted
- and who is that mysterious girl? - I asked him no longer joking
- I met her a few months ago, her name is Austen, she goes with me to Biology and she is super intelligent, the best in the class -
- That is to say, you're going for the smart ones - I said, getting a little laugh from Nadya, which made me smile
- The bad thing is that I am graduating this year and she has one more year to go - she said
- But doesn't he go to Biology with you? -
- Yes, she is intelligent, she is in some advanced subjects - he answered
- Well, graduating is not the end of the world, you can still talk to her, are you dating now? - I asked
- Yes, we've been going out for two months -
- Take advantage of the time you have with her during this period, and when you graduate you will talk about what will happen, for now focus on the present and you will worry about the future, in the future - I told him
- You're really wise, little sister - he told me ruffling my hair as he passed by me to go, again, to his room
- HEY! I just did my hair - I complained
But, I have to thank her for messing me up, because Nadya started to put my hair back in place, the feeling of her hand going through my hair is the best feeling in the world, and because I haven't tasted those lips yet.
- are you okay? - asked Nadya
- yes, why? -
- You didn't answer me when I was talking to you - she told me
- Sorry, I was thinking - I replied
- Well, I was saying, I'm sorry for letting go of your hand before - she said looking at her hands in her lap
- hey, it's okay, you have nothing to apologize for - I told her raising her head
- yes I do, we are supposed to be dating and only you are doing your part -
- It's okay, this takes time, we said we'd take it slow, and we're going to do that, okay? - I said raising my little finger
- Okay - she said intertwining her finger with mine.
- Well, guys, shall we go? - said my mother leaving the kitchen with the preparations for the picnic
- Coming - I yelled and my whole family came running down the stairs
We all walked out the door, and Nadya took my hand to leave. I was smiling like a fool, but I didn't care.
Nadya had taken the initiative to hold my hand!