My soul and thoughts on a page

New life.
It brings you what you wanted.
What you have needed,
A new life full of change.

But that new life forces you to change,
That new life twists you and breaks you.
Until you’re shattered glass.
The heat slowly rising.
You melting, falling through the cracks.
Cooling into something new.

A shell of what you once were.
You're still you but,
Something’s changed.
But you can’t name it.
You’re different but you’re the same
Nothing new but something too new to recognise
The way someone treats you
The way they did treat you
Seems so familiar
And yet so new