The Pain of Duality

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The Pain of Duality
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Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Depression Angst with a Happy Ending Parent Tony Stark Implied/Referenced Torture Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Avengers Family Peter Parker Acts Like a Spider Tim Drake is Robin (DCU) Medical Inaccuracies Panic Attacks Child Neglect Dissociation Crack and Angst Crossovers & Fandom Fusions Feral Tim Drake Tim Drake-centric (DCU) Sick Tim Drake Tim Drake is Red Robin (DCU) Wade Wilson Breaking the Fourth Wall Scott Summers Deserves Happiness Tim Drake Needs a Hug (DCU) Tim Drake Has Abandonment Issues Tim Drake's Missing Spleen Jason Todd Has PTSD Peter Parker has ADHD X-Men as One Big Mutant Family Wade Wilson Takes Care of Peter Parker Deadpool Thought Boxes Photographer Peter Parker Steven Grant and Jake Lockley and Marc Spector Share a Body Tim Drake is Joker Jr. Tim Drake and Jason Todd are Siblings Tim Drake Has PTSD Tim Drake Has Mental Health Issues (DCU) Tim Drake has DID - Dissociative Identity Disorder (DCU) Protective Marc Spector Autistic Steven Grant (Marvel) Autistic Tim Drake (DCU) Marc Spector Needs A Hug Marc Spector Has PTSD Photographer Tim Drake Their both little stalkers Jason Todd Has Seizures Parental Khonshu (Marvel) Protective Layla El-Faouly BAMF Layla El-Faouly Soft Layla El-Faouly Jason Todd Has Chronic Pain Synesthesia Tim Drake (DCU) & Peter Parker Friendship Author does not have DID Moon Knight meets the Avengers Wade Wilson isn't father of the year but by god is he going to try and adopt these kids Wade Wilson Has Issues Skateboarder Tim Drake Immunocompromised Tim Drake Because of the missing spleen
Summary
Tim knew Jason was alive, there was no body, thus no proof of death. He knew Jason was alive, because somewhere out there in the wide depth of the multiverse, he knew his spark still shone. He knew this to be true, and he was going to find him. He was going to prove that he wasn't losing his mind (even if it felt like it) that he could do this.But what will he do now that he found a way to travel to a whole other universe? Will he find his way to Jason? Will he be able to go home again? Will Jason even want to come with him? And why is he starting to lose so much time again?But more importantly, who are all these people that seem so set on making sure he is ok? He's fine. Completely fine. Even if the voices are getting worse and he feels a bit like he is breaking. He'll be fine, he just needs to get Jason home. Then everyone can be normal again. Or: the Tim focused sequel about found family and rekindling bonds. A character study into trauma, and a deep dive into Tim and Jason's complicated sibling bond. Follow up to Stray Little Bat (but works as a stand alone). Going to be super slow to update until SLB is done, but I wanted to get it in chronologically.
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Thank you to all my readers from Stray Little Bat, love you dearly 💜For those who skipped part 1 and just want the run down:Basic story is that Jason died saving Tim, but his body and soul got mixed up and he found his way into the marvel universe (a mash between comic, cinematic, and a dash of fannon). Jasons soul winds up in the body of that earths Jason Todd, who died in an explosion saving someone. Afterwords, there is no body so Tim starts looking for answers, refusing to accept that Jason is dead. He comes to the conclusion that Jason got teleported to another Earth (based around known dimensional travel in the DCU mixed with some evidence of samples not belonging to their Earth).I recommend reading chapters 18, 24, and 25 of Stray Little Bat to get a general idea of dynamics in this Gotham, but is by no means required.
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Alter Cheat Sheet

Tim Drake: the main host. age: 17, pronouns he/him, unaware of DID, thinks other alters are a sign he is losing his mind or a voice in his head. Often fronts day to day, takes care of Wayne Enterprise and will occasionally front during patrol, usually on slower nights. 

 

Carrie: caretaker, internal self helper, makes sure that Tim is taken care of and that the system runs smoothly. Doesn't front often anymore, but fronted often as a child to cook, clean, and make sure Tim was staying healthy. Still makes sure things are going smoothly and encourages selfcare or being selfish occasionally. Pronouns: she/her, age: fluctuates mid to late 20's (26-28), acts more as a mother figure to the alters in headspace. 

 

Robin: protector/introject, based around Tims own views on heroes and being in danger. Fronts often with patrol or when Tim gets too emotional. Much more clinical and to the point. Age: fluctuates, pronouns: they/them. Is aware of Carrie and JJ alters. Based around the previous Robin's (mostly Dick and Jason) and how Tim internalized them as heroes and protectors. Robin struggles with identity (especially after losing the mantle), and channels Tim's own struggles as well. 

 

JJ (Joker Junior): developed later on after being captured and tortured by the Joker, main trauma holder. Is much more sporadic with when he fronts, and often ends up getting Tim hurt or in worse situations accidentally. A guaranteed way to get him to front is reminders of Joker or Harley Quinn, electricity, or to trigger another alter. Age: 10, pronouns: any and all. Is allergic to shellfish. Has synesthesia and will often like (or dislike) people based on what colors he gets from them. Much more outgoing and energetic than others. JJ has a hard time understanding social rules and boundaries, and will accidentally trample over both. JJ is also one of the few Alters that will openly stim. Nicknames: Carrie = mom, Harley Quinn = mommy, Joker = Daddy, Bruce = fluctuates between dad and bruce, views other alters as older brothers

 

Red (or RR): Prosecutor, wants to protect self from more duress and will often self sabotage to do so. Holds mostly anger and is usually the one to finally snap, wanting people to betray them now rather than later. Very stubborn and has a hard time seeing the good in others. Main trauma holder. Age: 21, pronouns: he/him. Only Carrie is aware of him at this point. Formed more recently as a break off from Robin. 

 

Timmy: little alter, formed to help cope with childhood trauma. Age: 5 pronouns: any, often fronts when no one else is as a last resort (so not often). Selectively Mute more often than not, formed predominantly to go to social gatherings when Tim was young, where it was better to be seen and not heard, allowing Tim to have a more enjoyable childhood. 

 

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