He didn't want to go out on such a night but, hey what harm could it do? I mean he hasn't been going out lately anyway.
And his friends have started to worry about him. And he really hates when that happens. So he supposes he could go out for one night. Maybe he could start going out more after this? It has been harder lately to do almost everything, from brushing his teeth to going on his afternoon walk. He's been staying inside more and more since, the, well since the "incident", as he's dubbed it. And maybe it's been affecting him more than he wants to admit but hey could anyone really blame him?. His best friend literally just ran away to some weird snake dude and he couldnt bring him back. Even after all his training and hard work, he still wasn't good enough to get him back. And he's pretty sure Sakura still blames him, so that sucks too. Like come on! He tried! He tried his hardest, shouldn't that be enough!? ... And maybe thats the problem. Yes he tried his hardest, did his best, he did all that he possibly could... But yet he still wasn't able to get Sasuke back. He wouldn't blame Sakura if she hated him. He hates himself for not being able to do more. But that doesn't mean he's gonna give up after he failed once. He made Sakura a promise that he would get Sasuke back. And he plans to do anything to fulfill that promise. Even if it takes him his whole life. Even if it means he has to train day and night to get stronger. Even if everyone hates him. Even if it mean that Sasuke and Sakura hate him. Even if he gets damaged beyond repair. Even if he loses everything. Even if he loses himself. He will do anything, to get him back and fulfill his promise.