Katsuki no Monogatari [Uchiha Madara/oc]

Book 1 of the Uchiha series."And if I go, look for me in the moon and all of the stars."The story of how fifteen year old Katsuki, the lawfully wedded wife or Uchiha Madara, blossomed into a fearless leader.or...Katsuki and Madara, struggling with emotional unintelligence, embark on a tumultuous journey of self-discovery and understanding. As they navigate the complexities of marriage without the emotional tools to comprehend their own feelings, the story unfolds into a poignant exploration of love, growth, and the delicate balance between societal expectations and personal authenticity.

Hello, I feel like before anything I should explain a few things to readers because this story may have elements that some might consider disturbing. I have a slightly unimaginative way of world-building, and I base most of my stories in ages of history I find interesting.But history is crude and cruel, in a way.I love the heian period, and i'm going to more or less describe it here, paired with a few head canons. The only thing I'm not including is the process of courting before a wedding because I wanted the mcs to be promised to each other from birth, so there's no need for that process. The rest of the clan does participate in that practice though, to ensure no inbreeding between close relatives.At first, the 'vibes' of this story were very romantic, one-sided-love and sappy, Katsuki was supposed to be a very naive and innocent girl; I did keep her pushover-ish personality but changed up a few scenery details, like how she's mostly confused and unaware of the situation that she's being guided into.This is mostly delving into their emotions and how they both, being basically children, deal with a situation they have no control or say in. How Madara has to deal with not only the burden of killing, but also the pressure of his elders pushing him to conceive children he's not entirely sure how to make.In japan royals were usually married at 15-17, sometimes younger, and that's exactly what I'm going to portray here. I doubt I'm going to describe any explicit scenes, because frankly, I don't even do that for my older characters because eroticism is not my forte and I don't feel comfortable sharing that type of material. Sex will be implicit though, but I will simply describe their feelings, like how they feel about the act. This is also about two minors so that might be disturbing :( but it adds impact to the story :)You're welcome to pretend like they're older but if they're older the feelings I describe here won't have as much impact because any functional adult would know how to properly navigate a situation like this?Having that in mind, enjoy!PD: I also have a weird writing style, one paragraph it looks Shakespearean and the other its literally just 'and that made her sad, so she turned her face and cried into her pillow because she was sad' :( sorry for that, it might give a little whiplash.