Her mother and her have a talk
She loved Shisui. Which is what she thought every day. And which is something that is the most truest forms of truth in this world.
"I love Shisui."
"Then either marry him, kill him, kill me, or get married to someone else."
"I don't want to kill you, or him, or get married to someone else."
Her mother and her sat across the dinner table as they looked into each other's eyes. She wasn't sure when her mother had started to match her vibe so much but she loved it.
"Shisui is too good for you."
Finally, her mother hit her with the dreadful words she had been afraid of.
"He has a lot of money, a great career, great looks and a nice personality. You have..."
Her mother looked at her with pitiful eyes.
"Nothing."
"You know, I hate you."
"Won't change any of the facts, Himeko. So, I found this cute boy for you-"
And she was out.
She grumbled, muttering curses about her damned fate as she purchased some mochi to eat and think about what to do next.
"Stupid mom, stupid Shisui, stupid village, stupid Danzo, stupid fucking Uchiha-"
God dammit.
"Hi Shisui."
"Hi Himeko."
An awkward silence ensued as she sighed and looked up at the heavens and wonder, what she ever did so bad that she was getting this punishment for?
"So, want to elaborate?"
How should she even explain that she's lived 4 lives? And every life is worse than the last?