Its not a great day
“Ah yes, youth love...” She said with a grimace, It seemed strange seeing her once crush on someone in a new light.
She supposes it is because she is in a different world so it will be different, but it is so weird. Was she this obsessive? No. She… definitely isn’t this weird… She is now standing in an annoyingly pink room with photos of Sasuke on the wall, it is not even like a proper one, cause it is definitely taken without him knowing. And it was somehow approved by her parents. It's very concerning.
She sighed when the alarm started and the young pink haired girl woke up, stretching herself as she got up from bed and then-
Kissed the photos-
You know what, let her just accept that as face value. Her young other universe self is just a silly little girl haha. Who needs therapy and is obsessive over a boy, just a typical silly girl haha.
...
This whole situation just felt like god is having a grudge against her somewhat concerning past love to a certain boy and is having a blast blasting her with the image that her love could be so much more traumatic and stalkerish.
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It was a normal day for a ninja filled world, Sakura and Sakura… Ugh whatever lets just call her Pink, for now. But why give yourself such a boring name? She could feel her Ino shaking her shoulder talking about how she is a boring bitch, Okay, back to the story.
Pink and Sakura is basically just strolling to the market, checking off chores Sakura has done. Buying detergent, soap, vegetables. Check. Sakura hummed an unfamiliar tune as she checked the box one by one. It is… Calming, and nostalgic. She remembered when she used to go on a stroll with her parents once she was a child. …
She should have talked to her parents more… Her thoughts were cut short when Sakura stopped humming, and quietly muttered. “Okay, I have studied, cleaned the dishes and washed my clothes.” She went quiet, “The sun is still up… Mother and father are still out at work… Doing merchant stuff.” She then walked over to a bench and sat down on it.
Right. She forgot about Sakura’s issues too, her parents while not as similar to hers were… borderline neglectful. Fine, she guessed. They have work outside of… Konoha, as said by her other self when she went out. They do stuff to fulfill Sakura’s needs but she hasn’t even seen them when she got to this body.
And then Sakura got up and ordered herself a stick of dango. Nice choice, she would say if she could speak. A sweet dango does calm down one's mind, and it is very calming when she realizes that there are a dozen of men hiding in the shadow, mhm that is very calming to know.
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She found out about how bloody this world is, which she should've expected when she noticed a bunch of people in the shadows and frankly she was afraid of it because this dumbass girl wants to be a part of the weirdness of it?
Like.
Why?? She isn’t the type to be a ninja like the ones somehow hiding in the shadows, rooftops, walls, trash... Bins. She can’t see Sakura like that. So of course she is afraid for her and Sakura. So what she expected from the ninja academy. It is still wild for her to think of such a thing. She expected more on how Sakura could protect herself and be a “good” ninja to the village and…
Academy isn't….
Wasn't….
It 's a fucking pile of horse shit. The way the teacher does not seem to notice or… Just plain ignorant of the problem with the girls in the class who are obsessed over a certain boy
And wow Ino is apparently a clan heiress which good for her? ...No. Its not good for her, because ninja stuff and she is also in love with the dark haired boy... She is getting off track.
Back to the unfortunate but common thing. The way the teacher does not seem to give a fuck about others other than the clan heirs makes her want to bang her head against a wall. It looks and feels like her previous teacher in middle school where the son of the governor went to her school and was in her class, the teacher instead of focusing on the others focused on the boy and talked so sweetly as if expecting that the governor will come and reward her for spoiling the governor’s son more and more.
Sakura isn’t a clan heir and therefore she is more likely to be neglected from the important things a little girl needs to survive in a ninja filled world, she could die and that reasoning alone makes her feel
infuriated
and
xx Did the story just stop mid-sentence? xx
Sakura felt a tug on her shirt(?) Heart(?) as she copied what was on the blackboard, her writing stopped and she thought. ‘What?’
She touched where the tug(?) had been. Her teacher is still talking about the history of The Senju and The Inuzuka infamous debate and she looked around, expecting another tug but after a while and the chalk writing was erased, Sakura thought, ‘Maybe that was my imagination’ And she unconsciously doodled on her notebook a little sakura flower and a rather ugly drawing of her holding hands with Sasuke.
She held off the urge to itch her scalp as it's not a very lady-like thing to do, so she has to fight off the itch by admiring Sasuke. ‘Kami… How is he this handsome?’ She smiled at the thought of her marrying him, being a strong kunoichi and making him fall in love with her… It is probably not possible for her to be a strong kunoichi but she could be pretty, she supposed.
There is something missing after the imaginary tug, she didn't know what. She sighed and doodled some more, the debate was in her books, she had read about it and would ace her next theory test, because she is just good like that.