Liham sa Ulap

The University campus, which is typically a quiet study space with the steady tapping of keyboards, was changed. Vibrant colors have been painted on it by Intramurals Day. Not only did the jerseys and banners stand out, though, but the way the surroundings appeared to get involved as well. The lawns, which are typically kept in immaculate condition, displayed the playful marks left by the day's events.

The air, which was usually clear and crisp, smelled odd. A distinct, almost overpowering scent was created as the pleasant scent of fallen leaves blended with the smells of hot dogs and popcorn. Amidst the rustling of leaves in the mild breeze, there was a cacophony of sounds, including the cheers of the crowd, the thud of volleyballs, and the rhythmic squeak of sneakers on concrete. A tangible sense of excitement and a common goal pervaded the atmosphere. The enthusiastic audience, which was made up of a diverse range of students, teachers, and alumni, cheered and applauded in unison.

A hush fell over the sprawling campus gymnasium as Dr. Evelyn Urduja, CEO of the University, approached the makeshift stage. The vibrant chaos of Intramurals Day momentarily stilled; a thousand pairs of eyes were drawn to the woman who held the reins of their academic world. She wasn't escorted; she walked purposefully, a confident stride that spoke volumes about her leadership. As she reached the podium, a simple wooden structure adorned with the university's logo, she paused, taking in the sea of faces before her. A warm smile played on her lips, softening the sharp lines of her otherwise professional demeanor.

Then, with a gentle tap of a small, ornate gavel – a surprisingly elegant contrast to the casual setting – she officially opened the event. The sound, crisp and clear, cut through the expectant silence, a signal for the day's festivities to begin.

"Good morning, Red Eagles!" Her voice, clear and resonant, carried effortlessly across the expansive field. "Look around you. Look at this incredible display of energy, of camaraderie, of sheer, unadulterated fun! This, my friends, is the heart of Northwood University – a vibrant community of scholars, athletes, artists, and dreamers, all united by a shared passion for excellence and a zest for life."

She paused, letting her words sink in, her gaze sweeping across the diverse crowd. "Intramurals Day isn't just about winning or losing; it's about pushing your limits, discovering hidden talents, and forging bonds that will last a lifetime. I've seen firsthand the incredible friendships forged in these very fields, the unexpected collaborations born from shared sweat and laughter, and the resilience developed through competition and teamwork."

She spoke of the importance of balance, the need to nurture both the mind and the body, and the necessity of finding harmony between academic rigor and the pursuit of personal well-being.

"This day is a testament to the holistic education we strive to provide at our dear university," she continued, her voice taking on a more serious tone. "It's a reminder that success is not solely defined by academic achievements, but by the well-rounded individual we strive to cultivate – someone who is intellectually sharp, physically fit, and socially engaged."

She concluded her speech with a heartfelt message of encouragement, urging the students to embrace the day's challenges, to celebrate their successes, and to cherish the memories they would create. "So, hindi na natin pa kailangang patagalin, let the games begin!" she declared, her voice ringing with genuine enthusiasm. The applause that followed was deafening, a wave of appreciation washing over the stage.

Her speech, delivered with her usual blend of sharp wit and genuine warmth, was punctuated by bursts of applause and appreciative laughter. The gymnasium’s acoustics amplified her voice, carrying her message of unity, competition, and the importance of a balanced life to every corner of the room. There was no need for a hush; the crowd's energy was a testament to their enthusiasm, a vibrant backdrop to her inspiring words.

As the initial excitement subsided slightly, Aiah subtly signaled to her fellow officers. The controlled chaos of the event didn't obscure her focused gaze; she quickly assessed the overall success of the opening ceremony, noting minor adjustments that could be made for future events. The noise level remained high; the excited chatter of the crowd was a constant presence.

Leaning in slightly, she had to raise her voice to be heard above the din. "Quick meeting, mamaya" she announced, her voice clear and strong, cutting through the background noise, "Kasama natin ang student publication later. Kailangan natin maki coordinate since sila ang gagawa ng updates tungkol sa mga contested events, and each of you, will have them accompanied. Kung saang sports kayo naka-assign, may kasama kayong student journalist. Are we clear?"

As she spoke, she subtly glanced at Jhoanna, a quick, almost imperceptible exchange that spoke volumes more than words ever could. A barely distinct softening of her eyes, a fleeting smile playing on her lips – a silent communication that conveyed not just shared understanding, but the feelings that existed between them, a silent acknowledgment of their mutual affection.

Jhoanna, in response, offered a barely noticeable blush, a subtle mirroring of Aiah's gesture, her eyes sparkling with a warmth that went beyond professional respect. The exchange was swift and silent, almost invisible to the casual observer, yet deeply meaningful to those involved.

Tumango ang lamang ang mga kabilang sa student council sa sinabi ni Aiah. The loud bang of noise didn’t go off as the student representatives, chosen for their academic achievements and campus contributions, stood ready with smaller torches. Instead of a towering outdoor torch, a smaller, but equally impressive, ceremonial torch stood center stage, ready to be lit up.

Aiah moved swiftly to find her way to reach beside Jhoanna, as the master of ceremony spoke of the torch as a symbol of the universities' enduring spirit—a beacon of knowledge, innovation, and community within the walls of their shared space. Her words resonated with the assembled students, faculty, and guests, the gymnasium's acoustics amplifying her message. Napakaingay ng paligid, but Jhoanna could only focus on the presence beside her--- clapping and smiling while watching the students make their way to the ceremonial torch.

"And now," the master of ceremony announced, his voice ringing with enthusiasm, "for a moment that truly embodies the spirit of the Red Eagles: the lighting of the Intramurals Torch! As you can see, our student representatives, each a shining example of academic excellence and campus involvement, are making their way to the center of the arena."

Leaning in, “Do you have your handkerchief with you? Pinagpapawisan ka, Jho.” Aiah asked, her voice raising in order for Jhoanna to hear. “May tissue ako but I don’t have it here. Nasa office ‘yung bag ko eh.”  her expression is concerned but gentle

“I have, kaso nasa car din ata. Hindi ko makapa rito sa may bulsa ko now.” Jhoanna responded.

"These young leaders," the master of ceremony continued, his voice filled with pride, "represent the very best of our university. Their dedication, their hard work, and their unwavering commitment to our community are truly inspiring. They are the embodiment of the spirit we celebrate today – a spirit of teamwork, perseverance, and a shared passion for excellence."

Aiah’s brow creased, and let out a sigh. “Why naman nakalimutan mo? You know na ang init ngayon and madali ka lang pagpawisan, Jho. Hindi pa naman maganda na matuyuan ka ng pawis.”

“I know, I’m sorry. I’ll get it after this, or hingi nalang muna ako ng tissue kapag may nakita akong kakilala ko diyan.” Jhoanna offered a weak smile, attempting to downplay her discomfort. Mainit kasi talaga sa loob ng gym at masyadong mataas ang mga windows para sa ventilation.

“No need,” Aiah insisted gently, her tone firm yet caring. She reached into her pocket, her fingers deftly finding the small, crisply ironed handkerchief she always kept there. It was a simple linen handkerchief, embroidered with a delicate floral pattern.

With a gentle touch, Aiah offered the handkerchief to Jhoanna. "Here," she said softly, her eyes conveying concern and affection.

Jhoanna hesitated for a moment, then gratefully accepted the handkerchief, her fingers brushing lightly against Aiah's. But Aiah seemed to have another plan because before Jhoanna could even fully grasp it, Aiah, with a swift, almost imperceptible movement, used the handkerchief to gently wipe the perspiration from Jhoanna's forehead and neck. The touch was light, fleeting, yet intimate.

"As they light the torch," the MC concluded, his voice rising in anticipation, "let us all take a moment to reflect on the values that bind us together – community, collaboration, and the pursuit of excellence. Let the flame of this torch serve as a beacon, guiding us throughout this day of celebration, competition, and camaraderie!" His words were met with enthusiastic applause as the final student representative successfully lit the main torch, its flame leaping to life, a powerful symbol of the day's commencement.

“Next time, don’t ever forget to bring yours. Lalong lalo na kapag nandito ka sa mga ganitong place, Jhoanna, sobrang init pa naman ngayon.” Sermon ni Aiah, her voice was sharp yet gentle, and almost have sense of authority.

Natulala si Jhoanna sa ginawa niya. They’re in the middle of a crowd, roaring with commotion, and surrounded by a charged energy. Yet, amidst all that, Jhoanna could swear that she could hear her heart beating loudly at that moment and it felt like the room only occupied the two of them.

Hindi maituon sa iba ni Jhoanna ang tingin niya. Not even to the one who’s talking in the stage—na hindi niya rin alam kung ‘yung CEO ba ulit o ‘yung babaeng MC, or ibang guest na. Basta ang mata niya lang ngayon ay nakatutok kay Aiah. Sa babaeng marahang pumupunas ng pawis niya’t gamit gamit pa ang sarili niyang panyo. Hindi niya rin alam kung ano ang uunahin ng emosyon niya kasi halo halo na ito. Nahihiya dahil pinupunasan siya ng pawis, kinakabahan dahil aware siyang maraming tao at baka may nakatingin na sa kanila ngayon, at nagwawala na sa kaloob looban dahil pina-pamper siya ni Aiah.

“Jhoanna!” saad ni Aiah which made the latter back to reality. Umiling ito’t inayos ang eyeglass niya. “Nakikinig ka ba?” tanong pa nito sa kanya.

“Huh?” Jhoanna curiously asked. Paano nito alam ang context sa tanong nung isa eh mukha niya lang siya nakatingin kanina?

Aiah sighed and let herself understand Jhoanna this time. Baka wala lang ito masyado sa sarili dahil masyadong mainit. She leaned in closer to Jhoanna’s ears. “I asked if may dala kang extra shirt for later? Baka kasi naliligo ka na sa pawis mamaya.”

Jhoanna chuckled from Aiah’s sentiment. “Meron, huwag kang mag alala. Hindi lang din ‘yun iisa.” Saad niya sabay turo sa panyo na ginamit ni Aiah pamunas sa kanya kanina. “Akin na ‘yan, labhan ko muna bago ko ibalik sa’yo. Nakakahiya kasi pinampunas mo ‘yan kanina sa pawis ko.”

“I’ll let you have it for now hindi dahil sa kailangan mo pa siyang labhan para ibalik, but because you need it here pa ngayon. Don’t bother washing it, Jho. I don’t mind using it after mong gamitin. I’m not that maarte.”

Napangiwi si Jhoanna sa sinabi niya. “I get na hindi ka maarte but you can’t just use the things that others have used. Paano kung may contagious disease ako or ‘yung ibang tao?”

“I’m not including other people here naman, Jhoanna.” Aiah replied immediately while wiping the beads of sweat that were once forming on Jhoanna’s forehead again. “And bakit? Do you have a contagious disease ba?” she asked.

Tumikhim si Jhoana at umayos ng tayo. “W-Wala naman.”

“Hmm, I figured,” sagot ni Aiah habang pinupunasan parin ang pawis ni Jhoanna. After that, she gently gets Jhoanna’s hand puts the handkerchief in her palm. “And your smile was the only thing about you that I'm positive was contagious.”

Agad namula ang mukha ni Jhoanna sa sinabi ni Aiah. Ano ba naman ‘tong si Aiah! Kung kami lang magkasama hindi naman nakakabanat ng ganyan pero ngayong ang daming tao saka naman umaarangkada. Saad nito sa utak niya.

Pero paano nga naman ba babanat si Aiah kung halos sa mga oras na magkasama sila’y nakahawak lang ito sa kanya? Nights after their videocall, they both been going to a late-night bonding. Let it be on the streets, at any convenience store that opens 24/7, or at coastal highway near them. Jhoanna drives, while Aiah was keeping her entertained and they’re both strict to follow their scheduled time on going back home at 1 in the morning. They made sure to finish their academic works first before going out. One time, inabot na sa midnight ang paglabas nila dahil masyadong maraming ginagawa si Aiah. But of course, they face time each other while working.

Jhoanna cherished those three nights kahit minsan sobrang pagod siya sa umaga. Well, they both are and doing all those night-outs after a chaotic daytime feels like a breath of fresh air. They talk about things, laugh at every joke, and hold hands whenever they feel like it. Those nights will surely remain in their hearts and minds, how those nights heal whatever uncertainties and havoc going on with their lives. And what makes it special is that…

It’s just the two of them, finding solace in each other’s presence.

“Ehem!” agad na napalingon ang dalawa sa nanggalingan ng ingay at nakita nila si Colet na nakatinngin sa kanilang dalawa’t nangingiti pa ito. “I’m sorry to break your bubble pero tinatawag tayo para sa photo ops. Member daw ng CSSC.” She announced and gave them a knowing look.

Jhoanna nodded and averted her gaze to the floor while she fixed her eyeglasses. While Aiah gathered her subordinates, not minding Colet's intense stare. 

"Muntik nang matunaw si Jhoanna kanina ah." Colet teased.

Aiah rolled her eyes and shrugged her head pero hindi nito mapigilang ngumiti. "Shut up."

"Mag-compress nalang po kayo or upo nalang 'yung iba para kasya sa lens." The photographer signaled them. Agad namang nagppsisyon ang iba, they compressed and others get themselves settled on the floor. 

"Dito nga ako, ang liit ko eh. Thanks!" ani ni Maloi at pumwesto sa gitna ni Jhoanna at Aiah.

It made Aiah poke the inside of her cheek. Gutso niyang katabi si Jhoanna sa photo ops nila but Maloi made it not happen. She subtly looks at Jhoanna who’s already smiling at the camera while her hand snakes around Maloi’s waist. She doesn’t seem bothered.

“Okay, on the count of three po,” The photographer started and everybody flashed their signature pose and smile.

“One…” he counted, his hand signaling the number.

Aiah, on the other hand, intentionally brushed her fingers on Jhoanna’s hand that rested on Maloi’s waist. It made Jhoanna look at her subtly but Aiah’s focus was on the camera in front.

“Two…”

Jhoanna unconsciously removed her hand from Maloi’s waist. In a gentle move, Aiah slowly grabbed Jhoanna’s hand and held it in a delicate manner. Gustong kumalma ni Jhoanna dahil hindi naman ito ang unang beses na hinawakan ni Aiah ang kamay niya. But the only difference right now is nasa public place sila. There, in a swift motion, Aiah decided to clasp their hand together; their fingers intertwining and her thumb gently rubbing her skin.

“Three!” Huling saad ng photographer bago mag flash ang camera.

But it was too late for Jhoanna to pose right in front of it dahil kay Aiah na siya nakatingin sa mga sandaling iyon. Hindi niya na sigurado kung ano ‘yung ekspresyon ng mukha niya nang kunan na sila ng litrato. Napalunok na lamang siya dahil doon, hihintayin niya nalang na ma-post ang picture para makita niya.

“Okay na po! Maraming salamat!” the photographer waved his hand and bid his goodbye.

And just like that, Aiah slowly let go of Jhoanna’s hand leaving the latter blushing and beading with sweat on her forehead. Jhoanna looked at Aiah, who’s now casually talking with someone she recognized as the head of the student publication team.

Acting unbothered after akong baliwin kanina? Loko ka Talaga, Aiah.

“Huy! Okay ka lang diyan?” Maloi beamed at her. “Gagi ka namumula ka tas pinagpapawisan ka! Masyado ka bang naiinitan?” natataranta nitong saad habang tinututok ang mini fan sa mukha niya.

Jhoanna used Aiah’s handkerchief to wipe the sweat and she cupped her face after. “O-Oo ata, ate. Hindi ako nakukuha ng electric fan sa pwesto ko kanina.”

“Jusko ka naman bakit kasi hindi ka lumapit sa akin kanina para makuha ka? Alam mo na nga lang kung saan ako nakapweso kanina eh.” Maloi scolded but there was a concern in her voice.

“May water ka namang dala? Baka madehydrate ka pa niyan.” She asked.

“Wala akong tumbler pero may libre naman tayong tubig hindi ba? Doon nalang ako kukuha mamaya, ate Maloi.”

“Meron naman pero baka magkulang lang sa’yo ‘yun. Bili ka nalang ulit kapag naubos mo. Kailangan mong uminom nang marami ngayon. Matagal tagal pa naman tayo ngayon dito. Ito, kunin mo muna itong mini fan ko. May isa pa naman ako roon sa bag, gamitin mo muna ‘yan.”

Jhoanna nodded her head and smiled at her. “Okay, thank you, ate.”

Just then, a booming voice from the public address system cut through their consciousness. "Attention, participants, and spectators! The Intramurals games will begin in precisely thirty minutes! Please take this time to hydrate, rest, and prepare for an exciting day of competition! Also, you could look at the monitor to see where the contested events will take place. Good luck and God bless, red eagles!" The announcement served as a timely reminder of their responsibilities.

"Okay guys, gather around." Aiah clapped her hands in a serious and commanding manner. Her usual playful demeanor was nowhere to be found and all that was left was her serious yet calm aura. Parang nag transform siya into being a normal student to a great leader.

"You all know your posts, right? Nakausap ko na kanina 'yung head ng publication team. May na-assign na raw siya na pupunta sa mga contested events, pwede niyo silang hintayin doon para may kasama kayo. All you have to do is make sure the game runs smoothly and tell to me if something wrong happens. Although, may kasama namang officiating official sa bawat laro, but still, if something is wrong, always report it to me. Are we clear?"

Tumango ang mga kasamahan niya. Nakakamangha lang dahil nagagaya rin nila ang energy ni Aiah kapag sa mga ganitong pangyayari. One rule: They can have their playful time when nothing important is going on. But when the duty calls, there should be no distractions. Ang trabaho ay trabaho. Kung oras ng trabaho, mag focus ka lang doon hanggang sa matapos.

"Iyong mga magi-stamp and magchecheck ng attendance per college, sinu-sino ulit sila?" Aiah asked, and a few raised their hand. "Okay, the attendance sheets are already printed out. Nasa office siya, naka seal na rin ang mga 'yun and may tatak siya para makita niyo kung saang college siya mapupunta. I'll come check on you kapag matapos na ako sa area ko."

"Okay, Pres." They said in unison.

“You could all go to your assigned area now. Wait niyo nalang ang ibibigay sa inyo na meryenda mamaya.”

Aiah smiled and the members bid their goodbye to go on their respective areas na babantayan. Jhoanna was also ready to go when Aiah stopped her. She was grabbing her arm, hindi ito mahigpit, hindi rin masyadong magaan. Naguluhan naman si Jhoanna sa ginawa niya. It made her think on what is Aiah thinking again now at ano kaya ang balak nito.

Meanwhile, Aiah waited for her co-members to leave. When they were far enough, tinuon niya ang tingin nito kay Jhoanna saka ito ngumiti.

“Could you wait for me in the office before ka pumunta sa area mo? May ibibigay lang sana ako.”

Kumunot ang noo ni Jhoanna at pasimpleng tinanggal ang kamay ni Aiah sa braso niya.

“Ano namang ibibigay mo?”

“Basta, wait for me there. May dadaanan lang ako and I’ll go sa office after, okay? Go na!” saad ni Aiah at dali-dali itong naglakad paalis.

Nakaalis na ito before Jhoanna could even complain. Bumuntong hininga na lamang siya’t sinimulan naring maglakad. Good thing that their office was near the gymnasium. Hindi siya maglalakad ng sobrang layo para makapunta roon.

She waited for Aiah when she got there. Nakaalis na rin ang ibang member na pumunta roon kanina para kunin ang mga attendance sheet. Jhoanna leaned her back on the chair she was sitting while waiting. She was making herself comfortable before she knew she was going to be exhausted after today. And to think na may 2 days pa before the intramurals will end was already giving her some headaches.

Makakalabas kaya kami mamaya ni Aiah? She wonders. Well, nakaya parin naman nilang lumabas kagabi kahit pagod sila sa preparation kahapon. So, maybe they will parin?

Jhoanna shifted from her seat when she heard the door open and revealed Aiah from it. She adjusted her glasses and saw that the lady was holding a light blue tumbler and a plastic bag na may laman. Tumayo siya nang papalapit na ito.

“Hey,” Aiah started and handed her the goods. “These are for you.” Saad pa niya.

Kinuha ito ni Jhoanna at tinignan ang laman ng bag. Napaawang ang bibig niya nang makitang may dalawang pack ng tissue sa loob.

“What are these?” hindi makapaniwala nitong tanong.

“Hindi mo ba nakikita? That’s a tumbler and tissues.”

“I know kung ano ang mga ito—what I meant was para saan?”

Aiah sighed, “Necessities mo. Ang layo pa kasi ng parking lot dito, Jho, and I thought na mas mapapagod ka lang kung maglalakad ka ulit papunta roon tas maglalakad ka na naman papunta sa area mo. It’s a hassle, kaya napag isipan ko na ibigay ko nalang sa’yo ‘yang extra tumbler ko and I also got you some tissues kasi one handkerchief is not enough for a pawisin like you.”

Jhoanna’s breath hitched from Aiah’s thoughtfulness. She knew she was always this caring pero iba parin kung ginagawa na niya mismo ito sa kanya. Hindi pa natatapos ang araw pero grabe na ang mga emosyon na bibigay ni Aiah sa kanya.

“And hind isa pagiging chismosa but overheard you and Maloi talking kanina. You said wala kang tumbler para sa tubig so I got you mine. Good thing I have two and nasa locker ko lang ‘yung isa.”

“T-Thank you.” Saad niya sabay ayos ng salamin at tumingin sa baba. “Para mo naman akong bine-baby neto.” She mumbled.

Tumawa si Aiah dahil kahit sobrang hina ng boses niya’y narinig parin niya ang sinabi ni Jhoanna. She doesn’t intend to treat her like that, she just wants her to be comfortable, dry, and hydrated ngayon because the weather is too hot.

But if given the chance to treat her like one, why not?

“Let’s wait for each other to grab lunch later, okay? Sabay na tayo.”

“O-Okay, chat mo nalang ako kung saan.”

Aiah nodded and gets her bag, “Let’s go na kasi malapit na mag start ang games. Drink your water ha, don’t forget to refill it kapag ubos na.”

Jhoanna also nodded at umayos ito ng tayo. “I will, thanks for this, Aiah.” She said while showing her bag and water bottle.

Aiah smiled sweetly and cleared her throat. “Always, for you.”

 Sabay silang lumabas mula sa office at pumunta sa naka assign na area nila. Jhoanna was designated to look after the table tennis and badminton game. Medyo may kalayuan at kailangan niya ng maraming energy para lumipat lipat sa magkabilaang sports venue to supervise. Medyo nagsisi siya dahil hindi motor ang kinuha niya ngayon dahil mas convenient sana ito sa kanya. She could easily drive from one place to another using that, at pwede naman i-park sa may puno malapit doon.

Nauna siyang pumunta sa venue ng table tennis. It was a good thing that the sports she was assigned in was held indoors. At least, hindi babad sa araw. She was observing the game and interview some athletes while they aren’t playing yet. Kasama niya ang isang member ng publication who she knew was Taneo. Okay naman itong kasama dahil hindi ito awkward sa kanya. Although she couldn’t quite remember how many times did, he took a picture of her. Maraming beses at hindi na mabilang sa kamay dahil kapag tapos na itong kumuha ng litrato ng mga athletes at viewers, sa kanya naman niya tinututok ang camera.

“Huy! Ip-post ba ‘yan sa social media account ng publication? Huwag naman! Baka ang pangit ko diyan.”

Taneo just laughed at saka pinakita kay Jhoanna ang mga kuha nito sa kanya.

“Tignan mo nga kung saang banda ‘yung pangit diyan?” Jhoanna leaned in; she adjusted her glasses to look at the photos. “Oh, ‘di ba maganda lahat? Partida karamihan pa diyan eh stolen pa.” he proudly says while showing her the photos.

Pabirong tinampal ni Jhoanna si Taneo sa braso at saka ito tumawa. She admits that the shots were good pero ayaw niya paring ma-post ito kung saan saan.

“Baliw! Basta huwag mo nalang ipasa ‘yan sa taga-edit ng picture at magpopost. Parang ewan parin ako diyan.”

“Sige, gatekeep ko nalang ‘to lahat.”

“Huwag din ‘no, mas weird ‘yan.” She said, it came out as a joke for Taneo but Jhoanna meant it.

Bakit ba naman kasi nito ige-gatekeep ‘yung mga picture niya? Baka gamitin lang sa kung anu-anong scam or what.

Sunod nilang pinuntahan ang venue ng badminton na may approximately 200 meters lang ang layo. She doesn’t have her umbrella but Taneo was kind enough to let him share his. They were now sharing the same shade in which Jhoanna finds it weird and awkward dahil they need to get close enough para masilungan silang dalawa. But she doesn’t dwell on it much because she likes to think that Taneo just want her to be comfortable amidst the hot rays of the sun. Wala lang kay Jhoanna na kinailangan siyang hawakan ni Taneo sa balikat para magkasya sila sa maliit na payong. Nagpaalam din naman ito ngunit nang dumako ang tingin ni Jhoanna sa mukha ni Taneo ay nakita niya itong nagpipigil ng ngiti at namumula.

Problema neto? Tanong niya sa utak niya.

Agad na nagpunas ng pawis si Jhoanna nang makarating na sila sa venue kung saan ginaganap ang badminton. Contrast to the venue of table tennis, this one is way too hot! Mabuti nalang at dala niya ang mini fan na pinahiram sa kaniya ni Maloi, kung hindi, agad na sana siyang naliligo sa pawis nang wala sa oras.

“Kailangan po kasi talagang sa closed na venue gaya neto gaganapin ang badminton para maayos ‘yung lipad ng shuttle cock, ate.” One of the players answered when Jhoanna asked them.

May point dahil hindi naman ganoon kabigat ang shuttle cock pero naisip niya na hindi rin kaya mahihimatay ang mga players kung sakali dahil sobrang init ng place? Not to mention na masyado ring nakakapagod ‘yung laro. But the players assured her na wala namang nangyayaring ganoong incident dahil sanay na sila sa init.

But Jhoanna isn’t, at halos maubos na rin niya ang tubig na laman ng tumbler na binigay ni Aiah kanina dahil sa sobrang init.

“Halos hingalin ka na riyan ah. Gusto mo pumunta muna tayo sa labas para makahinga ka nang mabuti?” Taneo asked her with concern in his eyes. Pinapaypayan niya narin ito gamit ang karton na hindi alam ni Jhoanna kung saan nanggaling.

Jhoanna smiled weakly and tried to give him some air using her mini fan dahil halatang naiinitan din ito.

“Okay lang ako, gawin mo muna ‘yung trabaho mo bago tayo lumabas.” She whispered, while fanning his face and neck. “Pinagpapawisan ka rin.” Saad pa niya.

The poor boy was almost fighting for his life when Jhoanna did that. Hindi alam ng dalaga na may epekto sa kaniya ang mga ginagawa niya, sadya man o hindi. Taneo cleared his throat and watched the game. Bumilis din ang pagpaypay nito kay Jhoanna dahilan para kumunot ang noo ng dalaga.

“Uh, k-kunin mo muna ‘to at paypayan mo sarili mo. Iba na kasi pala ‘yung naglalaro. Kuhanan ko lang sila ng litrato para labas muna tayo mamaya.” Sabi ni Taneo sabay bigay kay Jhoanna ng karton na ginagamit niyang pamaypay kanina.

Binaba muna ni Jhoanna ang tumble at kinuha ang karton para mapaypayan niya ang sarili niya. Her left hand using the mini fan samantalang ‘yung kabila naman ay ginagamit niya para ipaypay ang karton sa sarili niya. Sa sobrang init kasi’y napapadalawa na siya ng pangpaypay sa sarili niya para magkaroon ng sapat na hangin.

She waited for Taneo to finish his work. Natuwa pa si Jhoanna nang makita niya kung paano ito ma-frustrate dahil siguro sa hindi maganda ang pagkakakuha niya. Ngunit nawala rin agad ang atensyon nito sa kanya nang maramdaman niyang nag vibrate ang phone niya.

Agad niyang nilagay ang karton sa may bag niya at saka niya kinuha ang kanyang phone. Napangiti rin ito kaagad nang makita niyang si Aiah ang nagmessage.

Aiah:

<Almost lunchbreak naaa. Where are you now? :D>

<Medyo gutom na ako HAHAHA. Tell me where you are para alam ko kung saan tayo kakain.>

Tinignan muna ni Jhoanna ang paligid before she typed her reply, and when she sees that nobody seems to be minding her, nagtipa agad siya ng reply niya.

Jhoanna:

<Sa may badminton po kami. Super init here.>

<Malapit ko nang maubos ‘yung tubig mo>

 

Agad na may reply si Aiah sa chat niya kaya hindi na muna niya binaba ang kanyang phone.

Aiah:

<Malapit ‘yan sa College of Human Kinetics ‘no? Sa may cafeteria nalang nila tayo kumain.>

<Aww, may refill station naman diyan? Update me kapag wala, I’ll come to give you a refill.>

 

Jhoanna:

<Huy! No need na po. Labas narin na kami mamaya after maka-take ng magandang shot ang kasama ko>

Napakagat ng labi si Jhoanna sa sinabi ni Aiah. Why must she go on such length’s para lang bigyan ulit siya ng tubig? Grabe namang effort ‘yan, Arceta. Nakalimutan na rin ata ni Jhoanna na mainit dahil hindi na rin nakaopen ang fan na ginagamit niya.

Aiah:

<I mean, I could go there if you wanted to.>

<Nasa malapit ka lang naman.>

If Jhoanna could remember it exactly, sa may volleyball, sepak takraw, and basetball naka assign si Aiah at ate niya Colet. And the venue was by the gym lang. Jhoanna did the math and approximates that it was a half kilometer away from them. Kaya anong sinasabi ni Aiah na malapit lang ito sa kanila? Malayo na ito at mainit pa. Sobrang laki naman kasi ng campus nila!

Jhoanna:

<Aysus! Alam ko kung nasaan ka ‘no. May kalayuan ‘yan dito sa amin kaya huwag nalang. I can buy naman here. Save your energy instead, Aiah.>

 

Aiah:

<Jho…>

<Here I thought that between the two of us, ako ‘yung dense.>

<Pero mas malala ka pala>

<You can’t take the hint, won’t you?>

Huh?

Jhoanna was ready to type her reply when Taneo nudged at her. Sakto pagtingin niya rin sa kanya’y nakatutok na naman sa kanya ang camera at narinig niya ang pagtunog nito. She pouted and put her phone back to her bag. Hindi na siya nakareply.

“Nakakarami ka na ngayong araw. Tama na po.”

Taneo laughed and nudged at her again. Nagiging komportable na ito sa kanya dahil mabait naman itong si Jhoanna.

“Sige, bukas nalang ulit?” he said and winked.

Jhoanna chuckled and adjusted her glasses. “Baliw, ayaw ko na 'no.”

Sabay silang naglakad palabas ng venue para magpahangin at medyo nabuhayan sila ng konti dahil presko sa labas at medyo mahangin kahit mainit ang panahon. A member from the CSSC also came to give their snacks in which they immediately consumed. Nagkwentuhan lang sila habang kumakain and they go back to the venue where the table tennis is being held. Jhoanna made sure to get a refill first before getting back to work.

Ngayon lang ulit niya naramdaman ang pagod bilang isang officer. Although it feels fulfilling to serve, the weight of duties and responsibilities felt overwhelming. Gaya ngayon, ilang oras pa lamang ay ramdam na ni Jhoanna ang pagod. Hindi rin kasi biro ang palipat lipat ka ng venue para makita ang update at mag interview ng mga players. Lalo na kasi ngayon ay sobrang init. Doon pa lang, nakaka-drain na ng energy.

Kaya hindi maitago ni Jhoanna ang saya niya nang mag announce ang mga officiating official’s ng dalawang event na ipagpapatuloy na lang nila mamayang hapon ang game. That only means na lunch break na, makakapagpahinga na siya ng ilang oras, plus, she gets to see Aiah.

Bago umalis ay nagpalit muna siya ng suot dahil nararamdaman na niyang basang basa na ng pawis ang damit niya. She also washed her face and wipe her neck and arms with wet tissue. Naglagay din siya ulit ng sunscreen and powder, and when she was satisfied, lumabas na siya ng banyo at hinanap si Taneo dahil sinabihan siya netong sasabay daw siyang kumain sa kanila. Ngayon ay naglalakad ulit sila papuntang cafeteria ng CHK, kung saan sinabi ni Aiah na kakainan nila.

Meanwhile, Aiah was looking through her phone and at the cafeteria’s door, hoping na sana iluwal ng pintuan si Jhoanna. Wala pa kasi itong reply sa kaniya and she was already starving kanina pa. Now she wonders what she could be doing right now dahil alam naman niyang lunch break na ng lahat ng contested event ngayon.

“Hindi pa ba siya nagrereply sa’yo?” Aiah asked Colet dahil sinabihan din niya itong i-chat siya.

Colet sighed and leaned back. “Pwedeng mag wait ka? Malay mo may pinuntahan lang siya saglit kaya natagalan.”

“Gutom na kasi ako.” Said Aiah and dramatically slumped on the table.

“Mauna ka na kasi, sabay nalang kami mamaya.”

Aiah raised her finger and waved it side by side, agad namang umikot ang mata ni Colet.

“Kaya ko siya hintayin. Sabay na tayong tatlo mamaya.” Nanghihinang saad ni Aiah.

Colet suddenly looked at the door para rin sana icheck kung meron na si Jhoanna and to her surprise, nakarating nan ga siya rito. But her initial reaction quickly subsided when she saw that she was with someone. Tumaas ang kilay neto’t napangisi. She looked at Aiah who was still slumped on the table, not fully aware of what was happening. Colet’s amusement was rising. She was dying to see how her dear friend would react to this.

Binalik niya ang kanyang tingin sa pintuan at nakitang tumitingin na sa paligid si Jhoanna.

“Jho!” Colet called her, agad naman itong nakita ni Jhoanna. “Dito kami!” sigaw pa nito at tinuro ang table nila.

Aiah immediately shifted from her seat when she heard Colet shouting Jhoanna’s name. Pero tila hindi ito natutuwa dahil may kasama siyang iba. She knows this man. Kasali rin ito sa school publication, but what is he doing here? Siya ba ang kasama ni Jhoanna sa area niya?

“Hello po! Sorry medyo natagalan ako, nagpalit pa kasi ako ng damit at nag retouch lang saglit.” Jhoanna started. “Hello, ate Colet, P-Pres Aiah.” Bati pa nito sa kanila.

Aiah smiled and waved her hand bago dumako ang tingin nito sa kasama niya.

“Pres Aiah!” Taneo enthusiastically greeted her and offered his hand for a handshake. “Sana okay lang akong makilunch muna sa inyo. Nagkawatak watak kasi kami ng mga kasama ko ngayon eh. Hindi ko alam kung nasaan sila ngayon.” his voice was cheerful, yet tinged with a hint of awkwardness.

Aiah did him a handshake for a second bago sumagot sa kanya. “Taneo. Oh yeah, I heard that sa may malapit sila sa oval ngayon for lunch but you could always join us, we don’t mind.”

Taneo smiled and thanked her. Ngumiti rin si Aiah at saka sinenyasan si Jhoanna na tumabi sa kanya—sa gitna nil ani Colet, to be specific. She pulled the chair so that Jhoanna could sit. Colet smirked when she noticed the subtle shift in Aiah’s looks.

Oh, this would be fun.

Throughout the lunch, Aiah was fast to tend on Jhoanna’s needs. Siya ang nag asikaso sa mga order nila, siya rin ang gumawa ng sauce ni Jhoanna, at siya rin ang nagbigay sa kaniya ng sabaw. She made sure that Jhoanna could get whatever she needs before someone does.

They fall into an easy conversation while eating. Aiah had learned that Taneo was also a journalist during his high school days, which made him apply a position to the school publication. He also told them that she knew Jhoanna since that time and they also met each other during DSPC days. Ilang beses din daw silang nagkita pero walang kamalay malay si Jhoanna na nagkikita na pala sila ni Taneo dati.

They talked and talked, and how Aiah hated it when this Taneo boy looked at Jhoanna with his eyes sparkling with excitement and enthusiasm. Aiah knew very well what those looks meant. But at the same time, she knew she couldn’t blame him, because, well, that was Jhoanna. Apart from being known in the campus for her impressive achievements, kilala rin siya dahil sa angkin nitong ganda. Behind those glasses was an angelic and mesmerizing face that anyone could stare at the whole day. So how could someone not be attracted to her? Halos lahat ng good qualities na sa kanya na.

Kung sa way palang ng pagtingin ni Taneo sa kanya, naiinis na siya, now imagine her reaction when Colet showed them a picture from the official social media account of the school publication. It was a picture of Jhoanna and Taneo, seemingly lost in their own world in the courtside. Nakatutok ang mini fan na hawak ni Jhoanna kay Taneo while the latter was holding a cartoon.

Nagulat si Jhoanna nang makita ito. Anyone could get the wrong idea dahil medyo malapit ang mukha nila sa isa’t isa at kung magkatinginan pa sila dito’y parang may feelings sila sa isa’t isa. Another picture was when they share the umbrella. Nakahawak sa balikat ni Jhoanna si Taneo at mukha ulit silang magjowa. Napatampal na lamang si Jhoanna sa noo niya dahil sa nakita niya. Pinagpyepyestahan na rin kasi sila sa comment section neto.

Hindi naman siguro pag iisipan ng masama ni Aiah ‘yung nasa picture ‘di ba?

Taneo scratch the back of his neck. He tried to stop himself from smiling but the blushing from his face was visible. “A-Ano ba n-naman ‘tong mga ‘to. Kung anu ano naman ang pinopost. Baka pinagtitripan lang ako ng mga ‘yan kasi hinndi nila ako kasama ngayon.” Nahihiya niyang sambit.

“O-Oo nga! W-wala lang naman sa’kin ‘yung mga nangyari diyan eh.” Jhoanna looked at Aiah who’s still looking at the photos. “P-Para kaming ewan diyan, p-pres Aiah. Huwag mo nalang tignan.”

Jhoanna was nervous as hell. Hindi niya naman inaasahan na may iba pa palang member ng publication ang nandoon sa pwesto nila at nakuhanan pa sila neto ng litrato. She silently cursed at herself for being not attentive at that time. Wala lang sa kaniya ‘yung nangyaring ganoon but other people might conclude with something.

At bakit ba hindi na umiimik si Aiah? Bakit hanggang ngayon nakatitig parin siya sa litrato na ‘yun?

“A-ate Aiah p—”

Aiah gently placed the phone on the table at napatigil kaagad si Jhoanna sa sasabihin niya. Aiah took a sip from her drink and leaned back nonchalantly. Hindi tuloy alam ni Jhoanna kung ano ang iniisip nito dahil hindi naman mabasa sa mukha niya kung ano ang reaksyon nito.

“What do you mean para kayong ewan diyan?” Aiah asked when she finished drinking. She placed the cup in the table and she smiled. “Ang cute niyo kaya. Para kayong magkuya.”

Two sentences were enough for Colet’s laughter to echo in the whole room. She had taken it as the funniest thing she’d ever heard. She’d choked on her juice, tears streaming down her face as she gasped for breath between shrieks. Now, she was wiping her eyes, still giggling, a faint blush creeping onto her cheeks.

Aiah sighed inwardly. She knew Colet’s laughter wasn't entirely directed at the photo itself. There was a subtext, a layer of unspoken teasing, that Aiah couldn’t quite decipher. Perhaps it was the unexpectedness of the comparison? Or maybe it was something else entirely. Even Jhoanna’s holding her laughter now. Seeing this made Aiah’s brow crease.

What? They do look alike in that photo naman ah. Well, at least for her, they do. Sana nga malaman nilang magpinsan sila.

“G-Grabe naman.” Taneo shyly said when Aiah’s words sink in his system.

“Ang funny lang na naisip mong magkuya sila.” Tugon naman ni Colet na hanggang ngayo’y natatawa parin.

“What? Hindi ba’t tama naman ako kasi Taneo’s a year older than you?” Aiah asked directly to Jhoanna.

Jhoanna bites her bottom lip before she responds, pinipilit niya ring hindi tumawa. “Tama naman po.”

“See? Magkuya parin sila.”

When the initial funny atmosphere subsided, Aiah excused herself to use the comfort room dahil naiihi na ito. Returning to their table, she found Taneo meticulously cleaning the lens of his DSLR camera, the substantial body gleaming under the cafeteria lights. He was carefully removing the memory card, a small, almost ritualistic action.

Nagtataka si Aiah kung ba’t wala si Jhoanna at Colet sa table nila. She looked around to see but to her luck, wala talaga sila pero nandoon parin naman ang kanilang bag at ibang gamit.

“Saan sila?” Aiah simply asked him.

He looked up as she approached, a polite smile gracing his lips. “Ah, may bibilhin lang daw sila saglit sa may convenience store, pres. Pinagbantay lang muna nila ako rito.”

Aiah nodded, attempting nonchalance, but her eyes were drawn to the camera and the card he now held. He was inserting the card into a card reader connected to his laptop, the screen displaying a progress bar as files were transferred. This time, there was no mistaking it; he was clearly transferring his photos.

While Taneo was momentarily distracted, seemingly engrossed in the transfer process, Aiah leaned in, her gaze falling on the laptop screen. The display showed a clear, organized collection of images. But what caught her eyes more was that almost all of them featured Jhoanna. The high-resolution images from his DSLR were breathtaking though. The candid shots from the school intramurals were sharp and vibrant, capturing the light in her hair, and the sparkle in her eyes with stunning precision. The close-ups were amazing too, revealing the delicate details of Jhoanna’s face with an almost reverent attention to detail. Even the seemingly simple shots—Jhoanna smiling, sipping a drink, gazing out a game—were composed with an artist's eye, each image telling a silent story of affection and admiration.

Aiah cleared her throat, “Hindi ata sa game ‘yung focus mo kanina ah.” Ani ni Aiah dahilan para mapatingin sa kanya si Taneo. “Mas marami pang mukha ni Jhoanna diyan kaysa sa mga players eh.”

“Ah,” Taneo quickly looked away, feeling a slight blush creep onto his cheeks, his fingers fidgeting with the edge of his laptop. “Hindi ko naman ‘to ipo-post kasi ayaw niya.”

Aiah smirks, she wanted to play a little bit. “Ganda niya masyado ‘no?” she asked but she realized that it shouldn’t been a question kasi sobrang ganda naman talaga ni Jhoanna.

Taneo nodded, scratching the back of his neck. “Mismo! Kahit mga stolen shots niya ang ganda parin.”

“Type mo?” Aiah asked him again, still grinning but deep down, she wanted to pinch herself from asking that question.

He chuckled, with his eyes sparkling with anticipation. He glanced at the laptop, then back at Aiah, his gaze darting around the cafeteria as if searching for an escape route.

“Huy! Gusto mo nga siya?” Aiah asked again, her patience getting thinner, but she’s still smiling para hindi siya magmukhang rude.

“O…Oo?” Taneo answered hesitantly.

Wala ito, hindi pa pala sure.

Aiah leaned back and took a sip from her water. She looked at Taneo, amused and non-yielding.

“Wrong timing ka. Jhoanna told me that she was into someone already. So, I guess, ngayon pa lang dapat mag move on ka na?”

Aiah never wanted to brag, but those words came out smoothly at hindi na niya ‘yun mababawi pa. Hindi rin naman niya sinabi kung sino itong gusto ni Jhoanna ngayon kaya okay lang naman siguro ang ginawa niya?

Parang ang harsh naman ng dating kapag sinabi kong ako ang gusto ni Jhoanna, hindi ba?

Aiah wanted to give Taneo her victory smile when she saw how he reacted. Nawala na kasi ang ngiti nito at parang hindi makapaniwala sa narinig niya.