Morre Dolore
{A/N: the lasts chapters smut was not like my other smut but I wanted to be small and simple to show more the thoughts of Severus and how he treated her, still hope you liked it, this story is also uploaded on Ao3. TPWK and all the love.}
~~ The next morning and your POV~~
I felt the sunshine on my skin, I looked at the clock on the black nightstand next to the bed where I and Severus were sleeping, his cold and pale hands around my torso, with the back against my back and his black hair on my neck.
7:27 AM
It's a Saturday, I like Saturdays. I have meetings at night but it's one of the only days I can rest and just relax, and today I finally have company and I have a feeling that today is my major task.
"You look even more beautiful in the morning sunlight." I hear Severus whisper in my ear, when I turn to him, I notice even more all of his perfection, the way his dark eyes scan every niche of my asking, the way his perfect nose stands perfectly aligned with all of his features, he is just amazing.
"If you take a picture it will last longer, dear." I was staring, God, he had that stupid smirk on his face, I just rolled my eyes and left his warm embrace to go take a shower. "Good morning to you too Severus." I said with some sassiness in my voice, I just hear him snort a little, gosh the things he is making me feel, I can't lose him ever.
I turn the water to the warmest it gets and when I find it at my liking, I take my robe off and enter, I suddenly hear the door open and the next thing Severus is in the shower with me.
"Save water, love." I laughed and felt something like it was my first laugh but my first true laugh, what was he doing with me?
After a sweet shower and an amazing breakfast, we were called to a meeting.
I was wearing a short black silk dress that hit my knee and Severus well, Severus was normal.
We entered the Malfoy Manor hand in hand, I could sense he was quite tense, maybe he was afraid of me? Maybe he doesn't even like me at all? Stop with these thoughts Y/N!
"Ah my dear, I was getting worried." Voldemort said while getting up from his seat with a wide smile.
"No need to worry, My Lord, you know me," I said while hugging him, he places a kiss on my forehead and looks at Severus.
"Good to see you, Severus, how are you?" "Quite good, my Lord, you?" Severus had a smirk placed on his lips and looked straight at me.
"Better now that Miss Moon is here. Dear, go sit down." He let go of me and I left his embrace and sat down like always next to his high chair, some Death Eaters were there but not everyone only The Lestrange Brothers, Bellatrix, Draco, Lucius, Narcissa, Wormtail, and Barty. My chair is warm, someone has been sitting here.
"My Lord, how dared to sit in my place?" I ask while putting my hands on the table and getting up from the seat.
"I- I did, Miss Moon." Wormtail, that stupid excuse of a rat, how dare he?
"Why did you sit in my seat?" I was getting quite angry, he still didn't respect me, oh but he will.
I took out my wand and didn't even say the spell that caused him pain, it wasn't as bad as a Cruciatus curse but it was bad.
"Now, dear, don't let him bother you, and let's get to the talk," Voldemort said, bringing me back to reality.
"Right, so is it today?" I said with so much anxiety in my words, I can't wait.
"Yes, Draco found a way for some Death Eaters to get inside, but only to take Severus with you."
I felt anxious and nervous, I was going to do it after so long I was going to kill Dumbledore.
After so many more meeting talks, I and Severus left and appeared at Hogwarts again, I didn't say a word. I just went to the Astronomy Tower. I felt that I had to be there, every step I took it seemed like my shoes were burning acid into the floor, I couldn't describe how I felt.
It was like the power of the universe was with me and on my hands, they were burning hot. I never felt this powerful.
I took the last step of the tower and felt the breeze of the cold air on my cheeks. I saw Dumbledore looking at the beautiful view that was in front of him, the weather was quite peculiar.
"I was waiting for you, Miss Moon." I didn't know where Severus was but I needed to do this with or without him. He said while turning to me, he looked tired. I point my wand at him, he doesn't move.
"What do you mean?" I was curious about what he meant by "waiting?".
"You see Miss Moon, I was expecting you, I have been kipping a close eye on you since you first entered Hogwarts, I know everything about you." He never changed his tone or his position.
"You think you do. If you knew so much you never tried to stop what my parents did to me, you never cared, I always saw you treat Harry and his little puppies like they were Saints while I and others weren't even close to getting to a little of you. I thought that I needed to be good and do things to make others proud." I started to feel myself tear up, every word coming out of my mouth was the truth and nothing else. "I never felt happy or felt like I made anyone happy but once I met Voldemort I felt someone cared, that I finally had a similar father figure. So don't come with the little speech to find the good and the light, because there isn't any light in me, only the light to my secrets."
I was so focused on this moment that I didn't feel any other auras around, I thought I was clear but I was wrong and I found that out very later.
"Y/N, there is still hope." I couldn't believe this man's words.
"No there isn't, I need to do this, for me, for Voldemort."
"I trust you to end this, Y/N, please." I didn't need much talk with him, I was done, I cleaned some tears that left my eyes to my cheeks, and...
With a flick of my wand and my words "Morre Dolore." The purple light flashed from my wand and energy radiated from my body.
He fell. I walked slowly to the edge of the balcony to see him on the floor with blood all over his robes, the wind felt amazing, I knew he was dead, his aura disappeared.
I was exhausted and drained the spell still takes some much out of me. When I turned around I saw Severus looking at me, I couldn't read his expression. It looked shocking but disappointing.
"Severus..." I tried to say something but no words came out of my mouth besides his name, I felt all my energy come back after I heard Bellatrix's stupid laugh at the end of the stairs.
"Let's go, we need to leave." I couldn't think of anything besides the words I just said. But before going to the stairs, I hugged Severus and whispered to his neck while I was on tippy toes. "I am sorry, I love you."
I left his embrace and he took his cold pale hands from my back, I couldn't look him in the eyes just yet.
We all apparated to the Malfoy Manor.