Stay with me!
~~Your POV~~ (Some time skip)
Back in Hogwarts, everything was normal it was like no one even noticed you were gone, and to be honest, I couldn't care less, I just wanted to do my task and leave this stupid excuse for a school, no friends, not even a simple acquaintance just people. Every time I eat, or at least try too, at the Great Hall I can feel two sets of eyes on my every movement, Severus and Harry, I could tell he was suspicious of me. ~~Present time~~Dinner in this Great Hall used to feel like home but now it feels like it lost all the color and the magic it had, I look at Draco that is right across the table from me, he looks... empty, it's like he is looking everywhere and nowhere at the same, I know what is his feeling, it feels worse than depression, it's like an invisible force just drained all of your reasons to live, but yet you just can't give up. I feel terrible for him, I wish I could be there for him and tell him everything is ok, I am truly sorry. I don't feel like eating at all, I need to refresh myself up, I can't relapse because I feel bad for a guy. I left the Great Hall not noticing that Harry was following me. I felt suffocated, I started to take my green tie off and start to walk faster, I felt on the verge of tears, all the feelings I have been pushing down were all ready to explode and just thinking about my life in an all, the happiness that I only see others feel and never feel, all the good moments I had with "friends", all the laughs, the moments I thought were true and pure happiness were nothing to them and later on to me, it was just like a mask to my life now, it was fake and it didn't last long enough to actually be significant. I cut the corner right after the Great Hall and walked into the bathroom, I placed my hands on the sink and splashed my face with cold water, I felt so suffocated, I wasn't controlling my emotions, I had no idea what happened to me, I was not myself, I took off my jumper in an attempt to calm down probably the biggest panic attack I have ever experienced. I have had bad panic attacks right after becoming a Death Eater, sometimes Voldemort would come and just tell me to breathe and try to calm me down, other times I would be alone in a room or on a bathroom floor, wherever I thought I could cool down. I feel powerless and worthless, who thought? The famous and strong Y/N crying to herself in a bathroom mirror? Suddenly... I hear someone at the door, it's Harry, did he really just throw a spell, I didn't even blink before taking my wand out and thinking of some harmful spells, I didn't care if they were Unforgivable curses, I needed to protect myself. Water was everywhere, I was throwing spells at the walls trying to hit him with at least one but no luck. Out of the blow I heard a spell I didn't recognize "Sectumsempra", I felt a deep cut in my chest, I dropped to the floor, pain took over me, blood was dripping from the cuts on my chest, I couldn't move. "Potter, what did you do? Leave!" Severus, how? "Keep your eyes open for me, please." I couldn't, I fell into a slumber. The last things I hear were some spell that Severus was saying.
Black.
~~Snape's POV~~
I felt bad for following her, but something was wrong and I could feel it. I needed to protect her, and right after she left I noticed stupid Potter follow her. I knew I had to follow them. I stayed a bit behind trying not to raise suspicions. Loud crashes, all I heard from the bathroom. No, no, no, no, no. My mind was all fuzzy I couldn't think clearly I was so concerned about the idiot girl, I could be going against a giant and I wouldn't notice at all, I could barely think. To my biggest fear, when I opened the door, there she was lying on the floor flooded with water and with blood all over her, this was a mess, if I could I would kill Potter right there and then.
I recognized the spell that Potter hit her with, my own spell, a spell that I created and he used it against her.
How did he even find out about it? Did he find my book?
I started muttering the words to heal her, and picked her up bridal style, with a swift of my wand the bathroom was normal again.
I didn't want people to see her like this in the hallway so I decided to apparate to my chambers, I take my wet robes off and cover her with blankets on my bed and start the fireplace, she was so cold and a little pale, I didn't want to take her clothes off without her consent but she was really cold due to all the water that was in the floor.
I took a deep breath and find myself get lost in my thoughts I never noticed the birthmark she had on her pinkish round lips and the small scar she had close to her eye right below her eye bag, she wasn't getting a lot of sleep, her eye bags were quite big. Her h/c hair falls down on her cheek, without waking her which I found impossible, I put the same hair strings behind her ear. Gosh, she looks like a goddess, I started to forget she was my student, she looked and had the mind of someone more mature, maybe due to the fact that she had to grow up really fast or maybe she didn't even have a childhood.
I know about the Moon family but I wonder what her parents did to make her hate them so much, they are long gone by now but no one ever found their bodies, they just disappeared like dust.
It had been some hours and she was still asleep, so I got someone to get her backpack without being suspicious. I was making some tea when I heard a little whisper:
"Severus... Severus..." The first thing she thought when she woke up was me, I couldn't stop myself from blushing slightly at that though.
"Don't go too fast, DeaR. I am here, you are ok." I sit down on the bed close to her and pass my arm over her, she still looks quite pale but nothing a little potion can handle.
"Are you okay, Severus? He didn't hurt you did he?" She said while sitting up, she was more concerned about me than the fact that she could have died in that bathroom, her care for me makes me happy for some reason, this is a weird feeling, I feel this when I am with her. It's like I found new colors in the world, she makes me feel.
"Yes I am okay, don't worry, drink this." I handed her the white with a blue detailing teacup.
"Is this like the other potion you gave me?" She snorts and takes the drink without questioning, she remembered the potion I gave her.
I was looking so deeply into her e/c eyes, they had like a galaxy inside them, so unique and open but at the same time so cold and depressing. She was the true definition of magic.
"Thank you, Severus." The way my name flows on her lips and curls on the tip of her tongue makes my heart jump with excitement, she makes something inside me grow.
I can't take it anymore, I need to taste her lips.
I grabbed her face gently and softly but passionately pressed her lips against mine, they were perfect, she was perfect.
She was kissing me back, I knew right there that she had feelings for me too. She softly put her hands on my neck and now our kiss is more passionate and I could feel like the whole world just stopped and stars were around us, there were so many feelings and thoughts going through our mind, she didn't even bother to close it, she knew I could listen and feel them.
I part our kiss and look into her eyes and ask "Are you sure about this?" She didn't bother to answer, she just placed her lips on mine again, I miss them even if it was just for a few seconds, they were addicting.
I grab her and place her on my lap with her legs on each one of my sides. Gosh, she was driving me insane, I pushed my tongue into her mouth while she ran her tiny hands through my hair and I ran mine through her back.
I lift her up and lay her on the bed placing myself between her legs and start to kiss and leave light hickeys on her neck, her moans... Her sweet and soft moans were driving me into cosmic.
She started to unbutton me but she got a little mad at the amount that they were so I laughed and helped her, I got her skirt and shirt off very fast, she was a masterpiece, a god's work. Oh, Merlin!
"You are beautiful, Y/N" I continued to kiss her neck and shoulders while she was taking my belt and pants off, I pushed myself against her again.
I slowly insert myself inside her and she let's out a big gasp.
"Go slowly, it's my first time." She whispered in my ear, I let her a few moments for her to adjust and when she was ready she moaned in my ear "Harder."
Her wishes were my command, at first I went slower but she pushed me inside her faster with her hands on my back, her moans were pure music and bliss to my ears.
I kissed her so I could feel her moans in my mouth, I started getting faster and closer and she was too.
The last thing I heard was "Ah Severus, fuck." I and her got into a full climax at the same time.
I let myself rest on top of her and our breathing was in sync and very heavy, I was pretty sure someone would listen to us if they were in the hallway but I didn't care.
I pushed her on my chest and lifted her chin up and said "I like you, Y/N." she had the biggest smile I have ever seen her do. "I like you too, Severus."
What did I do to deserve her?
I pushed the covers onto us and just fell asleep in each other's embrace, I found myself happy and joyful.