Enough!
Trigger warning: sexual assault and violence
~~Your POV~~ (some days skip)
All I do is train, sleep, and sometimes eat, all I wanted to do was to do this damn spell correctly, I started on bugs, rats, bunnies, monkeys, birds but today I was going to do a human, a person that I was meant to kill a long time ago, the person who hurt me the most in this world besides my parents, my uncle, made me lose all the hope I had in people and affection, he used to touch me whenever he wanted to, I was a toy to him.
He used to work with Lucius Malfoy at the Ministry so Voldemort asked him to invite him for dinner.
It was almost 8 pm and I was getting ready for it. I was in a suit, a black blazer and black trousers with the blazer open a little on revealing some chest, I put my hair in a ponytail, I was nervous, I couldn't disappoint Voldemort or Severus. I told Draco to go on a walk with his mother yesterday, he would be destroyed after he saw the power of the spell, he would be even more broken.
8 pm
"Hey, my friend Lucius, it was truly nice for you to invite me over." His voice sent me chills through all my body and I felt anger and rage inside me, my adrenaline was maximum now, I was ready for this.
"Thank you for coming, I have some people for you to meet, this is Severus, a teacher at Hogwarts." I heard Lucius say I knew that was my clue.
"So nice to see you, uncle." he had his back turned against me and I said the last word of the sentence with so much sass and rage.
Voldemort enters the room and says "Connor Moon, a low class and half-blood wizard, always touching things he shouldn't and always asking for attention." he says while walking around my uncle, I could feel the fear raging in my uncle, he was like a little rat in a trap, stupid. Severus was behind me with his hand on my lower back, I didn't mind that much so I let him be, it felt good to feel some touch.
"Y/N, how did you get yourself with these people?" My uncle turned to me now more afraid than before now. I burst out laughing, I heard Severus and Lucius let out a laugh and Voldemort just laughed with me.
"Poor little rat in a big trap, so sad for you to think that I work for them, no, my sweet uncle I work with them. You see when my amazing parents passed away and I left your disgusting house, I found my home, a father figure." I said while walking in circles around him, and finishing the circles with a hand on Voldemort's shoulder. I was feeling the power and energy running through my bones and veins.
"My dear, can I have some fun first with your sweet uncle?" Severus asks with a smirk on his face.
"All yours," I say smiling and looking straight into my uncle's eyes.
"Crucio." the word falls out of Severus' mouth like pure water and I just watch my uncle on the floor yelling in pain, like I would care if he puts a hand out for me like he was asking for help, I laugh and turn to Voldemort and say "Lord Voldemort, want some fun with the stupid rat?" my know Lucius was on behind all of us by the door.
"All my pleasure, my darling." He said while using one of our spells without saying the words I just knew what spell he used, the mufflers and whimpers of the rat were like pure music to Voldemort's ears, I knew that because he opened his mind to show me that.
"I think it's time," I said while pulling out my wand and looking at Voldemort and Severus once again, Severus nodded and Voldemort smiled.
"Morre Dolore." The dark purple light leaves my wand and into my uncle's body who was now screaming and letting blood out of mouth and eyes, Damn this spell was powerful, it made your body explode inside, you couldn't survive, no one could no matter what.
I let out a big breath trying to catch some of the energy that just left my body, this spell was so draining but so powerful and satisfying to do.
"Nagini, dinner, "I said to the gorgeous long snake that was by my side, making sure I was safe before after my uncle died I thought I would give her a little meal and some fun.
I got so tired I needed to sit down besides doing the most draining spell I have ever done. I also haven't been eating or sleeping well. I fell into the chair that was behind me and just rested my head back and closed my eyes. I hear Severus rushing to me, "Y/N, are you ok?" he said with a lot of concern in his voice, he put his hand on my knee and got to my level. I just nod with no energy at all.
"She needs rest, even for me this spell is draining, so take her to the bedroom Severus, in two days she will be going back to Hogwarts," Voldemort said.
"Of course my Lord," he said while picking me up in bridal type, I rested my head against his chest and put my hand on his shoulder.
"WORMTAIL, clean this mess and burn him. Lucius, you can go now." Voldemort yelled, his mind was quite concerned for me, I only felt his emotions nothing else, not a though not even a little one.
Snape's mind on the other side was quite busy, -What am I going to do with her?- She is so gorgeous and perfect- Ah she is fucking with me, and I am letting her. Fuck, she can hear us!"I giggled a little, I looked into his face and strands of his perfect black air were on his face, his dark brown eyes focused on carrying me to the bedroom, just looking at his face it felt like the time stopped and it was just, there wasn't anybody else just us.
Suddenly I got sat down in bed, I had no energy to barely speak, I just watched Severus taking my shoes off and pulling the covers and some of the pillows off. I didn't even think twice before untieing my hair and getting inside the warm covers I felt an arm underneath my head and a stomach behind me. "Rest Y/N, you need it." his embrace was like warm chocolate milk on a cold night. He smelled like old books and tobacco with a hint of a mint cologne, it was a bittersweet smell, I needed it.
~~Next morning~~
I woke up alone, cold but at least I wasn't tired anymore, I was still in the suit from yesterday, I need to talk to Voldemort.
I sat up putting my feet in the cold ceramic and taking a big breath I got up and walked to the bathroom taking a warm shower and doing my routine like regular, I had just a robe on when Severus enters the bedroom and looks me up and down like he was taking a mental picture, "Take a picture it would last longer." I said smiling and crossing my arms, he looked in my eyes finally acknowledging me and saying with a slight smirk "The Dark Lord asks for your presence for breakfast so get ready." I smile and remember last night's moments, so before he left I said "Why did you leave me? When I woke up you were gone." he had his back turned against me and didn't say anything, he just continued to walk, uh he messes my mind up.
I went into the black closet I had in the manor and picked up some black laced lingerie, a white blouse, and some black jeans with some jewelry.
I go down the stairs and enter the dining hall where I say "Good morning everyone." Voldemort turns to me and says "Ah morning dear, I see you rested well." I sat down in my usual spot next to Voldemort and started picking some food, "Yes I did, so when will I be returning to Hogwarts?" I picked some orange juice and a couple pancakes onto my plate, "The day after tomorrow, Draco will go with you since he was to return too." I didn't even notice that there were other people on the table when Bellatrix said "Is she truly going to that stupid school?" I looked at Voldemort and he just looked at Bellatrix and said "Yes Bellatrix she has a task to do, why?" she giggles as I just get a little mad at her: "A task? She has a task and I don't?" Oh, this woman was testing my patience, "Unlike you Bella, I can kill someone correctly." I say that sentence with such sassiness just to remind her of the time she could even kill a stupid muggle born that was following us, I had to do it for her. She looked pissed by now, I continued to eat my pancakes when I said to Voldemort through mind talking -Can I kill her someday? She is getting on my nerves because she has a crush on you- he let a big laugh out and everyone on the table was with their mouths open in shock, I laughed with him, everyone was looking at us, like we were insane, well we are but still, I felt Severus eyes on me as he smirks while drinking his tea.
-Yes, you can my Dear but we need her for now.-
-I know, but I swear to Merlin she will get crucied or worse if she doesn't keep her mouth quiet.-
-My darling, don't worry about her.-
I left out a big sight and when I am done I get up and walk up to Nagini and say "Want to go to the lake?" she just shakes her head, but before I ask Voldemort, "Will she be needed for a couple of hours?" Voldemort just smiles a little and says "No, my darling have fun." I went up to him and put my arms around his neck from behind and said "Thank you, can you ask some useless Death Eater for some chocolate?" he laughs and said "Sure."
~~In the lake with Nagini~~
"So what's up with you and Potions man?" she asks as I laugh out loud, Merlin I loved this snake for real, "I don't know, one moment he is cold, another we are cuddling and everything is a mess at the moment so I don't have time for stupid cliches and besides he is my teacher." She looks at me with disbelieve in her face, I guess. "He is just afraid of opening up and you are even closer than him, I am your only friend." "Hey, I- ok you are right." I laugh she knew me like almost no one.
We talked about what it felt for hours when I heard a "Y/N, The Dark Lord requests you." Lucius? Normally it is a house-elf, I was suspicious about it, he never had a good thing in mind and he has been trying to make a move on me for years now even if he is married.
"Ok, one moment." he left and I told Nagini, "This is not going to end well, I can feel he is lying." she nodded her head, and when we entered she climbed the wall and hid on the curtains.
"Where is Lord Voldemort?" I ask, it was just me and Lucius in the living room, he was looking through the window and said while walking towards me slowly "So curious a teen girl being the Dark Lord's right hand and being so powerful. Yes, indeed very curious." he was now a few inches apart and his hand was stroking through my hair. Oh, he wants a game.
"Are you testing my abilities, Lucius?" I wanted to make him nervous and scared.
"Oh no, I would never, I saw yesterday your full power, I wonder what else you can do?!" He put his hand to my waist and stepped even closer. I hated this man with full power, for Merlin's sake he is married and has a son that is my friend.
I get close to his ear and whisper "Touch me again and it would be you." I kissed him on the cheek and left the room.
-- How would the task go? Will Y/N finally open up?
some smut will be coming in future chapters, some with details from my DR ;)
Kisses and TPWK