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Coldness brushed against the bare skin of my legs making me instantly wake up, usually I like the cold, but this winter the coldness was beyond annoying.
As I got up I expected to have a wrapped arm around me keeping me down a little bit, but then I came to the realization that it was all probably just a stupid dream.
I sat up in the uncomfortably tiny bed, rubbing my eyes and yawning. I look over to Badeea's bed and she was sound asleep with the covers over her head.
There was a aching feeling in between my leg,
I looked down at my thighs and there was slight purple bruises. Definitely wasn't a lucid dream, that actually happened.
That bastard left without saying goodbye or anything. I mean not that he owed that to be but I would be lying if I said that I didn't anger me that he just left.
I fell asleep to him kissing me and wrapping his arms around me, And something in me expected him to be here when I woke up.
But it was obvious that that something in
me expected wrong.
I try to go back to sleep but I couldn'tβ all I
did was toss and turn for about fifteen minutes.
My eyes landed on the clock and it read half past six. Well, I might as well go and get breakfast.
My eyes go look for my clothes from last night, well my pants and underwear at least. I was in a large t-shirt that I didn't even remember putting on last night.
"Where are you going?" Badeea's groggily voice asked and her tired face slowly appeared as she yanked the covers down.
I grab onto a new pair of underwearβ no way I was going to wear the knickers that was filled with my own arousal from last night. I'd rather die.
"To go get breakfast, go back to sleep Deea" I mumbled as I slipped my blue plaid pants back on.
My eyes darted back over to her bed and she was already sound asleep. I assumed she must've went back to sleep as soon as she finished the sentence.
I put on some black socks that I found in my trunk, I went looking for my sleeping shoes but then frowned when I realized I forgot to bring them. Looks like I'll just go get breakfast in my socks.
Suddenly a remainder that I brought Valkyrie with me ran through my mind, merlin I'm a bad parent. I walked over to her tank and looked inside of it for her. But she wasn't there.
Panic begins to fill my body as I look around the room for the blue dragon tone, flipping everything over to see if she was there. I couldn't go without Valkyrie, I just can't.
She had to be somewhere in here. I looked over and the back of her cage was open, and so was the window by Jades bed.
No, no this can't be happening right now.
I don't remember going in her cage or someone asking me if they could. She's not even strong enough to open it by herself so that means I had to leave it open. How could I be so fucking stupid.
My hands wrapped around my chest as I walked out of the cottage. I didn't want to be in there anymore, I knew I shouldn't have came on this stupid trip.
The sound of branches breaking under my feet fills my ears as I walk towards the Mess hall.
Snow was falling heaver this morning that I expected to.
I walk into the mess hall but unexpectedly there was already someone sitting there.
Ron was doing something that I've never saw him do before, he was playing with his food.
At first I was concerned, worried even, but then I was sure that I had a worse morning and shook all of that feeling of fret out of mind.
"Good morning miss Moons" Professor Sinistra says in a friendly tone. I curse her underneath my breath, I didn't want him to know that I was hear and hoped that maybe he didn't hear her. But that hope quickly left when he turned his head to look over his shoulder.
Ron gestured me to come here and in my mind I wasn't going to go, I was going to sit at a table alone and drink London fog. But my legs unknowingly walked over there and I didn't come to the realization of what I was doing until I was standing in front of his table.
"You look like you've been crying" He says dryly as I light up the cigarette in between my fingers, ignoring the complaints from Sinistra about how's it's not healthy and I shouldn't do it.
A humorless chuckle leaves my lips. "Maybe because you broke my necklace that costed more galleons than you probably even seen
in your life" I mutter.
"You didn't seem to mind it in the moment it was being broken" He raised his eyebrow and took a sip of whatever was in his cup.
Bastard.
I roll my tongue in my cheek. "I didn't mind a lot of things last night, out of my mind I was... really out of it" I drawled.
He rolled his eyes and choose to ignore my comment. "What's wrong?" He asked, his voice low and tone calm.
"I can't find my toad... I think Jade purposely let her out last night, when I was sleeping"
The last part came out of my mouth quieter than I expected.
A sigh came from his lips and I could tell that he knew that I wasn't really happy about him leaving without saying something. But I'd gotten over that, he had no reason to say and that's why he didn't.
"Rebekah, i'm considerably tall, and the beds are really small and .. that really wasn't going to work.." He whispers.
"It didn't seem to have a problem working when you were fucβ" I snapped, the I came to the realization that we were in a public place and anyone could hear. "Nevermind, It doesn't matter anymore, whatever happens β well it happened, already happened...And we can't take it back, So let's just make sure that it never happens again"
Something flashed in his eyes that I could quite read making me a little unease. My eyes look away and I put my cigarette back in my mouth,
trying to somewhat defuse the tension.
"Why would Wright want you to loose your toad?"He questioned, choosing to give what
I just said no response at all.
My lips slowly curls up into a mischievous smirk. "Let's just say for some stupid reason she doesn't like me much"
"You give people plenty of reasons not to like you, so I'm pretty sure you did something to her β"
"What do you know? Maybe I just don't want people to like me and that's why I'm 'cruel'" I snapped, probably over reacting.
He gawked. "No need to get angry with me because you don't have friends, maybe if you didn't snap on everyone who walks past you you'd have some" he says, childishly.
"Did you not here me say I don't want any, I'm good with the three friends I have" I murmured as the smoke escaped my mouth.
A silence fell upon us, he went back to playing with his food and I scoffed. I pulled down on the black hoodie that was on my head, making it cover most of my shoulder length curly hair.
It would be unbelievable that we were still bickering with each other after last night,
but I expected it, I knew that we would go
back to fighting in no time.
"You hurt Wright's feelings didn't you?" He said blankly, and my eyes darted back up to him quicker than I could blink.
"What are you on about?" I ask.
"She told Harry that the two of you that she likes you, but it's clear that you don't return
the feelings" He mumbles.
That bitch has a big mouth.
My hands took his cup out of his hands. "I surely don't return the feelings, I think she's repulsive" I take a long sip, almost throwing up as the pumpkin juice filled my mouth. Merlin I hated the taste of that stupid drink.
A smirk grew on his lips before he tisked and shook his head. I bewilder at him for not understanding what he thought was funny.
There was plenty of reasons I didn't like Jade.
She slapped me in my face, she stole my blue haired leech away from me, I'm more than sure she kidnapped my toad, and she's a very unlikable person. Anyone who likes her is just desperate for friends.
A group of students walk inside of the mess hall, making me look at the blue watch around my wrist, I didn't even realize that I'd been bickering with him for an hour.
"Might want to get up, before your boyfriend catches us sitting together" He nodded his head towards the entrance and I looked back to see Theodore walking in, looking to the ground.
"He is not my boyfriend" I mumbled as I stood up from my spot at the table. My hands shoved the drink to his chest and when he took it I turned on my feet. I felt his eyes on me as I walked over towards Theodore.
Running through my mind was what Ivy told me a few days ago. 'Yeah I'm such in a wrong, right? No one ever says anything about how your so smitten over that Blood traitor'
When she first told I tried to act as if I had no idea what she was talking about but now there's no denying the fact that I knew exactly what she means.
The brunette boy greeted me with a soft smile that I quickly reflected.