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"This trip went by so fast, I just wish that we could spend another week here" Badeea whines as she fixes her Ravenclaw tie.
I finished stuff all of my clothes in my trunk and slammed it close. I totally agreed with her the trip did go by rather fast, but I wouldn't want to spend another week here. The last few days of trip was rather boring I mean, besides the New Years party yesterday nothing fun has really happened.
We weren't assigned to go with our partners anymore which I was beyond happy for because the tension between me and Ron would've been beyond awkward.
I haven't really seen him much since are conflict during breakfast, maybe once I've
seen him this whole week. But that's enough about him.
A soft knock was landed on the door
making me look over my shoulder at it.
At first I thought it was Jade but then I remembered that she had came and got the remaining of her stuff while we were sleeping, well she thought we were sleeping. So I wasn't sure who it was at our door.
"Come in" Badeea shouts, and I sent her a quick grimace and hissed under my breath. She doesn't even know who's at our door for all I know it could be a killer.
The door opens and a pale face slowly sticks their head inside of the room. Ivy pushed her blue hair out of her face and put a soft smile
on her faceโ she walks inside of the cottage.
Badeea greeted her with a soft smile and a warm embrace, she so happy to the point it
was almost obnoxious, not quite though.
I yanked my trunk off of bed and dragged it towards the door. It felt as if it weighed more than me and I didn't understand why because it was beyond light when I brought it here.
"Wait, can I talk to you" Ivy chocked out, looking down at me with hope in her bright blue eyes.
A little smile grew on my lips and I tilted my head. Ivy returned the smile but it quickly dropped at what left my mouth. "Um, no"
I cooed.
"Please" she grabbed onto my wrist before I could get the chance to walk out of the cottage.
She was beyond lucky that we didn't leave until half an hour. I pressed my lips and forced myself to nod.
An awkward silence fell upon us as she dragged me outside, I honestly didn't want to talk to her I really didn't.
"What do you want Ivy?" I questioned lowly with my eyebrows raised and my head slightly tilted.
Ivy sighs. "I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry, and I understand if you don't want to be my friend anymore"
"Was it your idea? To try and break up Luna and Blaise?" I questioned as my arms folded across my chest. "I mean I wouldn't put it past something like that from Wright but from yoโ"
"No! It wasn't my idea, after the party she came up to me and asked if I liked Blaise and well I couldn't lie and say no... then she was like well I like Theodore and I have a plan" Ivy explains.
Everything that the blue haired girl was going through one ear and coming out of the other.
I honestly didn't care about the whole thing anymore. But it was nice watching Ivy apologize and kiss at my feet.
But I definitely wasn't going to accept her apology, because of her and her shenanigans my toad is gone. And I will always hate her for that, Valkyrie was one of the few things in this world that understood me and now she's gone all because of some slag.
"Are you finished yet, Cook? Because I have somewhere to be" I lie, rolling my eyes and pushing my hair off of my shoulders.
For a quick second Ivy almost looked hurt
at my response but I don't understand why.
Did she just expect me to forgive her and we become best friends again, if she did she's way stupider that I thought.
When she didn't respond I took it upon myself to walk back inside of the cottage and slam the door close behind me. I lock it just in case she thinks about following behind me.
Now all I wanted to do was return to Hogwarts.
Oddly, I missed studying all subjects, I've studied enough astronomy this pass week it's to the point I don't even want to take astronomy anymore. I also missed that asshole Blaise, maybe because this is the first year the three of us hadn't spent Christmas together.
"What's your first class tomorrow?" Badeea asked me, sitting down on her now clean bed that had folded sheets on it.
"Um...Arithmancy I believe, or maybe it's Muggle studies I can't really remember my classes I just know where to go at what time"
I say in an unsure tone follow it by a shrug of my shoulders making her laugh.
"We should study together sometime when
we get back to Hogwarts, it'll be nice to get an outstanding on my owl for once in my life" She suggests.
I smirk and humorlessly chuckle. "Sure we can study together, but I'm not a miracle worker so don't expect to high of a grade"
She does nothing but laugh and I couldn't help but to laugh along with her because of how ridiculous her laughs sounded.
My eyes landed on the bed next to the window and suddenly the memory's of Christmas night rushes back into my head. The loud laughter that was just leaving my lips were no longer there.
How could I be so fucking stupid? He has a girlfriend, weather he would admit it or not isn't the point but he had one. I basically let him use me.
"Are you okโ" Badeea begins to question, slowly approaching me with her hands around her back.
"Yeah, I'm fine, we should go" I said lowly, I grabbed onto my trunk once again and with that the two of us was walking out of the cottage.
Most of the students were already standing in front of the mess hall ready to go back to Hogwarts. It seemed as if all of them were yelling for no reason, as if they were deaf.
"Okay everyone, we should start heading back now" Professor Sinistra announced loudly.
"And once again thank you for joining us for this year Celestial trip"
Badeea leave my side and walks over towards a group of Ravenclaw girls. She waves goodbye to me before the group of girls disappear.
I began to look around for Theodore when it was no sight of him I frown. He couldn't get left, I needed to find out where this tosser went.
Then suddenly someone was blocking my viewโ Lavender brown stood in front of me with her arms folded and bushy eyebrows raised.
Oh what does this bitch want.
I was confused to why she was standing in front of me, we've never had a conversation a day in our life.
Well, till now apparently.
A sigh leaves my lips. "What do you want? I have to go look for my frieโ" I began to ask in a nice tone.
"Look" She interrupted me with venom slipping from her voice. "You need to leave
my boyfriend alone"
Oh, oh, oh shit.
"What are you talking about?" I asked, acting as if I had no idea what the blonde girl in front of me was on about.
"Don't act stupid, Jade told me, she told me about how you fancy him, he'll never like you back, never" She hisses, squinting her eyes at me.
I looked over her shoulder and not to far behind stood Jade, looking straight at us
with her lip in between her teeth. When
she saw I was looking at her she quickly
looked away and slowly walked off.
My lips pressed into a thin line and without another word I walked off, for once in my life I had no sly comeback.
I didn't like him, I didn't but I knew that even
if I did she would be right. He would be more than insane to like someone who brought but hell to him and his friends life for five years straight.
But I pushed that too the back of my mind I had bigger fish to fry, I had no idea where Theodore was. But then I remember that
he's a late sleeper and might still be packing.
I walk over to his cabin and walked inside without knocking, Merlin did I regret thatโ
His hands were holding Cho Changs wrist
over as he hovered over her on the bed.
The two of them look up and I had well
nothing to say, I was beyond shock to see
this. At least I wasn't the only one who
slept with my partner.
"Get out Moons!" Theodore yells, letting go
of her wrist and stormed towards me. Cho quicklyย pulled the covers over her head in embarrassment.
"IโI'm sorry..if I would've know I woulโ the only reason I came is because the group is leaving, I'm sorry!" I splutter as he drags me out of the cottage.
He slams the door in front of my face
and I heard him lock it. What the fuck just happened? For a second I stood there with a stupid look on my face.
I turned around and was met by Ron who
was dragging his trunk towards the mess hall, looking down. I tried my best to be unseen but stupidly a loud hiccup left my lips making him look up.
"Moons?" He didn't look shock, like he was expecting it to be me. Or maybe he already seen me and was attempting to see if I would say something.
"Yeah.." I gulped, brushing the snow off my charcoal grey jumper, trying to hide the stupid expression on my face.
"Shouldn't you be leaving with the rest of the group?"Ron asked me as he ran his hand through his red hair.
"Shouldn't you?" I shoot back.
He rolled his eyes and said something under his breath before speaking up. "Yeah, that's what I'm about to do" He said.
"Where's your boyfriend and Granger?" I asked in a rather childish manner, it was the first thing that came to mind I'm still a little hooked on Cho and Theodore.
"Harry is not mโ never mind, Harry is gone to watch mโ he's gone somewhere with Seamus and Dean, and Hermione left early to spend Christmas with her girlfriend who's a muggle" He mumbled that last part.
"Guess the little mudblood has a thing for her own type" I snicker, ignoring the fact that he almost admitted that Harry is spying on Draco.
When I heard something fall on the floor
from the cottage behind me I quickly walk away from it and go towards the mess hall.
"Your going to walk back to the port
key alone?" He asked me.
I look over my shoulder at him with my eyebrows raised. "I don't think I am, but I guess that's all up to you right?"
He stopped in his tracks and scoffed,
But once I started walking towards the
trail he quickly resumed his walking and eventually caught up with me.
"Your acting off.." He mumbled, carefully examining my face making me shake the
stupid expression off of it.
I looked up at him. "No I'm not, I act like this all of the time you just don't know me that well"
"You do not" he said dryly.
My eyes rolled and I made the decision to ignore his stupidness. He didn't know me and didn't know how I acted so he could just shove off.
"You lied to me" I randomly say as my brain reminds me of what just happened with Lavender Brown.
"No I didn't.. what the fuck are you talking about?" I could tell from his tone that he
took offense from me calling him a liar.
"You did, you said that Lavender wasn't your girlfriend... and she's made it clear that she is" I uttered.
"She is not my girlfriend Rebekahโ"
"Why not? She seems to like you a lot" I say without thinking again, Merlin I needed to learn to shut up sometime.
He snickers. "That's not any of your business, now is it?"
"Fuck you"
The two of us finally made it to the portkey, honestly I was a bit surprised it was still there
I thought we would've been left stranded.
I prepare myself for the feeling of sickness before I grabbed onto it.
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We landed back on Hogwarts grounds and I wrapped my arms around my stomach, it felt as if I'd just eaten something rotten.
"Urm, who's that with your brother" Ron asked making me look up, his face as paler than usual and I could tell that he'd he portkey had made him sick as well
My eyes darted over to where he was looking, three people stand not to far away from usโ I felt my stomach grow more sicker.
"Mโmy mum and Freya" I stutter over my words as I fixed myself up. "You should go, I'll meet you at Hogwarts"
"Are you surโ" He asked reluctantly.
"Yes I'm sure" I interrupted him quickly.
He sighs. "If you need someone to talk to I'll be here" he says.
I felt my stomach flutter at him attempting to comfort me. But then something in my mind said that he was just trying to be nice so the feeling left.
With that he mutters a goodbye before he walks away and I hesitantly walk towards my mother.
I had no idea why she was here, probably to torture and ruin my life way more than she's already have.
"Ella, what are you doing with that Blood traitor" My mom asked coldly, her gaze on
the direction Ron left in.
I cringe at the nickname that she calls me.
She knows that I hate it and calls me it just because she knows I don't like it.
"Isn't it obvious she has a liking for the Weasley boy, that's why she's all smiles"
Freya spits.
I send her a death glare. "You don't know anything about me, you slaโ"I yelled but was interrupted by my mother.
"You will not talk to her that way" My mother snapped harshly and quickly balled her fist up at her side.
Yeah of course she can talk to me anytime of way and I can't defend myself. I was looking at my twin brother, hoping that he would defend me but I knew that he wasn't we he looked over to the side, ignoring my sign for help.
"Me and your step father have made the decision to send Freya here to Hogwarts,
ifย I'm being forced to let you ruin everything that I've worked hard for you at least need to be on tracโ" She begins to explain.
"So she's coming here to watch me? What do you think I am... a child? I don't need to be fucking watch" I seethed through gritted teeth.
"Language, you will speak with the manner that you were taught when talking to me, I'm not your father" My mother said.
"Exactly, your not my father... which is why
I don't have to respect you" I tisked making
a growl leave Freya's lips, my mother put her hand on her chest, stopping Freya from getting to me.
My mother sighs deeply and steps forward to the point where she's invading my personal space. "I hope that your not still upset with me leaving that was an awfully long time ago, and if there's anyone to blame it should be your father"
"Don't you fucking fix your mouth to say anything about my father, and don't try to
put your shitty mistakes on him" I hissed.
A hard slap was landed on my cheek making me hiss. My hands hold my cheek as I try to count in my head. The only solution for me
not to hurt my mother was to walk away and that's exactly what I did.
"If you ever talk to her like that I fucking
swear I'll make sure you won't be able to talk
to anyone" Freya snaps, blocking my way by standing in front of me.
A humorless chuckle leaves my lips. "Don't tell me how to talk to my mother when you have to go to a gravesite to talk to yours, fucking slag, move!" I spit as I bump into her shoulder.
"Rebekah!" My mother gasps but I ignore her and keep walking towards the castle. "You better come back here!"
I flipped my hair off of my shoulder and ignored her nagging, She was beyond lucky that I couldn't apparate because if I could I wouldn't be here listening to her beyond annoying calls of my name.
I was beyond happy when I got so far that I couldn't hear anymore.