So at last!

We walked back, climbing the stairs to the school. His pace was slower, as always when he was walking alongside me. Truly, sweet, sweet man that Hagrid. We were quiet the whole time since we left his home. There were lots of things I wanted to say to him but it didn´t seem right. Any of it. I was lost in my own thoughts and didn´t recognize we were already at the top of the stairs, so when I made a move to reach another step, my foot didn´t found any. I stumbled forward and when I finally snapped out of my thoughts I was falling. Expecting the worst, I quickly stretched my arms in front of me, but there was no sign of harsh contact with the ground. Instead, I felt big arms supporting my weight.

,,Are you alright?”

My cheeks were red from embarrassment. ,Do I really have to be such an airhead?, I cursed myself, while trying to get on my feet. He was watching me, still holding on my hands, tending to it that I was standing properly.

,,Yeah, Thanks for the catch.” I mumbled, my head down.

,,Come. Sit here for a while.”

,,I am really fine. There is no need to….” But it was to late. Hagrid was already dragging me towards the bench alongside the school wall. He sat down and without the word he lifted me up and sat me on his knee like. My eyes went wide in the shock and I turned to face him, but he was already grinning down on me with sparkling eyes.

,,What?”

,,I just….nothing.” I looked down on my hands. Not a good idea because his thighs- oh those thighs!- came to my pole of vision and my cheeks were red again.

,,You know….it´s rare to see you so self- conscious.” I heard him say and then felt his warm hand on my chin. He lifted my head to look at him.

,,Can you blame me? This is like the first time I see you this forward!.....And here I thought I was the pushy one!” I teased him while pointing my finger on him till it dived into the soft flesh of his chest.

,,Yeah, you were pushing pretty hard.” He chuckled

,,Because you seemed like you didn´t get the hint.” I whined. I was very much aware how close our faces were right now and Hagrid seemed to notice too. His smile softened and his eyes felt to my lips.

,,Oh I was very much aware, but I didn´t wanted to believe it. I thought that you were making fun of me.”

,,Why would I ever….” I started but I didn´t finish, realizing that I was entering sensitive topic, so I just cleared my throat and tried again, honestly speaking my mind, for once.

,,I am sorry. For everything. For yesterday I….I just….You have no idea how mad you drive me Hagrid and….” I looked away but he was still holding my cheek. I enjoyed the warmth of his skin on mine.

,,And you were pretty drunk…..” He laughed. ,,You drove me nuts too.”

,,I did?”

,,Oh lassie, you have no idea…” He leaned closer, connecting our foreheads, he whispered.

,,I wanted to fuck you right on that dining table in front of the whole school.”

,,Oh beard….Was it that bad?”

,,You don´t remember?” He asked, practically breathing the same air I did.

,,I do! Some of it, but It´s kinda blurry.” I admitted.

,,Then, allow me to refresh your memory.” He put a hand on my knee and started to move up.

,,You started here, glued to my side you whispered the most scandalous things to me, while I tried so hard to remain calm and when you got here.” His hand stopped right between my legs. I was tense as string, my breathing non- existent but that soft touch. How, tell me how, hands that rough and big were able to do that?

,,You started to rub….so very slowly….” His hand moved in the small circles against my clothes and slight shudder came through me at the contact. I held back a moan, but I manage to ask.

,,And You….” A small gasp escaped, despite the effort. ,,You didn´t try to stop me?”

,,Trust me I did, but you were very persistent, besides, I didn´t wanted to embarrassed both of us. I pushed you away and It worked for a while but….you drunk even more and then you were back, not with one hand, but two. Right here.”

His other hand slipped under the hemming of my shirt. Oh, heavens what have I brought upon myself!

,,You were tormenting me till the end of feast you little gremlin.” He said. His gaze was burning the red color into my skin and I was holding onto his shoulder for my dear life. At this point I was unbound to any pretense. My breathing was heavy and moans slipped here end there while his hands remained od their stations.

,,Oh Merlin!” I breathed out, burying my face into his chest.

,,Yeah….this is the feeling you are giving me. Every time you are near me.” He said and like that his hands were gone, but we remained close to each other. I didn´t know where to begin. I was in complicated state of mind, indeed, torn between pleasure and reason. I didn´t wanted to imagine how conflicted he was in times like this when tables were turn. I cursed on myself, trying to come up with some coherent sentence, but the only thing I was able to say was:

,,Kiss me, please.”

,,Such manners” He mocked me but didn´t hesitate one second to lean closer, connecting our lips. They fitted together so perfectly. His shaggy beard scratching my cheeks on both sides. My hands shot up, entangling into his hair and I tilted my head to deepen the kiss. I sat further into his lap, suddenly very mindful of the bulge in his pants.

,,You know, I can make it up to you.” I said as I was trying to catch my breath.

,,You already did….Showing me that you meant it.” He smiled at me sweetly and kissed me again. No inhibitions whatsoever. I pressed myself against him and slightly rubbed myself against his crotch. He moaned into my mouth. Such a sweet sound!

,,Yeah but, what do we do about this situation here?” I asked him with a sly smile and rubbed myself against him more.

,,Don´t you start with me again!” He said but then his breath hitched and he closed his eyes.

,,You started this time!”

,,I wanted to prove my point.” He said with gritted teeth but he pulled me closer with his hands around my waist.

,,You look uncomfortable.” I purred with innocent eyes. I watched his face brightened. His eyes shone with mischievous spark and hunger.

,,What in the beard did I got myself into.”

,,You didn´t got inside yet….” His eyes widen and his laugh fell on my ears, he buried his head into my neck and hugged me closer.

,,Oy, that filthy mouth of yours…It seems I need to teach you some manners.” His hands went under my shirt again, but this time the touch wasn’t soft and teasing. I laughed as I tried to get from his clever hands.

,,No, no, no….stop it.”

I attempted the attack of my own but he caught my hands and brought them together. Holding them all secured in his he pulled me into another kiss. Oh Merlin, did I want him! When we parted his eyes softened and he kissed my cheek. Small, chaste kiss…

,,I…will you give me some time ´till we move on?” His hand caressed my hair.

,,Fine.” I answered with a pout. ,,Guess I will be using my own hands again tonight.” I crossed my arms on my chest, but didn´t push him any further. It would be useless at this point and with things progressing as they seem to were, we will be both satisfied soon enough. There´s no need to rush. I can´t believe these are my actual thoughts! 

,,Believe me….I will be using them too.”

I heard him say and turned my head to him.

,,Send a picture, will you?” I grinned.

,,Pervert.” He said but despite that he leaned closer and the small peck landed on my forehead. Now, that was louder than a slap. I hung my head down and chuckled.

,,Don´t worry….I will come around…eventually.”

,,I will wait.” I answered with a smile. We sat in silence for a moment, enjoying the warmth of one another. The light breeze licked my back and I shuddered.

,,I should get back.” I climbed down from his lap. He just nodded and stood up, walking me to the entryway to school.

,,See you tomorrow Y/N.”

,,Yeah. Good night, handsome.” I smiled and reached up to him, standing on my tip toes I kissed him good night. Slowly, teasingly, I savored every touch. He happily obliged, sighing with content as he hugged me.

,,Good night.” He whispered as we parted.

 I started to walk back to my chamber, but in my mind, I was still with him. Torn between ecstatic and worried I replayed every bit of today´s evening in my head. I was so embarrassed and suddenly the idea of throwing myself into the lake with a rock tied to my foot didn´t seem like a bad idea. Oh well, I will be cringing for the rest of my life I guess. I can´t help it. I can control myself in front of other people, like every normal person should, but when it comes to him. With him…..I can´t. Words are falling from my mouth and I have no intentions to stop them…I feel so at ease with him, It seems only natural to me to be myself around him. God! How the hell did I managed to get a job as a teacher?!

 I finally got to my chamber. I put my things down and when I lied down, the last thing I had on my mind was sleep, but I closed my eyes nevertheless. With content I buried myself into the mattress.

,,So at last!” I sighed, smiling like an idiot.

A shadow of a cat fleet through the stone wall, making its way to the bushes near the wooden bench on the hill. She went past it and there, behind the big tree she found what she was looking for. There, on the damp grass laid Filch, moon- bathing in the shine of the evening light. It was that time of the month when he needed to charge up from his tiresome duties and there was no better way of relaxing than swimming in the light of the full moon. Plus, it helped his skin to look absolutely deadly flawless. But he was interrupted. Second time in the row this week! Curse this tree and the bench that attracted young couples, thinking they would enjoy some alone time together. Blast, this was his space and always was! Normally he wouldn´t have the problem to defend his secret asylum from the lovey- dovey intruders, for usually those were only students, but today. Today was different. He happened to fall asleep and when the noises woke him up, they were too far in their own affairs that to just pop up from the bushes like some kind of perv. So he just laid there, not daring to move, suffering the agonizingly long “conversation” and when that big oaf finally went home he dared let out the breath he was holding.

Now, he was laing on the ground with his eyes wide open and there was only one thought that passed through his shaken mind.

,What in the hell did I just witnessed!,