Out with the old in with the new.
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
I'm a horrible friend,
I think as I drift away from once my only friends. As I slowly walk away from something that was once great.
My cousin Cassiopeia catches up to me, she smiles at me with pity.
“Hey Cassie?” i say
“Yes?” she responds
“Can you do something for me..?”
“Anything.”
“Do what your heart desires” I start off. “I know you think you should choose me because we're cousins, but I'm begging you don't.”
“But-”
“Cassie go to them but promise me one thing, make sure they are alright, okay?” i state “just one thing for me then leave and go to them.”
“Ok, I'm sorry.”
“No. im sorry” she runs off, as I glance one last time at the people I once loved most.
BAM. and I'm on the ground. Like a fucking idiot. Moment ruined that's for sure.
“Are you okay?” my thoughts soundly get interrupted. Truthly no, I'm not fucking okay, I have no friends.. No one to talk to. But it doesnt matter its already all over so i say
“Yeah i'm fine” as i grab on to their outreached hand and stand up.
“Are you crying?,” obviously I am, that's the worst thing to ask me right now. “Do you want me to go get one of your friends?” Nevermind this is most certainly the worst thing to ask.
“I don't have any friends.” I say bluntly.
“Well then hello,” I look at him confusingly as he sticks out his hand for me to shake “I'm James Potter and we're now officially friends.” he says with a grin.
“Trust me you dont want to be friends with me.”
“Trust me i do,” he says confidently, i'm sure he'll regret that later. “Now what's your name?”