Chapter 1
October 30th, 1981
It was a normal day, a pretty fucking normal day for the wizarding world, which is currently at war. There were no deaths, no ambushes, no nothing, and it was weird
Well, I mean, for Remus and me, it was nice to have a day of relaxing. I mean, for the most part, Remus still had his anxiety about things
And me too. I was worried about the war and about our friends, and we've already lost so many people already that, at this point, it just hurts too much to even think about it.
But this day, in particular, was weird because nothing terrible had happened. Remus was fine, and he was actually really happy that we got a day off and that nothing bad had happened so far.
But since the day was so normal, it made me feel worse and worry a lot more and the whole day was horrible for me, but I didn't want that to ruin Remus's mood, so I kept it to myself.
"Pretty great day so far. It's nice that nothing bad has happened," Remus chirped, making tea for himself.
"Yeah yeah, it's pretty great."
Remus walked over and sat down next to me on the couch. "You ok?" Remus sounded a bit worried.
"No, no, I'm ok, just tired. The war has been a lot."
Remus leaned on my shoulder and sighed "it has taken a toll on us physically, mentally, and also on our relationship."
When you can't trust people, even the people you love, it takes a toll on your friendships and relationships, and it sucks.
"Yeah, I know. It's been tough on both of us. But I mean, our relationship has become stronger because of it."
"Yeah, it has."
Remus started to fall asleep on my shoulder, which was nice, and I did the same. Throughout the day, my anxiety grew stronger. I knew something terrible would happen, but I didn't know what.
I wasn't worried about Peter being the secret keeper because I knew he could keep a secret and no one would ever expect him.
I couldn't give Remus the job of being the secret keeper for James and lily because I didn't want to put that stress on him, and I didn't want to put that kind of danger on him. It would hurt to much if something happened to him
So that's why James and I came to the conclusion of putting Peter as the secret keeper because we all trusted him.
The day went by so fast. Remus and I had dinner, and then it was around 11:30, and we went to bed.
"Tomorrow, for Halloween, we should go over and see James, lily and harry."
Yeah, that would be nice, Sirius."
Me and Remus kiss and then get in bed.
"moony?"
"Yes"
"I love you."
Remus turned over in the bed to face me
"I love you too, pads. Good night"
I turned off the lights in the room, we went to sleep