A Little Less Alone

Women's Association Football | Women's Soccer RPF
F/F
G
A Little Less Alone
Summary
After her breakup, Viv feels lost—until Beth starts showing up in ways she never expected. What begins as quiet support slowly turns into something more, leaving them both to wonder if they are just healing or falling for her instead.
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A Future to Imagine

The moment they stepped inside, Beth barely gave Viv a second to breathe.

“Go sit on the couch.”

Viv paused mid-step, narrowing her eyes. Suspicious already.

“Why?”

Beth just grinned, kicking off her shoes and heading toward the hallway.

“Just sit, babe. Trust me.”

Viv sighed but obeyed, dropping onto the couch, her arms crossing loosely over her chest as she watched Beth disappear into her bedroom.

She could hear the sound of a drawer opening, something being shuffled through, and then Beth’s footsteps returning.

When Beth reappeared, she was holding a small box in her hands, fingers idly spinning it between her palms.

Viv raised an eyebrow immediately. Something was up.

Beth plopped down next to her, crossing her legs.
“Remember when we first started hanging out?” she asked casually.

Viv tilted her head. “Yeah?”

“And I made you do those question things with me?”

Viv let out a soft chuckle, shaking her head.

“Yeah. And then I bought you a new deck so you’d stop using the same ones over and over.”

Beth smirked, pleased. “Exactly.”

Viv glanced down at the box in Beth’s hands, her suspicion growing.

“And… what is that?”

Beth’s smirk deepened.

“Well…” she started, flipping the box in her hands, drawing it out as long as possible.

Viwv exhaled sharply. “Beth.”

“I bought a new deck recently,” Beth continued like she hadn’t heard her.

Viv sighed dramatically. “Why do I feel like I’m not gonna like where this is going?”

Beth finally flipped the box toward Viv, revealing the title.

Viv stared at it.

Then blinked.

Then—

“Beth.”

Beth bit her lip, looking far too pleased with herself.

“It’s a spicy one.”

Viv let out a slow breath, rubbing a hand down her face.

Beth grinned. “And I thought tonight might be a good one to try it.”

Viv looked at her.

Beth beamed back.

Silence.

Then—

“Jesus Christ.”

Beth laughed, shaking the box teasingly.

“Come on, babe. Don’t act like you’re not curious.”

Viv let out a dramatic groan, shaking her head. “I already regret this.”

Beth went to the kitchen really quickly and she returned to the couch holding a bottle of tequila in one hand and two shot glasses in the other.

Viv narrowed her eyes immediately.

“What’s that for?”

Beth grinned, setting everything down on the coffee table.

“Insurance.”

Viv raised an eyebrow. “Insurance?”

Beth smirked. “If either of us doesn’t wanna answer a question, we take a shot.”

Viv sighed, already rubbing her temple. “Beth.”

“Babe, this way you don’t have to pass—you can just drink your way out of it.” Beth winked, already pouring two shots.

Viv huffed out a quiet laugh, but then her expression shifted slightly—thoughtful, hesitant.

She glanced at the shot, rolling her lips together.

Beth noticed.

“What?” she asked, tilting her head.

Viv exhaled slowly.

“Nothing, just…” She reached for the glass, turning it in her fingers. “I think I’ll take one now. Just to—y’know. Loosen up.”

Beth blinked, surprised.

Then grinned.

“Ohhh, so you wanna be a little wild tonight?”

Viv sighed, shaking her head, but she was already throwing back the shot.

Beth laughed, watching as Viv barely winced, setting the glass down with a small thud.

“Look at you,” Beth teased. “I’m proud.”

Viv exhaled, shaking her head as the warmth settled in her chest.

“Just start the damn game.”

Beth giggled, picking up the first card.

Beth shuffled the deck lazily, tequila bottle between them, her smirk already giving her away.

Viv, one shot in, looked way too calm for Beth’s liking.

She pulled the first card, flipping it over.

“Alright, babe, first question.”

Beth cleared her throat, dramatic as ever.

“What’s something unexpected that turns you on?”

Viv sighed, shaking her head.

“You would start with this one.”

Beth grinned, nudging her. “No avoiding it, babe. It’s the rules.”

Viv rolled her lips together, then shrugged.

“I don’t know… but when you were talking about you with other girls earlier.”

Beth blinked once. Then twice.

Then, her smirk exploded.

“Ohhhh, vivi.”

Viv sighed immediately. “Beth—”

“No, no, no,” Beth cut in, already shifting closer, eyes glinting. “This is fantastic news.”

Viv gave her a look.

“You’re making it weird.”

Beth ignored her completely.

“So, when I was at the bar, and that girl was talking to me, and you were standing there looking like you wanted to kill her—”

Viv sighed deeply. “Beth.”

”—that did something for you?”

Viv picked up a pillow and threw it at her.

Beth laughed so hard she almost fell off the couch.

“Okay, okay! But, babe, this is actually amazing. Because, like, you get mad at me for loving when you’re jealous, but you literally just admitted you like it, too.”

Viv exhaled sharply, rubbing her temple.

“I am never drinking with you again.”

Beth ignored that completely.

“So, hypothetically, if I went out tomorrow and let some girl flirt with me—”

Viv narrowed her eyes.

“Beth, don’t test me.”

Beth bit her lip, looking way too smug.

“You’re so fun when you’re all possessive.”

Viv leaned forward, plucked the card from Beth’s hand, and flicked it at her forehead.

“Next question.”

Beth giggled, grabbing the next one.

She flipped it over, reading aloud.

“If we were strangers at a bar, how would you try to pick me up?”

Viv shrugged immediately.

“I wouldn’t.”

Beth looked personally offended.

“Excuse me?”

Viv grinned, leaning back.

“I’d wait for you to come to me.”

Beth let out a dramatic scoff.

“That is so cocky!”

Viv raised an eyebrow.

“It would work ”

Beth rolled her eyes, but she was smiling.

“Fine, fine. My turn.”

She leaned in, lowering her voice slightly.

“I’d probably stand near you, pretend to be all casual about it—maybe catch your eye a few times, just enough to get you thinking about me. Then I’d order a drink, walk up real slow, and say—”

Beth paused, biting her lip for effect.

Viv sighed. “Go on, then.”

Beth smirked.

“So… you here to stare at me all night, or are you actually gonna come say hi?”

Viv huffed a quiet laugh, shaking her head.

“Okay, I’ll give you that one.”

Beth beamed, flipping the next card.

“Oh, babe, you’re gonna love this one.”

Viv leaned in slightly, amused. “Let’s hear it.”

Beth grinned.

“What’s one thing I do that instantly turns you on?”

Viv sighed dramatically.

“God Beth.”

“No avoiding it, vivianne.” Beth wiggled her eyebrows. “Be honest.”

Viv pretended to think.

Then, too casually—

“When you’re confident on the pitch.”

Beth blinked.

“Really?”

Viv nodded, reaching for her drink.

“Yeah. When you’re completely in the zone, knowing exactly what you’re doing? It’s attractive.”

Beth felt something stir in her chest.

“Well, damn,” she muttered. “Didn’t expect that one.”

Viv grinned slightly, shrugging. “Your turn.”

Beth pretended to think really hard.

Then, smirking—

“The way you talk in Dutch.”

Viv tilted her head.

“What?”

Beth bit her lip.

“You just—your voice gets all low and serious and hot, and I don’t even know what you’re saying half the time, but I love it.”

Viv shook her head, amused.

“You are too easy.”

Beth smirked.

“Babe, I never stood a chance with you.”

Viv laughed softly, then hesitated.

She sat back, glancing at the table, then at Beth.

“Can you grab me a beer?”

Beth blinked, surprised.

“A beer? You sure?”

Viv nodded.

“Yeah. Feeling good. Wanna keep feeling good.”

Beth grinned, standing up.

“Look at you, getting all wild.”

She turned to head toward the kitchen—

And immediately felt Viv’s palm slap her ass.

Beth stopped mid-step, blinking.

Then turned, eyebrows raised.

“Was that your way of saying thank you?”

Viv just smirked, leaning back into the couch like she had nothing to explain.

Beth let out a small laugh, shaking her head as she walked off.

When she came back, she handed Viv the bottle—

And Viv pulled her in, pressing a slow kiss to her lips before she even sat back down.

Beth sighed happily, plopping onto the couch.

Beth flipped the next card over, barely glancing at it before grinning.

“Alright, babe—what’s something you’ve thought about doing to me but haven’t yet?”

Viv raised an eyebrow, taking a slow sip of her beer.

“Oh, we’re really going there now?”

Beth laughed, leaning in eagerly.

“Obviously. Come on, babe, don’t get shy on me now.”

Viv tilted her head, thinking for a second, then exhaled.

“Where to start?”

Beth felt heat shoot through her body immediately.

“Oh my God, I love that answer already.”

Viv smirked slightly.

“Okay… I think I’d like to use ice.”

Beth blinked, already feeling the shiver run down her spine.

“Ice?”

Viv nodded, her voice slow, deliberate.

“Mhm. Running it down your stomach, across your thighs, over your chest. Just watching you react to it.”

Beth let out a shaky breath, already shifting where she sat.

“Holy shit, babe.”

Viv grinned, like she knew exactly what she was doing.

“You asked.”

Beth was fully worked up already.

“No, but—Jesus, okay. What else?”

Viv pretended to think, enjoying herself too much now.

“I’d also like to tie you up.”

Beth stared.

Viv smirked.

“To the bed. Hands above your head. Maybe even blindfolded.”

Beth swallowed, gripping her thigh like she needed to physically hold herself together.

“Viv, I’m actually gonna pass out.”

Viv laughed softly, looking smug.

“Not done yet.”

Beth whimpered.

“Oh, babe, I swear to God.”

Viv leaned back, way too casual.

“I’d take my time with you. Just teasing. Not touching you at first, just whispering in your ear, telling you exactly what I plan to do. Watching you get impatient.”

Beth felt like her entire body was overheating.

“Viv.”

Viv grinned.

“Yeah?”

Beth shook her head, gripping her thigh even harder.

“I have ice in the freezer. Just saying.”

Viv laughed, shaking her head.

“Beth, I didn’t mean right now.”

Beth groaned dramatically, throwing her head back.

“Why are you torturing me like this?”

Viv grinned, shrugging.

“Just giving you a taste of your own medicine.”

Beth exhaled sharply, trying to pull herself together.

“Okay, but be serious. Would you want me to do those things to you too?”

Viv didn’t hesitate.

“For sure. I’d love that. I’ve never really tried them, but I would with you.”

Beth felt something warm settle deep in her chest.

“Yeah?”

Viv nodded, exhaling slowly, then admitted—

“To be completely honest with you, before we got together, before we started having sex, I wasn’t really interested in different stuff or trying a bunch of new things.”

Beth blinked, surprised.

“Really?”

Viv shrugged.

“Yeah. It was just… I don’t know, it was fine, but I never really thought about it that much.”

Beth bit her lip, intrigued.

“And now?”

Viv huffed out a small laugh, shaking her head.

“Now? Sex is so good with you, Beth. Like, crazy good. I’m always thinking about it.”

Beth felt her entire body light up.

“Good to know .”

Viv rolled her eyes, taking another sip of her beer.

“Don’t let it go to your head.”

Beth laughed, absolutely letting it go to her head.

“Babe, you just admitted you’re constantly thinking about having sex with me. That is absolutely going to my head.”

Viv sighed, but she was smiling.

“I walked into that one, didn’t I?”

Beth grinned, nudging her knee.

“Yeah, you did. But I like that.”

Viv just shook her head, amused.

Beth watched her for a moment, still smiling.

“You know, you’re really loose tonight.”

Viv tilted her head, considering.

“Feels good. Like when you smoke weed.”

Beth blinked.

“Wait, you smoke?”

Viv laughed.

“Beth, I’m Dutch.”

Beth rolled her eyes.

“Yeah, but I didn’t know you actually did.”

Viv shrugged, stretching her legs out.

“Not much. But on break? If there’s an opportunity, why not?”

Beth grinned, shaking her head.

Beth flipped another card over, but before she could read it, her eyes flickered to Viv’s hand.

The beer bottle was empty.

She grinned, nudging Viv’s thigh.

“Want another one, babe?”

Viv leaned back, nodding easily.

“Yeah.” Then, with a smirk, she added, “Good girl.”

Beth froze for a second.

Her stomach dropped in the best way possible, warmth spreading through her entire body at those two simple words.

Viv didn’t seem to notice at first, just sitting there all relaxed, waiting for her beer.

Beth, on the other hand? Absolutely losing it.

She huffed a small laugh, shaking her head as she stood up.

“Okay okay.”

Viv smirked, watching her go.

Beth walked into the kitchen, gripping the counter for a second before grabbing another bottle from the fridge.

This woman was actually going to kill her.

She forced herself to shake it off, grabbed the bottle opener, and walked back.

Viv was lounging on the couch, looking way too at ease, legs stretched out, like she was completely unbothered while Beth was still trying to recover from that.

Beth handed her the beer, watching as Viv took it and gave her a quick, appreciative nod.

Without thinking, Beth swung a leg over Viv’s lap and settled onto her thighs, straddling her casually like it was the most natural thing in the world.

Viv paused for half a second before raising an eyebrow.

“Comfy?”

Beth grinned, grabbing the deck from the table.

“Very.”

Viv huffed out a quiet laugh, but her hands instinctively settled on Beth’s waist, thumbs grazing her sides absentmindedly.

Beth flipped over the next card, barely suppressing her smirk.

“Alright, babe—if we could have sex anywhere other than your or my bed , where would you pick?”

Viv sighed, shaking her head.

“Beth, this game is literally out to get me.”

Beth laughed, pressing a quick kiss to her jaw.

“No escaping it, babe. Answer the question.”

Viv pretended to think, sipping her beer.

“Mmm… shower.”

Beth grinned.

“Solid choice.”

Viv tilted her head.

“Yours?”

Beth bit her lip.

Beth bit her lip, pretending to think as she twirled a piece of Viv’s hair between her fingers.

“Mmm… a motel.”

Viv paused mid-sip of her beer, her grip on Beth’s thigh tightening slightly.

“Yeah?”

Beth shifted a little in Viv’s lap, her body already reacting to the way Viv’s fingers were resting so high on her leg.

“Yeah,” she said, a little breathier than she intended. “You know, one of those cheap, slightly dodgy motels in the middle of nowhere. Rain on the windows, shitty neon sign flickering outside—” she smirked, ”—and us, barely making it inside before we’re all over each other.”

Viv exhaled slowly, clearly taking that in, her thumb starting to move absentmindedly in small circles against Beth’s skin.

Beth grinned, encouraged.

“Like, we don’t even turn the lights on at first. Just feeling our way to the bed, hands everywhere, clothes barely coming off fast enough.”

Viv huffed out a small laugh, shaking her head, but Beth didn’t miss the way her grip tightened just a little more.

“So you’ve thought about this a lot, huh?”

Beth laughed, but she was fully worked up now, too.

“Maybe. A little.” She tilted her head, smirking. “And by a little, I mean, yeah, it’s been on my mind more than once.”

Viv watched her closely, her eyes darker now, her free hand resting against Beth’s waist, her voice lower when she finally spoke.

“That can happen.”

Beth felt her stomach flip.

“Yeah?”

Viv nodded, smirking slightly, her fingers dragging just a little further up Beth’s thigh.

“Mhm. Whatever you want, lief.”

Beth let out a slow breath, already feeling the heat spread through her.

“Fuck okay ”

Viv grinned, finishing the rest of her beer like she hadn’t just completely wrecked Beth in the span of a minute.

“Hey, you’re the one who brought it up.”

Beth shook her head, laughing softly, trying to pull herself back together as she grabbed another card.

“Next question before I actually combust.”

Viv grinned, clearly enjoying how much she’d just messed with her.

Beth flipped the next card over, smirking.

“Alright, babe. If you could relive one night we’ve had together, which one would you pick?”

Viv tilted her head, considering, fingers absentmindedly tracing patterns on Beth’s thigh.

Beth grinned, answering first.

“Honestly? Our first night ever.”

Viv raised an eyebrow, intrigued.

“Yeah?”

Beth nodded, her smile softening just slightly.

“Yeah. It was just… so new, you know? We were figuring each other out, and it was so intense but also kind of sweet. I just loved it.”

Viv watched her closely, something flickering behind her eyes, her fingers pressing just a little firmer into Beth’s leg.

“That’s a good choice.”

Beth smirked.

“Obviously.”

Viv took a slow sip of her beer, then exhaled.

“I think I’d pick Valentine’s date night.”

Beth blinked, caught off guard.

“Oh?”

Viv nodded, her hand sliding just a little higher up Beth’s thigh now, so casual it was almost unfair.

“Yeah. It was just… perfect. The dinner, the way you looked that night, the way we couldn’t keep our hands off each other—”

Beth exhaled slowly, suddenly hyper-aware of Viv’s hand creeping higher, her fingers brushing exactly where Beth was starting to feel hot and restless.

Viv kept talking, her voice slower now, more deliberate.

Beth let out a shaky breath, her sentence completely vanishing as Viv’s fingers pressed more firmly between her legs.

Viv smirked against her ear.

“What? You were saying?”

Beth whimpered, struggling to remember literally anything.

“Jesus, Vivi.”

Viv grinned, fingers moving just barely, teasing.

“No, no. Keep going. What were you saying?”

Beth gritted her teeth, gripping Viv’s shoulder.

“I don’t even know anymore.”

Viv laughed softly, like she was having the best time.

“That’s what I thought.”

Beth swallowed hard, trying to compose herself.

Viv pressed a lingering kiss to her jaw, murmuring—

“Pick another question, babe.”

Beth whimpered, barely able to function, but she still reached for the next card, her hands slightly shaky.

Viv was fully enjoying this, her fingers moving again, slow, steady.

Beth bit her lip hard, gripping the card, trying to focus on the words.

Viv leaned in closer, voice low, teasing.

“Such a good girl.”

Beth let out a loud, unfiltered moan, her head falling forward onto Viv’s shoulder.

Viv grinned, satisfied.

“Ohhh, babe. You like that, huh?”

Beth nodded weakly, barely able to function.

“Yeah. A lot.”

Viv smirked, pressing another kiss to her jaw, her fingers still moving.

“Then keep going. Read the next question.”

Beth was actually struggling for her life, but she managed to lift the card and squint at the words, her entire body on fire.

She took a deep breath, voice slightly shaky as she tried—really tried—

“O—okay… next question…”

Beth tried—really tried—to focus on the card in her hand.

She could see the words. She could even recognize them. But every time she tried to make sense of them, Viv’s fingers moved just enough to make her completely forget how to function.

Her breath hitched, her body pressing further against Viv’s lap as she fought for control.

“O-okay…” she muttered, voice wrecked, gripping onto Viv’s shoulders for support.

Viv grinned against her ear, completely aware of what she was doing.

“Babe,” she murmured, fingers still teasing, still ruining Beth’s life. “What if I give you a question instead?”

Beth nodded instantly, completely gone.

“Yeah. Anything. Just—yeah.”

Viv laughed softly, enjoying this far too much.

“Okay, then. More of a command than a question.”

Beth whimpered, her hands tightening on Viv’s shoulders.

Viv tilted her head, her voice low, slow, deliberate.

“You need to tease me. Drive me insane. That’s your role.”

Beth let out a shaky breath, barely holding on.

Viv smirked, her grip on Beth’s waist tightening just slightly, her fingers pressing more firmly between her legs.

“And mine?” Viv murmured against her ear, her voice sending a full-body shiver through Beth.

“Mine is to fuck you the best anyone ever has.”

Beth actually moaned.

Like, completely unfiltered, straight-up moaned.

Viv grinned, satisfied.

“Oh,” she teased, pressing an open-mouthed kiss to Beth’s neck. “I think you like that idea.”

Beth was struggling for her life, her head dropping forward onto Viv’s shoulder as she tried to breathe.

“Yeah,” she finally managed, voice breaking slightly.

Viv chuckled, fingers moving again, slow, precise.

“Then what are you waiting for, lieverd?”

Beth tilted her head back, eyes fluttering shut.

Beth could barely string together words now, her teasing slowed down by the way Viv’s fingers were already moving against her, pressing exactly where she needed, but never enough.

Still, she wasn’t ready to give up. Not yet.

“Y-you know, babe—” she gasped, her body jerking slightly as Viv’s fingers pressed down firmer, “—you weren’t the first to touch me like this.”

Viv’s jaw tensed immediately, but she didn’t stop, fingers still teasing, slow, controlled.

Beth whimpered, gripping Viv’s shoulders, knowing exactly how much she was pushing her.

“I’ve had girls before—touch me just like this, press me against a wall, whispering exactly what they wanted to do to me.”

Viv exhaled sharply, her control slipping just slightly as she pressed harder for a brief second before easing up again.

Beth moaned, her head falling forward, barely able to focus, but still, she kept going.

*“One—” she gasped, struggling through it, “one of them used to take her time, tease me until I was begging, just to hear how desperate I was for her.”

Viv growled, her fingers moving just enough to pull another whimper from Beth’s throat, but then—just as she was close—Viv pulled her hand away.

Beth whined, her entire body restless, hips chasing the touch that was suddenly gone.

*“Viv—” she whimpered, “babe, please—”

Viv gripped her waist tight, her patience officially gone.

Without a single word, she grabbed Beth, lifting her effortlessly, carrying her toward the bedroom with zero hesitation.

Beth gasped, wrapping her arms around Viv’s neck, her heart pounding.

Viv kicked the bedroom door open, stepping inside with purpose, her grip firm, her body completely tense with restraint.

Beth barely had time to process before Viv set her down, her hands still gripping Beth’s hips as she murmured, voice low, steady—

“Take your clothes off.”

Beth swallowed hard, her entire body thrumming with heat at the way Viv was just standing there, watching her, waiting.

Slowly, she reached for the hem of her dress, pulling it up and over her head, letting it fall to the floor.

Viv’s eyes dragged down her body, taking in every inch of her, her jaw clenching slightly, her breathing controlled—but only just.

Beth smirked, fingers grazing the edge of her underwear, waiting.

Viv’s eyes flickered up to hers, dark, unrelenting.

“Also the underwear, babe.”

Beth bit her lip but obeyed, sliding them down her legs and stepping out of them, now standing completely bare in front of Viv.

Viv exhaled slowly, stepping closer, her fingers skimming over Beth’s stomach, up her sides, before dragging slowly back down.

“So fucking beautiful,” she murmured, her hands smoothing over Beth’s hips.

Beth sighed at the praise, her body already aching for more.

But—she couldn’t help herself.

“You know, babe—” she started, voice light, teasing, “—I’ve had other people tell me that too.”

Viv snapped.

Without hesitation, she grabbed Beth by the waist, turning her, pressing her against the bed.

Beth let out a sharp gasp, her stomach flipping.

Viv reached down, unbuckling her belt in one swift motion, sliding it free from her jeans.

Beth whimpered, heat flooding through her.

“Oh, babe.”

Viv grinned, looping the belt through her hands, her eyes locked onto Beth’s.

“You’ve been testing me all night.”

Beth swallowed, her whole body thrumming with anticipation.

Viv grabbed Beth’s wrists, guiding them above her head, securing them to the bed frame with the belt, tightening it just enough.

Beth let out an actual moan, already wrecked.

Viv leaned in, her lips brushing against Beth’s ear, her voice low, teasing.

“You wanted to tease me, babe?”

Beth nodded weakly, barely able to breathe.

Viv grinned, dragging her fingers down Beth’s sides, over her stomach, until they reached between her legs.

“Now I get to tease you.”

Beth had never been this desperate in her life.

Her entire body was thrumming, skin flushed, muscles tight, her wrists straining against the belt, but it was useless. Viv had her exactly where she wanted—completely helpless, completely at her mercy.

And Viv? Viv was enjoying this far too much.

“So eager, lieferd,” Viv murmured, her lips ghosting over Beth’s stomach, pressing teasing, open-mouthed kisses against her heated skin. Every touch, every movement was deliberate, slow, drawn out to the point of cruelty.

Beth whimpered, arching into her, her thighs trembling.

“Babe—please—” she gasped, her voice already broken.

Viv chuckled softly, her breath warm against Beth’s stomach as she trailed lower, just barely brushing against where Beth needed her most—but never actually touching.

“You were so mouthy before,” she teased, her voice low, smug.

Beth let out a wrecked sound, her fingers clenching, flexing, trying to grasp at anything—but there was nothing to hold onto.

Viv pressed a lazy kiss to her hip, dragging her nails lightly down Beth’s inner thighs.

“You wanted to tease me, lieferd,” she murmured, her fingers stopping just shy of where Beth was aching, the absence of touch enough to make Beth lose her mind.

Beth let out an actual sob.

*“Viv, please—” she gasped, “*I can’t—I need—”

Viv smirked, tilting her head.

“Need what, lieferd?”

Beth whimpered, thrashing slightly beneath her.

“You, I need you—please—”

Viv hummed, her hands smoothing over Beth’s thighs, fingers pressing down just enough to have Beth squirming.

“You should’ve thought about that before running your mouth.”

Beth moaned, her breath hitching, her wrists tugging helplessly at the belt.

Viv grinned, watching her fall apart without doing anything at all.

“Tell me, lieferd,” she murmured, her lips trailing lower, her breath ghosting over Beth’s heat, close enough that Beth could feel it but never enough to satisfy.

“Did they ever make you this desperate?”

Beth let out an actual cry.

“No—fuck—no, vivi , please—”

Viv smirked.

“That’s what I thought.”

And then—Viv finally gave her what she wanted.

Her mouth pressed against Beth, slow, teasing, dragging her tongue in lazy, controlled strokes.

Beth let out a choked sob, her body jerking violently in response.

“Oh my God—”

Viv grinned against her, her fingers tightening on Beth’s hips, holding her down as she worked her up again, keeping her on edge, keeping her desperate.

Beth was gone.

“Vivi, please—fuck—I’m so close—”

Viv hummed, her tongue pressing firmer, her grip tightening—

Then she pulled away.

Beth let out an actual sob, her body convulsing at the loss.

“No, no, please—”

Viv laughed softly, dragging her lips up Beth’s inner thigh.

“Not yet, lieferd.”

Beth was shaking, her body throbbing with frustration, her mind clouded with nothing but need.

And then—Viv changed things.

Her fingers replaced her mouth, pressing against Beth in slow, controlled circles.

Beth let out a strangled moan, her entire body reacting instantly.

“Viv—please—fuck—”

Viv laughed, watching her squirm beneath her.

“I could do this all night.”

Beth whimpered, her head thrashing against the pillow.

“Baby—please—”

Viv grinned, her fingers pressing just a little firmer, pushing Beth right to the edge again—

Then she pulled away.

Beth wailed.

“Viv—fuck—please, I need—”

Viv hummed, completely unbothered, dragging her nails up Beth’s stomach.

“You’re not being patient, lieferd.”

Beth was wrecked, every muscle in her body aching for relief.

Then—Viv made it worse.

She grabbed the vibrator, turned it on, the low hum filling the air before she pressed it against Beth.

Beth let out a sharp, wrecked cry, her back arching violently, her body reacting instantly.

“Oh my God—oh my God, Vivianne —”

Viv watched her, completely transfixed.

“Feels good, lieferd?”

Beth nodded frantically, her voice completely gone, her body shaking—so close, so fucking close—

Then Viv pulled it away.

Beth let out an actual sob, her hips jerking violently.

“No—no, please—please—”

Viv laughed, pressing another lazy kiss to Beth’s thigh.

“I thought you wanted to be teased?”

Beth was gone, lost, her body spiraling with every second Viv kept her like this.

And Viv kept doing it.

Over and over.

Beth would get right there, her breath catching, her muscles locking up—

And Viv would take it away.

Beth was shaking, tears pricking the corners of her eyes, her wrists burning against the belt.

“please—fuck—please, I can’t—”

Viv grinned, nails raking down Beth’s trembling thighs.

“You can.”

Beth was sobbing, barely holding on, her body thrumming, every nerve on fire.

Then—Viv changed it again.

Instead of pulling away—she left the vibrator there.

Beth let out an actual scream, her body jolting, pleasure ripping through her, dragging her into an orgasm so intense she could barely breathe—

But Viv didn’t stop.

She kept it there, kept her riding wave after wave, forced her through another, and another, and another—

Beth was shaking, her voice gone, her wrists straining, her body breaking beneath it.

“Viv—oh my God—Viv, I can’t—”

Viv tilted her head, watching her unravel, her grip still firm.

“I thought you wanted this?”

Beth sobbed harder, shaking her head.

“Viv—please, please—”

Viv dragged her nails up Beth’s stomach, her smirk deepening.

“What do you need, lieferd?”

Beth let out a wrecked, broken whimper.

“Stop—please—take it off, take it off—”

Viv finally relented, turning the vibrator off, pulling it away.

Beth collapsed onto the bed, her chest rising and falling in rapid, shaky breaths, her body still trembling.

Viv smoothed a hand over Beth’s stomach, grounding her, bringing her back down.

Then—she reached up, slowly undoing the belt around Beth’s wrists.

Beth whimpered as they were freed, her arms weak, her skin red from where they had been bound.

Viv immediately took them in her hands, kissing the marks gently, brows furrowed slightly.

“Lief,” she murmured, voice softer now, “I’m sorry—”

Beth shook her head, her breath still uneven, a lazy, satisfied smile pulling at her lips.

“Don’t worry”

Viv kissed them again, slower this time, murmuring against each mark.

Beth was still trembling, her body buzzing from everything Viv had just put her through. Her wrists ached slightly from where the belt had held them, her skin still hot, her breath uneven, but the way Viv was touching her now—soft, slow, reverent—was pulling her back down, grounding her.

Viv was completely wrapped around her, her hands tracing gentle, absentminded patterns over Beth’s stomach, her sides, pressing soft kisses into her temple, her cheek, anywhere she could reach.

“You’re so perfect,” Viv murmured, her lips brushing over Beth’s hair. “Every single inch of you.”

Beth sighed, melting into the warmth of her.

“Mmm, keep talking like that, babe,” she hummed, her voice still breathy, still slightly wrecked, “and I might just let you ruin me like that again.”

Viv chuckled against her skin, her fingers dragging lazily up Beth’s side, pressing against the faint red marks her belt had left on Beth’s wrists. Her brows furrowed slightly, guilt flickering in her eyes.

“Does it hurt?” she asked softly, kissing over the faint marks.

Beth shook her head, turning into Viv’s touch.

“Not at all,” she murmured, a lazy smirk tugging at her lips. “I loved every second of it.”

Viv sighed, still kissing over the faint bruises.

“You drive me insane,” she muttered against Beth’s skin.

Beth grinned, shifting closer, pressing her face into Viv’s neck.

“Right back at you.”

For a few moments, they just laid there, tangled up in each other, Beth resting against Viv’s body, letting herself relax.

But then—Beth moved.

Her hand trailed down, slow, casual, dragging lightly over Viv’s stomach, her nails barely grazing over her skin.

Viv hummed, her muscles tensing slightly under Beth’s touch.

Beth bit her lip, her hand slipping even lower, pressing lightly between Viv’s legs—

And she felt it.

Viv was already wet.

Beth let out a slow, smug hum, her fingers teasing as she pressed down slightly, just enough to make Viv’s breath hitch.

“Oh, babe,” Beth murmured, dragging her fingers through the wetness, coating them before pulling them up.

Viv watched her, her breath catching when Beth slowly, deliberately, brought her fingers to her lips.

Beth held Viv’s gaze as she licked them clean, humming in satisfaction.

Viv went completely still.

Then—her face burned red.

“Beth—” she muttered, her voice strangled.

Beth grinned, her other hand sliding up Viv’s stomach, her nails scraping lightly over her skin.

“You’re already so wet for me, babe,” she murmured, pressing a soft, teasing kiss to Viv’s jaw. “How long have you been like this?”

Viv swallowed hard, her hands flexing against Beth’s hips.

*“I—” she cleared her throat, shaking her head slightly, ”—I don’t know.”

Beth chuckled softly, pressing her lips to Viv’s ear.

“You like making me beg, huh?” she teased.

Viv exhaled shakily, her jaw tensing.

Beth grinned against her skin, her fingers trailing even lower, teasing just slightly over where Viv was already throbbing for her.

“What if I return the favor?” she whispered, her breath hot against Viv’s skin.

Viv swallowed, her voice coming out slightly uneven.

“I wouldn’t complain.”

Beth smirked, reaching over to the bedside drawer, grabbing the vibrator.

Viv tensed slightly, her breath catching as she heard the low hum fill the air.

Beth grinned, settling between Viv’s legs, her free hand pressing against her stomach, holding her steady as she pressed the vibrator against her, slow, teasing.

Viv let out a sharp inhale, her head tilting back, her lips parting as the pleasure hit immediately.

Beth watched her, completely mesmerized.

“You look so good like this, babe,” she murmured, pressing slow, open-mouthed kisses up Viv’s stomach.

Viv let out a quiet moan, her fingers gripping the sheets beside her.

Beth turned the vibrator up slightly, pressing it more firmly against Viv, watching as her breath hitched, as her hips lifted slightly, chasing the feeling.

“That’s it,” Beth whispered, kissing her way up Viv’s chest, her collarbone, her jaw. “You’re doing so good for me.”

Viv whimpered, her body tensing, her hands flying to Beth’s arms, gripping her like she needed to hold onto something.

Let go for me , vivi” Beth whispered against her lips, her hand pressing firmer, pushing the vibrator just a little harder.

Viv let out a strangled moan, her back arching, her breath coming in short, desperate gasps.

Beth smiled against her skin, pressing her lips to Viv’s, swallowing her moans as Viv finally, finally shattered beneath her.

Viv tensed, her whole body tightening, her thighs trembling, before she collapsed back against the bed, completely wrecked, her breath uneven, her face flushed, her body still trembling.

Beth grinned, kissing her one more time before turning the vibrator off, tossing it aside, and immediately wrapping Viv up in her arms.

“That’s my good girl,” she whispered, kissing her temple, holding her close.

Viv let out a breathless laugh, still trying to catch her breath.

Beth lay draped over Viv, their bodies tangled in the sheets, warmth wrapped around them like a cocoon. The world outside the bed barely existed—just the steady rhythm of their breaths, the slow drag of fingertips on skin, and the occasional lazy press of lips against shoulders and collarbones. Beth could still feel the faint hum of everything Viv had done to her, the way her body still buzzed from it, but now there was only stillness, only safety.

She shifted slightly, nuzzling into Viv’s neck, pressing a soft, lingering kiss there before murmuring,

“You okay, babe?”

Viv sighed, her chest rising and falling beneath Beth, her hand moving absentmindedly over Beth’s back in slow circles.

“Mhm. Good,” she said, her voice low, sleepy. “Really good.”

Beth smiled, her fingers tracing light shapes along Viv’s ribs.

“Yeah?”

Viv hummed in confirmation, her hand dragging lazily over Beth’s side.

“Yeah. You?”

Beth sighed contently, shifting just enough to press her lips against Viv’s jaw.

“Mmm, yeah. Really good too.”

Viv didn’t say anything right away, but Beth could feel it—the way her fingers had slowed, the way her breath had deepened, like something was on her mind. Then, slowly, Viv shifted, tilting her head down slightly, brushing her lips over Beth’s hair.

“Let me see your wrists,” she murmured, her voice quiet, careful.

Beth sighed softly, knowing Viv wasn’t going to let it go. She lifted her hands slightly, wrists up, offering them to Viv without argument.

Viv took them gently, turning them over in her hands, her fingertips ghosting over the faint red marks left behind by the belt. Beth saw the small furrow in Viv’s brows, the way her lips pressed together slightly.

She leaned in, pressing a slow, soft kiss to one wrist, then the other.

“They don’t hurt, right?” she asked quietly, brushing her thumb over the marks.

Beth shook her head, smiling softly.

“Not at all, babe,” she assured her. “I loved it.”

Viv still didn’t look convinced. She brought Beth’s wrists up again, kissing over the marks even slower this time, her hold gentle, like she wanted to erase the redness with her lips.

“Still,” she muttered. “I don’t want to hurt you.”

Beth sighed, tilting her head up so their noses brushed together.

“You didn’t,” she whispered. “You were perfect. You always take care of me.”

Viv exhaled, her forehead resting lightly against Beth’s.

“I just want to make sure,” she murmured.

Beth smirked, pressing another soft kiss to Viv’s lips.

“That’s one of the things I love about you,” she whispered.

Viv let out a soft laugh, shaking her head.

“That I overthink everything?”

Beth grinned, brushing her thumb over Viv’s cheek.

“That after everything we just did, you’re still here, making sure I’m okay.”

Viv sighed, but there was something softer in it now, something that made Beth’s stomach flip.

“Of course, I am.”

Beth felt warmth spread through her chest, something deep, something she wanted to hold onto forever.

Viv ran a hand through Beth’s hair, her fingers combing through it gently, and Beth was already slipping further into comfort, further into the quiet safety of being held.

Beth sighed again, letting herself sink further into the warmth of her, letting the quiet settle over them. She could feel Viv’s heartbeat beneath her cheek, steady and sure, like she belonged there.

And then—Viv spoke, so soft, so quiet that Beth almost missed it.

“I think I love you.”

Beth froze.

Her breath caught, her entire body going still against Viv’s.

Viv must have felt it because she hesitated, exhaling softly, and then—

“You don’t have to say it back,” she added quickly, her voice quieter now, uncertain. “I wasn’t—I didn’t say it because I was expecting anything, I just—” She let out a nervous laugh, rubbing a hand over her face. “Forget it, okay? I didn’t mean to—”

Beth immediately lifted her head, cupping Viv’s face in her hands, making her stop, making her look at her. Viv blinked at her, her breath stalling, like she hadn’t expected Beth to react like this.

Beth searched her face, taking in every detail—the slight crease in Viv’s brows, the hesitance flickering in her eyes, the way her lips parted just slightly, like she was trying to decide whether to take it back.

“Do you mean it?” Beth asked softly, her voice steadier now, careful, because this moment felt fragile, and she wanted to get it right.

Viv blinked again, her fingers twitching slightly against Beth’s waist before she let out a small, nervous laugh.

“Of course, I mean it,” she murmured, “I thought you knew that already.”

Beth felt something deep inside her pull tight, something warm and overwhelming, something that made her heart feel too full.

“I think I did,” she admitted, her thumbs brushing lightly over Viv’s cheekbones, “but you never said it before.”

Viv huffed a small breath, shaking her head.

“Yeah, well,” she muttered, “you never said it either.”

Beth smiled, something soft and sure settling in her chest.

“Then I guess we’re both idiots, huh?”

Viv chuckled, her hands slipping lower over Beth’s back, holding her a little tighter.

Beth leaned in, tilting her head, her lips brushing against Viv’s in the lightest, softest way before she whispered—

“I love you too, a lot, Vivi. Of course, I do.”

Viv sucked in a slow breath, her fingers pressing into Beth’s back like she needed to hold onto something solid. Her forehead rested against Beth’s, their noses brushing, her breath warm against Beth’s lips.

Beth could feel her smile before she heard it.

“I feel like I should’ve known that,” Viv murmured.

Beth laughed softly, pressing a quick kiss to her jaw.

“You should have.”

Viv sighed dramatically.

“Still kind of relieved,” she muttered. “For a second, I thought I was about to embarrass myself.”

Beth grinned, nudging their noses together.

Viv let out a deep yawn, her whole body relaxing even further into the warmth of the bed. Beth felt the slow rise and fall of her chest beneath her, the way her fingers had stilled against Beth’s back, her grip loosening just slightly as sleep started pulling at her.

Beth smiled, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to the top of Viv’s head.

“Come on, Vivi,” she murmured, her voice gentle. “Rest, you need to.”

Viv mumbled something in response, her voice slurred with exhaustion, too quiet for Beth to catch.

Beth smirked, her fingers brushing lightly through Viv’s hair.

“What was that, babe?” she whispered, tilting her head slightly to try and hear her better.

Viv let out another sleepy mumble, but this time it was even more unintelligible, barely even a word. Her lips parted slightly like she was about to try again, but before she could, her breath evened out completely, her body melting into Beth’s, fully giving in to sleep.

Beth huffed out a soft laugh, shaking her head as she pulled the blanket up a little higher over them, tucking them both in.

“Alright, guess that wasn’t important,” she murmured to herself, smiling as she pressed another kiss to Viv’s forehead.

Viv stirred slightly, nuzzling closer, but didn’t wake.

Beth sighed happily, wrapping herself fully around Viv, letting herself relax, letting the warmth of her settle her completely.

“Goodnight, vivi,” she whispered, her voice barely there, already drifting as sleep pulled her under right alongside Viv.

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