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ok so basically I came up with this idea at 11 o'clock randomly and wrote down what came to me for an hour so I wouldn't forget it this chapter will just be what I wrote, it's unedited and not written like a story more like a script. This is a version of a future scene or chapter it will not be the exact same as I will probably change parts bc I literally have not touched this since I wrote it. (ALSO THIS HAS MANNY SPELLING/GRAMMAR ISSUES THE OTHER CHAPTERS WON'T BE LIKE THIS)
Ok picture this:
James having a secret friendship with regulus bc he’s an emotional mess and James can’t just let somone cry without trying to help. James comes over during one of the holidays to visit Sirius who has recently been “punished” by his parents and finds regulus in the hallway instead, lights, camera, action:
*Enter James standing awkwardly in the hallway and regulus exiting his room upset*
JamJam: regulus? Are you okay?
Choild: yeah I’m fine James! What- what are you doing…. Here?
JamJam: oh I-
(Regulus starts fucking sobbing)
JamJam: (thoughts) ….*computing*….*mamma bear mode engaged sad friend detected*
JamJam: hey no c’mere, I’m here reg it’s ok
(James offers up a hug knowing both Sirius and regulus like physical reassurance when sad)
(Regulus still sobbing attempts to rearrange James’s organs by hugging him so tight)
Jam jam: it’s alright, I’m here now, shhhhh, I’m here
*enter Sirius limping from his room unaware that James was visiting*
(Sirius freezes not only unable to process the scene he is met with but short circuiting bc James dosent know about the mistreatment {he totally dose he’s more perceptive then he seems} and if he had suspicions he had no idea how bad it was)
Mutt: (miming the words to James who is facing him and still hugging regulus) what the f u c k?!?
JamJam: (miming back) what the fuck me? What the fuck you? Are you ok!?!?!?!!
*james is freaking out he dosent know how to mother both blacks who are too stubborn to admit they care about each other at the same time*
Mutt: (miming) no stop don’t mother me right now young man! What are you doing here?! Why are you hugging regulus? Oh Merlin! Why is he crying is he ok?????
JamJam: idk he hasn’t said!!!?!?!???
Choild: (still histerical) m-mum and Sirius- and- *sob* it’s- it’s all my f-fault *still sobbing*
Mutt: (looks at James, James has no answer on what to do {he’s doing his best ok}) reg-
*regulus continues sobbing but clutches James tighter having heard Sirius*
Mutt: (thoughts) oh no the baby! I made him cry! Shit! Fuck! shit!
Mutt: hey Reggie it’s ok, it’s not your fault I don’t blame you {Sirius was jealous not delusional} it’s mums fault and we both know it!
*by the end of his sentence Sirius had managed to limp his way towards his brother and join the group hug making James give him a protective glare when he noticed the limp but he remained silent knowing that he could fuss over Sirius’s physical state after the two brothers hopefully made up*
Choild: (slightly more calm) b-but-
Mutt: no butts! Now let’s go to my room I think we all owe eachother some long overdue explanations (pause) c’mon I can only take myself seriously enough to be responsible for like two minutes
*james and regulus are looking at Sirius in shock still frozen and desperate times call for desperate measures*
Mutt: actually could someone get me a glass of water? And the other help me to my room? Im feeling quite feint {he was} and I don’t think I can walk back {also true but usually he’d just crawl back the floor was carpeted and usually he was too prideful to seek help}
JamJam: oh- yes! I’ll help you to your room! (Let’s go of regulus carefully and looks into his eyes making sure he’s ok)
*regulus looking at him like he’s an idiot {of course he’s ok Sirius was hurt!!} before speaking up himself*
Choild: yep! Water, be back soon!
(Both panicking and doing their tasks {because let’s be honest when has Sirius asked for help, like ever} meanwhile Sirius is slightly shaking and putting a bit of weight on James {too prideful to lean into him fully} dispite his state he let a small smile slip onto his face {he’d done it, this might be a start to fix everything, definitely not a complete water under the bridge fix but the start of it perhaps} and that, that was wort smiling dispite his lips straining and chapped from dehydration and and a full body ache, Sirius could finally see that light dancing across his minds eye pouring hope into his chest that light the signal he was near the end of the tunnel, not in reach but in sight, that was enough. It gave Sirius faith, that maybe this was the begging of something magical. He wasn’t sure what yet but he’d to anything to see it though)