Ella's song drabbles

Monster. Killer. Disgusting. 

Those words would haunt my mind over and over again,

Repeated like a broken record. 

How could she say those words about me? 

She knew who I was. 

She knew since before we were really together. 

She was my rock.

Now I sit here looking out my window over the vast ocean, 

And I wonder if it’s all done now. 

Does she still love me? 

Can she love me again. 

Oh, I told you once I can’t do this again! 

I need her.

She is all I have. 

She is my everything. 

It’s just one year but these thoughts festered and became worse. 

“Can you love me again?” I look her in the face and beg.