Ella's song drabbles

Forgive me father.

I still hear their voices in my sleep. 

I long for that feeling to not feel at all. 

We are one in the same. 

But we are two separate entities.

I am her but she is not me. 

I can’t separate her from myself. 

Oh how I wish to. 

I wish to feel my heart again. 

I don’t want to feel their hearts in my hands. 

Beating ever so slowly as I crush it in my sweaty and bloody palms. 

Forgive me father. I knew you'd take this the hardest. 

Forgive me.