undivided loyalty

Sirius' greatest virtue has always been loyalty, but as it turns out, sometimes it can't be divided.His whole world turns upside down and flips when he accidentally finds proof that James is cheating on Regulus. He doesn't want to believe it, but the suspicion is painful. He's torn because he can't be loyal to his best friend and brother at the same time.He tries to pretend he didn't see anything, but it's eating him up inside more and more. He feel disgusted and guilty when Regi looks at him, let alone talks. I feel resentment and rage at James, but he tries to keep it quiet. Depressive states return with much greater intensity, and simple activities such as getting out of bed or eating meals become extremely difficult.Remus who is Sirius' boyfriend is very worried about him and I want to know what's going on but he doesn't want to tell him. The Werewolf also sees a cooling off between the Marauders and Paw's hidden hostility towards the cuckold, but Sirius denies everything. Remus wants to help Sirius at all costs, but he doesn't want anyone's help. I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore.All his most important values Friendship, family, love get in each other's way