Restart on Life Herself
||this is a little self indulgent fic if you dont like it dont read it||
At the age of Seventeen, she had just begun to fully figure out who she wanted to be and she knew she never really liked being Harry Potter. The Boy Who Lived Twice was a title that made her squirm whenever she had heard it, life would be so much easier if she had her parents or even just the ability to change how she looked so she could be treated like anybody else is. She hated her fame as much as she hated He Who Must Not Be Named, honestly she refuses to use his name out of pure spite for him and what he has done to her family and friends over the years.
She may not care what happens to her but she gets rather easily pissed when someone messes with her family or takes what is hers without it being given to them or letting them borrow said items. Hermione had been her best friend throughout all of Hogwarts even when Ron had let his jealousy get the better of him leading to their dissolving friendship by the end of their fourth year. She had won the war at the cost of everything she loved and couldn't care less when after the battle was done she was struck in the back with an Avada Kedavra leading her to the crossroads once more.
Here she was met with an offer by Death Himself, she could start it all over from birth and make things go so much easier or she could join all of her friends and family in the afterlife. She knew that no matter how much she wanted to move on her family would want her to try again so she could be happy and live for herself. Bella took Death's deal and went to start it all again she was told she would get her memories back when she was five so she could start training to use her magic by itself without a focus through a new type of Occlumency.
Bella started to remember her past once she turned five though that day had hardly started out better then it did in the other timeline as she got thrown hard into the back of her cupboard, her head hitting the back wall she was out like a light with a loud thud. In her sleep Bella had started to get her memory back it wouldn't come back all at once but over the course of the next two weeks, by the time she had gained all of her old memories back she had decided that she would start on her Occlumency training to organize her memories and begin to see her magic core as this run through her core wasn't bound to half and she could start to change little things to learn her magic.
Bella started by changing her hair length and its colour, she had decided on a nice royal purple colour to settle on. Her hair had earned her yet another haircut and beating by her aunt Petunia and her uncle Vernon but she was happy to have her hair grow right back so she just had to tie it up with a hair tie to keep the "masculine" look her Uncle had expected of his nephew.
As Bella grew she grew into her first and middle name, she had felt her magic grow as she did her mind palace protected her core and memories while she learned to use her magic without a focus from then on she had decided to never use a wand as using her magic this way was far stronger and easier once she had gotten used to it.