Chapter 6
When they arrived to the boy's apartment Lucius had seated Severus on the boy's bed and went to the bathroom to find some medicine against the pain but ain't found nothing.
But when he went back to Severus's room the boy was shaking and scratching is own neck, he was also choking on his own breath.
Shit, he was having a panic attack.
Lucius had already seen people do panic attacks before, when he was with his father at work a lot of his patients were having panic attacks before their surgery.
Lucius hurried towards the boy, he didn't know what to do, he panicked when he saw the red bloody marks on the boy's neck.
So he did the only think he thought was right.
Lucius took Severus's wrists and forced him into a tight hug, Severus was trying to get out but Lucius was too strong.
-"It's alright, you're alright, everything's fine.." he whispered in the boy's ear.
Lucius let out a little swear when Severus had started to bite his shoulder but he wasn't mad at him, he knew that Severus was just trying to protect himself so the only thing he did was caressing the other's back and talking to him softly.
After a few minutes, Severus was calming down, Lucius kissed the boy's neck softly, he knew that it was inappropriate but he needed Severus to know that Lucius was here to help and that he was proud of him.
Lucius had learned how to communicate with Severus and he realized that when Severus arms went on Lucius back, as if he was accepting and thanking him.
Severus was tired, his breath heavy, he was resting his head onto Lucius's neck.
-"You're doing great.. that's it, I'm so proud of you..." Lucius said running his fingers into the black hair of the boy.
-"I don't want you to leave..." Severus said weakly.
-"I'm not leaving, I'll stay as long as you want Severus"
After that Severus as passed out into Lucius's arms.
After removing Severus's shoes, Lucius had put the boy under the beige sheets.
The time Severus was asleep, Lucius go to his own apartment to take some clothes and the pain killer pills, when he was back to Severus's apartment the boy was still sleeping.
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When Severus woke up it was almost night, he had slept all day, he tried to stood up before being hitted by a strong pain in the middle of his face so he sat back on his bed.
He now remembered everything, but there was no sign of Lucius, no light were on so Severus just thought that the boy was gone when he was asleep.
Severus was embarrassed that Malfoy had seen him like this.
When he was about to stood up again the door opened.
-"oh you're up, hi, I falled asleep on your couch" said Lucius, walking toward Severus and sitting on the bed "how are you?"
-"I.. uh my face hurt" he said a bit embarrassed.
-"oh yeah, I put some pills for the pain and a glass of water on your nightstand" he said taking one pill and the water giving them to Severus.
-"thanks" he said, taking it.
-"Do you want me to stay tonight?"
-" I don't want to bother you, that's already so embarrassing, I didn't wanted you to see me having those.. meltdown"
-"Did it happens a lot?"
-"Not a lot but I've already had some when I was kid"
-"Okay, so do you need me to stay?"
-" Uh ... I don't know, does it bother you?"
-" Severus, Yes or No"
-"...yeah"
-"okay, I'm staying" he said before starring at the red marks on Severus neck "you did that because of the stress?"
-"yeah, don't stare at me like that"
-"Like what?"
-"I don't know"