Chapter 7
They both couldn't sleep because of the huge nap they had during the day so they were both laying on Severus's bed gossiping about people they barely know.
After the fourth dirty joke of the night by Lucius, Severus kicked him with his fist on his shoulder trying to hide his smile, then Lucius groaned.
- "Oh shit, I'm sorry I've forgotten about the bite"
- "That's okay"
- "You shouldn't have hugged me like that"
- "Why? It worked"
- "But I hurted you"
- "Yeah but this scar will looks good on me don't you think?"
"Dumbass"
- "Okay okay, if this wasn't the right way then teach me"
Severus's face went all red.
- "No, only Lily can do it without making it awkward..."
- "Why would it be awkward with me?"
- "..."
- "Pleaseeeee tell me, and I'll forgive you for the bite"
- "Fine but.. don't make this awkward... Hum... I don't even know how to describe that.."
- "Then show me"
- " Fine..." Severus switched his position, he was laying on his stomach and moved to be on his back "Sit on my laps..."
Lucius didn't talk back, trying to think of what was happening.
- "You wanted me to show you, I show you so hurry up"
- "Okay okay" He said and did it with a slight smirk on his face.
- "Okay now.. uh... Block my wrist above my head"
The other boy did it without complaining.
- "And now block my jaw, don't choke me just block it" Severus said avoiding the look of the other boy, that did what he told him to do, and breathing a bit loudly due to the inconfort of someone other than Lily blocking him like that.
- "You look beautiful you know that?"
- "Don't look at me"
- "Why not, you're so ho-"
- "Okay okay get off me please" Severus said quickly, Lucius did immediately what the other asked feeling the anxiety in his voice.
After that the room was silent for some minutes, Lucius was laying down beside Severus and was the first to talk.
- "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you"
- "Why are you like that with me?"
- "Like what?"
- "I don't know, you act as if I were important to you or something"
- "It's just that I really like you Severus"
- "...why?"
- "Why not?"
- "I'm weird, I'm ugly, I'm the weird theater kid that is weak and on top of that a whore"
- "A whore?"
- "Oh you don't know.."
- "No, why? Something happened? You can tell me I'm not here to judge you"
- "Well everyone know so I have nothing to lose, a picture of me sucking someone's dick as been released on the campus"
- " Oh.. I'm sorry that happened to you "
- "You don't think it's disgusting?"
- "No, it's not disgusting to have a sexual life it's normal" Lucius said hugging the other boy's from behind.
- "I don't understand you"
- "The only thing that you have to understand is that I really like you, I mean it as I'm attracted to you"
- "... Okay" Lucius wasn't really disappointed by this answer because he knows that Severus was accepting him just by the fact that he was slightly caressing Lucius's arm that was on his waist and stomach.
- "You're beautiful" Lucius said before falling asleep, Severus was still awake but didn't want to break the proximity he had with the other, it felt oddly good.