Oh, what can it mean (to a daydream believer and a homecoming queen)?

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
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Oh, what can it mean (to a daydream believer and a homecoming queen)?
Summary
Its a pandalily texting au. I don't think there's that much more to say. It's for fun so there will (probably) be no heavy topics. If there are then I will warn you in the notes at the beginning of the chapter.I love pandalily and texting aus but I could not find a single one that was both so this is here to fix that.Also I wasn't sure what to do about grammar considering this is a texting au, so Pandora is no punctuation unless I think it is necessary and Lily is mostly punctuated correctly as a compromise
Note
this was so fun to write and i hope that the format will help me get through it faster than an actual story.warnings for this chapter:at the end of the chapter there is mention of implied PTSD through nightmares and bad mental health. None of this is in depth at all but it is definitely there.
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Fuck you

Pandora: Italics

 

Lily: Bold



Hey if I did do something and you’re ignoring me I’m so sorry for whatever I did but could you please respond because I’m kind of freaking out here

 

I know you might just have something else going on

 

I don’t know what I did to make you ignore me

 

You don’t know?

 

Scroll up

 

I don’t understand

 

Wait 

 

Is it because I said I wanted to talk to my real friends

 

You said that was fine

 

I was being sarcastic

 

I thought I was your friend

 

What 

 

Of course you are

 

That's not what I meant at all

 

I meant real life friends

 

I just phrased it wrong I swear

 

Of course we’re friends

 

Yeah?

 

Ok then

 

You are forgiven

 

Thank fuck

 

Also

 

Sorry

 

This is really stupid

 

Can I ask a favour

 

Depends on the favour

 

I’m not telling you my spirit animal

 

Haha no it’s not that

 

Just do you think when you’re being sarcastic over text that you could specify

 

Like my friends write /sar after anything they text that’s sarcastic

 

I can tell most of the time but sometimes I get confused

 

I really didn’t realise that I upset you

 

Of course I can do that

 

And it’s not stupid

 

If that helps you then it’s no problem <3

 

<3

 

-

 

Pandora: Italics

 

Regulus: Plain




SOMEONE SENT ME A HEART???

 

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN

 

HELP ME

 

What?

 

Who sent you a heart?

 

Fiadh

 

Is that the person Evan dared you to text?

 

Yes

 

Wow

 

You’re still talking to them?

 

Of course

 

We’re friends now

 

Huh

 

What does that mean?

 

Nothing

 

But maybe don’t mention to Barty that you have a new friend we don’t know

 

Of course not

 

I’d like for us both to live long lives

 

-

 

Pandora: Italics

 

Lily: Bold




Ok so you said I could talk to you about sibling things if I needed to

 

It’s just that my friend with the no contact brother has decided that they want to try and reconnect and it’s been making me think about my sister

 

I don’t want to bring it up to them because their going through their own stuff right now and it’s not my place to make it all about me

 

But they said something to me when they were talking about their brother

 

It was about how if my sister ever left her asshole boyfriend she wouldn’t be obligated to reach out to me because it’s just a breakup and we haven’t spoken in years

 

And it just made me wonder what she’s doing now

 

If they have broken up or not

 

I think I want to find her

 

Sorry this will be a lot to wake up to

 

I wasn’t sure who else I could talk to




I’m honoured that you trusted me with this

It is totally valid to miss your sister

 

Especially if your friend is talking about reuniting with their brother around you all the time

 

It’s not selfish to want to have a good relationship with her

 

Don’t answer if you don’t want to but why don’t you guys speak anymore

 

Is there any reason she may not want to reconnect with you

 

Woah wait

 

That’s not what I meant

 

I don’t want to reconnect with her I just want to find her Instagram or something and see what she’s up to

 

She’s the one who stopped talking to me

 

She can be the one to reach out

 

Ok

 

So you just want to look at social media

 

You aren’t interested in reforming your relationship

 

I didn’t say that

 

What kind of person wouldn’t want to have a relationship with their sister

 

That’s so fucked

 

I’m confused

 

Do you want to talk to her or not

 

It’s not that simple

 

Then can you explain it to me

 

No offence but I don’t think you understand

 

Maybe it’s a sibling thing

 

I have a sibling

 

That doesn’t count

 

Ok well fuck you

 

-

 

Pandora: Italics

 

Regulus: Plain




I’m not messaging that girl anymore

 

-

 

Lily: Bold

 

Peter: Underlined




Can I ask you a question

 

Sure Pete what’s up

 

So I think Benjy just asked me out?

 

WHAT

 

Peter

 

What happened

 

What did you say

 

We were just hanging out like normal and they asked if I wanted to catch a movie with them on Saturday

 

That’s a date isn’t it

 

Omg yes absolutely

 

What did you say

 

Do you like them

 

I don’t know

 

That was the question I wanted to ask

 

You always knew that you didn’t like James romantically, even though you liked him as a friend, how could you tell the difference?

 

I’m not sure

 

They’re different feelings

 

I just knew that I wasn’t attracted to James romantically

 

I liked his company (and still do obviously) but I hated when he acted like we were something we weren’t

 

It made me feel uncomfortable and gross

 

Like I wasn’t free to be myself because I had people counting on me to be someone else

 

Or I had no right to privacy

 

But Benjy wouldn’t ever push your boundaries like that

 

Yeah I know

 

They’re like one of my best friends at this point

 

But I don’t know how I feel about the date

 

It felt like it came out of nowhere and I should have seen it coming but I didn’t

 

So now I’m going to have to try and catch up to them

 

But I have to sort through all my memories of us to see if I’ve confused platonic feelings for romantic ones

 

Does that make sense?

 

I know that I love them but I don’t know which way I love them

 

And I know I want them to be in my life forever but I don’t know what role I want them to fill

 

Yeah it does

 

I can’t tell you how to feel about them but I know you really value them in your life so what if you tell them how you’re feeling and go on the date and see how it goes

 

As long as they know how you’re feeling, there’s nothing wrong with testing things out

 

Thanks Lily

 

Love you Pete

 

Good luck

 

Love you too

 

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