Cpuld you love me while I hate myself
As the others finished the last song, Regulus walked over to the keyboard. Regulus was the bands drummer, not many people knew he was even in the band. Of corse they knew there was a drummer but not many people recognised him. As the skittles left the stage, regulus stayed where he was. The crowd going mental and slowly settling down confused. "Uh hi so not really done this on my own before but someone in the crowd is, very like very important to me and Pandora helped me write a song for them," regulus's voice was shaking as he scaned through the crowd finding the person he was looking for. He set his hands on the piano keys taking a deep breath. Everyone was silent as he started the into the the song. "Could you love me while I hate myself," He sung out voice turning surprising soft "Could you love me though I don't deserve it," James watched smile fading off his face. He knew Regulus didn't feel like enough. He knew Regulus had issues feeling like he deserved to be loved after the problems he had with his mother. But this, this was heartbreakingly beautiful. "Could you love me like there's no one else even though you know I can't return it," regulus felt like crying. He was asking silently that James knew it was about him. Praying that he would be okay. He continued his song the crowd swaying to the sides. "Could you love me when I speak with murze knowing all too well that you'll get hurt," He slows the song voice ringing out louder. "If you can't say yes just go, I'm more trouble than I'm worth," Regulus sees Sirius leave from next to James. Tears stinging in his eyes. "I never learned how this works," his voice cracked as he ended the song. People cheering louded. Whistles ringing through the venue. Regulus go off stage to Pandora and Evan waiting. Pandora was quick to hug him. They all hears shouting as they walked back stage. Sirius was there. Of corse he was. Security having a hard time getting him out. "Sirius come off it yeah," "Oh come on Reg, you can't do that then expect me not to talk shit about our parents with you," He called out voice laced with amusement. Regulus laughed shaking his head. He walked to the older of the brothers smile on his face. "You're so lucky I love you," "I know," sirius looked behind him," I brought James. He has some shit to say." Sure enough, James came running from behind him wrapping his arms around Regulus. "You are more than enough you idiot," Regulus returned the hug not saying anything. Regulus knew how James felt. He knew James loved him. They had been dating for a couple months and James had said it first. Funny how he didn't even realise it. "Oh my god, I love you do much," He said it one night. Far too tired to remember. The next day, Regulus said it. James though Regulus said it first and well he didn't have the heart to tell James otherwise. They all went out for drinks later that night, James and sirius doing karaoke drunk with everyone else hyping them up. Regulus didn't drink. He never does. He was the one who had to get everyone home. Including his idiot brother and boyfriend. This was going to be one hell of a night.