An unexpected alliance
POV Ominis
We hadn’t heard from the ministry’s plan to protect the muggle-borns in a few days. They couldn’t come to an agreement it seems.
As Sebastian read us the newspaper one morning, their great plan was to regroup all muggle-borns into what they called a sanctuary at night with aurors at every corner.
I understood it would be easier for them to protect the muggle-born population if they were all in one place, but to me it was a clear invitation for an all you can eat buffet for the faceless monster as guest of honnour. It would just have to choose its pick.
I was totally opposed to the idea and asked Valerian to stay by my side instead.
So we now lived at Feltcroft with Sebastian. We weren’t sure my family knew I had inherited half of the house. It was always safer than the school in my opinion.
Today was the last school day of the week, and on Fridays we finished at noon. We had just finished our Tracking and Sleath class when I saw two red shadows standing by the main door. I was accompagnied by Valerian and Sebastian and asked him what he could see.
« It’s your Mother and … Malfoy ! They’re talking to the headmistress ! » exclaimed Sebastian.
Great. Can’t they just give me a break !
If they were there, that meant bad news for me. What the hell did they want this time ?
I suddenly remembered Valerian was by my side.
« Quick, Sebastian, I leave Valerian in your charge. I don’t want mother to see her ! » I urged.
« But, when will I see you ? » asked Valerian worried
« I don’t know. I’ll come and find you as soon as I’m done » I promised.
Sebastian quickly pulled her out of sight just in time before Mother saw me arrive.
« Ahh, my dear son. I haven’t seen you in a while » she said theatrically.
Probably for the best I thought.
« Hello, dear ... » started Destiny.
I knew what she would say next so I had to cut her off before she got the chance t call me fiancé.
« Headmistress Radagor, I see you’ve met my mother Mistress Gaunt and my … friend Lady Malfoy » I articulated nearly choking on calling her a FRIEND.
« Yes. I have. I was just telling your mother what a promissing student you are » declared the headmistress.
She was no fool. She knew my family was awful. And she was just trying to be helpful. But in vain.
« Alas, my dear family has higher expectations and I’m afaid your kind words won’t suffice. But thank you » I replied cheekily.
Mother wouldn’t like that. I could imagin her fuming now.
« He’s a Gaunt. Of course we have high expectations » she justified.
« Will you excuse us headmistress ? » I said politely.
« Of course. Have a good afternoon » she said leaving.
There were many sudents walking around so I knew Mother wouldnt make a fuss nor strike me here. But she could still shame me.
« What do you both want ? » I asked exasperated.
« Is that how you greet your mother and future fiancé ? » she teased.
« What do you want ? ! » I insisted again.
« You are neglecting your duties as a future husband Ominis. I thought I raised you better than that ! » she started complaining.
Is that how she calls it ?
« We’re not married yet » I reminded her.
« YOU do not spend enough time with Lady Destiny, such a charming youg and graceful lady. You must get to know her before you marry her » she insisted.
« I would be an honnor to get to know you better M.Gaunt » she said sounding fake.
I just sighed in disbelief.
« Why don’t you show her around your … school ? Who knows, she might find it more interesting than we do ! » she said laughing.
She remained as polite as she was capable of up to know. But I guess mocking me was just too tempting.
« I’m sure I’ll love it » said Destiny superficially sucking up to Mother like a good future daughter-in-law.
It was actually a good opportunity to talk to her. I needed her to create a distraction for Miss Parkes and reunite all the high members of the order in one place, and I needed her help.
« Fine. But I’m busy. So only for a little while » I insisted.
« Oh Ominis. Whatever it is you have to do can wait ! » she complained.
« If you’ll excuse us, Mother, we’ll be on our way now » I said cheekily.
« Enjoy yourselves ! And don’t forget Lady Malfoy, don’t let him spoil your fun ! » she said enthousiastically.
I just rolled my eyes.
« Shall we Lady Malfoy ? » I said politely pretending as I knew mother was still watching. I had to keep up apperances.
I extended my arm, she grabbed it and we were now walking down the corridor. The minute we turned around the corner, she let go of me.
« Nicely faked » she declared roughly, changing the tune of her voice completely.
« Don’t you start Destiny. Look, we’re stuck together wether we like it or not. And I actually have a proposition for you » I told.
« What could a slug like you possibly offer me ? » she said feeling superior.
« If you would just shut up for a minute, I’d tell you. Follow me » I ordered.
She just sighed and followed my step. I took her to the doorms in the living room. We both sat in a corner each on a chair.
The place was empty for now. Most students left for the weekend already.
« SO, what is it that you want ? » she demanded harshly.
« Actually, it’s also about what you want. Destiny, do you want to marry me ? » I demanded playfully knowing she’d freak out.
« Excuse me ? Of course I don’t. Who’d want to marry you ? We’re just engaged because I didn’t have a choice ! » she said furious.
« What if I told you I knew a way for us to cancel the engagment ? » I proposed.
« That’s impossible. You’ve made the unbreakable vow » she reminded.
« I know. But I have more than one card up my sleeve. Look I can’t tell you the specifics as I don’t trust you. And I never will. But we both want the same thing, to be free of eachother. And if you help me, I can promise you we won’t get married and you’ll see the back of me » I vowed.
« And you expect me to believe you ? » she said pompous.
« Then I’ll ask again, do you want to marry me ? » I reminded her.
He groaned disgustingly.
« Fine. But I don’t trust you either just for the record » she said childish.
« I don’t need you to. I just need you to follow the plan, like the good little daddy’s girl you pretend to be » I said hateful.
« Oh you’re just so pathetic ! I just want to get rid of you once and for all ! So deal ! » she replied irritated.
« Know that if you whisper a word of this to my family, or yours, or anyone else, the plan will fall into pieces » I warned.
« Yes Ominis. I’m not stupid » she said disdainful.
« No, you’re just vain, arrogant, infuriating and manipulative » I said truthfuly.
« Oh Thank you. That’s the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me » she teased throwing her hair back.
I was scearming in my mind. She was just so enraging !
I took a deep breath to calm myself.
« Ok. So I need an event worthy of the name as I want The Malfoys, The Blacks and The Lestranges to attend » I explained.
« So greedy. Who thinks highly of themselves now ? » she said appathetically.
« Destiny, you’re the most narcicist person I know. And you’re telling ME that ? » I said flabbergast.
« Well you’re basically asking for royalty to come. And you’re a nobody Ominis » she said trying to be mean.
« You sure know how to make someone feel good about themselves. Fortunately, I couldn’t care less. So, any ideas ? » I said frankly.
« We could offer them a chance to torture you to death ? Maybe even kill you ! That would solve all our problems ! » she suggested content.
« And here I thought you were the queen of manipulation and mistchief ! Maybe you’re reputation is a false unworthy one » I taunted trying to push her to think machiavically.
« Pff name one woman more cunning and clever than I am » she challenegd.
« Destiny, I could name a thousand. But I do know one in particular ... » I replied with a smile taunting her.
I was never proud of my behaviour around her. I couldn’t help myself. She was so … infuriating ! But this time, I had to push her, to make her feel she was better than others so she would comply.
« Please don’t tell me you’re talking about your little mudblood girlfriend. You can’t even compare her to me » she said insolently.
« She came up with a brilliant idea within seconds. And I’m still waiting to hear yours ! » I provoked though I lied to her. I hadn’t talked to Valerian yet.
« Oh yeah ? And what’s little miss mudblood’s brilliant idea ? I’d like to hear it » she said sassy.
« Why, so you can take credit for it ? Let’s see who has got the sharpest twisted mind » I said tormenting her.
She was taking the bait.
« Well that’s oviously me ! We need a big event for them to come. Frankly, a wedding would have been the best reason for all of them to show up. But we’re obviously not going to do that » she said confidently.
Thank Merlin. I had also thought of it, though I would have never gone through with it. EVER. But I didn’t have any better idea for the time being. That’s why I was pushing Malfoy, so her devious mind could come up with a plan. For once in her life, she could be useful.
« You bet. So what then ? » I demanded .
« How about an engagment party ? » she proposed.
« You think you can make them come to an engagment party ? » I asked astonished.
« I don’t think I can. I know I can » she insisted.
Would that mean we would have to annouce our engagment publicly ? That isn’t what I wanted for Valerian, nor for myself.
« I don’t want this engagment to become a public thing. The less people know about it the better » I admitted.
« Why ? So you can keep dating your petty little girlfriend ? You’re so Revulsing. How do you expect me to throw an huge engagment party if it’s not a big deal ? » she exclaimed dramatically.
« I’m sure you’ll think of something » I replied veraciously ignoring her words.
She groanned in fustration.
« We had a deal » I reminded her.
« Yeah, but I didn’t swear on it. Your family and mine did » she recalled.
« I’m sorry. I thought you could handle these conditions. If you can’t, maybe we should ask my girlfriend what she thinks » I pressured.
« Speak to a mudblood ? No thanks. Besides, I’m far smarter than her. You’re lucky my family gave you their word and has a sence of honnour » she recollected.
Yeah right !
« Then it’s settled. Let me know when and where. I’m letting you organise it all as I know you’re more than capable since you’re such a secretly party girl » I mocked.
« Whatever. So, are there any cute boys around here ? Why am I even asking you. You have such bad taste in women, and you’re blind, therefore useless » she declared unemotionally.
« I guess I do as I’m engaged to you ! And being blind is a gift from Merlin as I don’t have to see you » I tackled her.
As we were throwing insults at eachother, Samuel passed near by.
« Ominis ! What’s up pal ? » he shouted.
Pal ? What was wrong with them ? I most certainly was not his pal.
« Hello beautiful » said Samuel.
Now I get it.
I couldn’t hear Destiny answer.
« We must have so much in common » declared Samuel.
« And how would you know that ? » she replied arrogantly.
« I know nothing about you, and you know nothing about me. We are perfect for eachother » said Samuel seducing her with his lame attempts.
I couldn’t help but burst out laughing.
« You’ll excuse my … cousin’s behaviour. He knows nothing about good manners » she said.
Why would she call me my cousin ? We were most certainly not related ! But when I thought about it, I guess it was better to call eachother cousins than friends. Because at least when you’re from the same family, you have no other choice but to tolerate them.
I heard Sebastian laughing out loud in the back of the room. Was he with Valerian ?
I could feel my heart pound. I didn’t want Destiny to meet Valerian.
« Samuel, that’s the cheesiest thing I’ve ever heard » he admitted still jesting.
« At least he can talk to women, unlike you » she stated presomptuous.
« Aah, Samuel. I must warn you. Destiny is like a a mooncalf on the outside, but is a snake on the inside » murmured Sebastian to Samuel loud enough so Destiny could hear.
« At least I look like something cute. You look like a goblin on his worst day » she replied harshly.
« Ouch. I’m sure these words would be hurtful if I cared, which I don’t. Ominis, why is she even here ? You know how I hate two faced people. It’s so hard to decide which face to slap first ... » said playfully Sebastian enjoying torturing her far too much.
« Just slap her both sides, problem solved ! » I said joyfully.
« You wouldn’t dare touch my beautiful face ! » she shouted at Sebastian.
« Guys, come on ! That’s no way to treat a woman ! » exclaimed Samuel shocked.
« That’d be true if she were a woman. But she’s just a devious gargoyle » uttered Sebastian proudly.
« Relax Samuel. Teasing COUSINS is just a natural thing to do » I said using her own words back at her.
Sebastian and I chuckled.
« Is there a party no one told me of ? » said a angelic familiar voice.
Oh Merlin. Valerian was here. And she was followed by Edmund and Cassandra. Why was Sebastian not with her when I specifically asked him to ? I didn’t want Valerian and Destiny to meet, mostly because Destiny wouldn’t know how to behave, and I was afraid Valerian would be upset to see her here as I am Destin’s fake fiancé.
She came to my side and grabbed my arm sweetly.
I started panicking. This was a terrible situation !!
« If this is a party, then mudbloods aren’t invited » she said on an ego trip.
She had figured this was Valerian.
I heard Valerian sigh in surprise. She probably thought Destiny and Mother left a while ago.
« By your arrogant choice of words and cocky childish behaviour, I’m guessing you must be Destiny » stated Valerian confident and calm.
I imagined the others drop their jaw to Valerian’s words. Never had we heard her talk in that manner. I could even hear the boys sigh in disbelief.
I was impressed. But I feared what Destiny could report to my parents. I guess everyone in my family knew I was in love with a muggle-born, despite being engaged to Malfoy. Besides, I had made an unbreakable vow with Destiny. So I think it’s safe to assume my family will think I’m just trying to make the most of it with my girlfriend before I get married, then they would expect me to dump her.
« And you must be Ominis’ filthy mudblood girlfriend » she provoked.
« I am » replied Valerian proudly.
She was so cute when she was defending what was hers. And I was hers, not Malfoys.
« Shame the faceless monster got its victims mixed up » she snapped.
« How could you joke about something like that Destiny ? » I scolded her.
« Well your little mudblood girlfriend started it » remarked Destiny.
« Stop calling her that » I ordered roughly.
I couldn’t let her talk this way to Valerian.
She was getting on my nerves, truly.
« You two have found eachother quite well, you’re not a true Gaunt after all, you’re just your family’s shame. Youdon’t deserve a pure blood » she declared foolishly.
« You’re right. It’s unfortunate you don’t have the necessary intelligence to know what real worth is. He’s too good for pure bloods. And the lot of you don’t deserve him » tackled Valerian seemlessly.
I could hear the others make noises astouned once more.
« You think you’re so smart » said Destiny fuming as she was losing to her. Valerian was just too clever and her choice of words impecabble.
« That’s rich coming from you » observed Sebastian.
« It takes something more than intelligence to act intelligently Destiny. » I remarked stroking Valerian’s back.
« Oh would you look at the time. Destiny, I think it’s time for you to leave. We all have a lives to lead after all. Thanks for stopping by and see you never ! » said Sebastian playfully.
She groaned.
« Wait, I need one last word with her before she goes » I insisted.
I know she wouldn’t have liked being humiliated, though she asked for it. I needed to make sure I could still count on her despite her being vexed.
I didn’t want her to see me kiss Valerian because I knew that would only fuel her anger, and I needed her help.
So I asked everyone to give us a moment alone.
They all sat on the sofa on the other side of the room.
« Destiny, why do you have to be like this ? » I demanded honnestly.
« Be like what ? » she demanded confused.
« Well, so … mean » I said.
« I’m not mean. I’m realistic and down to earth, unlike you. I value honnesty » she stated.
I just rolled my eyes.
She just couldn’t be reasoned with. I was just waising my time.
« Look, we both want the same thing, for this union to be cancelled. I need to know if you’re on board and how far you’d be willing to go to make this happen » I demanded.
« What do you mean ? » she inquired.
« I mean that I need your help and you need mine. So we must work together if we’re going to make this happen. You said you value honnesty. So, can I count on you sincerely ? » I asked again.
She remained silent for a moment.
« I guess I don’t have a choice. So, you can count me in » she replied bitterly.
« Good. Now, you best be on your way, I have other plans for today » I urged.
« I’d rather eat slugs than spend some time with you anyway » she replied meanly.
I just ignored her.
« You can’t go back home just yet. Mother will think it stange » I warned.
« I won’t. I too have other plans that don’t include you » she denoted spitefully.
« Prefect. Let me know when you’ll have aranged the party then » I told.
« See you around, looser » she exclaimed hatefully.
She then waisted no further time and disappeared.
Finally, she was gone.
I inhaled deeply feeling relieved that was over with.
But now I had to discuss my plan with Valerian. And though I asked Destiny to do her possible to keep the engagment quiet, I’m not sure it was a realistic thought. After the engagment party, people might talk, and if they did, the rumour would spead out wildly and would reach every corner of England. People would be confused as to why I am engaged to Lady Malfoy while dating another woman and this would turn out into a scandal. I personnaly couldn’t care less about what stangers thought of me. But it would affect Valerian’s reputation. And that I couldn’t tolerate.
I decided to make it my mission to ask every guest at the party to not spread the word, but they might think it odd. I’d have to come up with a good reason to ask such a thing.
When I came back to my senses, I realised I had been standing there for a while alone when I was met by Valerian and Sebastian.
« What did SHE want ? » asked Valerian.
She didn’t seem too pleased. It shouldn’t come as a surprise though.
« Yeah what DID that cockroach want ? » added Sebastian.
« Mother wanted me to spend some time with her » I just said honnestly.
They both remained silent.
« I’m sorry Valerian, I never intended for you to meet her. I guess I was a fool thinking Mother would just let me get on with my life this easily » I said regretfully.
I came closer to her and took her hand looking in her direction.
« Ominis, it’s not your fault. You’re family’s nuts and there’s nothing to be done about it » said Sebastian kindly.
Valerian squeezed my hand.
« Sebastian is right. I guess you need to make it look convincing » she reasoned.
Despite her jealousy, she always kept her head high. She was remarkable.
« Yes. But there’s more. Miss Parkes asked me to find a way to gather the great families so she could have access to the catacomb. And that would of course include Destiny. I discussed it with her, and we may have found an idea » I retorted.
« Really ? Well I guess she’s the queen of deviousness so it makes sence. So what’s the plan ? » asked Sebastian.
I looked in Valerian’s direction feeling unseasy.
« An engagment party. Destiny believes she can make the Blacks and the Lestrange come » I confessed.
I could hear Valerian take a deep breath.
This wasn’t fair on her. She couldn’t tell her friends or family she was engaged, she couldn’t have an engagment party. Maybe she felt envious, and I’d perfectly understand why.
« I see. Well that could work in deed and give Miss Parkes the time she needs to inspect the order’s whereabouts » agreed Sebastian.
Valerian just kept quiet. I was worried that I hurt her somehow. This was a difficult situation, there was no denying.
I remembered how humans could express so many feelings just with facial expressions in Sebastian’s mind. I thought it would have been useful right now to know what Valerian was thinking.
« Why don’t you both have the house to yourselves tonight ? So you can talk things through peacefully » suggested Sebastian.
« What about you ? » I asked.
« I think I’ll go out for a drink with Samuel » he confessed.
I gave him a nod to thank him.
I then heard his footsteps meaning he was leaving.
« Would … you like to go home so we could talk ? » I asked gently trying to be as nice as possible.
She didn’t respond right away.
« Ok » she ended up saying.
Her voice sounded low, as if she were a bit sad. I had every intention of soothing her in any way I could.
I then apparated us home at Feltcroft. We were now in my bedroom.
Nathara was waiting for us there. I sat on the bed as I caressed her head.
« Please, come and sit down » I asked kindly.
And she did. I held her hand in mine.
« I’m sorry Valerian. I know this is situation is difficult for you. Please tell me how you feel about all this » I begged.
She queezed my hand.
« It’s not your fault Ominis. And it’s not mine either. Life is challenging our relationship. There will always be obstacles on the way. But we must face them together. I knew what I was getting myself into. And I’m not done fighting for you. I guess I just got a bit jealous » she confessed.
« Why would you be jealous of her ? I have no love for her what so ever. I don’t even like her. I’s go as far and say I despise her ! » I professed.
« After today, I believe you and I can see why » she admitted.
I sat closer to her so I could put my other hand on her knee, caressing it gently to appease her.
« Is it because of the engagment party ? Or are you worried others might find out I’m engaged to Malfoy ? » I asked softly.
« I always knew there was a risk of others finding out one day that you’re engaged to her. So long as your family doesn’t discover you’re engaged to me, it will be fine. No. I guess I envied her for a moment. She gets to throw you an engagment party. I can’t do that for you, for us as we have to remain discrete. Sometimes I find it hard because it doesn’t feel like we’re engaged » she confessed sorrowfully.
Her voice was trembling. She might even be sheding a tear. That thought broke my heart.
Admitting it must have been hard. I wanted her to feel she was important, because she meant the world to me.
I raised her hand and kissed it.
« I understand, and I don’t want you to feel forgotten or left out. Because my love for you has no limits, knows no boundries Valerian. I would do anything for you. Your happiness matters more than mine. It’s my first priority. There is something that I have learnt by your side, that there is ony one hapiness in life, to love and to be loved. That is something I have never experienced with my own family. You have given me your heart and a piece of your soul that I never knew was missing. I know I have my way with words. But I realise this time it won’t be enough » I declared.
I could hear her breathe more deeply. My words were going straight to her heart.
« The other day, I didn’t tell you what Sebastian saw in my head during the legilimens lesson. I had been invited to celebrate Christmas with the Sallows. I was 11. I had never celebrated it before. Anne was there too. And their parents gave me my very first present. I had never recieved a gift before. I remember I didn’t know what to do with it. Mrs.Sallow helped me unwrap it. It was a jumper she had taken the time to knit for me. I will always cherrish this memory. I felt so safe and happy, which was rare at the time. And I feel the same way everytime I’m with you. Safe and loved. And I thought this year, maybe we could celebrate Chistmas all together as a family, you, me, Sebastian, and maybe your parents ? Muggles do celebrate Christmas right ? » I narrated lovingly.
She was in such a transe that she shook her head to come back to her sences.
« Y-yes » she said with a surprised voice.
« Good. And I want you to know that I made the decision to ask your father for your hand properly during the holidays despite my unresolved situation with my family because I love you and you deserve to be aknowledged. And if your father gives me his permision, then you could throw an engagment party with our friends and your family. Though it will have to remain out of my family’s sight in all discretion » I confessed.
I was determined. I knew if I asked her father for her daughter’s hand, he would expect us to get married soon after. If it’s what Valerian wished for, then I’d be fine with it. It’s not like we planned on inviting my family after all. We could always have a discrete ceremony and declare our mariage officially signing the papers when we woule be sure my family couldn’t get to us. Or we could use the pretext of finishing our school year too.
« Would you really do that ? Ask my father for my hand in marriage ? During the Christmas holidays ? » she said astonnished.
« Like I said, I’d do anything for you. I love you. It’s as simple as that. And if by some miracle your father agrees, you could start planning our wedding » I declared lovingly.
I was hoping that planning our wedding would make our engagment more real for her.
She just sat there, looking in my direction. I hoped that I had soothed her a little, because I meant every word.
But she still wasn’t moving. I was begning to worry. Had I said something wrong ?
She suddenly crashed her lips onto mine. Her arms slid around me and I pulled her against me, kissing her hungrily. The taste of her lips were divine. As our kissed deepened, my heart was pounding for her. My body warmed up to her every movements as she was holding me tighter. Her ginger sent was intoxicating my senses.
I was taken aback when she climbed onto me and spead her legs to sit on my lap so she could kiss me more fervently. She was definitely craving for me. And her appetite only aroused my excitment for her. She was so fueled she pressed her body against mine so roughtly I had to place my hands behind me onto the bed so I wouldn’t lose my balance.
She then kissed me down my neck placing her hand behind it so she would leave her mark. I couldn’t help wail to the pain and pleasure of it. And it was enough to awaken my charge. To be honnest, just the feel of her touch, or smell her decicious fragnance could arouse me. That’s why it had been so hard to control myself and my body since the day I met her. And I had behaved like a good gentleman all the way through. But every time we spent some intimate time together it just got harder. I just wanted to yield to temptaion and surrender to my desire. I had been so worried about her lately that we didn’t get many opportunities to share some private time together. And I intended to make up for lost time.
I grabbed her waist and pushed her against my buldge, crying her name in esctacy. She moaned to the pleasure of it. I was growing impatient for more and I had reached my limit after all this time.
I could feel she was desperate for more, and so I knew kissing her won’t suffice, not in my state of mind, nor hers.
I grabbed roughly her top by her waist and pulled it off her quickly, leaving her upper-garnements exposed. I ran my fingers along them and kissed her upper chest while doing so. She arched her back in eagerness and exhaled in elation. I knew what she wanted from me, to set her free of her shapewear and brush my lips against her bust. And I delightfully obliged.
I grabbed her right breast with my hand as I parted my lips on the tip of it, swirling my tongue around it just as she relished it. I could feel her chest moving rapidly up and down as her breathing escalated in rapture. She pulled my head deeper onto her chest wanting more. So I consumed her breast severly sucking the edges as she cried my name. Her voice was so enticing and elevated my hardness like never before.
I was longing for more. In truth, I wanted to have her completely, feel her warm intimate part around my manhood as I would penetrate her. The thought of it sent chills down my spine. My breathing was becoming desperate and my mind was in a daze.
All I knew at that moment is how avid I was for her and how I urged for more than just her touch this time. But I wasn’t sure she was ready for it. And I could feel my thoughts spinning out of control already.
So I reluctantly seperated my lips from her dazzling breast, and rested my head in the crook of her neck roughly, breathing desperately and groaning in fustration.
Valerian looked down at me as if she knew what I was thinking.
« Valerian, I … I can’t go on like this … not if I can’t have you completely. You … are so … mesmerizing and I … want you all to … myself, for you to be mine. I can’t … resist my hunger for you … any longer. It’s just too … hard » I murmured in agony out of breath. I could feel my blood pulse through my veins, that throbbing pain between my legs just wanting to thrust inside of her and it was all so overwhelming.
Hearing my own words left me feeling ashamed. I had no right to pressure her in that way. But I had to stop or else I knew I would be out of control and I refused to hurt her or take her without her consent.
I raised my head looking for her face angry at myself.
« I’m sorry Valerian. I have no right to pressure ... » I started.
She placed her index finger on my lips, ordering me subtily to be quiet.
I was quite startled by her movement.
« Ominis, don’t feel guilty. I know how hard it’s been for you. And you have behaved like a perfect gentleman. You have every right to express your feelings and needs. And I want you to know that … I want this. I want you ... » she said confident.
I just looked her way lovingly.
I felt like in a dream. Was she truely ready for me ? ready to go one step further into our relationship ? This just made me fall in love with her all over again.
« Are you sure you’re ready ? » I demanded with conviction.
She moved her head fowards so close I could feel her breath onto my face.
« I am » she assured sensually.
I felt a shiver through my entire body to her determination. She was so perfect.
Her approval sent me into a carnal thirst for her. I grabbed her face forcefully and kissed her ferociously, pulling her more closely by her waist.
She lowered her hands to the bottom of my T-shirt and pulled it off savagely. I was panting in anticipation. My body was bruning for her, my shaft afflicted by her every touch.
I quiclky removed her skirt as I kissed her collarbone, then moved my hands up her blissful legs pressing hard onto them to feel every inch right up to her tighs. I took my time feeling her her beautiful lacey panties as I imagined how it brought out her stunning hourglass shape. I then held each sides of her under-garnements ad I slid them off her swiftly. She was now bare. How enticing that thought was. She took my hands and helped me place them on her tighs, pulling them around her hips as I could feel her alluring curves, then she lowered them onto her buttock. My hands had not yet ventured on this part of her body. I took my time feeling it. Her skin was flawless. I gasped in euphoria as she was sighing in satisfaction. She wanted me to feel her and embrace every part of her body. And that I would.
I then wrapped my arms around her waist and carried her as I stood up to face the bed, lying her on top of it properly so she would be comfortable as my body pressed against her allowing me to feel her breasts against my chest.
She chuckled to my movement.
I then let her lie there as I stood back up to strip off the rest of my clothes, setting my painful erected shaft free.
I had almost forgotten to take the potion. Fortunately is was in the pocket of my jacket. I drank it quicky needing to get back to her as fast as I could.
I climbed on to the bed looking for her with my hands and when I felt her shoulder, I lay down next to her. I didn’t want to scare her by positioning myself on top of her immediately. I tried to remind myself Edmund’s words, that I had to be gentle and arouse her so she would be wet so my penetration wouldn’t feel too painful for her.
« I love you » I told her as I placed my left hand on her cheek.
« I love you too Ominis » she replied affectionately.
I wondered how she was feeling now. Was she afraid despite wanting this ?
« Are you nervous ? » I demanded.
« Only a little bit. But I’m also curious and want to know what it feels like » she assured.
I smiled. I actually felt relieved she was feeling the same way because I was now feeling a bit nervous myself, hoping I’d live up to her expectations, hoping I wouldn’t mess up and that I wouldn’t hurt her. It was a lot of pressure I was putting on my shoulders.
But my lust for her overpowered my anxiety and I kissed her passionately.
I thought I should prepare her like Edmund advised before I would enter her.
« Tell me if you want me to stop, of if it hurts or even if you feel uncomfortable » I declared sounding hopeless.
She chuckled.
« Ok » she replied sweetly.
SO I kissed her again while I brushed my hands down her beautiful chest, then her abdomen and reached for her womanhood. When Iplaced my hand there, I could feel a jolting spark shoot through her body as I rubbed it gently to start. I could hear her sigh in jubilation.
My aroused erection was throbbing in anticipation to the thought that I would do much more than just rubb her today. But I had to be patient a little longer, for her sake.
I repeated my movements upwards and downwards as she was panting more roughly and picked up the pace on her sentitive spot. Her moans were fuelling the butterflies in my stomach. Her body arched for more of my contact.
But I could feel her body tense. I gave her one last stroke downwards before I stopped as she was about to give in.
I could hear her sigh in furstration. Her body was so desperate to regain my touches.
And that was a good thing. That meant she urged for me and was exited enough for the next step.
« I’m going to insert a finger, to help you prepare for me, is that ok ? » I asked.
« … yes » she murmured breathing heavily.
As I placed my finger on the tip of her entrance, I could feel how wet she was. I groaned in satisfaction thinking that I was the cause of her arousal.
I gently inserted my index finger into her purity. Valerian was unable to hold back a moan of pleasure at feeling my finger inside her. She was accepting it and it thrilled me to absolutely no end. I moved my finger in and out, repeating the motion slowly at first, then more quickly. She was crying my name to the joy of it. I didn’t want to go to fast as she was already quite stimulated. I refused to let her come before I got the chance to live this moment of union between us.
She was becoming weak under my mouvements, so I asked for her permision to insert another finger. She agreed and I then slid another finger into her. She made a loud noise grabbing my arm abruptly.
« Does it hurt ? » I asked worried.
« Sorry, it was just a reflex » she whispered.
I felt relieved.
« May I continue ? » I demanded.
She made a noise in agreement.
I repeated the same actions in and out with both my fingers. I gave her a small nip at her ear making her shiver. With every moan she gave, I was closer to consuming her. And there was absolutely no better feeling.
I could feel her legs become weak under my touch as she subconsciously spread them to give me more access and it gave me a rush of adrenaline.
Valerian continued to whimper as she trembled and therefore making it harder to wait any longer. My greed for her was becoming unstable.
I wasn’t sure how long I would last before being stripped of all self control. She was driving me mad. So I removed my fingers as I listened to her huffs in rapture.
« I’m going to place myself onto you. It’s going to be alright » I warned so she wouldn’t be frightened.
She approved. I then parted her legs gently and climbed over her, placing my elbows on each sides of her and resting my manhood on her intimate part so she would get used to feeling it there.
We both let out a sigh.
« Oh, Valerian ! » I breathed my erection twitching against her.
She was so wet.
I kissed her on her neck as I slided so easily my shaft upwards and downwards against her womanhood feeling her warm juices coating it.
She placed her arms around my neck tightly as she whailed loudly. She was getting ready for me, I could feel it.
Her legs were squeezing my hips following my movements, as if she didn’t want to let go of me. My painful arousal was so swollen and was agonizing of her.
I repeated my motions a few times, then lowered my body so I could place my charge near her entrance.
« I’m going to enter you as gently as I can. Tell me if it hurts » I insisted.
« Ok » she replied feeling nervous.
I then looked with my finger where the correct entrance was. Fortunately fingering her helped me prepare for that moment and when I found it, I positioned myself by grabbing my member and placing it so I would just have to slide in. I then let go of it, placing my elbows on each side of my delightful fiancé’s shoulders and pressed into her slightly to see how she would react. I could feel the tip of my member entering her purity and groanned in delectation. My heart was pumping and my thoughts were dizzy in ecstacy. But I immediately stopped myself as I felt her body stiffen.
« Does it hurt ? » I asked in torture resisting the urge to thrust deeply into one harsh movement.
« It’s ok. I’m sorry I just feel nervous» she admitted.
« You are doing great my love. But if you prefer I could stop right now » I proposed.
It was the first time I called her that way and I took great satisfaction in calling her by a mickname.
She chuckled.
« It’s the first time you’ve ever called me that » she declared.
I could feel her body relax as we made conversation.
« Do you like me calling you this way ? » I demanded seductively.
« I love it. But please, I don’t want you to stop » she whispered to my ear.
Her words sparked my craving for her once more. I kissed her down her neck hoping she would relax to let me in. And she did.
So I pushed harder into her slowly and with every inch of me entering her, she dug her nails deeper into my back. Her insides were much tighter than I had ever imagined it would be.
I was half way through when she stopped me as I could hear her grit her teeth.
« I’m sorry Valerian, I don’t mean to hurt you » I told uneasy.
« I know. It’ll be fine » she said reasuring me.
I kissed her trying to soothe her worries leaving my shaft half way so her purity would ajust to the size and presence of me there. I then kept going while she was distracted, I pushed a little further inside of her as I could hear her making a guttural sound.
« Just a bit more my love. I’m nearly all the way in » I murmured affectionately trying to encourage her.
I felt mixed feelings of worry, lust and love for her. And I was surpsied to see that I could hold it together and not start a panic attack.
I was now so close. I bucked my hips into her in a final movement plunging all the way inside her. Valerian was whimpering beneath me as I panted heavily. I was finnaly all the way inside.
« How do you feel ? » I demanded making sure she was fine.
« I’m … ok » she assured squeezing her arms so tight around me.
I kissed her foreheard, telling her how beautiful she was.
« Can I start moving or would you like me to wait for a bit ? » I asked lovingly.
« No. I want you to make love to me » she replied sweetly.
« Oh Valerian ! » I cried.
I began thrusting slowly into her, moving in and out as I repeated the motion. I just followed my instinct at that point. I could hear her whine to my every movement. She needed time to ajust. I didn’t want to be selfish and had to fight the unrepressable need to ravish her, but in order to do so, I had to let go of my fustration by clentching my fingers into the sheets.
I thought to myself : Remember, be gentle because you love her so much. You want her to enjoy this precious moment.
« How does it feel ? » I demanded with a gutural voice.
« It’s … hurting less now, pleasure is taking over » she confessed.
I could feel my chest pressing against her breasts moving up and down. I was exited beyond belief. I knew our first time wouldn’t last long.
« Please … Valerian … can … I go faster ? » I begged out of breath.
She agreed making a sound of approval.
I grabbed the back of her neck with one hand and placed the other above her head taking position so I would penetrate her more deeply.
I suddenly bucked my hips into her harder and faster listening to her gasps beside my ear.
« Oh Valerian … you are so … devine ! » I cried struggling to speak as I groaned.
« Ominis ! » she moaned.
The little self control I had left vanished and forced myself ruthlessly inside her.
I could feel both of us sweating uncontrollably as our moisty bodies woud collide.
I listened in euphoria to her reactions.
I remember pleasuring myself when I met Valerian thinking about how I would penetrate her. Now I was actually inside her. And it was not how I imagined it, it was beyond thrilling.
She was clutching my back with her fingers and placed her legs around my hips, locking them around me allowing me to penetrate her deeper. This was a clear indication that she wanted more and was enjoying this.
I then renewed the speed and desperately propeled into her, savagely kissing her neck.
« Valerian, I… can’t hold much longer » I warned breathless blissfully.
I was burying myself in her with a carnal urge for a release. I wanted to fill her with my seeds.
I could feel her head fall back and her body tremble. She was about to come.
« Ominis … » she sobbed uncontrolably.
I could barely hear her as my blood was fervidly pumping through my ears.
I could feel myself approching the end too.
My frantic movements and desire for her pushed her over the edge as she screamed in delirium and squeezed her legs tightly around my hips. Her back arched and her head fell back.
Never had I given her a orgasm like that. It pulsed through her raginly.
I grabbed her thigh with my right hand and was forcing myself so roughtly inside of her burrying her into the bed. My body was quacking and that familiar warmth was making it’s way through my member.
I gave one final deep thrust and exploded inside of her letting out a harsh groan. I was coming uncontrollably as I emptied myself inside of her squeezing my fingers around her neck and thigh so intensly I probably would leave a mark. The intensity of my climax made me collapse on her as I was panting savagely.
Merlin that was amazing.
She was also panting cruelly and pulled me closer to her as my head rested in the crook of her neck.
« Valerian ... you were so …. magnificent » I said still in a daze.
My chest was moving rapidly up and down against her in despair.
I exited her and fell on my side rolling on my back trying to catch my breath.
Searched for her with my left hand and pulled her to me as she rested her face on my shoulder, her arm placed on my chest and her leg resting on my left thigh.
I stroke her back with my hand that had grabbed her and caressed her arm resting on my chest with the other.
« Did you … like it ? » I asked hesitantly.
« Yes, I did. I never thought it would be like this » she replied.
« Like what ? » I demanded affectionately.
« So intense, stimulating. I feel like a closer connection to you » she confessed lovingly.
I smiled. I was glad she enjoyed it because I sure did.
« What about you ? » she questioned.
« Oh Valerian, you know I have. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. And so this experience was the best I have ever had » I professed seductively.
She looked up, grabbed my face with her free hand and kissed me gently.
« I’m so glad you liked it. I hope I wasn’t too rough » I said concerned.
« No, you were perfect Ominis. I know this must have asked a lot of retraining for you, but you took the time to consider my well-being and my feelings. So thank you » she said fondly.
« I would never hurt you. Like I said, you are all that matters to me, my beautiful future wife » I said passionately.
« I love you Ominis » she declared.
« And I love you » I repeated.
As the adrenaline vanished, I could feel myself falling asleep. And I would cherish this moment forever in my mind.