Let me see you
POV Ominis
I woke up with a huge headache the next morning. I couldn’t even remember how I got into my bed. I remember going out with the boys, and for some reason I kept drinking. I got up and got dressed, though it took me longer than usual. There was no way I could do my usual morning run !
Then Someone knocked on my door.
- « It’s me, Sebastian » he said.
- « … come in » I replied as struggled answering.
- « We’ll, you look … awful ! » he said laughing.
- « I have such a headache » I told him.
- « I’m proud of you, your first hangover, and you’re first masturbation in one week. That’s a lot ! » he laughed even more.
I took my pillow and threw it at him, though it was pointless as he dodged it immediately.
- « You’re an ass » I told him though I didn’t really mean it.
- « True, but an ass that brought you a hangover potion » he said joyfully.
- « Will it stop that headache? » I asked.
- « Yeah, and make you feel like yourself again within an hour » he explained.
- « Thank Merlin » I pleaded.
- « Actually, thank me » he bragged.
- « After you tell me how I got into my bed » I ordered.
- « Easy enough. After we left the pub, I helped you walk back to our dorms and I put you to bed. » he told me.
- « Oh, well … thanks. I don’t remember half of the night ! » I replied feeling grateful.
- « That’s what happens when you drink too much » he replied chuckling.
Then I gulped down the potion he gave me.
Then we went for breakfast down stairs. I was praying for the potion to act as fast as it could. I couldn’t eat anything. Cassandra, Edmund and Valerian sat with us.
- « Well, seemes you had quite the night » said Cassandra with a smirk.
As I couldn’t even remember half of what happened last night, I remained silent.
- « We had fun, thank you » said Sebastian.
- « So what were you guys up to last night? » asked Valerian.
Though much was foggy in my mind, I remembered the boys teasing me about pleasuring myself in my bedroom, thinking about Valerian. I could feel my cheeks blazing again. I was hoping Sebastian wouldn’t give me away.
- « Sorry, but what happens between boys, stays between boys” he gently said.
- « I see » she said with a smile. « we’ll I guess you must have some secrets »
I felt relieved. I didn’t want her to know I had been thinking about her in an unproper way.
The rest of the day was hard, I just wanted to go back to bed. I went outside to get some fresh air as I was still feeling dizzy. I sat on a bench, trying to relax for a moment. Then I heard familiar voices approaching. Cassandra, Edmund and Valerian.
- « Oh look, it’s Ominis » sais Cassandra.
- « Still hangover? » asked Edmund joking.
- « You’re one to talk » I replied truthfully.
The girls giggled. Edmund didn’t reply looking slightly ashamed.
- « Are you not well? » asked Valerian with her usual adorable voice.
- « Just feeling dizzy » I answered.
- « Did you drink enough water ? Maybe you have a temperature » she said worried.
Before I had a chance to reply, she sat next to me, and she raised her hand towards my face. She accidentally touched my right cheek before she moved her hand to my forehead, brushing against my skin. If I didn’t have a temperature then, I would certainly have one now as I felt her delicate small hand touching me. And that burning desire came back, rushing through my entire body.
- « Looks like you are being well looked after so we’ll leave you to it » said Edmund.
I could imagine his face smirking as he winked.
- « See you later » said Cassandra teasing me.
- « It looks like it’s just you and me » she said softly with her angelic voice.
Oh, that was not good. How will I handle myself alone with her ?
- « The good news is that you don’t seem to have a temperature » she said as she put her hand down.
- « That’s… great » I replied hesitantly as always.
- « Will you be alright? » she asked.
- « I’ll be alright. I feel better already » I said to reassure her.
None of us talked for a short while.
- « Have you recovered, from the other day? » I asked not quite sure what to say to her.
- « Oh… yes, I have. Thank you for listening and … comforting me » she said.
- « Anytime » I replied. « If you ever want to … talk… I’m a good listener »
- « Thanks. You’re so kind » she replied.
I couldn’t help but smile. I was so mesmerised by her, by her voice.
- « And you’re so beautiful » I said out of the blue.
Crap. Did I say that out loud? I was supposed to think it, not say it ! What an idiot !
I feared her reaction. My heart started racing.
- « Well I appreciate the compliment, but how would you know? I mean, you can’t see me » she said gently.
- « Beauty isn’t just about what you see. It’s so much more. You’re funny, clever, stong, kind, you clearly understand people. And your voice is … delightful like an angel. That is who you are Valerian, that is your beauty. Though I wish I could see you » I told her, surprised I didn’t choke on my words.
She wasn’t saying anything, nor moving.
- « You know, I feel like men don’t know me, don’t truely see who I am, blinded by my actual physical beauty, but with you, I know that you see me, better than any other person I’ve met » she explained. « And I am glad you can’t see me with your eyes you know, I like the way you perceive me ».
Merlin have mercy. That girl drives me crazy. And my breathing was becoming more intense. I could feel by body tensing.
- « Oh … I … thanks. But that’s not what I meant by seeing you » I admitted.
I knew she understood what I meant.
I felt embarrassed now, because seeing for a blind person means touching the other person, to be able to draw a more precise picture in our heads. But most people were uncomfortable with that as it is very intimate. But I knew touching her would be dangerous. I reminded myself of when we alsmost kissed. When I touched the back of her neck, when I felt her soft hair under my chin. And the thought of it only made me crave for more. I wanted to discover every inch of her skin, of her body.
- « Would you like to see me ? » she asked almost whispering.
I could feel drops of sweat running down my forehead. Merlin knows how much I would like to see her, to feel her. The problem was I don’t know if I could handle it.
As I did not respond, she giggled and spoke.
- « Why don’t we do it gradually, let’s say that every time we get a moment alone, you get to discover a part of me. And I get to discover a part of you. How does that sound ? » she suggested smiling.
It was if I had forgotten how to speak. No words were coming out of my mouth.
She laughed.
- « For today, I will let you discover my hands, that way I can also discover yours » she said.
She raised her hands to reach for mine. I took me a few seconds to realise what was happening as I was still in a daze. I raised mine also. And then I touched the tip of her fingers. I pressed my hands against hers which allowed me to feel the size of her hands.
She had such delicate small hands. And then I ran my fingers through hers allowing me to perceive how thin they were and it felt like we were holding hands. It was pure bliss. Her skin was as I had imagined it, so soft. Then I removed my fingers to slide my hand up above hers, my palms touching the top of her hands as my fingers caressed her wrists. Then I slid my hands under hers, our palms were now connected, and I raised her hands to my lips, giving them a gentle kiss.
I don’t know how, but I knew she was smiling.
- « You have … lovely hands » I told her. I felt like I was in a transe. As if I were dreaming somehow. But it was real.
She then slid up her hands onto mine, caressing them with her thumb so gently.
- « You have a scar » she noticed.
I just let out a noise in agreement. I didn’t feel like telling her how I got it. She would be horrified.
I didn’t want to let go of her hands, but I had to. Then we both hesitated, but we let go of each other.
- « Your hands are so… strong » she said.
I was wondering if she was imagining what my strong hands could do to her, to her body.
Was she imagining my hands on her face, on her hips ? Was she imagining me caressing her perfect skin ? And at this thought, I could feel that same burning sensation between my legs, that same sensation that would require me to take some alone time in my bedroom. But I also felt ashamed imagining touching her that way while she was right in front of me. But it couldn’t be helped. This need was too powerful, the desire too strong. The pulsing was only increasing and it was consuming my mind. I knew I had to get out of here, now !
I accompanied her back to our doorms, using the hangover as an excuse to go and rest. But every step I took was agony. I then went up to my room. My arousal was now so painful. As I opened the door of my bedroom, I hadn’t even closed the door yet that I started unfastening my belt. I couldn’t wait any longer. I slammed the door and threw my wand onto the bed (I think) unbuttoning my trousers, I didn’t even bother bringing them down this time, I just set my shaft free above my pants. I didn’t waist anytime setting my hands in motion going up and down. The pleasure of it made me lose my balance, so I had to rely on something. So I put my free hand against the wall, facing it. I immediately thought of Valerian, how I would flatten her against that wall, kissing her on her neck devouring her ginger sent.
As I was moving my hands upwards and downwards, I imagined Valerian’s soft small hands that she would place on my groin, as she would be the one doing the movements. I was panting in anticipation, causing my body to beg for more.
So I increased the speed, moving frenetically my hand causing my body to tremble as Valerian would hear my moans, me crying out her name, begging her to go faster. And I knew this wouldn’t take long as I could feel my climax approaching as I was breathing so heavily. It was coming. I couldn’t restrain myself anymore. My mùind went blank and I could feel my body tense in anticipation of my climax, and then I exploded.
I was trying to catch my breath as I rested my head against the wall. I slowed the movements of my hand. I could feel the mess I had made, my shaft was now drowning in my seeds. And it had spread on my trousers, and probably on the floor too. And all I could think about was her.