saviour complex

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
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saviour complex
Summary
Lily Evans is sick, sick of feeling like an outsider, sick of the pressure to prove she's more than her blood status and sick of herself. She wanted to be good enough to be accepted. James Potter has been totally infatuated with Lily Evans since he saw her during their first year at Hogwarts. He would love to watch her doing the things that made her Lily like how she would try to make conversation with house elves or comfort homesick first years or would carry a book everywhere. He noticed when she started staring off into the distance more than usual or tapped her fingers around her wrist anxiously. He watched her slowly fade. James has to fix this because isn't that what he does?
Note
TW: homophobia, depression, dissociation, panic attacks, anorexia, eating disorders, PTSD, abuse , harassment.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ To see how characters are imagined @floraisasleep on pinterest
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chapter 3

James was more excited than usual to get back to Hogwarts.
He loved his home in Potter Manor but after everything that happened this summer, he thought that things would feel more normal there.

He tried not to think.about that night too much.
How Sirius showed up half dead at his door.
How even a week after he did he was barely able to speak. How scared he was...

 

James shook his head as if he could physically shake the memory away.

"You alright prongs?" Sirius asked looking concerned
"I'm Fine mate " James quickly responded giving a cheeky smile "Just thinking of how we are gonna put the map to use"

A light sparked in Sirius's eyes

"Oh yeah, of course, I have a few ideas but we have to talk to moony he's the real mastermind "

"Of course of course"

"What map," Euphemia asked cocking a brow in mock sterness

The boys turned to another and simultaneously blurted
"Nothing!"

Fleamont laughed at thins and gave them a wink
" Oh come on now Mia you know these lads are good as gold. They won't be caught causing any mischief this year"

Euphimia laughed at this and brought them in for a hug and a kiss on the forehead
Whispering
"Be good" as she did so

The boys said goodbye and practically sprinted to the train.
James wasn't entirely sure how things would go down.
Or how much of the story Sirius was willing to share with Peter and Remus.

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