famous
TW: swearing, child abuse, unforgiveable curses
Walburga smiled. Her once long black curly hair was greyish white and mad up in a bun. Her dark blue eyes haven't lost any of the scaring glimmering. She was wearing her all green cloak, which she would always wear to so called parties. Basically really akward family meetings. I stared at her furious. She was still smiling. I lost it.
"Say something!! You're proud of me?!! What the fuck is wrong with you?! I fucking hate you!!!!" Although my hands were still shackeld I started going towards her. "I never want to see you in my life again!! You ruined it!! You and father! How dare you stand here and be proud for something I haven't even done!!!" "Oh Sirius- calm down..", my mother walked closer and I froze. "Just listen, my star. It's all over the news. Everyone knows it. You killed that Pettigrew and you betrayed them. I'm so proud. You found your way back to the family." Her face lit up and her hand stroked through my dark greasy curls. I couldn't speak and move. She kissed my forehead. "W-What do you mean- e-everyone?" "You were in every single newspaper.", my mother answered and let go of my hair and now touched my cheek. "Why didn't you come back earlier?" I didn't hear her. Every single newspaper? Every. Single. Newspaper!?
There was no chance anyone would be on my side. Everyone knew. My thoughts started running in circles. "I- It-It wasn't me! I- would never- I wouldn't- I wouldn't-" "Shhh, Sirius it's okay." I felt her hand on my shoulder and then on my back. She was hugging me. My mother was hugging me. I pushed her away and stumbled back. "I would never betray my friends. You know that. I told you I would rather face both of your crutiatius curses than betraying my friends." I regained my sins and clenched my hands to fists. My thoughts were done riding on a roller coaster. I hate every single deatheater. Why would I become one? That makes no sense when you think about it. But I guess no one ever thinks.
"Sirius you don't have to lie to your mother. You can trust me." "Just think about it. Why would I betray the only person that ever cared about me! He was like a family! The family you never were!!" She still didn't stop smiling. "Listen bitch! You ruined my life. You're nor my family. You're noting to me. If I had my wand right now-" 'I would kill you' was what I wanted to say but I felt a cold wand on my neck. "That's enough, Black." The guard grabbed my chains and tried to pull me out of the room. I wasn't moving. I stared at my mother. "Come on be a good boy and come with me." I stared at my mother. "Okay. If you won't come with me I will have to make you." I didn't care. My mother could not leave like this. "Stupify" My eyes shut down and everything went black.
"Happy Birthdayyy, Sirii!!" Sirius smiled and lifted up his little brother. "Thank you, Reggie." Regulus smiled and ruffled Sirius hair. "You're sooooo old now. eleven years." Sirius grinned. "I know!!" He twirrled Regulus who giggled. "Sirius! *deadname*! Come down, your father needs to go to work!" Sirius frowned and hopped down the stairs. "Mom I told you. He's Regulus now-" "And I told you I don't care. Sit down. Both of you. And you, *deadname* stop clining to Sirius.", Walburgas cold eyes stared her sons down. Sirius sighed and put Regulus down. Both of the guys sat down at the long dark table. Sirius looked at his father. Orion was reading the daily prophet, not caring for any of the conversations around him. "Daaad-?" Orion put down his newspaper and looked at Sirius. Sirius now a bit scared cleared his throat. "Can I get the new broom- I-I mean it's my birthday-" "We already got you something, Sirius. You'll get it later today." Sirius looked sad and started eating his toast. An owl flew and landed next to Sirius. He looked up and took the letter. "What does it say?", Regulus asked exited. " to Sirius O. Black, biggest room on the first floor, grimmauld place 12, london", Sirius read out loud and opened the letter. His eyes widened and he stated grinning. "It's my letter from Hogwarts!!!" Regulus clapped, "Wooow so cool!" "Of course you have been accepted. You're from the most ancient and pure wizzard family.", with that words Orion stood up, kissed Walburga on her cheek and left.
"Mother I don't want to wear that. It's that stupid emerald green." "It matches your eyes, Sirius." "I hate green!! And it's my 11th birthday! Why don't I get to choose?" "You'll do as I say. Hurry up and come down!" Sirius stared at himself in the mirror. 'Stupid green.' Sirius sighed and walked down the stairs. "You look ridicolous, brother" "I always say green isn't my colour! She never listens!" Regulus giggled, "Let's go downstairs." "Last one down is as bald as Kreacher!!" The two boys raced down, laughting. "Sirius! You're ruining your hair!" Walburga rushed over and made his hair again. Sirius rolled his eyes and Regulus giggled behind his hand. "You're cousins are already here, *deadname* go inside." Sirius entered behind his mother and looked at the table. Of course the whole family was there. He could see his aunt Druella with her blonde hair in curls sitting next to her husband Cygnus who's dark hair was slided back and his blue eyes were just as cold as Walburga's. Next to Cygnus was Bellatrix. She was grinning as always and her hair looked like she had a really rough night with her boyfriend. Next to her the only friendly smiling face, Andromeda, Sirius favourite cousin. She was wearing a beautiful blue dress and her hair was incredibally straight. Narcissa was ignoring Sirius. She was whispering something to Regulus. He rolled his eyes. Orion was wearing the same cloak as Sirus, a bigger size but same colour. His mother sat between Orion and Regulus and Sirius took his place. "Uh...bon appetit-" Food appeared and the whole family started eating. "Sirius got his letter to Hogwarts, we are so proud.", Orion explained. Walburga catched on and continued: "He'sgonna be such a good Sly-" "I really don't think I'm going to be a Slytherin." Silence. Sirius looked up. Every pair of eyes layed down on Sirius. He, surely nervous, added: "I'm not really 'shrewd' or 'cunning'. I don't think I will be a Slytherin."
"What were you thinking??!! Not a Slytherin?! Are you out of your mind?!" Walburga's shrill scream brought Sirius back into the reality. He has been staring at the wall but now he was looking back to her, "Are you done?" She stared at him and turned around furiously. "Orion back me up here please." Orion had been watching the scene in the back for a while and now walked closer. Sirius flinched and slowly went backwards towards the wall. He was used to his mothers punishments but his father was way worse than his mother. "I will personally show you what will happen to you if you won't come back Slytherin. You are the heir of the most ancient and noble house of Black, Sirius." "I-I know father but why can't the heir be a Gryff-", Sirius started while fiddeling his coat. "Becoming a Gryffindor would bring such a SHAME to our family!! How dare you even think that!!!", Walburga started screaming again. "Your mother is right, Sirius." Sirius crossed his arms and stared up to his parents. "So I won't get to chose? Just like that?? That is not fair!!" "Life is not fair, Sirius. And yes you won't get to choose. We chose what is best for you." "No you don't!! This is my life and I get to choose." Sirius turned around running towards the door but bevor he could reach it the spell already did. "Crucio." Sirius froze. He whimpered and sank down on his knees. His father's wand pointed on his back.
5 december 81
My neck hurted
How. How on earth. How on earth would Remus believe me, if even my mother, who would take any fact to hate me more and always look for the worst (so actually the good parts) in me, doesn't believe me. I fell forwards on the floor and started crying.