Chapter 6
Sirius being gone at James' wedding was by far the most saddest thing that has ever happened to them. Remus knew how much the two used to talk about how Sirius was definitely gonna be the best man at James' imaginary wedding with Lily Evans yet somehow it came true just not sirius being the best man. Remus tried to refuse james when he asked him to be his best man but james insisted that he wants remus to be his best man as his brother is not there.
James was the happiest man alive when he was married to Lily Evans but remus knows that behind his smiles and laughter that night was longing and sadness for sirius. Their life without him was surely harder it was like sirius was the air that they breathed.
Ever since sirius left remus often spends his time writing, sirius was the one who suggested it for him to try, writing his emotions or what he was thinking helps him forget about all his problems in the world and just be stuck on his own little world with words.
Lily is pregnant. All of them were so happy especially james he was all over the moon when they announced it.
"I'm gonna be a father moony!" James yelled
Remus laughed at him if sirius was here how would he react will he cry? Remus asked himself
He excused himself and went on to get a fresh air as he cannot stop thinking about sirius, he found peter there.
"Peter?" Remus asked
"Oh remus are you here for fresh air too?"
"Yeah It's a bit overwhelming in there" remus answered
"I get ya mate, I can't believe james would be a father" peter said
"Yeah it's unbelievable"
"How do you think sirius would react if he were here?" Peter asked him
"Please do not speak of him" remus said with spite in his voice
Even if he loves sirius he just cannot talk about him yet.
He loves him so much that it hurts just to think of him, Remus can't stop thinking is he alive? is he alright? is he dead? is her safe?
Remus knows there is a war coming even if dumbledore tries to hide it from them remus is just hoping his beloved star is safe.
"Regulus" regulus heard someone call for him
"What the fuck?" regulus said shocked
"Suprise?"