Chapter 1
“Yes I know I hurt him but that does not mean I’m not hurting when they ignore me, they just threw me to the side and decided to move on?” Sirius told his brother
“Did you atleast apologized?” his brother asked him “I did the next day but after that whenever I tried they just shut me out! I’m fed up reg”
Now, regulus is struggling because some of his stuff are flying or just levitating he forgot on how powerful is brother is, He forgot how their mother and father had to strap Sirius when he was a kid because his tantrums were so powerful-“Je suis tellement fatigué, ils m'ont dit que j'étais comme eux” Sirius said “They said what?" Regulus asked "Yeah they did” Sirius said remembering what remus told him.
“H-how Sirius? I trusted you” remus said “I- I’m sorry moony-“
“Don’t- Don’t call me that” remus cut him off
“I’m really sorry I wasn’t thinking” he said
“You always use that as an excuse- Sirius don’t you understand I almost killed him because of YOU!” remus screamed and that made Sirius flinch “You made me a monster now snape knows!” Sirius can see remus is flaming in anger but he doesn’t dare to look up he just looks down on his hands and thought that this is it he already ruined everything “I can’t believe that after all has happened? You will always be like them” He didn’t answer.
“D-don’t talk to me anymore we’re over, You’re dead to me remember that.”and that final words made Sirius look up to remus. His emotions locking into place, his eyes becoming icy the black pureblood icy kinda thing and remus did felt himself shiver with that eyes.He can’t even recognize Sirius with that face it was like a different person but with what Sirius had done it seemed like Remus really didn’t know him and as of now Sirius is dead to him. With that he left Sirius to go to his dorm-their dorm, he regrets that he left him but he’s still angry at him so can you blame him if something wrong happens with Sirius? Yes. Yes you can.
“I have no idea where to go reg” Sirius told regulus “You’ll come with me to pandora’s house” regulus assured his brother “come on siri just go to sleep already I have classes tomorrow” regulus said “I can't sleep reg that's the problem” Sirius whined at his brother "just try it you'll never know so please do try to sleep hm?" Regulus said to him "fine fine" then went ahead to go to the spare bed of the slytherin dungeon because evan and barty are sharing a bed since they're together.
The next day regulus is forcing him to eat once again but how could he? When across the great hall remus is there laughing with their friends-Oh wait he forgot his friends. Oh how dreamy is remus, he guessed everyone already knew about their breakup because remus has been getting hit on a lot now well being the cassanova of Gryffindor that wasn’t surprising. It has already been 3 months and it is almost summer and that is what he is most anxious about. After breakfast he went straight to the Gryffindor tower, he saw them laughing in the common room before stopping when they saw him and now all he wanted to do is to die. ‘should’ve already killed myself that night’ he thought to himself.
He went up to the dorm and got his things then went to class,the day has sucked but now he’s back at the astronomy tower thinking what would it feel if he just jumped. He got lost in his own thought and when he looked up the first thing he see is the moon, the beautiful beautiful moon oh how he miss his moony oh right he forgot he wasn’t his anymore or he isn’t allowed to use moony anymore which is so sad because that is his favorite out of all the marauders.
His thoughts was disturbed by someone calling his name “Siri?” his brother called his name “Reg? What are you doing here?” He asked “No, What are YOU doing here?” regulus asked before raising his eyebrows. “I asked first” he said “I was looking for you” his brother told him “Oh, why?” he asked “Because dinner is finished and you didn’t go” regulus said “Oh I didn’t really feel like eating reg” he said “Mind if I join you there?” regulus asked “Of course” he answered before regulus went in and sat with him to look at the sky “There’s the canis major and you” regulus told him hoping to cheer him up “mhm I know” and that’s the only reply his brother can get.
The next day lots of people were whispering about something while looking at him “he is so much better tho!” one said. He continued to walk to the great hall but when he did he was shocked when he saw his ex with a ravenclaw in his lap, in his moony’s lap Oh he wanted to come and strangle that boy but he couldn’t he doesn’t have any right to do so does he? So he just sat with reg in the slytherin table “Oh my Salazar stop staring at him!” Regulus screamed at him but he couldn’t say anything back he just looked down in his plate and played with his food until they had to go to class. Transfiguration was alright until Minnie made him wait and talked to him “Mr Black please stay I need to talk to you” Minnie said “Of course Professor” He said “So I was informed about your recent-ehrm well as you are in Gryffindor you have to stop sleeping in the dungeons,And you must sleep at your own dorm.”
Minnie told him “But Professor-“ he argued “No buts Mister Black or else I will talk to your parents.” She said “Okay professor I’ll just go back” he retreated quietly after that he didn’t went to class he just went to the astronomy tower even skipped dinner again he just stared and stared on nothing for hours alone in his thoughts ‘I guess I’ll always be like them’ The family madness slowly coming over him.
Now he is absolutely terrified he doesn’t want to be crazy but he’s slowly becoming mad he remembered Bellatrix being like this before she was truly gone into the madness oh how sad it is when he found out she was his favorite cousin after all and he was her favorite as well. She was the only person that was happy for him when he made it into Gryffindor but his Bellatrix is long gone now ever since she sold herself to that dark lord. His thoughts was cut short with a howl and that made him look up and saw that there was a full moon and that his friends were out and he realized they weren’t his friends anymore so they wouldn’t care if he just I don’t know jumped maybe? So he did he slowly climed the railings and slowly let go he was finally free from everything he hit the ground, then everything was Black
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